"If you plan to love someone, you have to think clearly about whether you are willing to give up your god-like free heart for him, and then willingly have a bond."

This sentence in "The Great Gatsby" came to mind almost at the same time.

Su Chengyi looked at Chen Jinzhi's sad eyebrows, took two steps forward, and grabbed her cold fingers.

In the hot summer night wind, Chen Jinzhi's whole person was as cold as a piece of ice.

Holding her hand at this time, Su Chengyi had the illusion that her hand would melt into a puddle of water in his palm.

Chen Jinzhi took a deep breath, as if he wanted to say something, but he didn't adjust his breathing, choked on the wind, and coughed in a low voice.

Su Chengyi's hand moved behind her back and gently helped her to calm down.

Chen Jinzhi is so thin that just by touching it, you can feel the bulging shoulder blades.

"I didn't know I was going to panic so much."

Chen Jinzhi lowered his eyes and spoke very slowly.

The ups and downs of these years once made her think that she was born to be such a person who can ignore everything.

When Chen Jinzhi was young, not long after he went to South Korea, he once heard his aunt and his relatives calling.

On weekdays, I am afraid that she will hold a grudge when she hears it, so when she says something unpleasant, she usually avoids suspicion.

The aunt said that she didn't look like a child at all, she didn't cry, she didn't make trouble, and she didn't feel homesick.

I don't know how to ask for toys from adults, and I don't say anything about being bullied at school.

Many foreigners can't understand honorifics when they learn Korean, but Chen Jinzhi has never missed honorifics.

Obviously living under the same roof, the aunt sometimes didn't even dare to look her eyes, feeling like a stranger who suddenly walked in.

Isn't it said that there are institutions that are researching some intelligent robots recently? I don't know if this kid is.

If only there was any way to send her to a welfare home.

Chen Jinzhi listened in silence for a while, slowed down and returned to the door, deliberately made a noise, and then said calmly as usual:

"I'm back."

Even when he heard such words, Chen Jinzhi's heart still did not fluctuate.

At this time, although the family looked like a god, she was cautious and cautious, and she could barely maintain a semblance of peace.

Later, the man became addicted to alcohol and gambling, and that's for later.

Whether she was discriminated against and bullied in a foreign country, she accepted it so calmly as a lifesaver that her debut opportunity and her four-year practice career were burned together.

But armor and weakness always appear at the same time, she should have known.

Seeing that Chen Jinzhi was a little distracted, Su Chengyi palmed her harder, pressed her hand on his chest, looked into her eyes and said seriously:

"I'm sorry. There will be no next time. ”

She was originally the same as herself, a person who was invincible to all poisons and had no taboos.

This morning, when the whole class was frightened by the flying cockroaches, Su Chengyi took a special look at Chen Jin, and she didn't even raise her head.

"Do you remember what you told me?"

Chen Jinzhi raised his eyes to look at him.

There were many things that had been said, but at this time they knew what she was asking.

It's me who will help you, it's not disobedient, it's me who will move forward with you.

"Yes."

Su Chengyi paused and replied.

"To do it."

Her voice was suddenly very soft, and Su Chengyi felt like someone had blown a breath into the root of his ear.

"Okay."

Su Chengyi nodded.

In the next second, without warning, Chen Jinzhi took a step closer and gently leaned his face against his chest.

Ditch the sobriety for a moment.

Her tears fell with restraint, and her back rose and fell slightly.

Su Chengyi felt the heat and humidity of the school uniform fabric on his chest.

She was probably really sad, he couldn't help but think so.

When he returned downstairs to his house, Su Chengyi felt that his chest seemed to be burned by Chen Jinzhi's tears, which made the whole person a little uncertain.

His steps were so light that he didn't even alarm the voice-activated lights in the hallway.

So when his figure appeared, the people waiting at the door screamed in fright.

"Mom?"

Su Chengyi rubbed his ears and turned on the flashlight with a confused expression.

It was really Yang Liu, she was clutching her chest and looked overly frightened.

The flashlight flickered, and Lin Zhiwan was still standing next to him, with a worried face, with slightly red eyes, as if he had already cried.

"Why are you two here?"

Su Chengyi took out the key and opened the door first.

"Are you embarrassed to ask? What have you been doing today? ”

After Yang Liu came to his senses, his expression suddenly became extremely serious.

He didn't go in, he just grabbed him and looked him up and down.

Su Chengyi's arm was grabbed by her like this, as if it had been torn apart with her bare hands, and he suddenly gasped in pain.

"Mom!"

"What do you know how good it hurts you?"

Yang Liu's mouth was unforgiving, but his movements were still much softer, and he walked towards the room.

