590 Does the Woman You Imagine Exist?
FKY Company Survey Brigade Chumphon Headquarters Resident Compound.
This courtyard bought from the hands of local overseas Chinese has a strong southern Chinese architectural style, the area is very large, the standard front and back yards, the center is connected to the "Hui" shaped five-storey building, in Chumphon urban area is a very burly building.
Due to the relatively poor medical conditions in Chumphon City, FKY has strengthened the medical capabilities of the Survey Brigade. A medical team of nearly 30 people composed of more than a dozen domestic doctors of various specialties and nurses of one class with high salaries in China is almost the size of a division-level field hospital.
The medical team was divided into two parts, and the mobile detachment set off with the survey team to provide accompanying medical care. Field work is more likely to cause illness and injury, so adequate medical coverage is very important.
The part that remained at the brigade headquarters was responsible for receiving patients who were in strict condition and needed hospitalization, but so far the medical department in the annex building had admitted the first patient, Bai Jie.
When she woke up, as her blurred vision became clear, she saw the pale blue ceiling, the color of which was pleasing to the eyes.
"You're awake. β
The familiar voice sounded in his ears, Bai Jie's brain gradually woke up, followed the sound and looked over, and saw Tang Zheng sitting on the edge of the bed. Tang Zheng had an overnight face, his eyes were a little dark, and his eyeballs were bloodshot, obviously he hadn't slept for a long time.
Moving slightly, Bai Jie felt a trace of ant-like pain coming from the back of his left hand.
"Don't move, you're hanging the bottle right now. Tang Zheng pressed the left hand she was about to pick up and said.
Bai Jie came to her senses, she was sick and lying on the hospital bed. looked at Tang Zheng again, and then remembered the scene before he fell into a coma, the intimate scene between Xiaoxi and him.
She tilted her head away and closed her eyes.
Tang Zheng sighed slightly, not knowing what to say for a while. After a while, he slowly said, "This is the company's medical department. The doctor said you had heat stroke. On such a hot day, you don't have an umbrella. Why don't you call me when you come over? β
"I'll call you so you can get ready, right?" Bai Jie turned his head to look over and asked coldly.
Tang Zheng sighed helplessly and said, "Bai Jie, let's not do this?" Didn't we say before, I'll go back to Nangang as soon as this matter is over, and then have a good talk with you." β
Tears gradually overflowed in Bai Jie's eyes, she endured it and said, "Tang Zheng, I know you don't have feelings for me. This qiΔ is all self-inflicted, and I am wishful thinking. It's okay, I love you and it doesn't matter to you. Go ahead, go find your Xiaoxi, she is waiting for you to eat. β
Tang Zheng smiled helplessly and said, "You have been in a coma for a day and a night, it is morning, what are you eating?" β
Bai Jie was stunned for a moment, speechless, he didn't expect that he had been in a coma for so long.
"Are you hungry, I'll buy you something to eat, what do you want to eat?" Tang Zheng asked, standing up.
Bai Jie was silent for a while, and said, "Tang Zheng, you sit down." β
After saying that, she braced up and wanted to do it, Tang Zheng hurriedly helped her and put a pillow on her back. Tang Zheng walked over and poured a glass of boiling water, handed it to her, and said, "You have to drink more water." β
Bai Jie took the water cup, held it with both hands, rested it on her lap through the quilt, and the temperature of the ward with the air conditioner turned on was very adaptable. She looked down at the pure, pure boiling water, silent.
Tang Zheng sat down slowly, looking at Bai Jie, and didn't know what to say.
After a long time, Bai Jie's eyes left the boiling water in the water cup, slowly raised his head, and said slowly, "Tang Zheng, do you think that Xiaoxi is like boiled water, although it is tasteless, it is pure and indispensable. As for me, it's coffee, juice, or whatever, multiple ingredients, acquired processing, dispensable. Is that so?"
Tang Zheng shook his head and said, "Bai Jie, you think too much. β
Smiling self-deprecatingly, Bai Jie's eyes drifted out of the window, and he said slowly, "I know." Yes, I'm not clean. I've been in relationships with a lot of guys, I've slept with a lot of guys, and in your eyes, I'm dirty. I've never denied that. β
"Bai Jie. Tang Zheng said, "You really think too much." I didn't mean that. How many times you have been in love and how many people you have had a relationship with has nothing to do with being clean and dirty. That's just an experience. Of course, you yourself know where the difference is. I've never thought you're dirty. To put it mildly, in this kind of society, many people will not know how many men they have slept with before the woman who will register their marriage tomorrow. β
Sighing, Tang Zheng said, "This world is realistic. Quality is always a small part, and everyone is usually looking for quality. I am not pedantic, I know and understand the current state of people's lives. Between you and me, in the final analysis, it's my problem. I really can't be with a woman who has no feelings at all. I told you that with you I have no desire to get married and have children. Bai Jie, I will be thirty years old this year. I can't afford to wait for my parents, I don't have time to fall in love for the sake of falling in love, I'm rushing to get married. I hope you understand. β
Bai Jie looked at Tang Zheng, her eyes flashed with crystal, and said, "Since you don't have feelings for me, why do you show mercy many times? I told you, whether you love me or not is your business, whether I love you or not is my business." I will take the initiative to pursue you, and you have never objected. Does this mean that deep down you still have hope for the possibility of living with me?"
