Chapter 173: I Miss You So Much
Su Chengyi did not stay in the hospital overnight.
He Wufei's body did not recover in the first place, his emotions fluctuated greatly, and he was soon so tired that he fell asleep.
Before leaving, he added He Wufei's WeChat.
Although this person's mobile phone is barely a smartphone, it feels not much different from the old man's phone sent by Lin Tong to charge the phone bill.
I just opened it, and I waited for a long time to scan the code.
The state of the economy is evident.
In fact, there is no need to go home, this hospital is a little closer to the school than his home.
But after listening to the story and seeing He Wufei's skinny and bruised body, Su Chengyi always felt very depressed and heavy in his heart, so he just came out for a walk.
He also took half of Chen Jinzhi's student ID card with him.
Walking on the road, he flipped through and looked.
The other students originally used the freshman ID photos of the first year of high school were all taken stupidly, and Chen Jinzhi's photo should have been taken in the days when he came to report, and it was so beautiful that it was out of place.
The only photo of Xu Zhihan that He Wufei has is actually such a ID photo that I don't know where to cut it from.
Su Chengyi sighed softly and stuffed his student ID card into his pocket.
"Ten years of life and death, without thinking, unforgettable. Thousands of miles of lonely graves, nowhere to talk about desolation.
Even if you don't know each other, your face is dusty, and your temples are like frost.
At night, I suddenly returned to my hometown, and I was dressing up in the small window. There are no words for each other, only a thousand tears.
It is expected that the intestines will be broken every year, the bright moon night, and the short Matsuoka. ”
Even if you don't know each other. If there really is a soul in the world, Xu Zhihan will probably not be able to recognize He Wufei when he sees him like this.
He suddenly thought of the "murderous house" that He Wufei rented, no wonder he didn't care about the so-called things that needed to be taboo.
The man has passed away, what is there to be afraid of ghosts, he is afraid that he will be able to see it as soon as possible.
If he knew that the girl he had liked for so many years was still being used as material for campus legends, he would probably feel even more sad.
The ghost you are afraid of may be someone who others have been thinking about for a long time and can't see if they want to.
Su Chengyi couldn't help but sigh again.
After learning the truth of the campus legend from Uncle Wang's mouth last time, he has been thinking about going to the experimental building again to worship.
It's a pity that I haven't been able to find the right time.
Now that I understand it completely, I feel inexplicably a little timid about my hometown.
Walking to an intersection, Su Chengyi raised his wrist and looked at his watch, which was already a little closer.
Even if he was lying in bed tonight, it was probably a sleepless night tossing and turning, so his steps have been very calm.
The moonlight was as bright and cold as when Fang Cai came, but he no longer felt that it was a night of slaying demons and demons, but a sad autumn night.
There was only his lonely back on the empty street, and Su Chengyi suddenly felt that there was a song that was particularly suitable for listening to at this time, so he immediately opened the music software and searched for it.
It's not released yet.
So he had to hum a few words softly from his memory.
"The name engraved in my heart,
Forget about time,
So the lie is told once for a lifetime.
once stubbornly confronted the world,
I feel that even breathing is a luxury,
If there is a next time, I will love again.
The name engraved in the bottom of my heart,
You're hiding in the dust,
How would I have lived my life if it weren't for this?
I live in a neon city,
Holding the address that flies to heaven,
You can soar, but I can only stagnate. ”
After walking all the way like this, sighing all the way, he suddenly lost the interest of walking, and took a taxi back home.
At half past one in the morning, I was lying on the bed and clicking on WeChat.
Chen Jin sent a message an hour ago.
"Is it okay?"
Su Cheng thought about it, things are a bit complicated, and now she is probably asleep, let's talk about it tomorrow morning.
So he replied briefly:
"It's fine."
Unexpectedly, the other party hadn't slept yet, so he immediately replied:
"That's good."
Su Chengyi was a little surprised,
"Why haven't you slept yet?"
"What do you say?"
actually read a little resentment from these square fonts, and Su Chengyi hurriedly replied:
"I just got home, too."
"Okay, I'll take care of everything with you. Rest well and good night. ”
"Good night."
Before putting down the phone, Su Chengyi glanced at Chu Qianmian's chat box again.
