The old town is silent in the middle of the night, except for the soft sound of the evening breeze blowing the window screens, and the light moonlight through the cracks.

Su Chengyi lay on the bed and slowly closed his eyes.

It was the first time in his life that he had been confessed so straightforwardly.

After all, there is almost zero love experience, especially if the other party is still a person like Chen Jinzhi.

You must know that the people who can only be seen through the big screen of LED advertising in the previous life, the people who can cause a sensation among fans around the world with every gesture and smile.

She's standing in front of you right now, and she's saying, "Like you."

Even Su Chengyi, who had sealed his heart with cement in his previous life, inevitably felt the warmth of the spring breeze melting the ice and snow.

The momentary tension and excitement were hard to suppress, and he felt like his heart had stopped beating for a second.

But after a short period of uplifting, the mood slowly cooled down.

The definition of "like", he didn't understand.

Chu Qianmian didn't say the word like to him in person, but no matter how dull he was, he could also feel it after listening to Chu Qianmian's self-confession that night in the abandoned laboratory building-

She probably liked him.

This liking may come from the obsession when I was a child.

It's like a seed was planted at that time, and now it has grown into a towering tree.

But Chu Tianmian is firm and brave, there is no doubt about that.

Su Chengyi couldn't imagine who else could do it for ten years and try to get closer to someone who didn't respond.

He felt a little sad when he thought that Chu Qianmian had waited for him for so long in his previous life and hadn't waited for an ending.

And Chen Jinzhi took the opportunity of tonight to show her heart to her, perhaps the only friend she could trust in this world.

Although she thought she couldn't understand it, she was so bold and straightforward.

However, by accident, I accidentally recorded this dialogue and knew what she meant.

Su Chengyi also wanted to brainwash herself and say something, she usually likes to make this kind of jokes, she is just arranging me with her friends, how can she really like me. And so on and so forth.

But he knew in his heart that it wasn't.

The three hours that waited for him to come home in the dark, the knee pillow with the morning breeze blowing on the rooftop, the sudden kiss on the rainy night, the corners of his mouth raised when he said this sentence tonight.

It's too much to fool yourself.

In the previous life, let alone falling in love with Chen Jinzhi, it was very luxurious to see each other.

And her aura on the stage doesn't look like she is in love at all.

The current Chen Jinzhi is far from what he saw in his previous life.

In the first half of her life, God gave her too much suffering, so she grew into such an invulnerable appearance.

The only thing that remains unchanged is that she is still the kind of person who is very good at restraining her emotions, and the feelings she can express are only part of her heart.

So in other words, she may like you far more than she seems.

The current Chen Jinzhi is beautiful and fragile at the same time, which may be the source of the special temperament around her.

It's like a glass statue in a swamp, if you don't go up and pull her, she'll slowly sink into it.

Such a person crossed the mire, dusted off the dust, and trembled his hand to a slightly shining crystal heart, and probably no one in the world knew how to refuse.

But just because you can't say no doesn't mean you know how to accept it.

Su Chengyi doesn't even understand the definition of liking, let alone a more intimate and complex relationship like love.

His negative and pessimistic attitude towards romantic relationships, if you want to talk about the reason, you have to trace it back to Su Zelang and Yang Liu.

The two of them personally showed the young Su Chengyi what it was: Lan Yin Suguo.

Lan is a good beginning, and it symbolizes a failed ending.

If the catkins are not raised by the wind, the wind blows and scatters and flies.

The meeting and love between Su Zelang and Yang Liu is simply a romantic scene that can't be filmed in a movie.

It is love at first sight in the crowd, quickly falling in love, and being together without hesitation even if the whole world opposes it, but what is the result?

When he was very young, Su Chengyi understood that the relationship between people may be beautiful, but they are also fragile.

Any quarrel, a disagreement, an unintentional hurtful word will cause a rift in the relationship between the two, and the damage is irreparable.

Most people won't be trapped in such a relationship for a long time, shed a few tears, break their nerves for a few days, and maybe be able to come out and embrace a new life.