"You got it?"

Su Chengyi sighed, he knew that Li Tianwang would tell his parents sooner or later, but he didn't expect it to be so soon.

Lin Zhiwan cautiously followed, and put the ointment in her hand on the table.

"It's all good to hurt, if something happens to you, how do you let your mother live? I ask you. ”

Yang Liu said as he spoke, and tears were about to fall.

No, there are too many tears to see today.

Su Chengyi hurriedly took out a few pieces of toilet paper and handed them over.

"Am I all right? And Mom, don't worry, eat a trench and grow wise, next time it will definitely not be. Today is the situation is too urgent, I am impulsive. ”

Su Chengyi repeated this set of words very skillfully.

It has been experimented several times, but it is only ineffective with Chen Jinzhi at present.

Yang Liu covered his eyes with a tissue and eased for a while.

Su Chengyi raised his head and glanced at Sister Lin, who was still standing honestly next to her, she was wearing hearing aids in her ears, so she asked with some confusion:

"Why don't you sit?"

Sister Lin looked like she was holding back tears, and pointed to the ointment she brought.

"You must have a lot of pain, right? This rub will be more comfortable. ”

Su Chengyi nodded, then reached out to take it, who knew which tendon he pulled when he raised his hand, and suddenly it hurt him again.

Sister Lin hurriedly waved her hand to stop it, and took out all the bottles and cans from the packaging bag and put them away.

Yang Liu wiped away her tears, took a deep breath to calm down, and said in a hoarse voice:

"Zhiwan's massage skills are very good, you let her help you press it."

There is still this kind of craftsmanship.

Su Chengyi raised his head in surprise.

Lin Zhiwan seemed to be a little embarrassed by such a compliment, but she was still more worried about Su Chengyi's situation, so she picked up the ointment and nodded firmly.

Su Cheng thought about it, and there was nothing to be embarrassed about.

So he decisively took off his school uniform and turned his back and lay on the back of the chair.

Lin Zhiwan's original feelings of not daring to look directly quickly disappeared after seeing the terrifying large bruises on his shoulders.

Yang Liu was really distressed, and turned his head away and didn't want to look at it again.

"Xiaoyi, before you do such a dangerous thing, can you think about your relatives, friends, and mother?"

Lin Zhiwan's fingers are covered with a thin layer of calluses because of her perennial work, and they feel clearly on the skin.

Walk the ointment over your shoulders for a cool and comfortable feeling.

Su Chengyi closed his eyes and said "um".

"If it's your close friend, you are so desperate, your mother can still understand, but that's Zou Yong, do you two have any personal contacts in private?"

Yang Liu sighed heavily, as if he could not understand.

Su Chengyi still closed his eyes, and the bitter taste of Chinese medicine surrounded him, which had the effect of soothing the mind.

"I don't have him or so, but the human relations between your previous generations are probably not something that can be explained clearly in one or two sentences."

Yang Liu didn't seem to expect him to ask so directly, and he was stunned.

"He's lived in the shadows of his mother's own hands so far, and I'm the villain in his bedtime story. It doesn't have much to do with me, but what if he dies today? ”

After Su Chengyi finished saying this, she felt that Lin Zhiwan's fingers behind her left for a while, and when she turned her head sideways, she actually took off her hearing aid silently.

Maybe I don't think I should listen to these words.

But in fact, it's nothing, Yang Liu can bring her over, which means that she has been treated as a close family member.

"So, what is it about you adults that is worth entangling with today?"

Su Chengyi simply asked more directly.

Yang Liu stood up and poured himself a glass of water, took a sip a little impatiently, and sorted out his mind again before he spoke:

"Zhong Qiuhe and I, that is, Zou Yong's mother, we are young, and for a long time, she was my best friend. The first time I met Su Zelang, she introduced me to the performance. ”

"I didn't know until a long time ago, it turned out that they had known each other for a little longer, and she had always had a crush on Su Zelang. If I had known sooner. It won't start with him at all. ”

"After I married Su Zelang, she married one of her suitors almost at the same time and without warning. We had very little contact at that time, and she unilaterally distanced myself from me, and of course, I didn't know why. ”

"The next time I came up in my life was the divorce. You must have heard people chew the root of the tongue? The truth is pretty much the same as the gossip. It's just that Su Zelang has always been reluctant to admit it. ”

Su Cheng thought about it, he had indeed heard these things since he was a child.

Some people put it more tactfully, wearing a mask of hypocrisy, and wanted to get some more inside information out of his mouth.

Someone was more direct, his face was full of narrowness and gossip, and he boldly asked him if he had ever seen Aunt Zhong, which one was beautiful or his mother?