The news of the two is still stuck in the previous day.
Su Chengyi hesitated for a moment whether to tell her about the past two days, thought about it, and forgot it.
So all kinds of moods mixed together and converged into one sentence:
"When are you coming back?"
Didn't get a reply.
As Su Cheng expected, he hardly slept much this night.
What dragged him out of his bizarre dreams was the sound of moving things and the loud voices of several people in high decibels.
"Have you finished moving? I don't know where to get so many things from a single person. ”
"There's a whole bunch of them in the attic. Damn, the dust choked me. ”
"Let's move slowly, and then go to the alley for breakfast. I saw that the fritters were good. ”
Su Chengyi frowned and laboriously opened his eyes, and looked at his watch first.
It was just six o'clock.
I wanted to sleep a little longer, but the voices of the few people below not only did not stop, but became louder and louder.
"These shabby things are thrown away!"
"Well, I don't want that bunch over there."
"Fritters and tofu brain"
Su Chengyi sighed, sat up, and suddenly felt dizzy.
It was impossible to get back to sleep like this, so he simply rolled over and got up.
After a brief wash, his dark circles were very obvious in the mirror, and the bottom of his eyes was blue.
Today's weather is not good, and I haven't seen the sun yet, so Su Chengyi walked to the balcony and took a look.
After seeing the situation downstairs, he woke up after a little sleep.
Downstairs is a medium-sized van parked in which several strange men are carrying some furniture and cardboard boxes.
Aunt Zhu next door was holding an explosive head that had not slept well, and she poked her head out of the window angrily in her pajamas and stared at them.
I was woken up when I think about it.
The mahogany chair they were carrying into the carriage was very familiar to Su Chengyi, and Granny Xu often sat on it and took a nap.
Are you moving? But why didn't Granny Xu come?
He turned around, grabbed his bag and rushed out the door.
As a result, as soon as he opened the iron door of the unit building, he heard several unusually crisp sounds of porcelain falling to the ground.
Su Chengyi raised his eyes and saw fragments of ceramic flower pots broken all over the ground, and flower branches and petals were scattered everywhere.
That is Granny Xu's careful care on weekdays, even if she is not at home, she specially asked Aunt Zhu to help water and take care of a few pots of flowers.
A few people who were moving things didn't care, and their footsteps stepped over it without stopping.
Su Chengyi subconsciously looked up at the pot of flowers that he had just placed on the balcony in a hurry.
In the morning breeze, the flower branches are swaying freely.
The flowers that were once dilapidated are now blooming just right, but the flowers that should be lush have been trampled under their feet and crushed into the dust.
", you're trying to smash me?"
"I accidentally touched it, but fortunately, it was broken, otherwise I would have to carry these pots of flowers."
"I'm going to have another multigrain pancake."
The whining voices of several people with expletives were suddenly interrupted by a clear juvenile voice.
"Excuse me, everyone."
The men then stopped what they were doing and turned their heads away.
I saw a handsome young man wearing a school uniform and carrying a black schoolbag standing at the place where the flower pot had just fallen, looking at them politely.
"I'm a student who lives across the street, and I'm usually taken care of by Granny Xu, so I haven't seen her for a while. Who are you? ”
Unexpectedly, several men looked at each other with a sudden realization, and said "ahh
One of them, with a cigarette in his mouth, threw the cigarette butt at his foot and stepped on it, and said hello to him.
"Oh, you're just a little care, aren't you? My mom told me to say hello to you, and I almost forgot about it. ”
Su Chengyi was stunned and didn't answer, waiting for their next step.
Another man with glasses continued:
"I am her son-in-law, and these two are her sons. She got sick some time ago, and now walking has become a big problem.
So we put it all together and sent her to a nursing home. Tsk, shouldn't nursing homes cost money? It's expensive. So now it's time to vacate this old house and sell it. ”
Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and looked at the broken ceramic fragments on the ground, still silent.
Well, it's not the worst case.
The man who had just been smoking a cigarette walked up and patted him on the shoulder, comforting:
"It's okay, it's just that the legs and feet are inconvenient, aren't the elderly like this? The environment of the sanatorium is good, and there are old men and ladies of the same age playing cards or something, which is much better than living here. ”
Su Chengyi looked at the half-cut flower branch under his feet, and raised his hand to signal.
