Chapter 64: Death from illness

In the silent corridor, Li Jinze sat on a chair and kept crying silently, he felt guilty that he had not accompanied his grandfather well, and he was more worried about what was about to happen.

At that time, grandpa will be gone, and the person in his heart will completely leave him.

Song Youning didn't know how to comfort Li Jinze, she watched him shed tears, and her heart was really uncomfortable.

She tried to persuade him but didn't know how, and she felt that he seemed to have a great deal of dissatisfaction with her.

She doesn't really know where this dissatisfaction comes from.

Song Youning sat aside and looked at him quietly. She wanted to hug him, but she was afraid of being ridiculed by him.

After a while, he suddenly began to tremble.

Song Youning's eyes couldn't help but widen when she saw this: "What's wrong with you?" ”

Li Jinze closed his eyes and shook his head, and then hugged himself hard.

"I'll call a doctor." Song Youning was so anxious that she was about to leave, but at this time, Li Jinze grabbed her.

Because he suffers from depression, he always has brief heart palpitations, which will get better after a while. He didn't want her to go to the doctor because he didn't want his family to find out that he was depressed.

Song Youning trembled when she saw him holding her hand, she looked at him and hesitated for a moment, and then suddenly leaned over and hugged him.

Li Jinze was stunned for a moment at first, and then took the initiative to deepen the hug.

There was a faint bath fragrance on her, and he liked the smell so much. In order to deepen this hug, he simply hugged her directly on his lap.

Li Jinze rested his head on her shoulders and wrapped his hands around her waist, while Song Youning also hugged his body hard.

In her embrace, his palpitations slowly passed, and at the same time, his whole body became warm.

For the long night, the two of them maintained this position, and then Song Youning slowly fell asleep.

Li Jinze is becoming more and more sober, because he really cherishes the feeling of two people together.

At around four o'clock in the morning, a red light suddenly came on in the intensive care unit.

After a while, doctors and nurses rushed into the intensive care unit.

"Ningning, wake up, grandpa is afraid that it will not be good."

Song Youning suddenly woke up when she heard this, she got up and got off him, and the two of them came to the door of the intensive care unit together.

"Call Mom and Dad now." At this moment, Li Jinze couldn't help but tremble again.

Song Youning couldn't care about him anymore, she hurriedly picked up her mobile phone to call Li's father and Li's mother, and at the same time, she also made a call to her parents.

Old Man Song said that he must see Old Man Li for the last time.

When everyone arrived, the doctor also came out.

"Doctor, how is my grandfather?"

Doctor: "It's not good, and although I'm a little conscious now, I may still ...... at any time Go in and see the old man! ”

When everyone heard this, they hurried in together.

Everyone made way for Old Man Song and asked him to take a look at his old friend first.

When Old Man Li saw Old Man Song, he couldn't help but reach out and hold his hand.

"No, I'll have to go first this time."

Old Man Song said with red eyes: "No, you can still insist." ”

Master Li waved his hand when he heard this: "I can't hold on anymore, living is suffering, it's better to die quietly." ”

This sentence reached Li Jinze's ears, and after he heard this, his heart was immediately relieved.

Old Man Li looked at Li Jinze, Li Jinze hurried over and grabbed his hand, and Father Li also walked over with red eyes.

Old Man Li glanced at the two of them, and then said in a trembling voice: "You all have to be good, do you hear?" ”

Li Jinze couldn't help choking up when he heard this: "Grandpa, you must insist, we can't live without you." ”

Old Man Li couldn't help but close his eyes and shed a tear when he heard this: "Live well for grandpa." When everyone saw this, they couldn't help but hide their faces and weep.

Old man Li's hand holding Li Jinze became tighter and tighter, and suddenly the force became more and more loose, and finally the old man's hand suddenly hung down, and then various instruments began to call the police.

"Grandpa~"

"Dad~"

"Grandpa, you can't go!"

