36. Girl training in ......
Can you say no?
Girlish...... Or that Qing'e girl looked at Fang Xiang's rather excited look, and after a while, she also confirmed one thing--can make the guy on the other side so happy, presumably, she won't accept her opinion, right? Even if she objected, it would be suppressed by force.
No, whether you can put forward your opinions in a timely and accurate manner is still two words. Although the deaf and mute have their own way of communicating, Qing'e has long been accustomed to speaking with her mouth, and after losing this ability that has become instinct and habit at this moment, it can be said that she is completely uncomfortable.
Obviously, I have a lot of things in my heart that I want to say, but I can't express them...... As for the use of gestures, please, Qing'e herself knows how deceitful Lu Dao's non-standard clumsy gestures are, and she feels so ashamed when she thinks of her stupid and stunned way of dancing!
At least the Qing'e girl definitely doesn't want to do such a ridiculous "performance".
[Ahh......h It's really a weakness that is easy to exploit~]
Seeing Qing'e's performance, Fang Xiang also confirmed her guess - for a person like her who cares about her image very much, she will definitely refuse to feel that there is something that affects her image, right? In this way, "communication with others" will gradually form a conflict in her heart because of this. In the long run, Qing'e, who has been in this state, will inevitably be changed by her own living habits, right?
In a nutshell. It's going to become an outlier loner - in this way, Qing'e, who was originally a sassy character, can become a restrained and sullen mouthless girl!
There is no need to change the mentality and perception of the other person. Qing'e girl will change her personality by herself, think about it is quite a wonderful thing, right? After all, Qing'e girl's original personality is really unpleasant to Xiangxiang.
But fortunately, Qing'e Girl still has room for change - besides, for Aroma, compared to a person who is born strict with self-discipline, let an originally casual person begin to learn to restrain his words and deeds to hone his heart, what to think. It's the latter that gives you a sense of accomplishment, right?
Especially as nuns of the Holy See, my job is to listen to people's confessions and guide them to goodness, right? In fact, Fang Xiang has also done a great thing - it is a great merit to make a stumbling teenager turn back.
Although Qing'e will be like this, it's hard to say......
"It's fine, it's just that I'm going from a man to a woman. Aside from the factors of this skin. There's not much difference between men and women, right?"
The difference is obviously very big, okay?
The fragrant words made Qing'e, who had finally settled down, excited again - she became a girl, how can she find a girl in the future!?
β......β
After the young girl maintained her indignant expression for about ten seconds, her face suddenly turned gray, and with the decadent aura that spread out, Qing'e fell to her knees weakly in the posture of ORZ.
-- I don't want to think about it in that way! As a result, I really can't control my brain? In the past, I was stupid and unconscious. But now as a woman, I keep thinking about this aspect, but it's unusually obscene!
I have to say. This is a fairly common view β the so-called "chromophobia" β which is often attached to a double standard. Although this sentence of the confession is intended to show that human nature is neither good nor evil, there are many men who can't control their lower bodies, and they all prevaricate their indulgence and unprincipled sexuality with such a sentence "lust and sex". Of course, most people will still restrain their lower body, but it cannot be denied that people's attitude towards men's sexual concepts has always been much more "relaxed" than women's. Even when it comes to young men's and women's relationships, a man who says he has had a few unsuccessful relationships may be sympathized with by others, but if he is a girl...... If you say you've had a few ex-boyfriends before, you won't be gossiped.
Of course, this does not mean that women should be like men, and that they should "emancipate their minds" in one way or another...... Obviously, the attitude of men is not very desirable, so why should women learn this kind of undisciplined attitude? Men should restrain their rampant hunting spirit in turn......
And the Qing'e girl is obviously also deeply influenced by this kind of thought, but now, it can't be said whether this kind of thinking has a good or bad impact on her - originally, as a man, she can be very sure that she is the kind of person who is quite undisciplined about the relationship between men and women, but because she also thinks that girls should be very reserved, and now after being made such a stumbling block by fragrance and becoming a woman, she also substitutes this tendency into her own identity.
People are narcissistic and want to be more in line with their ideal image. And the current Qing'e girl, subconsciously compared her previous mentality with her ideal image of a woman - and then found ...... I just can't look at it! I don't want to be such an undisciplined person!
Of course, being pushed down by a man and snapping this and that, Qing'e didn't promise to let these things happen from the beginning, but even so, in her subconscious, she didn't want to be such a female pervert. If it's a man, it's fine, but if it's a woman, it's too painful...... No, it's too lactic!
