Chapter 52: My heart panicked when I cried
Jiang Fan's emotions became complicated for a while.
They just met and had to face separation, counting that they really spent no more than a month together, although she could understand the difficulty of his work, but she was also selfish.
She wanted to be with him, she didn't want to be separated, she didn't want to not see each other for more than a month.
No matter how good the relationship is, it will collapse if there is no connection, not to mention that they have only been together for a long time.
Shen Huaixu saw her emotions and apologized gently: "I'm sorry, I haven't been able to find time to accompany you well since I was with you, and I haven't been able to fulfill my responsibilities as a husband." ”
Although he has never talked about the object, he also knows how to get along with each other.
They didn't have a serious date, and he didn't give her the happiness that girls experienced in love, but often left her alone.
Jiang Fan shrugged his shoulders and pretended to comfort him easily: "It's okay, what's the matter, you are going to work and not to play, not to mention that my work is also very busy, you can understand." ”
How could Shen Huaixu not understand her, obviously she was unhappy and always reckless.
But instead of touching the tight red thread in her heart, he followed her words and said, "Is it the party you mentioned to me before?" ”
Jiang Fan nodded, "Hmm." ”
It has been two consecutive years, and she has been invited to the stage of the Spring Festival Gala for two consecutive years, as a young female guzheng player in the new era, she has the responsibility and obligation to let more people understand the instrument of guzheng, so that the world can hear the voice of this unique country.
"Mrs. Shen is very good." Shen Huaixu's fingertips gently rubbed at her tiger's mouth, "What reward do you want?" ”
Jiang Fan's mood was still a little low, "I don't want it, I don't lack anything." ”
She just wanted to be with him and nothing else.
Jiang Fan is like this, his appetite will decrease a lot when he is depressed, and he only ate a few bites and said that he was full and went upstairs.
She didn't want to use this bad state to meet people when she was down, and she was afraid that if she continued to stay with Shen Huaixu, she couldn't help but want to cry.
Jiang Fan took a suitcase and squatted in the cloakroom to clean up his clothes.
Obviously, he is not such a crying person, and he knows that he is going to work, but why can't his nose be sour. It seems to be like this every time, every time I pretend not to care and behave very generously and considerately, but every time I can't help but secretly cry my nose.
The mood is inexplicably depressed and stuffy, as if there is a dark cloud hovering in the bottom of my heart.
The dress in my hand was folded and folded, but it still didn't get it done.
Unconsciously, looking at the mess of bad clothes in front of her, tears accidentally blurred her eyes.
Shen Huaixu immediately followed, pushed open the door of the cloakroom, and saw her squatting, still holding his clothes in her hands.
Afraid that she would still be unhappy because of the incident just now, Shen Huaixu had no choice but to say to her in a relaxed tone: "Why don't you come up and help me pack my luggage without eating a few bites?" You don't have to collect it for me, I'll just come by myself in a while. ”
Jiang Fan bit his lower lip, not wanting him to hear his cry, and replied to himself: "Do you want to bring a sweater?" Take it, there is a big temperature difference between day and night over there, what if you catch a cold? ”
Shen Huaixu looked at Jiang Fan, who had his back to him, and listened carefully to her voice, which was still a little choked.
He walked over with a twisted eyebrow, resisting the urge to embrace her, squatted down beside her, and knelt on one knee, "Crying? ”
Jiang Fan turned his face, unwilling to let him see the tears in his eyes.
Originally, the tears were just stored in the eyes, but now it's good, as soon as he spoke, her tears couldn't be hidden anymore.
"Nope." She wiped it haphazardly.
"Look at it even if you don't cry."
The man's voice was still gentle, but Jiang Fan still felt a sense of oppression.
"It's not ......"
Before she could say the rest of the words, she was hugged by someone.
Shen Huaixu hugged her waist, her chin rested on the top of her hair, her healthy and natural lips pursed slightly, and sighed lightly: "How can I go to work with peace of mind like you, why should I be reckless when I am reluctant to do it?" ”
Hearing this, Jiang Fan's tears flowed more, like pearls with broken threads.
She buried her face in the man's chest, and kept sobbing in a muffled voice, "I...... I just can't bear it...... And...... Separated from you, I want you to stay with me, but...... But I can't. ”
The whole crew was waiting for him and needed him, and she couldn't be so selfish and completely possess him.
Shen Huaixu looked at her crying breathlessly, and couldn't help but feel a pang in his heart, completely flustered.
He reached out and patted her back softly, and said softly, "I know, I know." ”
After crying for a long time, Jiang Fan's crying stopped slightly.
And Shen Huaixu's chest was also soaked with tears.
After watching her gradually calm down, Shen Huaixu picked her up by the waist, raised his feet and walked to the bedroom outside to the small sofa and sat down.
However, he did not put Jiang Fan down because of this, but continued to hold her in his arms like a baby.
Jiang Fan sat on his lap like this, the whole person nestled in his arms, his white jade-like arms tightly wrapped around his waist, and his face was also pasted.
Shen Huaixu stretched out his hand and pulled out a few tissues on the table next to him, lowered his head slightly, and gently gave her tears, "How can you cry so much?" I panicked when I cried. ”
Jiang Fan obediently raised his head and wiped him.
Her eyelashes were thick and long, wet and some of them stuck together after crying, and her clear eyes were misty and scarlet at the ends.
It's no wonder that Shen Huaixu often says that she is a little pitiful.
This aggrieved look, anyone who sees it will think so.