Chapter 185: Confession Bureau (Part II)

"Oh~ I'm very good at asking!"

Xu Yang laughed.

This simple-minded guy obviously treats this issue as a vague and ethereal thing like an anime heroine party fight.

But Lin Tong knew very well in his heart that it was not.

It's happening in real time!!

Right in front of everyone!!

If you're not careful, you'll probably open up the Shura field with blood!!

He really wanted to pull Xu Yang's collar and ask him what kind of planes he was working on on weekdays, but he couldn't see such an obvious situation.

But of course, Lin Tong couldn't do this, so he could only silently pour himself a sip of wine and pray that he wouldn't say something he shouldn't say.

"If I think about it, I'm the Iron Blooded Green Plum Party."

Xu Yang turned the wine bottle thoughtfully.

Su Chengyi didn't have any expression on his face when he heard this, just "Oh? "Yes.

"I think it's a good thing from the sky."

Lin Tong quickly answered.

Su Chengyi's expression remained unchanged, and he said "um".

Obviously, the parties themselves have no ideas.

Since the moment this topic was opened, Lin Tong was storming in the skull, thinking about countermeasures.

Didn't come up with it.

But I vaguely felt that this was an extremely important decision, and Su Chengyi couldn't be led astray by the drunken nonsense of friends who had no experience in love.

So the key is to "keep the balance".

It was Xu Yang who said Qingmei, and he said that it fell from the sky.

Anyway, if Su Chengyi can't make a decision, it's right.

Because if everyone leans towards one side, maybe he will call directly to confess as soon as he gets drunk.

It's completely unfinished.

Because of the decision he made in that situation, he didn't think about it clearly at all, and he will definitely regret it afterwards.

This is a great harm to Su Chengyi himself, and to the chosen side.

And it is very likely that he and Xu Yang, who formed the wine game, will be hated by the losing side.

God, is there anything more terrible in the world???

Chu Qianmian and Chen Jinzhi, no matter how you look at them, none of them will give up.

Lin Tong thought of the feeling of being targeted by either of them, and only felt a chill in his back.

He secretly made up his mind to maintain the balance of the scales.

"Damn, how can anyone not stand on Qingmei? Companionship is the most affectionate confession!

Love at first sight is nothing, and a long stream of water is the king. ”

Xu Yang slapped the table and said something.

Listening to the two of them, Su Chengyi silently opened another bottle of wine for himself.

I didn't use chopsticks, I just knocked it on the corner of the table.

Indeed, time will tell.

"Gambling books are so fragrant that they are just ordinary at that time."

Su Cheng thought about the small squad leader's diligence over the years.

I missed it before, but now it's time to achieve the right result, isn't it?

"But love is not dependence, it is not a habit, it is not something that can grow naturally over time."

Lin Tong is very good at mathematics, has strong logical thinking, and calmly counterattacks.

It seems to make some sense.

Su Chengyi raised his head and took another sip of wine, and Chen Jinzhi's peach blossom eyes that seemed to be smiling but not smiling vaguely appeared in front of him.

"That love is not a momentary heartbeat! It's so easy to get excited, I can beat my heart 800 times a day. ”

Xu Yang was very unconvinced, but as soon as his eyes rolled, he suddenly thought of something terrible.

"Anyway, wood, do you kid have someone you like? How can you say it like you! ”

Lin Tong didn't expect to help Su Chengyi maintain his balance, but he mistakenly led the spearhead to himself.

He hurriedly waved his hand in a panic and denied:

"No, no. How can it be?! ”

"Really? If you lie to your brother, your confession will fail, I'll tell you. ”

Xu Yang stepped forward awkwardly.

"Of course not. I don't have the heart to think about that now. ”

Although Lin Tong was indeed very innocent, when he was suddenly asked, his face, which had not been red after drinking, turned red all of a sudden.

"It seems to be."

Xu Yang thought of how much Lin Tong attached importance to learning, and suddenly felt that he was thinking too much.

"What if you go to college in the future?"

But the fire of his gossip is still burning.

Lin Tong thought for a moment and replied:

"Study hard, get a scholarship, and strive for graduate school."

Yes, Lin Tong is a role model for my generation.

Su Chengyi sipped wine and silently crowned him in his heart.