The man was a little surprised and took a step back.
When Su Chengyi raised his head, he had already regained his polite smile,
"Okay, could you please tell me the address of the sanatorium? I would like to see her when I have time. ”
"Yes."
The bespectacled man next to him turned on his phone and called up the location to show him.
"Thanks, trouble."
Su Chengyi took a glance at it and remembered it, and nodded lightly.
Several men glanced at each other, and inexplicably felt that something was wrong with the atmosphere.
"Okay, let's have breakfast together?"
"Shall the students go eat together? My mom really talked about you from the hospital bed, saying that the neighbor's child was pitiful, and his parents were not there. Now she doesn't live here anymore, and there's no one to take care of her."
Su Chengyi took a deep breath and shook his head to refuse,
"No need, I'll go to school to eat."
When a few people left, Aunt Zhu also packed up and walked downstairs by herself.
"Hey, Xiaoyi."
"Aunt Zhu."
"Granny Xu is fine, when I saw her before, she said don't tell you that she is sick, for fear of affecting your studies. I didn't expect to be in a sanatorium, alas. ”
Aunt Zhu seems to feel a little guilty about helping to hide from him.
"I know."
Su Chengyi nodded.
He stared at the remaining flower branches on the ground for a long time, and suddenly squatted down, picked up one branch after another, and held it in his arms.
Aunt Zhu was stunned for a moment, and also squatted down to help pick it up.
"Auntie, some have thorns on them, be careful."
He reminded with his head down.
"It's okay, Auntie knows. Granny Xu loves flowers, and she always remembers it, so she called me to explain. ”
Some of the flowers were so badly damaged by trampling that some of the remaining flowers were still intact and looked like a bouquet of flowers.
Su Chengyi clasped his hands together and received them in his schoolbag.
Fortunately, there were no books in his schoolbag at all, and if he carefully put the flowers in, it would not be easy to be squeezed.
After arriving at the school, Su Chengyi did not return to the classroom, and walked straight to Building F of the experimental building on the edge of the campus.
The mottled and rusty gate was unsure of when a brand new lock was hung up.
Su Chengyi stood in front of the iron gate and observed, grabbed the gap between the railings, and the lock collided with the iron door, making a loud "clang" sound. He put his hands on it and easily flipped over.
It's really a gentleman who doesn't guard against villains.
The inside of the laboratory building during the day looks like an ordinary teaching building, and Su Chengyi walked in it, completely unable to imagine what a depressing scene it was back then.
The door of the music classroom on the third floor was wide open, and it was swaying back and forth by the wind, and it couldn't help but make a soft noise.
If it is heard by the faint of heart, it is estimated that a new version of the campus legend will be updated.
Su Chengyi walked into the classroom, as if he was afraid of disturbing anyone, and closed the door very lightly.
The breeze lifted the curtains, and the old wooden piano sat quietly, unchanged from the last time I came.
Su Chengyi took out the collected bouquet from his schoolbag and gently placed it on the top cover of the piano.
The pink and white flowers on the light brown body of the piano are a bit like the posters of some kind of literary film.
The big orange cats and the little orange cats didn't seem to have come back after being expelled by Chu Tianmian, and without their hair, they were automatically cleaned, and a layer of dust had accumulated on the lid and keys.
Su Chengyi took out a few tissues, folded them together, and slowly wiped them from the keys.
His movements brought out a progressive tone, and the timbre was no longer good, a little dull.
Su Chengyi's fingers moved and simply played the prelude to "The Name Engraved in My Heart".
After wiping the keys, he lowered the lid.
The orange cat doesn't seem to pay much attention to the lid, which is obviously much dirtier than the keys, and it is dust that has accumulated for an unknown amount of time.
Su Chengyi wiped it very hard, and there was a string of white marks in the middle of the interlayer, but it couldn't be erased.
He frowned and looked at it carefully, like a line of text, written upside down with correction fluid.
Curious, Su Chengyi went around to the other side and tilted his head to look in.
"Let's go to see the sea together later."
Looking at the sea?