Qing'e didn't admit it even if she was killed, that kind of would be herself!
"Okay, don't worry about whether you are a man or a woman anymore, soon you won't have this spare time to worry about this and worry about that......" The fragrant words made Qing'e, who was in decadence, shudder. There is no other reason, and the "no leisure time" in the mouth of the fragrance is really not ambiguous to distort. The mentality of watching the drama in it was completely exposed-and Qing'e didn't think that it would make Fang Xiang so happy. What would be a good thing......
It should be said that the image of Fang Xiang in the heart of Qing'e girl, is it really not tall? It seems that Qing'e thinks that Fang Xiang is the kind of senior powerhouse with a strong bad taste, right? When this attribute coincides with the identity of the other party's "woman", it becomes quite troublesome - generally speaking, most of the female seniors with eccentric personalities are keen to tease their juniors. Do you base your happiness on the troubles of your juniors?
What is it that makes Fang Xiang feel that she must not be distracted? Qing'e looked at Fang Xiang with some concern, and the worry in her eyes. Let the fragrance can't help but feel a burst of amusement...... Is it because of the change in appearance, or because there has also been a change in mentality? All in all, the current Qing'e feels a little weak to her?
But that's right. Teenagers and girls of this age. It's supposed to be very indifferent to such a reality, like the mode of bullying and dragging before her, is it wrong? That being said, it's really funny that this kid pretends to be calm.
Qing'e didn't know that Lu Dao was calm now, but it aroused Fang Xiang to further rectify her mind, if she knew Lu Dao, she would definitely regret why she wanted to slap her swollen face and be fat, right? Like Lin's first reaction is to sell cuteness and squat defense......
"You must wonder what I did to you when you were unconscious, why did you wake up? I found myself a woman and I couldn't speak?"
Qing'e glared at Fang Xiang fiercely, but it's a pity that this kind of painless attack is completely unpackable for Fang Xiang - no matter what, you have to learn from the predecessor Sakuragi Hanamichi in the eye-killing world, right? Anyway, this kind of non-offensive staring attack that Qing'e is making now has been automatically filtered into arrogance by Fangxiang.
"I can't help this when it comes to women's problems, after all, although Aisha's guy and I are only on the same side, there is no reason to turn me into a man - and this thing she gave me is the most complete solution to those hidden dangers in your body. Don't complain, as far as I know, the person who made this thing is much stronger than me, if you have the fate to see her in the future, remember to thank her, and have a better attitude...... In addition, although I don't know what your character will be like at that time, no matter what, don't have any strange thoughts about her disciples, she will die. β
How much Aisha doted on the child named Lin, and how could Aroma not be able to see it? With Aisha's ability, if someone really did something to Rin, if Lin herself hadn't stopped her, even if those guys were blown away to the end of the dimension, Fragrance would not be surprised. Although it feels very low-key, Aromatic Know-how says that Aisha is just lazy about the things around her and doesn't want to spend too much effort to pay attention to it...... But everything about Lynn matters, Aroma really doesn't think Aisha will take it lightly.
Qing'e was stunned when she heard this--obviously she was still talking about herself before, and suddenly turned to other places as she spoke?
Considering the nature of this cheap disciple of hers, Fang Xiang still made a special explanation. Because one thing cannot be denied, Lin's child has a considerable degree of attraction to all kinds of people, even if it is a European star, it may not necessarily give birth to the idea of getting close to her.
"Okay, I admit I digressed......" After thinking about it carefully, Fang Xiang also felt that this kind of thing was actually a bit redundant - the tools of the crime had been confiscated, if Qing'e was really still talking at that time, whether she bullied Lin or vice versa Lin bullied her or not. Although Lin had a good temper, the sly light in her eyes and the fragrance could still be detected. "Let's not talk about Aisha and them, let's talk about Qing'e's current situation first......"
Who admits your nonsense name! My name is not this woman's name, I have my own name...... This......
Qing'e's persistence was quickly defeated in the battle of eyes - for no other reason. When the fragrant gaze stayed on Qing'e's chest for a while, Qing'e herself gave up that insistence...... Anyway, if you still use your past name. Although Qing'e has not seen what her face looks like from the mirror or the water, as long as she looks at her white and slender hands, full chest, and the soft and elastic touch of her cheeks when her hands touch, it is difficult to think of a bad-looking ugly girl!