But ever since he smashed the ashtray on the table in someone's face, there have been fewer gossipy people.

Lin Zhiwan took his arm and pressed it gently, pulling his thoughts back to the present.

She usually pulls her hair to make it easier to do things, but today may be a little late and forget.

The hair brushes the tip of the nose from time to time, and it is a little itchy.

"It doesn't matter if it's true or not, whether he's been wronged or not. At least there is one thing that your father can't say clearly, he already knows that Zhong Qiuhe likes him. And the two have been in touch all these years. That alone is completely unacceptable to me. ”

Yang Liu took another sip of water and calmed down his somewhat excited tone.

"Although I often say that I met these two people because I have poured blood mold for eight lifetimes, it would be good for them to lock up and get married together, why should I harm others? However, sometimes I feel that this may be the doom of my life. You can't avoid it, you can't escape it. ”

"And, if you don't survive this catastrophe, there will be no you in the world, Xiaoyi, mom think about it, it's still worth it. Even if you go back to the past and choose again, your mother will choose this result. ”

Thinking of this, Yang Liu suddenly laughed again.

Su Chengyi glanced sideways, his mother's face was indeed peerless when he was young.

It's really no wonder that Su Zelang fell in love at first sight, or rather, he fell in love at first sight.

retold this matter in front of her son, who never wanted to mention it, and her smile gradually became a little relieved.

These things of the older generation are really sung in the song:

If the past is still worth nostalgic, don't let go of the past too quickly, who is willing to be so unconcerned and unrelated to each other.

We owe each other, we want to break the thread.

I don't know if this song came out this year.

"It's over, Mom. Let's all look forward. ”

Su Chengyi closed his eyes again and said slowly.

He said this to Yang Liu, and he also wanted to say it to the other two protagonists of the story.

Although he felt that if this matter came out of Su Zelang and Zhong Qiuhe's mouths, he was afraid that it would be a new version of the other two ships.

For example, Su Zelang, he will definitely explain that he has no half-dime meaning to Zhong Qiuhe, he is innocent and upright.

And if he will be with Zhong Qiuhe, he has known each other for so long, isn't he together early? How can there be these things later.

Zhong Qiuhe's angle Su Chengyi couldn't guess it, her personality was too distorted.

Zou Yong grew up in this environment, and it is really rare that there is no psychopathic revenge on society.

I'm probably going to say something about the first come, the first come, the feelings are too unfair, and something like that.

I hope that after jumping repeatedly on the line of life and death today, Zou Yong can also do not pay for the past and look forward.

Lin Zhiwan's massage skills are indeed remarkable, Su Chengyi just lay on the back of the chair like this, and almost fell asleep.

As she left, she wrung her fingers, as if she had something she wanted to ask.

Su Chengyi looked at her dodging gaze, guessed a rough idea, and immediately gestured and said:

"My shoulder hurt so much today that I couldn't carry my school bag, so I left it at school."

Lin Zhiwan was relieved, she lowered her head, and her fingers quickly wiped from the corners of her eyes.

He raised his head again and gestured solemnly:

"Be at peace."

Su Chengyi nodded, and watched her and Yang Liu go downstairs and leave together.

In just a few steps, Sister Lin walked back three times at a time, for fear that he still needed her help to do something.

It is the most difficult to accept the grace of beauty.

Su Chengyi lay on his side on the bed, and such a sentence came out of his mind.

This is simply his deepest psychological feeling at the end of today.

Chu Tianmian was the closest to the scene of the incident, and he was the most frightened when he thought about it.

He had expected her to be angry, but by the time she did break her heart, he felt a very heavy sense of guilt.

Fortunately, Chu Tianmian is willing to reason, or rather, he is willing to believe what he says.

Chen Jinzhi is different.

The person who had always maintained a sense of distance suddenly unguarded and shut out all his quibbles, saying that the only thing that would scare her was to lose him.

This really can't help him not to deeply introspect.

In short, if you collect the tears shed by these people today, you can almost drown him.

So, has the definition of "fear" changed here?

Thinking that he almost died, Su Chengyi opened his eyes in the dark room.

Today, in order to pass the time, the obscure philosophy book that I finished reading said:

"Whoever is fulfilled is to die; Those who are still young will remember for a long time.

In the midst of suffering, in the end, I want to survive, only to be happy and happy, high and long, and even bright. ”

Is it fulfillment?

Apparently not.

For him, death may still not be worth fearing, but there are still too many regrets in life that are not finished.

Take 10,000 steps back and say, like today's baptism of tears, Su Chengyi really doesn't want to come again.

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