Chapter 195: It's a pity that it's dark and no one knows this

Yang was seventeen years old when he entered the East Palace.

Not too small.

That year, she became Yang Chenghui of the East Palace. In the East Palace at that time, the crown princess Shen was young and beautiful.

Qi Liangdi was born with a noble background, and she was liked by the prince.

At that time, the crown prince was also seventeen years old. He didn't have much time to linger on the women of the East Palace.

He has endless things to learn, learning literature in the morning and martial arts in the afternoon. Sometimes I have to listen to the teachers at night.

His Majesty values the crown prince, and the prince is even busier, and he has begun to learn to govern the country and live with His Majesty.

Therefore, the women in the East Palace could not see the prince from time to time.

Yang Chenghui is young and beautiful, but unfortunately she is from an average background, and her family is only a local petty official.

can be sent to the East Palace, probably because the above thinks she looks better, maybe she is also suitable for having children, right? She didn't think about it at the time.

What can a seventeen-year-old girl think? was sent to the East Palace and given to the young and handsome prince, what else is there besides joy?

She had nowhere to tell anything in her heart, so she turned into the needle and thread in her hand and the thoughts in her heart.

It's just that the prince is too busy, and he doesn't come to her house too often. I didn't know what to say when we met, and the more she tried to please him, the more she couldn't do it.

But it seems that the prince was not bad to her at that time, although it was only a short month.

He also watched her play the piano in the garden of the East Palace, and told her that it would be good for you to laugh like this, don't let down your good looks.

She remembered everything, but the prince gradually stopped remembering.

Qi Liangdi gave birth to a little girl, and Qi Liangdi, who was already favored, became more and more favored.

Immediately afterwards, the crown princess also gave birth to the prince's eldest son, and her position in the East Palace became more and more stable.

It was at this time that Yang Chenghui was punished for kneeling in the small garden because he collided with the crown princess. A heavy rain fell and ruined her health for the rest of her life.

It wouldn't have been.

But who cares about the people that the crown princess hates? The sick are dying, but they can't wait for the doctor to see him.

Although she has some money, the people around her are not very loyal, and they are not brought by her mother's family. They refused to run for her, and she could not see the prince.

At that time, she understood that the prince had never taken her seriously, and she had long been forgotten.

Later, probably because she didn't think she was dead and didn't want to be treated, the crown princess finally called someone from the Imperial Medical Bureau.

The prince also came, and he said that he had just heard that he was sick, so he came to have a look.

He sat for a quarter of an hour and gave him something and money.

That was the last time, the last time I saw the prince in my own room in the East Palace.

Oh...... In fact, it was also the last time I saw my husband at my own residence.

The illness still can't be cured after all, a cold rain wouldn't have killed her, she was still young and took medicine.

But just in time for the late autumn to cool down, the illness was not treated for a long time, and the minor illness dragged on for a long time, and it became a major illness. The cold enters the heart and lungs.

In fact, if you take care of it well, it will still be fine, but how can she have a chance?

The crown princess didn't give her this chance, and God didn't give her this chance.

If the prince doesn't remember her, no one cares about her, a sick seedling, a sick seedling who has fallen out of favor, who cares?

Her daily routine became more and more difficult.

Until the death of the first emperor, the East Palace was busy, and it was often difficult to even eat a bite of hot food.

It wasn't until he entered the palace that he was sealed, and after living in Zhaoyue Xuan, he seemed to have improved a little.

The crown princess became the queen, and she, a person who had been boiled down, didn't seem to matter at all, and she was finally willing to raise her hand and let herself go.

However, her illness has become an incurable disease, even if the doctor often comes, it is useless after all.

She couldn't afford to use those precious medicinal herbs......

A person has been sick for too long, and sometimes even his mood fades.

When something happened to the Shen family, she didn't have much schadenfreude. She just didn't understand, she never understood.

Qi Liangdi was favored back then, and her family background was good, and she was comparable to the crown princess everywhere. Why didn't the crown princess move Qi Liangdi, but attacked herself, a person who was not favored at all?

Empress Shen also died, she felt very happy, but at the same time she felt very sad.

Empress Shen tried everything, and in the end, she ended up like that, and she couldn't even enter the Taimiao.

What about yourself? When will the body of this sick seedling go?

Later, she gradually figured out why. Why else? It's nothing more than that he still has a little bit of beauty, and it's nothing more than that the prince has been interested in him for a few days.

Maybe she was seen by the crown princess, or maybe she felt that she would become a threat in the future.

If she feels like a threat in the future, but now she can trample to death, then why not?

So he was punished lightly, maybe the princess didn't think that she would never get better because of this.

Who knows.

Fate.

No one treated her harshly anymore, and she gradually raised her body. There is no purpose to live.

From the age of seventeen to the age of thirty-one.

She gets sick more and more often, and gets better and less often.

It was in Kawada that she met Rei Akiyi in the pavilion of the Imperial Garden. She's rarely been able to come out anymore......

Li Zhaoyi is still beautiful, but compared to back then, it seems to have changed a lot.

They don't have anything to do with each other, but they can sit together and talk when they meet.

Just from a distance, I saw a pair of men and women walking among the begonias bushes, the man was wearing a dark color robe and standing jade, and the woman was wearing a goose yellow skirt and was delicate and beautiful.

It was too far away to hear what was being said, but I could tell they were at ease.

Yang Chongyi didn't look at it much, it was so far away, and he couldn't listen to it, but he could be spared.

It's just that she looked at Li Zhaoyi and looked over there, but she fell into a trance.

She didn't call her, just drank tea quietly, and I don't know how long it took, Li Zhaoyi, who had red eyes, turned her head: "Sister, don't laugh at me, we are all the same." ”

It was at this moment, in Li Zhaoyi's words, that Yang Chongyi felt the reason that she had not been able to find all along.

Suddenly she understood that she was different from Li Zhaoyi, and different from many women in the harem who had fallen out of favor.

is also different from Zhang Jieyu, who has lived with her for many years.

She seems to have fantasized about being close to the prince only when she first entered the East Palace.

Afterward...... No matter how difficult it was, she rarely remembered to ask that man to help her.

Because every time she remembered the scene with the prince in the garden of the East Palace, she had a strange feeling.

I didn't understand it back then, but now she seems to suddenly understand. Back then, she played the piano, and the prince watched. And today His Majesty and the Queen are enjoying the flowers.

The flowers they enjoyed today were the ones the prince looked at in the past.

Ah, is that so?

Flowers are always grateful, and I'm just in the wrong place.

She smiled, the flowers were gone, and I should go too!