In the middle of the night, after Gan Qiongying and Lihua fell asleep, she got up and asked the full moon to help her to the uninhabited open place behind the house.

"Have you prepared something?" Gan Qiongying tightened her cloak and asked the full moon sideways.

"Don't worry, princess." Full Moon patted the burden on his body, "According to the princess's orders, they are all inside, and there are all kinds of incense, candles, paper and money." ”

Gan Qiongying nodded, and Full Moon's lips squirmed, wanting to ask the reason, but in the end she didn't say anything.

She has absolute loyalty and trust in her master, even if Gan Qiongying takes her to kill people and set fires, and let the full moon hand a knife to pour fire oil, she will not hesitate.

What's more, Gan Qiongying just took her to no one to burn paper.

On July 15, the door to ghosts was opened.

On this day, many people burned paper at the fork in the road to pay tribute to their dead relatives, hoping that they would be better off in the underworld.

Gan Qiongying originally considered finding a crossroads, but after thinking about it, she felt that it was really unnecessary.

Because she didn't want to burn paper for some dead relatives, she wanted to burn it for herself.

In other words, she is going to burn paper for "Princess Duanrong".

Since coming out of the palace that day, Gan Qiongying has dreamed repeatedly, and every time, it is like watching a 3D movie in person.

Those are all real memories, those love, hatred, hatred, unwillingness and remorse, all presented in front of Gan Qiongying.

And she was like a hot water bottle, forced to open the mouth of the bottle, and was poured into a hot and fresh love, hatred and hatred that did not belong to her, only to make her blistered inside, peeling off and rotting.

Gan Qiongying has been in good spirits for several days, not to mention trying to make her mood better, she just wants not to cry, and it is difficult to do it.

She has been like a little lady who has been wronged outside these days, burying herself in the arms of the colt and crying all day long.

She struggled at first, not wanting the colt to see the joke, after all, although the two of them were husband and wife, to put it bluntly, they didn't know each other very well......

But then she gave up, the feeling of not being able to control her emotions was too difficult, Gan Qiongying, as a modern person who grew up under the red flag, even if she died of cancer young, the grief accumulated in a lifetime could not withstand the corner of dignified appearance.

She has turned into a monster in the past few days, and she has cried and wet the clothes on the shoulders of the horse master layer after layer.

The heartache was repeated over and over again, and the bitter medicine soup was poured several times a day, and Gan Qiongying felt that the soup was nothing.

Her life is the most bitter.

Fortunately, I finally stopped dreaming in the past two days, and it was July 15, and Gan Qiongying felt that she had to burn a paper for Princess Duanrong.

If nothing else, she always felt that she couldn't control her desire to get close to the emperor, whether it was dreaming, or heartache, it was all because the dignified soul or consciousness remained in her body and did not leave.

Gan Qiongying squatted there, holding a small stick in her hand, and after the brazier was lit, she picked it up with a small stick, put paper money inside, and by the way, she took the full moon to the gate of the deserted courtyard a few feet away, and went to watch the people.

This courtyard is already in ruins, almost collapsing, Gan Qiongying burned paper while looking around, here can still be vaguely seen that it is a small courtyard where Duanrong and the emperor depended on each other when he was a child.

After Duanrong became a princess, she was spoiled and made the palace her own princess's mansion, repairing and rebuilding everywhere, but she never moved this small courtyard.

She should be nostalgic, but she dare not miss it.

Gan Qiongying and her were forced to empathize, and their feelings about this place were also very complicated.

After looking around, and then looking at the open space around where there were indeed no eighteen surveillance guards to settle down, she lowered her head to look at the brazier, took out two large yellow paper gold ingots from her baggage, and threw them into the brazier.

"Princess, if you are still in this body, I can give you back my body, and you can take a little effort to squeeze me away."

She didn't want to occupy other people's bodies to live, even if she cherished her hard-won life, but Duanrong had so much unwillingness, and she didn't have it, why did she want to take the chance to live with her?

The tongue of fire licked the gold ingot, and soon the ingots burned, reflecting Gan Qiongying's face red.

Her expression was indescribable, she wanted to get some "dignified" responses, but she was afraid that she would really respond to herself.

After all, even if she has traveled through another world, she really can't stand the stimulation of "really seeing ghosts".

After a while, Gan Qiongying continued: "If you can't return to the world, and you are unwilling, don't worry...... Rain. ”

When Gan Qiongying said this, her heart throbbed.

