Three days have passed, Misha has thought a lot in these three days, and has never worried about the new book anymore, quietly emptying himself, to think, to recall, what was the original me writing the book for?

For money?

Many writers may have gradually become this reason after writing about it, but I believe that in the beginning, everyone's reason was the same.

Interest!

Hobby!

The kind of thought that desperately wants to depict the shijie of his imagination to everyone.。

It's the same with Misha, it was like this at first, but gradually, the feeling changed.

I remember Misha's first book, the results can be said to be super bad, and it's not good, the average is 250, haha, it's ironic, but Misha stupidly wrote 3 million, and I didn't feel resentful at that time, I just felt a little empty when I finished writing.

When it comes to the second book, maybe it's because Misha's expectations are a little too big, maybe it's because the author's grades are getting better and better because of the only starting point that Misha knows, and Misha is also eager to catch up with each other, but the greater the expectations, the greater the disappointment, although it is much better than the first one, but Misha is still very dissatisfied in his heart, so when it was close to 2.5 million words, the book was finished.

To the third book,Misha didn't dare to have the luxury of the second book like the boutique.,I thought that as long as it could be better than the second book,It's enough.,If it's better than the second haode,Misha also wanted to write a little longer.,It's not good to always write a half-year one.,Writing a 10 million-word novel is Misha's dream.,But what's helpless is that the third book's results are worse than the second one.,Wireless is even more of a mess.,Misha is angry、 I scolded, and even thought about simply TJ, but I didn't want to disappoint those readers who read the genuine version, so I chose to stick to the minimum number of words written in the contract '2 million'.

This is Misha's fourth book, and Misha really doesn't know what the newspaper's expectations are this time, is it better than the third book?

It's better to pursue better, think about it, and Misha hasn't decided on his own goals, so in the end, let's just let it go like this, and I'll know when the time comes!

Maybe it's because of the successive failures of the first two books, so that there is a lot of resentment in Misha's heart, and his mentality is a little unbalanced, but fortunately, he found it in time, and after resting for the past three days, Misha also figured it out.

I'm still young, I'm only 23 this year, even if I can't go this way, not suitable, I'm willing to waste a few years of youth, I want to try, I don't want to give up halfway, what's more, back then, I remember that I made a promise, I will not TJ, since there are still readers who have not given up on me, I have no reason to give up on myself first!

Write it down, I won't give up until I'm 25 years old, if I'm still mediocre at the age of 25, and the book is not more than a thousand, then Misha can only give up my dream and look for other jobs, I hope there won't be that day.

Just like the old boy wrote, 'dreams are always out of reach', and the dream is to be able to publish my own best-selling novels, just like those great gods, although some are out of reach, but I am still trying, people, I can't always give up easily.

zuihou, xiexie all the readers who have subscribed to the first three books of Misha, readers who have voted for Xiexie to vote, readers who have been rewarded by Xiexie, and readers who have silently supported Misha, we still have two years, two years later, I hope we can still meet on the platform of the starting point, xiexie!