Gan Lin was so anxious outside that he immediately rode back after receiving the news, although it was already May, and it was very cold at night.

He was afraid that he would go in with a cool air, and Gan Qiongying and the two children were infected with the wind cold.

The woman after giving birth was very weak, and Gan Lin understood everything thoroughly during this time, but he didn't expect it anyway, he just went out to deliver a piece of food, and there were still three full months before the expected delivery time! But the child was born!

Women who give birth prematurely are more dangerous, and Gan Lin's mind is thinking about the examples he has read in the book all the way, and he is scared to death.

finally heard Gan Qiongying's voice, and heard Gan Qiongying personally tell him that the mother and son were safe, Gan Lin's heart was a little relieved, but he couldn't help it anymore.

The servants at the door and Xiao Qianyu himself were changing Gan Lin's clothes, putting his clothes on the smoke cage and roasting them on the fire, and after a while, he would be able to go in.

But even this meeting couldn't wait, Gan Lin cried directly on the door panel.

Gan Qiongying heard Gan Lin's hoarse cry and comforted him, but the more she comforted him, the louder she cried.

I can't wait to go down to the ground to coax people, and I was held down by two midwives who have been protecting me, and the scene was a bit laughable for a while.

"Sister, I'm sorry, I'm late! I shouldn't have gone out today...... Woowoo woo ......"

Gan Lin really regretted that her intestines were going to be green, and when Gan Qiongying said that she had a sore back, why didn't Gan Lin think that she was going to give birth!

Gan Lin blamed himself, he felt so guilty that he couldn't bear it, his sister had done so much for him, and he hid in such a poor and remote place for him, and the tire was unstable because of the bumps on the road.

is even more premature now, but he is not by Gan Qiongying's side at that life-and-death juncture.

Gan Lin was crying, and the panic and sadness in his heart came up together during this time, he was really too incompetent.

What has he done since he was born and has grown so big?

I have always had to be protected by my sister and dragged my sister down.

couldn't even be by my sister's side, Gan Lin couldn't suppress his crying, how could he be so useless?

Sister was still comforting him even at this time, Gan Lin knelt on the ground across a door panel, resting his head against the door panel, and the people around him couldn't pull him up.

It was the first time he had indulged himself in crying so much, and the people he had seen during this time had died in the disaster, those who had done their best to get something to eat, to survive.

There was so much he could do that even if he studied medicine day and night, he couldn't save a few people.

And even his sister, he can't help it...... Even if he was around today, he wouldn't be able to do anything at all.

He couldn't even provide a good place for his sister to have children.

Gan Lin was deeply aware at this moment that even if they escaped from the whirlpool of power in the imperial city, they could not be regarded as true freedom.

Because if he continues to do nothing, and hides incognito, in the end, his sister will only be dragged down by him more and more miserable.

Although Gan Qiongying did not tell Gan Lin the reason for leaving the colt, Gan Lin knew that the elder sister really liked the colt, and the two of them never quarreled...... The only reason that can make my sister leave the colt ruthlessly and hide it even when she is pregnant is only because of him.

He was so incompetent and weak, Gan Lin even hated himself, why didn't he die in the palace at that time.

If he had died a long time ago, Sister would have been happily reunited with the Pony family now......

And once the idea is extreme, it can no longer be reversed.

Gan Lin's eyes flashed countless dead victims, and across a door panel, the premature sister who was born in such a simple environment was the last thought that Gan Lin wanted to escape, and completely smashed it hard.

How could he keep running away?

How could he continue to drag down his sister? Sister doesn't have to run away at all, she is not the emperor, no one wants to use her, no one wants to kill her.

As long as she is without him, she can be happy with her beloved.

"Ganlin!" Gan Qiongying heard Gan Lin crying so badly, she couldn't help but shout, "Come into the house." ”

At this time, the clothes were almost smoked, Xiao Qianyu patted Gan Lin's shoulder and helped him put the clothes on.

Gan Lin stood up from the side of the door, his eyes were red as if he had been stabbed, but he stopped crying and quickly regained his composure.

He couldn't let his sister worry about him anymore.

So Gan Lin quickly adjusted, wiped his face, slowly opened the door, and even entered the door with a little smile.

"Sister......" Seeing Gan Qiongying sitting on the edge of the bed looking haggard, Gan Lin felt even more guilty in her heart.

"Sister......

"Come here, what an adult, like a child, come and see your nephew and niece. You promised me that when the child is born, you will help me watch it more......"

Gan Lin leaned over cautiously, Gan Qiongying pulled him over, and did not rush to let him see the child, but hugged him and patted him on the back, and rubbed his face, of course she could see the sadness and guilt in Gan Lin's heart.

"I had a very good birth, swish!"

"And Xiao Qianyu gave me a paralyzing decoction, and only now does it hurt a little." Gan Qiongying said, "The two little guys don't toss people at all, and Xiao Qianyu said that they are very healthy." ”

"Don't be sad, I can't blame you for not coming back."

"I didn't expect that!" Gan Qiongying really didn't expect it.

She has watched so many film and television dramas, so many novels, and what she knows in reality, it is very difficult for women to give birth.

It's like ...... to get to her. It's as easy as a chicken laying an egg!

Poof.

Gan Lin was amused by Gan Qiongying, hugged Gan Qiongying's neck tightly, and buried Gan Qiongying's shoulder for a while, and then finally looked at the two children beside Gan Qiongying.

After looking at it for a while, the two sisters and brothers looked at each other.

Then he grinned at the same time.

At the same time, he said, "It's ugly." ”