The back of her neck suddenly chilled, and she was frightened, which undoubtedly confirmed that even if her soul was not dispersed, she did have a part of her consciousness in her body.

Gan Qiongying swallowed hard, and said in a tone of voice, "I will help you take care of him." ”

"It's not my wish to occupy your body," Gan Qiongying said, "but since I occupy it, I can't leave on my own, life is precious, I will help you take care of your relatives." ”

Gan Qiongying was not frightened by the residual consciousness of Duanrong to say such things.

She really thinks so.

Originally, she only thought about self-preservation, trying to reverse the plot and change the tragic ending.

But after entering the palace, she now understands that her years are quiet, and the emperor has drunk every day for her, how can she sit idly by?

The brazier was rattling.

Gan Qiongying spread out the burden again, and took out a paper stack of white square things from it, dotted with some sesame seeds, and looked closer, a bit like radish cake.

"Let's have a bit." Gan Qiongying said in a tight voice, "Gan Lin is very, very worried about you. ”

She endured the sad taste and said: "Although he has no love for you, he is full of attachment and longing for his eldest sister, you did not defend him in vain, he is still your lovely child." ”

Gan Qiongying was a little teary-eyed when she said this.

He sniffled, grabbed a handful of turnip paper and threw it in.

said to the brazier that was burning more and more vigorously: "From now on, as long as I can find a way to survive in the cracks of the plot, I will definitely pull the immortal slave to live together." ”

As soon as Gan Qiongying's voice fell, the brazier "banged", and the flames flew high, almost hitting Gan Qiongying's head.

She sat on the ground, feeling the night breeze rising, and the cold sweat was blown by the night wind, cold and biting, like someone's silent questioning.

Gan Qiongying's eyes were firmly in the jumping firelight: "I mean what I say." ”

She squatted there, burned all the paper work she had brought with her, put out the fire, and then stood up on her knees.

The night wind struck again, blowing through her body with a cloud of burnt smoke.

Gan Qiongying stepped out of the place, and the full moon soon walked towards her.

Every step Gan Qiongying takes, she feels a sense of relief.

Her steps grew brisker and brisker, and when she left the courtyard and returned to the door of the main house, she looked up at the twinkling stars in the sky, and felt only a new life.

The misty road ahead was clear, and she didn't have to worry about what was going on.

She understood that she and the emperor were now in a seesaw-like relationship, one with glory and one with loss.

She understands the dignified appearance in the plot, she doesn't love Zhongli Zhengzhen at all, and she is not a love brain who chases after men and is willing to be cheap.

She just wanted to prevent the Jinchuan proton from uniting with Jing Xi, and she had to stir up the alliance between them.

She is not crazy for a man, she gave up her reputation, colluded with local officials, accepted bribes, supported government soldiers, and even accepted so many faces, just to hide people's eyes.

She is fighting for her beloved child, the younger brother who drinks like a sweet spring for her, and fights for a glimmer of life.

This book, this world, revolves around the love-hate entanglement of the hero and heroine, but Gan Qiongying didn't finally have a real sense of this world until this moment.

It's not a shallow description of a few pages, it's not a line or two that sums up a lifetime.

The parts described in the book are only the tip of the iceberg of the most inconspicuous in this world.

The person she dresses up as is not a vicious female partner at all, she is just a poor person who is struggling to survive and giving up everything for herself and her relatives.

It's a pity that the power of the court is intertwined, and it is not as simple as fighting to the death against three evil servants with bad intentions in a small courtyard back then.

She gave up almost everything, and she was broken, and a princess with limited power was too limited in what she could do.

Even if she didn't accidentally die under the horse's hooves at the node crossed by Gan Qiongying, her final ending in the book failed to protect the emperor, and she ended up dead without a corpse.

Gan Qiongying looked at the flickering galaxy and sighed, she regretted the dignified situation, because no one could do better than her, no matter which woman she was.

But she is also regretting that Duanrong is too stubborn after all, she is a noble girl who grew up in the royal family, even if she digs out her backbone and makes thorns, and inserts her back to camouflage the fierce beast, it is difficult to get out of her situation and growth environment to look at the problem.

She is like a long knife with a sharp blade, rampage, the knife turns to death, but forgets that the knife is not only used to stab people, but also to chop vegetables, play with flowers, and can also be used as a burning stick.

To put it bluntly, Princess Duanrong doesn't understand what obscene development is.

And what Gan Qiongying is best at is obscene development.