"Dad~"

The doctor looked at it and said regretfully, "The patient has no vital signs." ”

Seeing this, everyone knelt down in front of the old man's bed, and then wailed and cried.

In the end, the old man was dragged to the funeral home, and Li Jinze and Song Youning went together in the funeral home's car.

There, the old man will change into a shroud, and after grooming, he will be cremated.

Mr. Li's funeral has been busy for three days, and during these three days, the Li family has been very sad.

Song Youning ran back and forth, busy with Old Man Li's funeral.

Three days later, Mr. Li finally settled in the ground.

At night, Li Jinze lay in bed early, he hadn't slept well for the past few days, and now he was really tired.

Song Youning came in and glanced at him, and then said with an unnatural expression: "You have a good rest, I'll go back to my house first today." ”

Li Jinze's heart suddenly pricked when he heard this: "You can't wait to draw a line with me?" ”

Song Youning: "No, I think you're too tired these days, thinking that I'm here, it will disturb your rest." ”

Li Jinze couldn't help but sneer when he heard this: "You will find a reason." ”

Song Youning didn't want to quarrel with him, she knew that he was in a bad mood now.

So she looked at him, then turned to leave.

"Song Youning~" Li Jinze suddenly sat up from the bed.

When Song Youning heard this, she looked back at him: "What's wrong?" ”

Li Jinze glared at him and said, "You tell me clearly now, what are you going to do in the future?" ”

Song Youning couldn't help frowning when she heard this: "I respect all your decisions. ”

In her opinion, he was forcing her to leave, so she would go. Anyway, she didn't plan to ...... Live with him for the rest of your life.

Li Jinze: "I'll ask you, what are you going to do?" ”

Song Youning couldn't help but get angry when she heard this: "Then follow the agreement, separate first, and then go through the divorce procedures after two years." ”

When Li Jinze heard this, he was so angry that he hit the lamp on the ground, and the room instantly darkened.

Li Jinze got up and walked to Song Youning's side, then pinched her chin and said, "Song Youning, let me ask you, do you have a heart?" ”

Song Youning looked at him with red eyes and said, "What do you mean?" ”

Li Jinze: "What do you mean?" You know what you know, when you were in high school, you knew what I meant to you. But your reaction is that you want to die with me. Now that the two of us are married, and the reality of husband and wife is also there, you even say that divorce will be divorced, what do you think of me? Are you human or not? ”

At the end of the roar, Li Jinze's tears also fell.

Song Youning looked at him with red eyes and a shocked expression, she didn't expect him to mean this, and she didn't expect that he still hated those things until now.

She didn't know what was in her heart, she only knew that she was very uncomfortable, just like a few years ago, she obviously wanted to be close to him, but because of her sister, she could only choose to stay away from him.

And now, although her sister is gone, but he is the man her sister loves deeply, how can she be embarrassed to admit this feeling? That would be tantamount to the two of them betraying Song Youjing together.

So she really didn't intend to be with him, and she really couldn't be with him.

"Speak~" Li Jinze yelled at her with tears.

Song Youning swallowed the sour feeling deeply into her stomach, then looked at him and said, "You know, my sister loves you very much, although she is dead now, I can't betray him." ”

As soon as Li Jinze heard her mention Song Youjing, his heart couldn't help but twitch, and he felt that his heart was about to stop beating.

"You're right, I can't be sorry for Youjing, I've lost her, I can't be sorry for her anymore."

A deep sense of guilt caused him to sit helplessly on the ground, and at the same time, his body began to tremble uncontrollably.

Seeing this, Song Youning couldn't help but lean down and grab his hand: "What's wrong with you?" Are you alright? ”

Li Jinze glanced at her, then suddenly pushed her away, and then he got up and went out.

Seeing this, Song Youning hurriedly followed, and after Li Jinze noticed her, he turned around and scolded directly: "Get out, I don't need you to pity me." With that, he turned and ran away quickly.

Seeing this, Song Youning couldn't help but squat on the ground and cry.