Chapter 118: From the first time she saw him, she was emotional
On the way back to the castle villa, there was a light rain, and the wind was cool in the early morning, Wen Yao sat in the car, and the rain-soaked and broken street outside the window kept moving backwards.
And in her mind, she kept thinking about what Luo Xuanxing said that night......
"What kind of feelings, how can it be so complicated."
"When you think of him, you will send him things, you will worry about him, you want to sleep with him, what is this not love? Could it be revolutionary friendship? ”
"Is it possible that you have been the opposite all along? The person you 'liked' before, that is the love of kindness, and you are in the Ming chief, which is the real love. ”
"People only want to be like role models, and no one wants to be like their objects."
"Without impurities and without any selfishness, it can never be love."
“……”
In the past, her emotional experience was shallow, and she didn't have time to think much about it in the last days, but now that she was reminded like this, Wen Yao suddenly felt that the dazed confusion that had lingered in her heart for a long time disappeared.
How did she feel about Shen Yichuan before? may have dependence on her family and the trust of her comrades-in-arms, but she doesn't have too many complicated emotions, and the deep-seated reason why she can repeatedly tolerate his indifference and selfishness may be...... Subconsciously don't care.
That's why she acts like an emotionless machine, so she's extra calm.
But what about Ji Mingchen......
From the first time she saw him, she was emotional, sometimes disgusted, sometimes angry, and then later, these emotions kept deteriorating.
Even if they were enemies and rivals, ask yourself, could she really want to kill him?
It doesn't seem to be......
It's just that because of different camps and different positions, and he really owed it at the beginning, he had to swing a knife at him.
There were many times when he was seriously injured and appeared near her, and when she passed by, she clearly saw it, but subconsciously pretended not to see it, and led away his comrades who were on a mission together at that time.
When they met in the Cangping Mountains, when he was dressed in white and walked on the mountain road with her in the snow, she actually enjoyed the short period of peace and quiet, and she also secretly looked up at him several times......
“……”
It turned out that her feelings for him were different long ago......
But it was shameful to be emotionally sentimental to the enemy, it was intolerable by her position, and it was also contrary to her beliefs at the time, so she snuffed out all the signs at the beginning, and brainwashed herself over and over again, trying to tell herself that the person she liked was Shen Yichuan, and the person she hated was Ji Mingchen.
She even threw all the pots to him Ji Mingchen, thinking that he was insane, he was perverted, he killed people by unscrupulous means, and Dongzhou was full of a group of devils and villains, so she hated him so much.
The sense of separation has been accumulated in her heart for too long, and even now that they are together, she will often be conflicted in her heart, showing both desire and resistance to him......
Wen Yao withdrew her gaze from the window, pinched her palms and smiled.
It turns out that people don't know themselves as much as they think.
In the past seven years, what she thought she liked was not Shen Yichuan, a specific person, but the obsession she had created with her own hands, and all the pain and unwillingness were just derived from the fact that the vain obsession had never been completed, and Shen Yichuan did not like her in reality.
It was she who mistook admiration, worship, gratitude, and dependence for love.
So, why change your mind......
……
In the square of the castle villa, several commanders were gathering in a pavilion to discuss the newly developed fire-type ability awakening agent.
Fei Qianjiang's son Fei Kaibo, as a rare person with fire attributes, was named by Chief Ming to participate in the test this time because he was too idle all day long.
Under the careful care of Professor Fei, he endured seven days of pathological reactions in every possible way, and finally succeeded in awakening the fire ability at noon on this day.
The big guy was curious, so he pulled him to show them the fire ability.
Fikebo stretched out his hand, and seven or eight heads curiously approached his palm.
Everyone waited and waited intently, and after waiting for a full three minutes, his palm barely gave birth to a cluster of flames smaller than a candle, as thin as a gossamer, and could be extinguished by a single blow.
Seeing this, the big guys frowned and discussed: "Isn't the fire ability classified as a strong ability, and it's very powerful in the early days?" ”
"Why do you ...... young master?"
In order to squeeze out this small flame, Fei Kaibo had already broken out a lot of cold sweat on his forehead, and when he finally ran out of energy, the flame was instantly extinguished, leaving only a pinch of smoke.
Not to mention what to do with this bit of flame, it is extremely difficult to even maintain the flame shape.
He was unwilling to be laughed at by everyone, so he took great pains to make a little flame the size of a cotton swab, and moved his hand to the side, trying to use the fire to burn the green plant next to him.
Unexpectedly, before the leaves of the plant burned, a raindrop the size of a soybean fell on the edge of the pavilion, and the flames in his palm were thoroughly watered.
“……”
Not only did Fei Kaibo's face look ugly at this time, but several commanders next to him also felt full of embarrassment.
Most of them had seen Chief Ming's fire-based abilities, they had seen him burn zombies in the rain, they had seen him burn sea monsters on the surface of the sea, and they had seen the flames in that man's hands, big or small, and they could control everything freely, and they could let his mind burn everything......
The big guys have a preconceived idea that the fire ability is a super powerful ability, and as long as the fire ability is awakened, it must be a powerful ability.
Until today, I have seen Fei Kaibo do this...... Only then did they realize that it was not the fire-based ability that was powerful, but their Ming chief who was powerful.
It's one thing to awaken an ability, but it's another thing to be powerful and manipulative.
Several commanders waved their hands and dispersed, but Fei Kaibo was very unwilling and shouted to them: "Don't go, you guys, my fire can really burn leaves, it's true, I didn't play well just now, you ...... again"
Before he finished speaking, several people near the pavilion stood up straight and looked at the man in white who got off the black car in awe: "Sir Ming." ”
Ji Mingchen walked to the pavilion with an umbrella and asked him with a gentle smile, as if he was very concerned: "How do you feel?" ”
Fei Kaibo bowed his head and replied politely, "It's okay, it's this fire-based ability...... It's not as powerful as you think. ”
When Ji Mingchen heard this, he still just smiled lightly: "It's that Young Master Fei is too pampered and lacks exercise these days." ”
“……”
Ji Mingchen's voice fell, his eyes glanced at random, and he saw a familiar figure.
The light rain was dripping, her gentle and white face was adorned with some water droplets, and the whole person seemed to be dyed by the rain and mist, looking like she was in a trance, and she didn't know what she was thinking.
Seeing this scene, Ji Mingchen raised his eyebrows slightly, and hurriedly walked towards her with an umbrella......
When he got closer, he tilted the transparent umbrella towards her, covering the drizzle, and bent the corners of his lips and asked, "What's wrong baby, why didn't you have an umbrella......"