23. I've never been a good girl
"What's going on out there? It's noisy......"
Liliet was quite annoyed by the noise coming from outside, and Aisha, who originally said that she was going to the market to have a look, had not returned for three hours, and it was already boring to stay alone in the hotel, and with the anxiety of waiting for Aisha to return, Liliet was now quite unhappy after being noisy.
Originally, she was a pampered eldest lady, although she was not to the level of domineering, but she was definitely not a gentle-tempered person.
"But listen to the voice...... There's a lot of human voices in it?"
With the doors and windows closed, Liliet couldn't hear it very clearly, but even if it was a vague sound, Liliet was sure that it couldn't be an orc.
"What the hell is going on......
Lilier opened the door to the hotel, and was about to poke her head out of the chamber when a body splashed bright red flew in front of her eyes.
Suddenly, Lilier's nose seemed to smell a hint of blood.
Is that......
Lilier turned her head slowly and mechanically, looking at the object that had just sped by.
“......”
Even Liliel, who had little experience, understood at the first time that the poor fellow was completely hopeless - starting from the shoulder, a narrow crack almost tore his body in half, and in the process of being knocked away, his internal organs also flew to the ground.
There can be no salvation.
Normal human beings shouldn't die in such a tragic posture, right?
It was the first time I had seen such horrific violence. But Lilier was surprised to find that she didn't feel any nausea or discomfort, let alone any of that. The emotions of shock and fear do not seem to appear in my heart. In her mind, even if she has an unusual identity and a different tutor, she is still a girl in the final analysis, and she must be panicked when she encounters such a situation, right? After repeating the act of checking her inner emotions, Lilia was stunned to find that her heart. There's none of that right now.
But it's not empty, if you want to talk about other things, there are some......
Liliet shuddered and slowly touched her lips with her hand.
“......”
There's nothing wrong with your feelings.
Liliet's hand touched the corners of her mouth...... Slightly raised.
"When you see such a scene, the first emotion that appears is not anything else, but 'excitement'?" Liliet, who did not let the bloody and cruel scene startle. At this time, it was because of my inner emotions. And experience a slight feeling of nausea," ...... Fortunately, it doesn't seem to be the worst-case scenario. ”
The excitement of cruel things, which does not seem to sway her judgment and thinking, makes Liliet breathe a sigh of relief.
But in the next moment, she also had a question - why did she feel heartfelt excitement after seeing the tragic situation of blood splashing and mutilated limbs and internal organs?
Do you look like a pervert?
Will one's own education directly lead to such a perversion?
It doesn't look like it......
Lilia fixed her gaze on the corpse. Then I found that under my own subjective influence, I didn't seem to have that abnormal excitement anymore.
But now is not the time to dwell on these things. While Liliet was in a daze. An orc carrying a blood-stained axe appeared in the aisle with a hideous face.
"Is there anyone else?" the orc glanced at Liliet, who didn't seem to be able to resist, "If a female human is a human, it must be noisy and noisy, right? ”
"You guy!"
Even the painstaking guesswork was spared, and Liliel immediately understood what was going on.
The orc's armor was well-armed, and there was a striking mark of the orc army on it, which was obviously the official strength of the orcs - in the orc capital, it would be stupid to disguise himself as a Praetorian Guard for some purpose. I don't know why they did this, but Lilia learned something from the words of the unscrupulous orc. These orcs should be under martial law, and they are ordered to kill directly if they resist...... But is this guy going to kill innocent people on the spot just because he is troublesome?
Liliel glanced behind her, the poor fellow's costume was a merchant's attire, and he didn't have the ability to resist, did he?
"Is it just because you think it's troublesome, so you just kill it?...... No, this is simply that you are looking for a righteous and bright excuse for your own murder, right? For the chief, you use the other party's resistance as an excuse, and for yourself, you use the other party's troublesome and noisy excuse as an excuse...... And so you're just indulging in the thrill of killing, you scum?"
The killing intent of the orcs is enough to make a soldier who has not experienced much combat collapse on the spot, and being shrouded in such a strong killing intent, Liliye, who has not experienced anything since she was a child, did not show a timid look - in the stunned eyes of the orcs, this human girl who looked delicate actually looked at him in front of him like this, without concealing her contempt.
It was by no means pretending to be calm, and from her eyes, there was not the slightest intention of retreating.
"Is it true that it is better to see than to hear? I still had some small expectations for the orcs who have always been proud of uselessness, but it turned out to be just such a beast that is keen to slaughter the weak and indulge in the pleasure of drinking blood? ”
"You're ......!"
Unexpectedly, the girl would refute herself in such a grand manner, and the orc wanted to refute it, but with his verbal effort, how could he compare to Liliye?
"I'd advise you not to do that. ”
Liliet's cold words made the other party's actions pause.