Tang Zheng was speechless, in fact, he didn't know it himself, maybe he really had that hope in his heart. will not end all roads, give yourself a lot of possibilities, people, after all, still realistic and selfish.
Bai Jie wiped her tears, smiled, and said, "Tang Zheng, do you think that Xiaoxi is the simple woman you imagined? I really want to ask you, the woman you are looking for, is there still a zΓ i or not." Have you ever thought about this question yourself? Your ex, Fu Feifei. I'm not going to hide it from you, I met with her a few times after you left, and we talked a lot. Do you want to know what she told me?"
Tang Zheng didn't speak, and he was very depressed.
"She's not as simple as you think. Bai Jie sneered, as if she was laughing at herself, and as if she was laughing at Tang Zheng, "Before you, she did only fall in love twice, but do you know what kind of woman she was before? In fact, you can imagine what kind of person a rich girl who never worries about money, has a superior life, and can only constantly look for excitement to live, in today's society." I don't think I'm going to have to be very straightforward. β
After a pause, she breathed a sigh of relief and said, "Tang Zheng, you are a mature and stable man, but you always have very naΓ―ve thoughts in this regard, and you may not even realize it. The woman in your imagination, does she still have zΓ i or not?"
Shaking his head, Bai Jie said, "Everyone has their own personality. When I first met you, I told you bluntly, I was going to get married, and I just wanted to find a rich and mature and stable man I loved. I'm not afraid of others saying I'm realistic, and unrealistic people will be on the verge of starvation if they don't starve to death. It's hard to survive. Tang Zheng, if I had concealed my past at the beginning and gave you a false impression of me, I don't think your current attitude towards me would have been like this. But I think honesty is more important than anything. If I hide it from you and associate with you with a false me, even if you get married in the future, one day you know about the things you used to do, and you quarrel or even divorce over it. So what's the point?"
"I also want to emphasize to you that I, Bai Jie, have a lot of men, but I never have promiscuity. I have my principles, I don't just pay to get on the bus!" Bai Jie said in a heavy tone.
Tang Zheng was shocked, as if a big drum had been hammered heavily in his heart. There is a reflection on oneself and a new understanding of Bai Jie. For Bai Jie, the root cause is that his preconceived ideas are in his hands.
The acquaintance between the two is not normal, and people like Tang Zheng, who still have traditional concepts in their bones, can't accept Bai Jie, that's normal. He is a contradiction in his own right. He can accept sleeping with different women, as long as he is beautiful and has a good figure. But I can't accept marrying a woman like that. Tang Zheng's thoughts are very representative and represent the common ideas of this generation of Chinese men.
Thinking of the time when he was injured and hospitalized, Tang Zheng found that Bai Jie had many good qualities, but he didn't find them out and keep them in mind.
In comparison, at least it is better than Fu Feifei. With Fu Feifei, she is the one who wants to be taken care of, and the eldest lady has a temper. Tang Zheng felt that his bones were very cheap, he didn't like his own good, and he tossed his own love to die and live. At the end of the day, I can't even figure out what kind of person the other person is. There is no greater sorrow than this.
However, Tang Zheng asked himself and said a thousand things and ten thousand, but at this moment, he couldn't give Bai Jie a clear answer. He was able to understand Bai Jie, this woman who dared to love and hate, since she was already pursuing herself, she would not let go lightly. This is not a rare quality of this woman.
He really didn't have the heart to think about this matter, Tang Zheng found his true thoughts, thought about the wording, and was ready to explain his current thoughts to Bai Jie.
Before he could speak, Xiao Xi pushed the door and walked in.
Xiao Xi walked in with the lunch box, glanced at Tang Zheng and Bai Jie, didn't say anything, and put the lunch box on the bedside table. She stood there staring at Bai Jie. She was supposed to say something, but in the end she didn't say anything.
She walked up to Tang Zheng, took Tang Zheng's arm, and said, "You come out, I have something to tell you." β
Tang Zheng looked at Bai Jie, then at Xiao Xi, sighed secretly in his heart, stood up, and walked out with Xiao Xi.
The tears in Bai Jie's eyes slowly slid down, and she slowly closed her eyes......