I'm convinced! I mean, if you could fall in love in college, what would you like? ”

Obviously he has no experience, but Xu Yang looks like a person who hates iron and steel.

"I don't know."

Lin Tong frowned and thought for a long time, but still shook his head.

"Can't even name a type?"

"What genre do you like?"

Su Chengyi, who had been silent since the beginning, suddenly spoke up.

Su Chengyi, who drank the wine, became much more energetic, and his eyes were not as lazy and cold as usual, but sharp.

Inexplicably having a feeling of being scrutinized by the examiner, Xu Yang was stunned for a moment, and replied hesitantly:

"Gentle and considerate."

"Is Han Bing like this?"

Su Chengyi lightly told Xu Yang's biggest secret in his life.

"Hey!! No! Meaning total! How do you expose my old bottom!! ”

Xu Yang was suddenly confused, panicked, and at a loss.

"Alright, there's no one here who doesn't know."

Su Chengyi was still unfazed.

"Huh?"

Xu Yang looked at Lin Tong with a slight suspicion, and the latter had a slight apology and a hint of embarrassment on his face, but he was not shocked.

"Do you really know that it's so obvious?"

Xu Yang scratched his head in annoyance.

I thought it was well hidden.

"It's very obvious."

Lin Tong lightly made up for it in an apologetic tone.

"So there's no such thing as a favorite type, and the jury is inconclusive."

Su Chengyi said this slowly.

"Oh! Very experienced, Mr. Yi, then the question you just asked, how do you choose yourself? Plum or skyfall? ”

Xu Yang's words were very unintentional, he just found a random topic.

But Lin Tong almost choked to death by the unswallowed sip of wine in his throat.

Why has the topic he worked so hard to bypass been brought back again?!

"I don't know."

Su Cheng thought about it and shook his head again.

"Then return to the origin, just choose which one is good-looking."

Xu Yang smiled sheepishly.

When he said this, he didn't have any specific images in his mind, and he could only think of some of the most common settings in anime.

For example, black and straight, double ponytail and yellow hair.

But Su Chengyi thought seriously for a while before replying:

"Almost, no choice."

How can it be said that these two people really exist? It's always too serious.

Xu Yang couldn't help but laugh.

Lin Tong looked at his playful expression with mixed feelings.

"No, no."

Xu Yang took another sip of wine, suddenly thought of something, and was about to speak, but Lin Tong said first:

"Qingmei and Heavenly Fall are just a label in the final analysis.,If you really want to do this kind of multiple-choice question,There's only one selection criterion.

- Who do you really like? ”

"Putting aside the labels, putting aside the order of appearance, putting aside the first-come, first-served rule in the relationship, who do you like?"

Lin Tong said a lot of words in one breath before he picked up the wine glass to give himself courage.

He was afraid that Xu Yang would say something irreparable again.

"That's right! Whoever you like, you can choose! ”

Xu Yang laughed, looked very approving, and took the initiative to clink glasses with him.

Whoever you like, choose whomever you like.

Su Chengyi was silent for a long time, seemingly thinking seriously, but in fact, his mind was in chaos and he didn't think about anything.

He sighed softly.

In the days of being alone and hanging from each other in his previous life, Su Chengyi refused to communicate with others.

But sometimes he would pay someone to talk to him.

Counseling is expensive, especially in the highest level of counselling rooms.

At that time, the warm candlelight around me was flickering, and the air was filled with soothing incense.

At first, he was just sketching on various scales, but later he changed to a very high-tech equipment, and even his brain waves were being monitored in real time.

Su Chengyi lay on the soft sofa and closed his eyes.

Sometimes I feel like an alien creature from a science fiction movie that is about to be dissected.

The counselor will talk to him slowly after he has calmed down.

Su Chengyi has read a lot of relevant papers and professional books, and he can almost guess what the consultant will say next sentence.

"How are you feeling lately?"

"Is there a strong reaction to the drug?"

"Are you sleeping okay?"

"Have you ever had thoughts of suicide?"

Su Chengyi replied mechanically:

"It's fine."

"Acceptable."

"Occasional insomnia."

"Generally, no."

He didn't come here to heal himself, but just to find a quiet place to lie down for a while, and by the way, to review the language function of communicating with people.

That's all.

