Chapter 66: Life and Death

Afterwards, Li Jinze hugged her and lay in the bathtub as usual.

Song Youning closed her eyes tiredly, letting him hold her like this.

After a while, he picked Song Youning out of the bathtub and helped her dry herself.

After the two of them lay down, Li Jinze hugged Song Youning and said softly, "Are you short of money?" ”

Song Youning couldn't help but open her eyes when she heard this: "Why are you asking this?" ”

Li Jinze: "If you are short of money, I can give you some." ”

Song Youning couldn't help frowning when she heard this, this man will be good for a while and bad for a while, he is really a psychopath.

"No, I have enough money to spend." With that, she pushed him away and turned his back.

Li Jinze couldn't help but hug her tightly from behind again, she knew that she couldn't push him away, so she let him hold her.

"When are you leaving?"

Song Youning: "Soon, it is estimated that I will leave the day after tomorrow." ”

Li Jinze couldn't help but have a sour nose when he heard this: "Remember to take good care of yourself." ”

Song Youning: "I don't care about it, it doesn't matter in the future anyway, you better think about how to make your family accept your foreign girlfriend!" ”

Li Jinze took a deep breath when he heard this, then let go of her body, then sat up and touched a cigarette and lit it.

"Anyway, you won't have anything to do with me in the future, you don't have to worry about my business, just in case...... I'm going to die tomorrow, so I don't have to worry about these things. ”

Song Youning couldn't help but turn over and look at him when she heard this: "Isn't it fun to talk nonsense and curse yourself to death?" ”

Li Jinze glanced at her, then pinched his cigarette and took a hard puff: "I'm dead, aren't you quiet?" You already hate me, and I don't have to bother you when I'm dead. ”

Song Youning glanced at him, and couldn't help but turn his back and say, "You love to die, anyway, I'm leaving, and I will have a quiet life in the future." ”

Li Jinze couldn't help but hook the corners of his mouth and smile when he heard this, and then took a hard puff of cigarette again.

Sure enough, she was really annoyed with herself, she just didn't know if she would shed tears if I really died......

Suddenly, he pressed the cigarette into the ashtray and lay back against her body.

"Then cherish the last night!" As he spoke, he tightened his grip on her waist again.

"Li Jinze~ You're endless, ah~It hurts~"

"Ah~No~I hurt~"

"It's right to hurt, I can't be the only one who hurts."

"Ah~Pain~Neuropathy~" Song Youning couldn't help but start struggling.

Li Jinze pressed her body, and then said in a dumb voice, "Ningning, let me love you one last time." As he spoke, he kissed her deeply on the back of the neck.

Early in the morning, Li Jinze woke up slowly, the bed next to him was already empty, and the woman left again.

Li Jinze picked up the cigarette case, took out a cigarette and lit it, and then took a hard puff.

The smoky man leaned against the head of the bed, his eyes gradually reddened.

After he got up, Li's mother had already made breakfast.

Mother Li saw that he was a little haggard, and couldn't help but walk up to him and touch his head: "Son, you look very unwell, are you sick?" ”

Li Jinze looked at Mother Li and shook his head, and then hugged her directly.

Mother Li hugged Li Jinze and couldn't help but redden: "Silly boy, your grandfather went to find your grandmother, he went to enjoy the blessings." ”

Li Jinze couldn't help choking up when he heard this: "Yes, grandpa is happy." ”

Father Li patted him on the shoulder with red eyes, and then whispered: "Grandpa has been suffering from illness in the later stage, but he didn't complain to us, and it is a relief that he is gone." ”

Li Jinze hugged Mother Li and took a deep breath, then let go of her body.

"Let's eat!"

Mother Li: "Okay, hurry up and eat." With that, she hurried to the kitchen.

At the table between Li Jinze and Li's father, Li Jinze talked about the recent work arrangements with Li's father in detail.

After eating, he hugged Mother Li again, and then changed into a suit and went out.

This suit was the same one he wore on his wedding day, and he thought it was handsome at the time.

He didn't know why, but he suddenly wanted to wear it today.

Li Jinze went back to the company for a meeting and helped them smooth out the next work process.

After explaining all this, he left the company.

He drove around City C three times and stopped in front of a five-star hotel.

This hotel is the same hotel where they had their wedding, and it is as tall as a fifty-story building.

It is said on the Internet that jumping off a building is the least painful way to die, because when falling at high speed, the whole person will fall into a coma and then die unconsciously.

After Li Jinze checked in, he took the card and went straight to the roof of the building.

Standing on the edge of the fifty-story building, it was really high, and Li Jinze felt as if he was about to take off.

He seemed to see his grandfather and Youjing, and they came to pick him up.

It's good that he doesn't have to see the woman who makes him sad anymore in the future, and he doesn't have to live in guilt every day.

He has been plagued by depression for several years, and he lives a miserable life every day, except for ...... In addition to trying to conceive with her...... Those lingering nights moved him, and the rest of the time was all painful.

He's had enough of days like this, and he doesn't want to put up with it anymore.

I couldn't love for three years in high school, the loneliness and loneliness in college, and then I went abroad to study, and then later, Youjing died in a car accident.

It was as if he had been completely pushed into the abyss, and he struggled for a long time, but he couldn't get himself up.

He has never had any hope for this marriage, but he still wants to thank this marriage, because this relationship has allowed him to have her first time, and it has also allowed him to experience the ultimate happiness after being with her.

It's worth it, it's really worth it, even if she wants to leave, he thinks it's worth it. His life can end here.

He's lived enough, really enough.

Li Jinze stood in the railing on the roof of the building, quietly looking at the white clouds in the sky.

The weather is very good today, the blue sky and white clouds are beautiful, but unfortunately, he won't be able to see it in the future.

It's all liberated, it's all going to be over.

At the same time, Dr. Julie rushed from the airport, and she followed the address she searched on the Internet to the front desk of Song's company.

She said in English, she was looking for Miss Song Youning, and she had a life-and-death matter to tell her.

When Li Jinze ran away from the hospital, she knew that he was in danger.

She couldn't get through to his mobile phone, she knew that the bell had to be tied to the bell, so she had to find Song Youning and tell her all this.

At this moment, Song Youning was in a meeting, and Dr. Julie was waiting anxiously outside the conference room.

Twenty minutes later, the meeting finally ended.

Song Youning walked out of the conference room, and Dr. Julie hurriedly rushed up.

β€œLi JinZe iS gOing tO COmmit SUiCide.”

Song Youning was stunned for a moment when she heard this, and then turned to look at Dr. Julie with a shocked face: "What are yOU talking abOUt?"

β€œHe haS depreSSiOn and he iS in danger nOW.”

Song Youning heard that her heart seemed to have been pricked by a needle, she grabbed her arm and widened her eyes and said, "Where is he now?" ”

Dr. Julie was stunned for a moment, apparently not understanding.

β€œWhere iS he nOW?” Song Youning shouted almost in a roaring manner.

Dr. Julie: "I dOn't knOW. I Can't get in tOUCh With him.”

She didn't know that she couldn't reach him.

Song Youning's whole face instantly turned red when she heard this, and the green tendons on her sideburns were exposed.

She touched her mobile phone with trembling fingers, and then yelled at her subordinates: "Go and call for help~"

As she spoke, she took out her phone with trembling fingers, but she was too nervous and dropped it on the ground.

"~"

She picked up her mobile phone and knelt on the ground with a weak leg, and then sobbed while finding Li Jinze's mobile phone number and dialing it.