Chapter 245: She can gamble, but she can't gamble with Ganlin
After Gan Qiongying vomited, she cried very badly against the wall, her whole person seemed to be torn apart, half of it was fear and rejection from her body, and half of it was from the helplessness and confusion of her soul.
She was deeply affected by Princess Duanrong, the memories of being dragged to death, the kind of fate that she couldn't break free, and the fear of watching the fire completely swallow up the underground palace where Gan Lin was.
There is no way for her not to be afraid, afraid of the bloodthirsty emperor who returns from revenge in this book.
But her soul, her consciousness, couldn't connect Lihua with that terrifying existence at all, even if she saw it with her own eyes, she was afraid and afraid, but she still wanted to get close.
Love, like hate, is the strongest emotion in the world.
Duanrong's hatred for the male protagonist, the hatred of sacrificing her body, Gan Qiongying's own love for Lihua, and the love for wanting to spend the rest of her life together, are all intertwined, like a giant knife, cutting the bridge of her nose from the top of her head, dividing her whole person in half from the middle.
She really wanted to rush in to find Lihua regardless of it, even if it was to bet with everything she had, if it was really entrusted to someone else, she had picked it up all her life anyway, and she hadn't died, what was she afraid of?
But Gan Qiongying took a step, and she only took two steps before stopping.
Of course she was afraid, what she was afraid of was not Lihua's cruel killing, what she was afraid of was not that Lihua deceived her for a long time and pretended to be an innocent little white flower in front of her. She can quarrel with Lihua because of this deception, mess with him hysterically, and make him give up everything and go with her; What she is afraid of is that Lihua will eventually go to that road, the road of the protagonist who takes away life and death and plays with everyone in the palm of his hand.
What she is afraid of is that Lihua doesn't know what she is doing at all and can't control the direction of the plot, and what she is afraid of is that Lihua is also a puppet of the plot of this world; What I was afraid of was Princess Duanrong, who did not hesitate to sacrifice her body and summon evil ghosts to save Gan Lin to break the killing situation, and watched her not far from her side.
She got the body of Duanrong's sacrifice, got the family she loved with her life, took up her identity and lived a lifetime, and promised Duanrong that she would definitely protect her family, how could she put the initiative in the hands of others for the sake of her own selfish feelings, for a man who only found out today that she didn't understand and couldn't predict?
She can gamble, but she can't gamble with Ganlin.
Gan Lin drank poison for her with a smile, even if it wasn't for the sake of appearance, Gan Qiongying couldn't put him in danger.
By mistake, the killing game has been broken, and everything is ready...... She will soon be able to take Gan Lin away and fly away from this cannibalistic imperial city.
has been planning for a long time, if she gambles on a man's love with everything at this time, then she will live this life in vain.
Gan Qiongying stood stiffly next to the wall, the alley so dim that she couldn't see her fingers, like she couldn't see the road ahead, she couldn't turn back.
Gan Qiongying pressed her stomach pouch, which was still tumbling, but because there was nothing in it, she had vomited cleanly, so she just felt sore in vain.
The night breeze is like a pair of gentle and cold hands, wiping away all the tears on Gan Qiongying's face.
She finally straightened up slowly, leaning against the wall step by step, towards the entrance of the alley, in the opposite direction of the Jinchuan Proton Mansion.
With every step, she seemed to have turned away from those sweet moments with Lihua, but she did not hesitate until she slowly leaned against the wall and walked out of the alley under the guidance and gaze of her subordinates.
The moment the dim red light of the lantern rippling with the night breeze illuminated Gan Qiongying's body, she seemed to be dead and alive again, until her body was completely hazy by the light, she had cut off all hesitation, her back was like a loose, and she raised her hand slightly to Ying Yi and said, "Send me home!" ”
Ying Yi stepped forward to support Gan Qiongying, and quickly took Gan Qiongying on the horse, and the horse quickly disappeared into the alley where the lonely lamp swayed, and how the cold winter wind blew in vain on the branches, it couldn't bring any dead leaves.
Gan Qiongying returned to the princess's mansion as quickly as possible, quickly sent out the few letters she had written before, and then gave Ying Yi the token she had prepared for leaving the king, and asked Ying Yi to take the people she had prepared to follow the route out of the city.
He sent two more shadow guards to the palace to pick up Gan Lin, and he resketched the map that he had engraved in his mind a long time ago, preparing to choose a way to evacuate without fail.
It has to be fast and unexpected, but what makes Gan Qiongying anxious now is that she has already told Lihua all the lines and arrangements because she completely trusts Lihua.
Gan Qiongying slashed the optimal route she had prepared for a long time, the ink stained half of the white paper, she bit her lip, and her breathing became more and more rapid.
She had to leave before Lihua returned, and he would not be able to catch up with her, or find her.
Gan Qiongying grabbed her hair, and instead of looking at the map, she wrote a letter quickly.
wrote two letters, one told Lihua that there was a situation with Gan Lin, she was going to the palace tonight, and she didn't know how many days she could return, and asked him to wait patiently and not worry.
Then I wrote another one, this one...... She put it in the account book that Lihua usually reads.
After that, Gan Qiongying asked Full Moon to pack up her things and make the house look like she was leaving in a hurry and in a hurry, hoping to use this way to deceive Lihua for a while.
Then she left here with everyone in the princess's mansion, the carriage was speeding down the street, and when it stopped at the door of the eldest princess of Hui'an, Gan Qiongying didn't say anything, but the full moon had already covered her mouth and cried so much that she couldn't breathe.
Gan Qiongying was writing and drawing on paper all the way, and no one could understand that this was the Nanzhao map she had engraved in her mind.
She must find a path for her and Gan Lin that even Lihua doesn't know, and Lian Lihua, the male protagonist who replaced Zhongli Zhengzhen as Jinchuan Proton and holds soldiers and horses, will never think of and can't catch up.
On the way, Gan Qiongying didn't care about comforting the full moon, and when she heard the full moon crying under the palm of her hand, she stopped writing and looked at the full moon with sadness in her eyes.
"The eldest princess of Hui'an can keep you, I have already told the eldest princess, whether you want to marry or want to continue to stay by the side of the eldest princess of Hui'an, it is up to you."
"The road I want to take is a road of no return, and I am no longer a princess." Gan Qiongying said, "You can't follow me. ”
"Princess!" The sound of the full moon is mournful.
Gan Qiongying also understood her, and knew that it was useless to just push her away, so she must not dare to follow.
The uncertainty of life and death can't make the full moon retreat, but Gan Qiongying knows that the full moon is afraid of dragging her down.
So Gan Qiongying said: "You can't follow me, because you will drag me down." ”
"Your little fist embroidered leg can't protect me, you yourself know, if you encounter a pursuer at that time, will my people protect me or protect you?"
The full moon was stunned by Gan Qiongying's words, tears hung in the corners of her eyes, and after a while, she rolled down in big pieces, covering her mouth tightly, not wanting to reveal any pleading and crying.
In the end, the full moon stiffened her body and got out of the carriage, Gan Qiongying was afraid that she would really take the full moon with her if she was soft-hearted, and that would hurt her, so even though the tip of her nose was sour and there were tears in her eyes, Gan Qiongying didn't get out of the car and didn't look at the full moon again.
The full moon soon entered the mansion of the eldest princess of Hui'an, and Gan Qiongying's carriage continued to move forward.
Several shadow guards around her come and go like the wind, and they are Gan Qiongying's most powerful and best messengers.
It didn't take long for Ying Yi to find Gan Qiongying's carriage, and he came back to say that Gan Lin was already at the gate of the palace and would soon come out to join her.