Su Chengyi rested enough, and after opening his eyes, the counselor would occasionally talk to him about his psychological problems.

"Avoidant attachment personality, is there any information you'd like to share about this?"

"Attachment can be defined as a long-lasting, long-lasting emotional connection between one person and another person across time and space. It is a psychological phenomenon that lasts from cradle to grave.

Psychologist Ainsworth invented the famous unfamiliar situation method, which successfully divided attachment into three types, namely secure, avoidant and anxious, by observing and studying children's exploratory behaviors, attachment behaviors and separation anxiety responses in the presence or absence of the attachment object.

Avoidant attachment is more difficult to establish intimate relationships with other individuals and will be more hindered in interpersonal interactions. ”

Su Chengyi's eyes floated, he didn't know where he was looking, and replied without any waves as if he was making an academic report.

The counselor smiled helplessly, got up and poured him a cup of tea.

"I'd like to know more about how it manifests in you than in professional academic terms."

At that time, Su Chengyi took the teacup and shook his head.

"Intimacy needs to be established first before I can see it manifest."

The steaming teacup in his hand turned into a cold beer mug, and Su Chengyi withdrew from his memories and returned to the real world.

He didn't know why he suddenly remembered the events of his previous life.

Obviously two completely different environments, the consultation room is quiet and dead, and it is noisy and lively. There were also two guys in front of him who were drinking hotly.

He vaguely felt that he could now answer the questions posed by the counselor.

Contradiction and hesitation, evasion and silence.

This is what is manifested in intimacy.

"You say you like the rain, but you hold an umbrella when it rains.

You say you love the sun, but you take refuge in a warm place when the sun is shining.

You say you like the wind, but you close the window when the wind rises.

So I'll be afraid of you saying that you like me too. ”

Compared with a long and firm intimate relationship, he prefers to believe that the colorful clouds are easy to disperse and the glass is brittle, and the good things in the world are not strong.

In general, after being reborn, although the social fear has decreased a lot, it is still very pessimistic about emotional issues.

Su Chengyi thought with his chin propped up.

But it doesn't seem to have much to do with those two.

Chu Tianmian was already very determined, and he thought of the look in her eyes when she said, "I will always advance and retreat with you".

She almost showed him a true heart.

Chen Jinzhi is too, just like a person who is used to wearing a mask, over the years, the mask has been fused with flesh and blood.

As long as you don't try to take it off, it won't hurt.

She won't do it herself, but she'll come close and give him the right to unmask.

Just now, Lin Tong said, put aside the label, put aside all external factors.

Just follow his heart, who does he like?

"What exactly is like?"

Su Chengyi suddenly asked.

While Lin Tong was pushing the cup and changing the lamp with Xu Yang, he had been secretly observing Su Chengyi opposite.

Looking at him with a thoughtful look, Lin Tong also followed his heartbeat like a drum.

Could it be that it will end tonight?

It wasn't until he suddenly asked such a sentence that Lin Tong realized

- Well, it's too early for the end.

Xu Yang glanced at Lin Tong, who was stunned next to him, and then at Su Chengyi, who asked the question.

He realized that he was the only one at the table who could answer the question, and he suddenly felt a great responsibility.

Whether these two woods can successfully fall in love in the future is up to them!

After thinking for a while, Xu Yang pretended to be deep and said:

"Tossing and turning for you, why not give up the world for you."

"Sing two sentences?"

Su Chengyi took a bite of the burnt and crispy steamed bread slices, which were slightly cold.

"Hey, you've heard that."

Xu Yang smiled and hummed a few sentences, not in tune.

"The sky seems to be raining~ I really want to live next door to you~ Hey, that's what it means anyway."

He waved his hand and continued:

"I can't sleep just thinking about her, and I can give up a lot of things I love for her. It hurts to think about how she looks with someone else. ”

Xu Yang's expression was very serious when he said this, and he even covered his chest.

"I don't have anyone I like yet, but I think that's pretty much it. At least empathize with her and put her first. ”

Lin Tong agreed.

Su Chengyi lowered his eyes and didn't speak.

"Alas, it's really loveless, I'm so envious of you."

Xu Yang obviously thought of something sad, raised his head and poured himself a few big sips of wine.