The orcs never thought about it. I would actually be forced to suppress my actions because of a person's language. I came from the mountain of corpses and the sea of blood, but now. Obviously, he didn't feel the murderous aura in the other party, but the other party's words made him feel a chill - almost subconsciously, he stopped the movement in his hand. When he reacted, a sense of humiliation arose.
Then, instead of the previous emotion, there is intense anger.
Be sure to cut this human who has experienced humiliation in half!
"If you don't mess around, I'll act like I didn't see anything...... And. Who do you think you are, and do you look at me like that with your filthy gaze, vulgar thing?"
Liliet had never been proud of who she was—even though she was a princess, but in Liliet's opinion. The biggest role of the princess is to allow herself to experience the troubles and pains that ordinary people would never be able to experience in their lifetime.
She hated the pride of status.
After the death of her mother due to an "unknown illness", Lilier, who was somewhat aware of it, already understood. It's impossible for me to identify with the identity that followed me by birth. The pride of royalty or something. At that time, he was already destined to lose his chance.
In its place, there is a deep hatred.
It is recorded in the scriptures, criticized in the legends passed down from mouth to mouth, and the clergy have always warned in their ears, but don't human beings like to repeat the same mistakes? These filthy and vile deeds are undoubtedly worthy of whipping when put in the sun. But because it's in the emperor's house, it's common sense. Even the truth.
Why do we change to this side, so that evil deeds can be tolerated, and even connived up, and tragedies can be looked down upon, and even habitualized? Just because we are in a place where ordinary people need to look up, the truth that is common to ordinary people will not work here? Because "ordinary people" cannot appreciate the depth of this pool?
Make compromises because of the status quo, do shameless things, and do despicable schemes...... Liliet wasn't incomprehensible. Ignoring the status quo and blindly resisting strongly is nothing but unconspiracy and short-sightedness. However, what really made Liliel unbearable was not even the fact of her mother's death, but the fact that those people took their mother's death for granted.
It turns out that such a cause of death can be accepted with a "natural" attitude?
Is it my own brain pumping, or is it that those people's brains are in the water?
According to the words of those sayings...... It's as if the people who live in this circle are not human beings, so the concept of right and wrong of human morality can't be applied here, right?
If it were a villain, Lilia would not be so angry—but it is clear that it is because of her own incompetence and meanness that she will resort to persecuting others to seek her own survival, but in her heart not only does not feel ashamed and disgusted with herself, but she is still proud,...... Only the king is defeated, and the victorious one who lives is right, so he can ignore his evil deeds, not only do not have the slightest introspection and shame, but also be proud of it?
has abandoned the most basic morality and honor and disgrace of human beings, and it is clear that he is no longer a human being, but he still thinks that he is the most elite and top group of people in mankind...... It's really interesting.
At the end of the day, Liliet doesn't resist the means – the ultimate goal of the means is to achieve a greater goal, even if there is criticism, but she can try to understand it. But if there were better options, would these people still choose these methods?
I believe that these people are also bleeding in their hearts when they do those immoral things with a blank face? For them, choosing such a means is a painful choice. Even if their ultimate goal is far greater than what they have done, they will not excuse themselves with this - there is only one thing they cannot do, and that is to forgive themselves.
Just like a moving ship, it is supported by a force on its left and right sides, because these two forces are constantly competing for a stalemate, so that the ship can stagger and sail forward—once its behavior is rationalized, the force on one side is revoked, and then the course will slowly deviate from the set goal.
And in the process of this struggle, the most relentless compromised. It is a weakling, a coward who wavers at the beginning but still gives up on himself, and it is nothing more than scum who firmly rationalizes his behavior from the beginning.
A guy who doesn't even have the measure to bear his own evil deeds. worse than the wicked.
In the circle in which Liliye lives, there is no shortage of this kind of person.
This is the kind of person she despises the most—although in the past, she hated these people more, but on this trip, because of Aisha, she saw a wider world than she knew in the past.
Liliet learned three things:
God. is there;
God may be on the side of mortals;
God, too, obeys morality. Advocating kindness and thanksgiving love.
Look down and look at the guys who claim to be on top of the mortals, who have specially demarcated a special area to separate themselves from the concept of humanity. I set some rules within the boundaries I delineated. Just to put on a glossy cloak of their ugly deeds and whitewash them in a high-sounding ......
It's small.
Liliet found that she could no longer treat them with hatred. Now, Lilia is more contemptuous of these people.
To paraphrase Aisha's words, it's the word "weak explosion", right?
The amount of force they rely on is never their own strength - these forces are all piled up with the help of external forces, and it doesn't take much effort to strip them off. And without these forces that make them feel at ease. It's just a lost dog.
Now, the hideous-looking orc in front of her. That is, one of them.