In other words...... Instead of being a woman like Sister Feng, Qing'e might as well be a delicate and beautiful girl! Even if he has changed from Long Aotian to Long Jiaotian, the narcissism in his bones is still there!
If you're really a beautiful girl...... Well, in fact, the name that the other party gave himself is not bad - Qing'e is Qing'e. Doesn't sound bad, does it? It's not domineering, but the name doesn't give a bad impression, at least, when you hear it. I really don't think of any guys with strange looks and strange personalities. It's just that it seems to give people a little softer, and it's a little different from my own preferences.
In short, since they have all become women, there is no possibility of changing back for the time being, so let's call Qing'e Qing'e. Now, the Qing'e girl has almost accepted her fate.
Because listening to what Fang Xiang said, although she has become a woman, she seems to have gotten rid of the previous state of being at the mercy of others. Think about it another way, and use sex as the price to change the situation and find life. It's not unacceptable. At least, for the young girl Qing'e, after realizing that this world is not safe at all, even crossing is accompanied by vicious conspiracies and tricks against herself, and life is quite fragile, Qing'e also quickly corrected her concept, and took "steady and steady development" as the first task of the current situation.
If she needs to eat dirt to live now, in order to be able to wait for the day when the salted fish turns over, Qing'e can only choose to endure - only a counterattack that can cause substantial distress and damage to the other party can be regarded as a counterattack, like the curse of the weak before death, it is too cheap. Qing'e is not ready, so let go of those guys who play with their lives......
From this point of view, in fact, Qing'e's personality has not changed much, right? It's just that she can now endure the resentment in her heart and deal with the present first, and she can't help but say that this is already a big progress.
"Well, it may be very abstract to explain it specifically, so let's try to take a deep breath first, remember to feel the warm current in your body when you inhale and exhaleβif it's Qing'e, it shouldn't be difficult to do, right? β
Is that so?
Although Qing'e still has some doubts, since Fang Xiang demands so much from herself, and she doesn't mean to harm herself at all when she looks at her, it's okay to do what she says, right?
β...... (Deep inhale)"
"How's it going?
β...... (deep exhale)"
How to say it, Qing'e felt that she did vaguely feel something different in the deep breath just now, that feeling, as if she had put her somewhat stiff hands into the warm hot water in winter...... Although it was not very strong, it was very similar to the feeling at that time, and I could feel a warm feeling that spread down my nerves and blood vessels to the depths of my body.
...... No, maybe it's a little different, the feeling just now is the other way around, from the depths of the body to the surface?
Qing'e hesitated, closed her eyes, and took another deep breath.
β......β
This time, when Qing'e exhaled the air in her chest, she still closed her eyes, as if she was feeling something. Seeing Qing'e's appearance, Fang Xiang also smiled happily.
Although the first impression, Qing'e didn't feel very good about her, but when she calmed down, she was indeed a person with quite good qualifications - different from the "qualifications" attached to those traversers by the black hand of the Fang Xiang organization, what the other party gave was just the ability to "learn magic and fighting spirit faster", and the kind of "qualifications" that Fang Xiang valued were different.
What she needed was not a genius, and it didn't help what Fang Xiang had learned, and what she hoped her disciples could learn. For Fangxiang, what she hopes more than those "qualifications" is to be able to quickly settle down, put aside distracting thoughts, and look at herself. This is also the reason why Fang Xiang wants to ban Qing'e's language ability, because Fang Xiang knows that the character that Qing'e has developed in the past is not easy to make her calm down, and she doesn't have much time left, after she leaves, whether Qing'e can insist on maintaining that state that is almost torture in the eyes of ordinary people, I really don't know if it's really uncertain.
But now it seems that when the Qing'e girl lost the ability to speak, she consciously chose to close the feelings that were supposed to be spit out of her mouth in her heart. In this way, after getting rid of unnecessary "communication" with the outside world, Qing'e is indeed very easy to enter the state of fragrant hope. But if you want to keep it going...... It's still a matter of foolishness.
Maybe there are some inauthentic things in this, but the fragrance also feels very helpless - after all, the system that I have learned and summarized is indeed a bit difficult to implement. Now that she can Ran Xiang, the guilt in her heart is not so strong, and there is only Qing'e's future......
If she can keep the way she is and persist, it won't be a problem to surpass herself, right? But before that, Fang Xiang has to find a way to fool Qing'e and make her persist willingly. (To be continued......)