Chapter 397: Breaking the Balance
In the past few days, he has basically not slept for a few hours, because he has been thinking about whether to go with Canglong, and if he does, what will happen; What happens if you don't go? how to walk and how to leave to protect her; It had to be done in a clever way that didn't make her too sad and gave her a great identity.
Also, there is another reason why he doesn't dare to sleep - he is afraid that Xuanlong will come to him.
He hadn't thought about it yet, and he didn't want to see Xuanlong yet.
Maybe it's because you sleep too little, so your mood swings are too great, and your mind is not clear, so you ...... I didn't control it well and said those frustrating words.
Thinking of this, Jun Beiyu sighed deeply.
Li Yunchi asked in a low voice, "Lord Wang, we have known each other for so long, I'm sure you have a secret in your heart, can you tell me?" I swear with my whole family's life that I will never tell anyone! ”
Jun Beiyu raised his eyes, looked at Li Yunchi, and said with a smile, "You fool, do you use these poisonous oaths?" If you don't send it, I know you won't tell anyone. The question is...... I can't tell you. ”
"Why me? I won't leak it out, why can't you tell me yet? Li Yunchi didn't understand.
Jun Beiyu looked at him deeply, "Because I don't kill you, someone else will kill you." ”
“?????” Li Yunchi.
Jun Beiyu shook his head, "Don't ask about me." As for the Suzaku ...... I've thought of a way to do it, don't worry about it. ”
“……”
Li Yunchi - Okay, Bai asked, except for asking that the prince had something on his mind, he didn't ask a word else.
……
The other side.
The study room of the Kokin-in Temple.
Murong Suzaku lowered his head, lowered his eyes, and his face, which had always been firm and indifferent, had some rare frustration, "Actually...... It has nothing to do with King Rui, he didn't do anything wrong, it's me who is wrong...... Of course, he must be a little wrong......"
Three, "??? "So, both of them are wrong?
"All three of you know what I've crossed over. At that time, my idea was very simple, I was to find a partner to deal with the damn hukou system without getting married. ”
"But I also know that single men and women have become relatives and have an ambiguous relationship, how can they be able to wipe the gun without going off? So I just started thinking about being a concubine, and I know about it. ”
Zhu Liulian took the opportunity to nod and whispered, "Yes, at the beginning, Miss wanted to be a concubine for the prince, and I secretly cried for a long time. ”
Murong Suque smiled bitterly, "Later, he said that he was disfigured and disabled, and he had no one he liked, and there would be no one he liked in the future, and he also tempted me to say that being a concubine is not as powerful as being a princess, and that only with power can he do what he wants, so let me rest assured that when he is his princess, the two will definitely not have emotional exchanges." ”
"I was stupid enough to believe it! In fact, looking back now, he should have had that in mind at that time...... Forget it, this one doesn't matter, I'll continue. ”
"My principle is simple: I treat him, he provides me with my daily needs, and helps me find a way to travel back in time. In the beginning, we did strike this balance, but then the scale gradually lost its balance. Since when did it start......"
"It should be, I want to go to Hengshan Castle to collect experience, our side has no support, and at the same time is surrounded by enemy troops, so the danger begins. Although the ultimate purpose of my experience collection is to help Rui Wang heal his illness, Rui Wang can completely avoid risk, and can let me go to Hengshan Castle by myself and take care of my own profits and losses. ”
"At that time, when the dragon did not appear, and when we were surrounded, every day, I worried a little more about him, and then the worry turned into guilt, and this guilt began to break the balance of the scale."
“…… Of course, later King Rui used Xuanlong to crack the game, and the matter passed like this, although the scale in my heart poured slightly, it was within the scope of bearing. ”
"When I came back, I suspended his treatment for various reasons. In other words, he still gave to me, but my giving stopped, which invisibly exacerbated the imbalance, but until this time, it was still maintained. Until ......"
Murong Suzaku paused, "Until Amber appeared, in order to solve the matter between Amber and General Di, I asked King Rui to recognize Amber as his sister-in-law, and King Rui after disfigurement was so disgusted to appear in front of everyone, but for me, he appeared at the wedding scene in public as a member of the woman's family." ”
"Later, he also set up a courtyard for Amber in the palace, and even directly housed Amber and General Di."
"And the green dragon...... He didn't help Qinglong with anything, but he also set up a courtyard for Qinglong in the palace, so that Qinglong could make this place his home and welcome Qinglong to come back at any time. ”
"At this point, my inner balance was completely broken, and I realized that I had nothing to offer but to treat him. But we're in a transactional relationship! It's a relationship of handing over money and delivering goods with one hand, and now he pays for it, but I don't have the goods, and I panicked. ”
"Maybe it's because of my lack of heart to be a thief, I started to keep asking him not to be nice to me, constantly emphasizing our cooperative relationship, hoping that he wouldn't cross the line. But in my heart I thought I owed him, and the deal was getting sour. ”
"Maybe he was annoyed by me and picked out a fact that I didn't want to admit - whether I deceived myself or not, he tolerated me and indulged me in every way, never rejected me, as long as I wanted, he would find me to send me, even ......"
After a pause, Murong Suzaku lifted his sleeves and took out a golden brick from the space.
"Wow!" The three were surprised.
Murong Suzaku smiled bitterly, "He originally wanted to put all his net worth in my space. Later, I couldn't fit in the space, so I didn't continue to put it. ”
Bai Amber slapped her thigh excitedly, "Team leader, you have so much space......"
Before he finished speaking, his mouth was covered by Song Qinglong.
Song Qinglong glared at her fiercely, gritting his teeth, "Shut your mouth for me!" ”
White Amber also realized that she had said the wrong thing and nodded.
Song Qinglong shook off Bai Amber without pity, "So, to put it mildly, we dragged down the team leader." If it weren't for our presence, the team leader wouldn't feel indebted. ”
Murong Suzaku was startled and hurriedly explained, "No! Don't be cranky, I didn't mean that......"
On the side, Bai Amber rolled her eyes, "The problem is not whether there is us or not, but that the team leader is moved." ”
Song Qinglong was stunned, "What?" ”
Bai Amber rolled her eyes in disgust, "So, I'm not happy to talk to a single dog like you, how can a single dog understand feelings?" How can you empathize if you don't understand feelings? Let me tell you, when you like someone, you will constantly want to pay for the other person, and if you pay a little less, you will feel vain. ”
said, and said to Zhu, "Little Durian, you have been in love with Li Yunchi recently, can you tell me, is it so reasonable?" ”