After a few more such failures, they will finally realize that love is not the most important part of life, so they will become numb, put "suitable" in front of "like", form a strong and perfect family, and finally live a happy life in the eyes of others.

Just like Su Zelang and Yang Liu are doing now.

But Su Chengyi is not such a majority.

Whether it was in his previous life or now, he actually had a place in his heart that resembled a safe zone.

It is a strong inner line of defense, which is used to protect oneself.

If someone goes through many checkpoints and finally enters the safe zone, sees the most real him, but regrets it and turns around.

Su Chengyi felt that it would be a devastating blow to him.

The beginning of the story was all good, and he didn't doubt the sincerity they were showing to him now.

But in "Chongqing Forest", Takeshi Kaneshiro said:

"Saury expires, canned meat expires, even plastic wrap expires, and I'm starting to wonder what else in this world doesn't expire?"

There are too many risks and emotions to take to start an intimate relationship, and although the symptoms of social phobia have been reduced a lot compared to before, it is still difficult for him to really take that step.

Thinking about it, Su Chengyi suddenly felt that he was thinking too much.

People may just be a casual confession of emotion, and he is almost ready to think of the child's name

Isn't this a self-strategy!

What's more, it's almost the college entrance examination now, even if you have to consider these, it will be after the college entrance examination.

He sat up, patted his face, sighed, got up in the moonlight, closed the curtains of the room, covered himself and slept.

The other side of the city.

Chen Jinzhi sent away Quan Eunyan, who was rushing to the magic capital to participate in the event, and returned home.

There was no accident, because of the late return, he was insulted by a burst of head and face.

Chen Jinzhi was stunned, and quietly cleaned up the mess in the house as he had done countless times in the past.

Ever since the man left home, Auntie's temper has become more and more irritable.

She was probably worried that she would be left in such a foreign country where she was unfamiliar, so she vented her anxiety on the only acquaintance she could meet.

It's actually understandable.

Chen Jinzhi leaned against the crumbling windowsill and raised his eyes to look at the moon behind the clouds.

Tonight should have been in a happy mood, I saw my relatives who I hadn't seen for a long time, and I introduced the boy I liked to her.

Su Chengyi seems to be the type who is afraid of trouble, but he still accompanies them around the school.

Quan Eun-yeon praised her for her very good vision, and said that if Ernie wants to fall in love, she must talk to this kind of boy, which is a good match, and she agrees with this family affair very much.

It would be nice if I didn't go to the playground at the end.

If you don't go to the playground, you can't see the long row of white walls, and you can't see the signatures of this year's high school seniors written on it.

I can't see the three words "Chu Dumping" written in the cyan pen under "Su Chengyi", which was carefully signed.

These three small words were squeezed into the middle space with great difficulty, apparently added later.

Quan Eun-yeon didn't know Chinese characters, and Su Chengyi looked away awkwardly after seeing "Su Chengyi's father".

So such details are probably only noticed by yourself.

I like to divide it into many kinds, and I will find a whole wall densely filled with names, just to sign the names together, there is only one kind.

In other words, she is the same kind as her.

Looking at the moonlight frozen at his fingertips, Chen Jinzhi suddenly sighed almost inaudibly.

The reason why she understands "liking" as a fantasy is that she feels that there is too much insurmountable gap between the two.

A person like Su Chengyi will have an extremely smooth and bright future, but her life is still chicken feathers, and she can't see anything really.

Chen Jinzhi originally knew the truth that wise people don't fall in love, but he didn't know what to do, and he went deeper, and now it's too late to get out.

So no matter what lies ahead, she won't give up.

After clarifying his mind again, Chen Jinzhi took one last look at the bright moon hanging in the night sky, closed his eyes gently, and wished that people on the other side of the city could have a good dream tonight.

As soon as the bell rang in the early night, several people dreamed of different dust.

I can't sleep and get up and code another chapter.

(End of chapter)