Lin Tong wanted to stop him, but he grabbed him instead, hugged his arms and cried.

"Wood!! I'm bitter in my heart, why can't I open my mind sooner? Do you think I have a chance? Woooooooooooo ”

This is really a sad wine and turns into lovesick tears.

Su Chengyi also drank with him, but what he was thinking about was:

Do I still have the ability to like others?

Maybe there is, but it's also within a controllable range, a safe range that you can get out of at any time.

This is hardly something he can decide, but a direct result of his innate fear of intimacy.

This part of the affection is already all he can give.

"What can I do to keep you?

I give you the sorrow of a man who has been looking at the lonely moon for a long time.

I give you the loyalty of a man who has never had faith.

I give you the core of myself that I have managed to preserve, the core that is not touched by time, joy and adversity.

I give you my loneliness, my darkness, the hunger of my heart.

I try to impress you with confusion, danger, failure. ”

Su Chengyi was confused and intermittently recalling Borges's famous poem.

Lin Tong watched as these two preoccupied people drank more violently than the other, and he didn't know where to stop them.

I can only hope that Xu Yang said, "The young master has a good amount of alcohol", "Where is the mere beer drunk?" "It's true.

"Mr. Yi! Listen to me, no matter who you like, just go ahead and you're done!

If you don't try them all, how do you know who you really like? ”

Bad news, Xu Yang already has a big tongue when he speaks.

Worse news, he's saying something strange and misleading.

Lin Tong picked up a piece of steamed bread and stuffed it into his mouth.

"Good!"

Su Chengyi raised his wine glass and clinked glasses with him.

The worst news came, Su Chengyi, who drank too much, seemed to have really listened to it.

It's over, it's really fooling him.

Lin Tong held his forehead, once again regretting that he had come to participate in this drinking party.

The two of them dared to speak and listen, and they didn't know how much they had drunk in a daze, and there were beer bottles scattered all over the ground.

Fortunately, Xu Yang had already bet on the food money at the front desk, and the bosses had already collected the stalls and left.

Lin Tong rummaged through the four pockets on his body.

It adds up to twenty dollars.

After Sister Lin changed jobs, she gave him more and more pocket money, but he saved it and didn't move.

I still want to keep the twenty yuan to buy refills.

It was impossible to send them both home with this amount of money, not to mention that he didn't know their home addresses.

I can only take them back to my house first, Lin Tong thought so, pulled out a chair and stood up.

But it should be more than twenty dollars for a taxi, right?

The phone is out of battery, and I don't know if my sister has arrived home, so I can tell the master to get out of the car and go home to get the money

Lin Tong looked at the unconscious two lying on the table with a bitter face, a little at a loss.

He lifted the curtain and looked outside, where there was silence and few cars coming and going.

Lin Tong decided to call the car first.

As a result, it blew in the evening breeze for more than ten minutes, and I didn't even touch a taxi.

Just as he was about to despair, a red tricycle swayed by.

The windows were rolled down, and an old man with gray hair leaned out and asked him:

"Hi kids. Want a ride? ”

Lin Tong swallowed his saliva and carefully checked the safety of the car first.

"It's safe. Uncle, I've been a veteran driver for decades, can I go? ”

The uncle shook off the car faucet like a show of skill.

How does it feel more insecure.

But there is no other way.

Lin Tong glanced at the quiet and lonely street, and had no choice but to nod.

Together with the uncle, he helped the drunk man to the back seat with difficulty.

Xu Yang is too big, and one person occupies half of the position.

In order to take care of the two of them, Lin Tong sat in the middle, only feeling that his internal organs were pressed together.

But the uncle deliberately drove the car very stylishly, and seemed to be very dissatisfied with his questioning of technology just now.

As a result, the car jolted very hard.

The three people in the back row jumped up and down like jumping.

Xu Yang is the tallest, and his head is knocked all the way to the lid of the tricycle, "knock knock", like knocking on a wooden fish.

Even then he showed no signs of waking up.

Su Chengyi sat on the very edge, sleeping with his head against the car window, and hit it from time to time.

Originally, he was a little uncomfortable after drinking, but after being like this, Lin Tong felt that he was about to vomit in the next second.

He hurriedly opened half of the back window.

The windows of the tricycle are still very old-fashioned sliding and sliding.