He was stunned for a moment, and suddenly thought of what Xu Zhihan had said in He Wufei's memories
- "The sea must be beautiful, right?" ”
Could it be that this sentence was written by Xu Zhihan?
At the last moment of her life, she left such a sentence when she knew that she had no future.
XU Zhihan. Do you also like He Wufei?
He Wufei must not have seen this sentence, because he didn't dare to come to this place where Xu Zhihan's life had disappeared.
He always regretted that he hadn't told Xu Zhihan that he liked her, but she seemed to know.
Chen Jinzhi said that the eyes will not deceive.
You can't hide this kind of thing, and even if you cover your mouth, you will still run out of your eyes.
Su Chengyi took a deep breath, he almost immediately wanted to tell He Wufei about it.
But when he pointed the camera at the line of correction fluid and wrote it, he suddenly hesitated again.
The unrequited love that is unknown to the end of wishful thinking, or the two-way secret love that is regrettably missed, which side is more unbearable?
Su Cheng didn't understand, so he decided to let He Wufei come here to see it himself.
When he walked out of the laboratory building, he looked up at the gloomy sky and the chains that were new enough to refract light, and Su Chengyi suddenly felt an uncontrollable anger in his heart.
Just because of these damn rules and regulations, damn personal prejudices, the two of them obviously like each other, but in the end they can only end up like this?
How many years have people been gone now, and some people who really deserve to atone for their sins still want to seal this place because of their guilt, do they want to cover up all the traces of her existence?
On what ground?
He had no temper of anger, and the open space next to him was stacked with discarded tables, chairs and benches, and he strode forward and disassembled a wooden stool leg.
Then he silently followed the chains with a storm of slashes, and the stool leg in his hand was quickly broken by the waist, and his mouth was shaken to the point of numbness.
The wrist-thick iron chain naturally wouldn't break because of this level of blowing, and Su Chengyi was just venting his emotions.
With his head down and gasping for breath, he casually threw the remaining half of the stool leg in his hand back into the pile of tables, chairs and benches.
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Not only did the mood not get better, but it got worse, Su Chengyi scolded a dirty word and kicked the rusty iron door.
Unexpectedly, this iron gate fell into disrepair and was already crumbling.
After his operation, the entire iron gate collapsed to the ground outward, making a heavy "boom" sound.
Just what the doctor ordered.
Su Chengyi didn't have any sense of immorality in destroying public property, sneered, picked up his schoolbag and walked out.
When he was about to do so, he stepped on another foot and stepped out of a depression in the connected iron bar.
After the sudden frenzy of anger is over, it has been depressed since last night, because the negative emotions that have been exacerbated again this morning have returned.
It was as if there was a thousand-pound stone in my heart, and it was like being entangled by dense vines, and even my breathing was a little unsmooth.
He didn't go back to the classroom, but turned around and walked straight to the school gate.
It was just after seven o'clock, and it was the peak time for the crowd, and the students were rushing in through the door.
Su Chengyi went against the current, and the security guard at the school gate saw that he was expressionless like a wandering spirit, and thought that he was a student who was just asking for leave, but he didn't reach out to stop him.
Since his rebirth, Su Chengyi felt so depressed for the first time.
The students who passed by him were all talking and laughing and had a fresh life, but he was the only one who was sad because of a past that had long been sealed in the dust.
Walking as quickly as if he was running away from the school, he was stopped by a traffic light.
Across the road, a hunched old lady seemed to be in conflict with the chengguan, her voice trembling and begging for something.
Su Chengyi, who was originally absent-minded, was also attracted to attention.
She was holding a large handful of floating balloons in her hand, colorful, and made into various cartoon images that children liked.
Pleasant goat, gray wolf, Ultraman, Kitty cat, all kinds.
There is probably a rule that the balloons are not allowed to be sold, and while the chengguan expelled her, it seemed that they wanted to confiscate the balloons together.
But seeing that she is an elderly person with limited mobility, she has not yet done it, and she is reasoning.
"I'm sorry, I don't know if I'm not allowed to sell, I'll leave right away."
"I've seen a lot of old people like you, and when you talk about leaving, you turn around and start selling again! If you don't listen, old lady, things are to be confiscated according to the regulations. ”
The chengguan crossed his waist and looked righteous and awe-inspiring.
