Chapter 95: Fear, the Other Side of Lin Shijiao (2)
That's right!
It's fear.
Even if Lin Shijiao is twenty years old, in fact, in her bones, she is a child who does not have a sense of security.
Children will cry to get the attention of adults.
Lin Shijiao used her arrogance and willfulness to prove that Grandpa Qin doted on and loved her.
In her heart, she didn't know that these things were wrong.
But after so many years, she has become completely accustomed to it.
Only in the connivance of Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin again and again will she have more recognition of her identity and feelings in her heart.
Don't Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin know this?
They know it in their hearts.
But after being raised by her side for more than ten years, Lin Shijiao still can't have more sense of security about this family relationship.
It was also difficult for them to have other ways for Lin Shijiao to understand this.
can only give Lin Shijiao the most favor and indulgence within the scope of not exceeding the bottom line.
The authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear.
Jiang Ning can see this clearly.
Even if it is for Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin today, she will help Lin Shijiao again.
Jiang Ning looked at Lin Shijiao and asked out loud.
"Lin Shijiao, why do you think Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like me?"
"Why else, isn't it because you married Brother Jiulie!"
Lin Shijiao didn't think about it, and blurted out.
After Jiang Ning heard this, he chuckled a few times.
"Just because of my husband and wife relationship with Qin Jiulie, Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin will like me and recognize me?
Lin Shijiao, you can't help but think that Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin are too simple. The two of them are old men, but they have come from the flames of war. They have eaten more salt than even the rice I have ever eaten.
What if I'm a vitriol shrew? What if I'm a liar with a mouth full of lies? Do you think they will still have a marital relationship and like me? ”
Rhetorical questions one by one.
Like a sharp arrow, it poked into Lin Shijiao's heart.
Lin Shijiao stood in place, cold and stiff all over her body.
Her expression was tense, her teeth were clenched into her lower lip, and she didn't answer Jiang Ning's words for a while.
But in her heart, there is a very positive answer.
- No, it won't.
Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin are not the kind of old people who are very close to each other.
Their kindness and pampering are only to their own family members who are recognized in their hearts.
If Jiang Ning is really the kind of person she said, not to mention that Jiang Ning is Qin Jiulie's daughter-in-law, even if she is Grandpa Qin's own granddaughter, I am afraid that she has already broken her legs and been expelled from the house.
Grandpa Qin is an absolutely iron-faced and selfless person in terms of children's education.
Jiang Ning looked at Lin Shijiao, who didn't speak, and also saw through the answer in her heart.
So she continued.
"Lin Shijiao, you have been with Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin for so long, you are the one who knows them best, and you already have the answer in your heart.
The reason why Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin like me and recognize me is because they see that Qin Jiulie and I are living a serious and down-to-earth life, and they see that our husband and wife are helping each other and taking care of life.
It's because of every little thing I try to do well.
In the same way, what about you?
Lin Shijiao, Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin's love and affection for you is just because you are the granddaughter of their dead comrade-in-arms? ”
As soon as this statement came out.
Another heavy blow.
Lin Shijiao looked at Jiang Ning in a daze, her pale lips trembling.
I tried to speak several times, but when the words came to my mouth, I couldn't make a sound, as if my throat was blocked.
Isn't that because of this, she wanted to say?
But this answer is undoubtedly an insult to Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin's feelings for her for so many years.
She wanted to firmly deny it.
But the fear and fear in her heart were not enough to support her to say such a thing.
Lin Shijiao was caught in the middle like this.
The whole person was pulled heavily.
However......
Jiang Ning gave her the answer.
"Lin Shijiao, I don't think it's because of these. Perhaps the reason why you were able to meet in the first place was indeed because you were the granddaughter of Grandpa Qin's deceased comrade-in-arms. But there are many ways they can compensate you.
You can be given money to continue living in the countryside, with your former loved ones. You can also be sent to a welfare home, or sent to a boarding school, or even leave you in the capital, I believe that the living conditions in the capital must be better than here.
But Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin didn't do this, but took you with them and took care of you by the two old men themselves.
I'm afraid that no one has ever enjoyed this kind of love even the other grandchildren of the Qin family, right? ”
When Jiang Ning said this, there was much less tenderness in his voice, replaced by seriousness and seriousness.
She accentuated her tone, and her words were sonorous.
"Lin Shijiao, don't underestimate yourself, and don't underestimate Grandpa Qin and Grandma Qin's feelings for you."
Let's talk about it.
Jiang Ning's cold gaze turned away from Lin Shijiao's face lightly.
She has said everything she can say, and whether she can untie the knot depends on Lin Shijiao herself.
Jiang Ning was crisp and neat, turned to leave, and the footsteps became farther and farther away.
Lin Shijiao still stood stiffly in place.
The hand that fell to her side was already unconsciously clenched into a fist, and it was trembling slightly.
Reddened eyes, sour tears.
Untouchable fall.
In Lin Shijiao's mind, a familiar sentence sounded.
"Eh, why are you crying?! Who provoked Jiaojiao's red eyes, grandpa will help you get angry......"
Whether it's when you're four or five years old, or now.
Grandpa Qin's doting on her has never changed from beginning to end.
She clearly felt such a heavy feeling, but she trapped herself in the forbidden area of thought.
Rather, it's right now.
Jiang Ning, who she hated the most, woke up fiercely.
……
Jiang Ning selected a lot of cloth in the department store and was given a sewing machine.
The manager of the department store said enthusiastically.
"Mrs. Qin, this is a gift from Miss Gu, I hope you can accept it."
This "Mrs. Qin" was so bad that Jiang Ning couldn't react.
After the taste, after a careful taste, there was still some embarrassment that made people blush and heartbeat.
Jiang Ning put the fabric into the Lingbao space, which was easy and unobtrusive.
As for the sewing machine...... In the future, at home, it is always necessary to be seen, and it is difficult to explain it when it is hidden, so it can only be troublesome for the manager to send the sewing machine to the car pick-up point.
Jiang Ning went to the bazaar, on the one hand, he still needed to buy a lot of things, and on the other hand, he made an appointment to meet Wang Chunxia.
In the bustling bazaar of Ger.
"Taro...... Fresh taro ...... Little girl, do you want some taro? ”
Jiang Ning listened to the shouting, and when he turned his head to look, he not only saw the big and round taro, but also saw the green taro leaves.
There are still water droplets hanging on the green leaves, which are crystal clear, and they look like they have just been dug up in the morning.