The cool night breeze poured in, and the dull air in the car finally cleared up.

Even the unpleasant sound of the engine and the tires rubbing against the ground are no longer so noticeable.

Lin Tong moved with difficulty, one hand on Xu Yang's head, and the other hand next to Su Chengyi's side face.

There are two beds in the house, and my sister sleeps one, so she frees up her bed for them to sleep in, and then lays it out on the floor herself.

He was planning how to arrange tonight, and Su Chengyi on the right suddenly sat up straight.

"Where is this going?"

Lin Tong moved his somewhat stiff wrist, a little surprised at how his tone sounded so sober.

"Go to the olive district, you both just passed out from drinking, and I thought I'd take you home for a night's rest."

"The Olive District? No, I have acquaintances. ”

Su Chengyi's eyes were clear and his tone was calm.

If it weren't for the fact that he had entered the wrong lock screen password three times in a row, Lin Tong would almost have thought that he had sobered up.

finally opened the phone screen, only to see him click on WeChat.

Lin Tong suddenly realized that he was shocked.

Olive Zone?! He wouldn't call Chen Jinzhi, would he?

Lonely men and widows, is this appropriate?

And if Chen Jinzhi's parents find out, maybe they will pack him up and send him to the police station!

Lin Tong was very nervous, but because of moral principles, he didn't dare to look at his WeChat interface.

Su Chengyi clicked on the chat interface with a person, held down the voice button, and said in a low tone:

"Goku Goku!"

??

What is it?

Lin Tong finally didn't restrain his curiosity and turned his head to take a look.

The name of the contact person reads: "He Wufei".

It turned out to be the raincoat weirdo from before.

Lin Tong breathed a sigh of relief.

I was scared to death, and I thought I was going to witness some scenes that shouldn't be witnessed.

"Wukong, don't take it quickly."

"The division will arrive at the battlefield immediately."

Is it ripe to this extent?

But Lin Tong also knew that He Wufei was a very good person, and there should be no problem.

Perhaps because he felt that the other party was a little confused and difficult to communicate, Su Chengyi had no patience to explain again, and dialed the phone directly.

"Pick me up."

Lin Tong pricked up his ears and listened to the movement on the other side.

I don't know why I didn't hear any sound at all, like the other party hadn't spoken.

"Pick me up, I'll be there soon."

Su Chengyi looked out the window.

After drinking, the movement was not measured, and it looked like he was about to jump out of the car to escape.

Lin Tong hurriedly grabbed him and reminded him loudly:

"Olive Road Bus Entrance."

"Olive Road Bus Entrance."

Su Chengyi obediently repeated.

The other party immediately hung up the phone after hearing the name of the place.

Lin Tong thought, this is fine, it just solves the accommodation problem.

Otherwise, the single bed at home, wanting the two of them to sleep together, would be a little too aggrieved.

Maybe he'll roll to the ground at night.

"It's here!"

Uncle braked suddenly, and the tires rubbed against the ground, making a screeching sound.

"Uncle, how much?"

Lin Tong asked cautiously.

The uncle turned his head and said with a smile:

"I'm done with two hundred."

Looking at Lin Tong's frightened expression, the uncle laughed:

"Tease your child, and you'll have twenty."

"Thank you, uncle."

Lin Tong breathed a sigh of relief and handed over the twenty yuan change in his pocket.

helped Xu Yang out of the car first, and then went around to the other side to help Su Chengyi, only to see that he had already jumped out of the car by himself.

Fortunately, he woke up suddenly, otherwise he really didn't know how to help the two of them.

After seeing the red tricycle swaying away again, Lin Tong shrunk his neck, only to feel that the night breeze was still a little cool.

Wearing short sleeves, I got goosebumps on my arms.

Turning his head and wanting to ask Su Chengyi if he had arrived, he saw a smile on the corner of his mouth, looking in the direction of the bus stop sign opposite.

Lin Tong looked over with a little confusion.

By the time he saw the light-colored man in his coat next to the stop sign, he almost fainted in fright.

Who can tell him why Chen Jinzhi came???

At this time, He Wufei, who had just returned home after a day of hard work and was about to go to bed, listened to a few voices on his mobile phone and fell into deep thought.

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He Wufei: Who understands the family

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