In the past, I always watched others write testimonials on the shelves, thinking that a book on the shelves also needs to write a special testimonial? Today, when it is my turn to write it, I realize that the bitterness and happiness in it are at least something that some people can't understand.

I put a lot of effort into the book "Stardust World", this is my first book, and I have been uploading since almost June last year. When I first uploaded, I thought the editor would find me quickly, but I found out I was wrong and I didn't hear back when I got to 30,000 words. It wasn't until I wrote 100,000 words that I took the initiative to apply for a contract, but I was still rejected. That's when I realized that I had written a novel that wasn't approved by the editor.

I was disheartened, my novels were a mess, I couldn't get more than fifty clicks a day, no more than five recommendations, and only one or two favorites, and I started laughing at myself. The original self-confidence is now gone.

But despite this, I also told myself, don't give up. When I reached 300,000 words, I took the initiative to apply for a contract again, but I was still rejected.

This time I'm completely crazy, is my novel so bad?

However, I don't admit defeat, I will never admit defeat, 300,000 words is not good, then 500,000 words. Finally, "Stardust World" reached 500,000 words, and I applied to sign a contract again, but I was rejected as always.

I was rejected three times, and I was completely powerless.

I heard that at the starting point, if 100,000 words are not signed, or if the application for three contracts is unsuccessful, you can basically be a eunuch, and I, at that moment, finally decided to give up "Stardust World".

I stopped updating in September last year and have been updating for six months!

During these six months, I thought about it for a long time, and I felt like I was a murderer. I personally killed "Stardust World", which I regarded as a child. I began to feel guilty, I felt useless, and whenever I looked through the "Stardust World" that I had written, there was always an indescribable pain lingering in my heart, and I never got rid of it.

I am reluctant to give up, I am reluctant to give up "Stardust World", I don't want to be a eunuch, I don't want to let this story stop, I don't want the protagonist to die in swaddling clothes before he grows up.

I told myself that I would not sign a contract, that no one would read it, that my grades would be extremely poor, and that I would continue to write no matter what, even if the reader and the author were the same person in the end.

So in March of this year, I picked up my old pen again, and updated "Stardust World", which had been stopped for six months.

A new signing policy was introduced at the starting point, that is, potential signing, and I resolutely chose to sign with potential.

Although the potential signing is not as good as the A signing, it is also a new beginning, isn't it?

After the potential is signed, it can be put on the shelves independently. And I once again entered a dilemma in the question of whether "Stardust World" would not be on the shelves.

After it is put on the shelves, it means that readers have begun to spend money, which is undoubtedly worse for "Stardust World", which is not good enough, and the number of readers will be greatly reduced. Because at the starting point, there are a considerable number of readers who do not have money in their accounts, and can only watch for free. And even if they rush the money, most of them just subscribe to those well-known works. Therefore, "Stardust World" will be struggling after it is put on the shelves.

However, if it is not on the shelves, it means that there is no subscription, no monthly pass, then, "Stardust World" will never be possible to be converted to A signing! At the starting point, A signing novels are the mainstream!

So after careful consideration, I decided to put it on the shelves.

I hope that "Stardust World" can get everyone's support after it is put on the shelves, and I hope you can subscribe more, but even if you don't subscribe, as long as you pay more attention to "Stardust World", collect and recommend more, it is also the greatest support for Lunru!

Since writing a novel for the first time, the first part of the novel may not be well written, but I am sure that as I write the novel, the latter will get better and better, at least I feel that the latter part is much better than the first small part.

As an author, my greatest happiness every day is to have more collections, more recommendations, and more active comments, so I hope everyone can support Lun Ru, thank you.

Finally, I will give myself a word, and at the same time, I will give you a word: everything is good in the end, if it is not good, it means that it has not reached the end!