Although orcs have always been scandalized in human society, Lilier is not only reading knight novels, but also learning about this less popular race in books. And, along the way, Lilia also asked Aisha about some rumors of orcs.
It cannot be denied that many of the rumors of human beings are not unfounded in terms of scandalizing orcs, but Aisha also said that as long as it is a civilized race, a race cannot represent glory. According to Aisha, although the orcs are generally not very likable, there are many respectable ones.
But apparently, this orc can't be classified among them.
It's just a beast that loves to kill and abuse, and being able to put on the skin of an intelligent race is really a blessing he cultivated in his previous life.
Moreover, this orc also poked Liliet's disgust point.
If it weren't for the fact that Liliet couldn't properly grasp the "weapon" that Aisha had given her, and was afraid that she would affect the innocent people here, Liliet would have unceremoniously taken his sacrificial knife...... Lilia is not a soft-handed person. In fact, Liliet was not happy with the idea of grinding his lips with such a guy, and the reason why she was able to endure the impatience of patience was also because the situation on Liliel's side was not very optimistic.
If you really want to fight, you really have to suffer more here, right?
Liliel knew very well that she had a few pounds and a few taels, and the idea that she could go against the sky just because of the gift from Aisha, didn't dare to have it from the beginning - yes, not "no", but "didn't dare".
On the one hand, it was Lilier's character, she wasn't the kind of person who would let emotions like self-satisfaction take over her brain, otherwise she would have been caught wearing little shoes in the environment she grew up in (although it wasn't getting better now), and on the other hand, it was a gift from Aisha to herself, if she used it to show off...... She couldn't even forgive herself.
Not to mention, she doesn't have any experience in operating this thing now-if she rolls the entire hotel into the sky for self-protection, and involves many innocent people, her conscience can't be settled!
However, just because you're at a disadvantage here doesn't mean you don't have a chance of winning.
It is true that the opponent is strong and well-equipped, and has several means to kill him easily, but as long as he has a way to kill the opponent in turn, he is still in a confrontation situation. In a life-and-death battle, there are only two possibilities - killing the other party yourself, or being killed yourself.
"But don't you come, mundane? or ...... Are you cowardly?"
Lilia continued to provoke the orcs.
An enemy who has lost his mind is far easier to deal with than a cautious enemy.
Liliet spared no effort to provoke the other party, and it was for this reason that once the orc could not hold back the anger in his heart and stepped into the possibility that Liliet had already rehearsed, the balance of victory and defeat would tilt in Liliet's side.
No, because his weapon is a gift from Aisha, if it is launched with the help of Aisha's strength, even if the operation is not satisfactory, as long as you can take the lead, the chance of success is 100%!
“......”
Faced with Liliet, the orc hesitated.
For a very simple reason, even these orc warriors with very bright brains can think of - is Liliet, with such a high position, really just an ordinary human? Whoever sees Liliet, who is obviously not powerful but aggressive, will have doubts about her identity, right?
And that bound the orc's hands and feet.
No matter how angry you are, some things can be nonsense, but some things, even if they have all kinds of valid reasons, just do it and it's over.
At the end, the orc glared at Lilier angrily, put away his tomahawk and stepped back.
[Are you aware of the identity problem that I have refracted after this attitude?] Hmph, there is still a little bit of brain...... He's lucky. 】
Now that the other party has made concessions, Liliah has no intention of holding on.
However, just when she was secretly relieved in her heart, a terrifying scene suddenly appeared in her sight-
As if sensing that something terrible was about to happen outside, a door slowly opened, and then a small head cautiously poked out to check the situation outside.
It was a girl with fox ears.
Just when she was carefully planning to investigate the situation outside, the orc also noticed that there was a loose door behind her, but he suffered a lot of losses when he confronted Liliye just now, and now he was in an extremely bad mood, and he didn't even have the intention of looking back, so he directly picked up the battle axe and threw it in the direction of the fox girl!
"You soulless!"
Liliet's pretty face immediately distorted, and even just now there was not the slightest grace and grace, and she had left it all behind at this moment.
The frightened little fox stared at the approaching and magnifying tomahawk in front of her, completely unaware of what she was thinking—she didn't come to her senses until it flew almost close and was blocked by an invisible wall.
"Uh......h Whoa, whoa, whoa—"
The expected sound of blood splashing and human heads falling to the ground did not sound, but was replaced by the frightened voice of the fox girl.
Feeling a little surprised, the orc turned around and wanted to find out what was going on, but what caught his eye was a pair of indifferent eyes that were still more than ten meters away.
"It's not a pity to die!"
Lilia secretly suppressed the intense discomfort that was churning back and forth in her heart, and said with an expression and tone that could almost be described as hideous. (To be continued......)