The green light turned on, and Su Chengyi raised his feet and walked over.
There were a lot of passers-by, but no one stopped, they all glanced at it hurriedly and went about their business.
This kind of common boring strife doesn't even have the value of watching the excitement.
The old lady was still pleading quietly, her hands folded and bowing.
The patience of the city management was gradually exhausted, and several people were about to snatch it, and the old lady scrambled to grab it.
"Old lady, how do you sell your balloons?"
Su Chengyi didn't even look at the chengguan next to him, but just asked the old man.
The old lady was stunned for a moment, and just as she wanted to answer, the chengguan interrupted her impatiently.
"Where are the students so ignorant, they all said, they are not allowed to sell here! Affect the appearance of the city! ”
"Okay."
Su Chengyi nodded and took out a stack of red banknotes from the mezzanine of his schoolbag.
This is still the scholarship I received before, it seems to be 500 yuan.
"Old lady, I bought all your balloons."
He shoved the money straight into the old man's cloth pocket, and took a large handful of balloons from her hand with his backhand.
The old lady just worked hard to hold the balloon rope in her hand, and several young and strong chengguan failed to snatch it for a while, and now as soon as Su Chengyi stretched out her hand, she let go of herself.
The old man's palms were as rough as tree bark, and Su Chengyi suddenly thought of Granny Xu.
In those days when she lacked the warmth of her family, she was the only one who tolerated her loneliness and eccentricity like a real elder.
The chengguan felt that his normal work was inexplicably disturbed by a student, and immediately scolded angrily:
"What?! Take it! ”
"Okay."
Su Chengyi glanced at the leader, and answered obediently, but took advantage of his unpreparedness, turned around and ran back.
“???”
Several chengguan glanced at each other and subconsciously followed him after him.
So on the city streets in the morning rush hour, there was suddenly more such a play.
A teenager in a school uniform ran in front of him with a handful of balloons, and several uniformed chengguan followed after him.
Those who don't know it think that the teenager stole someone else's balloon.
After studying in No. 1 Middle School for six years, Su Chengyi is very familiar with this area. But the chengguan have been fighting wits and courage with the hawkers here all the year round, and they are also very experienced, so they quickly blocked him separately.
Su Chengyi leaned against the corner.
Although several people blocked him, they also wasted a lot of strength, and they were all panting and speechless, and there was no winner's calmness at all.
"Boy! Take it and fight with us. ”
The leading chengguan took the lead and walked over, and Su Chengyi lowered his head and did not speak.
"Okay, this attitude is that you know you're wrong, right? Just know it's wrong, or I'll go to your school and report you."
Before he finished speaking, Su Chengyi smiled at the visitor, and raised his right hand.
Fang Cai lowered his head and was untying the knot.
Dozens of colorful balloons rode the wind and scattered into the sky at once.
The people who were in a hurry around were attracted to stop and watch the spectacle.
The chengguan were indeed a little angry in their hearts, but they didn't even speak for a while.
Su Chengyi looked up at the gray sky and was briefly dyed by the balloons that were released, but his low mood still had no waves.
Until there was a sweet call like a tinkling of spring water behind him:
"Su Chengyi!"
He almost thought it was an auditory hallucination, and hesitated for a second before turning away.
The sunlight that had been hidden for a long time seemed to suddenly spill down at this time, and the moment of the wrong eye was dazzling.
Chu Tianmian was standing there.
The warm light outlined her outline, and her clear eyes overflowed with a smile, and a shallow dimple swayed.
Su Chengyi was a little suspicious that this was a dream, and stood there without moving.
Chu Qianmian ran towards him, the long-lost fructose smell surrounded the two of them, and she said with a smile:
"Are you playing with balloons? Hmph, I want that lazy sheep, you can get it back for me."
As she spoke, she seemed to realize that something was not quite right with the person in front of her, so she restrained her smile and asked with some concern:
"What's wrong with you? Why do you look like you've lost your soul? ”
Su Chengyi stared at her beautiful eyes for a long time, and suddenly reached out and took her into his arms without warning.
Feeling the girl's warm body temperature and strong heartbeat, he closed his eyes and sighed softly.
"I miss you so much."
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