Chapter 443: I Killed Myself with My Own Hands!
Yang Guozhong took a deep breath beside him, no longer paying attention to Fang Cai's affairs, and continued to enjoy the dancing girl and music.
That's right, he has to endure it, when he reaches a certain height, with real power, he has to get back these lost faces one by one!
Li Bai's side, after talking about the matter, he also poured wine again and again, and he didn't even let go of Li Yunxiao's table.
The reason why he is like this is that he feels uncomfortable in his heart, and secondly, he wants He Zhizhang next to him to listen to what happened to him, maybe he can say a few words by the emperor's side, and he will be able to enter the palace.
Because of Li Yunxiao's words many years ago, he figured it out, but he had a knot in his heart, if he didn't let the Tang Emperor appreciate it and become an official in the court, he would be unwilling in his life!
"Hey~~" Li Bai sat slumped behind him with one hand, and held the wine jug with the other hand and said with a smile: "I want to leave my home and go out of Shu for decades." β
"You Jinling, go down to Yangzhou, hide in Anlu, go to Xiangyang, enter Jingluo, do all over the princes, and force to reach the prime minister."
"Brother Tianfeng, don't look at how good the rumors are outside, I seem to have infinite scenery, but look at me now, I am old, and I am still clothed, hahaha..."
Li Yunxiao beckoned Xiao Er to come over, took some drinks, and then persuaded lightly: "Pursuing things always makes people crazy." β
"Sometimes it feels like it's close at hand, and when you get closer, you know that it's far away, it's boundless..."
Li Bai nodded: "Yes, this feeling of being unable to ask for something is really uncomfortable, and I have been struggling, whether to pursue it as you said, or to continue to insist... It has tormented me all the time. β
Li Yunxiao smiled helplessly, this Li Bai is determined to enter the court to seek the emperor's technique.
"Guys, have any of you ever drowned?"
Faced with Li Yunxiao's question, Du Fu shook his head with Gao Shi.
He Zhizhang stroked his beard and said slowly: "When I was a child, I was in the barrel, it shouldn't be counted, hehehehe..."
"Of course it doesn't count."
After a few people finished speaking, Li Bai shook his head: "I have good water skills and won't drown." β
"yes, that's nice." Speaking of this, Li Yunxiao's eyes hid emotions that others couldn't understand.
"I've drowned."
"You can't imagine the feeling of hanging in mid-air, with endless darkness beneath you, and all around you constantly squeezing you..."
"It's crazy, it's contradictory, because drowning in the water makes me feel peaceful... It was quiet like never before..."
"After a while, it was like a pair of big hands under the water hugging you down, whispering temptations in your ears to make you give up resistance..."
"Then you will find that as long as you sink down, all the problems in this world will disappear... All pursuits are fleeting..."
"But then your body will spring up with an instinct, an instinct that is hard to control!"
"It frantically wakes up every nerve in you and gets you up! Forcing you to move forward! Forcing you to surface! β
"Then a question will come up in front of your eyes and linger..."
"It feels... Have you had enough, have you endured enough, is this path right, if it is right, when will it be a head..."
Several people listened quietly to Li Yunxiao's words.
Yuan Tiangang's eyes were low, and he wanted to say something, but he didn't speak.
The subordinate sighed, she knew many things about Li Yunxiao, but she had never understood before.
Li Bai, Du Fu, Gao Shi and He Zhizhang glanced at each other, and they all heard the feeling of helplessness, despair, and having to face it from Li Yunxiao's words.
"It turns out that Brother Tianfeng also has so many stories... It's all my fault, I didn't complain if I knew it, it reminded you of bad memories, and I punished myself with a pot of wine! β
Du Fu arched his hand with Gao Shi and took a drink.
He Zhizhang stroked his beard lightly, his brows furrowed, he turned over and over again, and he didn't think that there was an official named Li Tianfeng in the DPRK.
Li Yunxiao's experience should not be an unknown person.
Wu Cao raised his arm to comfort him, but halfway through, he put it down again.
"I'm sorry..."
In her opinion, since Taizong's death, Li Chunfeng passed away, Yuan Tiangang disappeared, and almost all the calculations after that came from his own hands.
And she accounts for most of the reasons for all this, if not all!
Li Yunxiao turned around and gave Wu Cao a light smile: "It's all over, it's not in the way." β
After drinking a pot of wine, Li Bai asked for advice: "I have long felt that Brother Tianfeng is not a mortal, how did Brother Tianfeng get out of the predicament?" β
He knew that Li Yunxiao was persuading himself, so it was better to listen.
Li Yunxiao smiled lightly: "That's too simple..."
"Oh? How easy? β
"That day... I drowned my weak and inactive self with my own hands, and the new me was reborn. β
"The road is blocked, helpless, painful, they can break me down, but they can also make me stronger."
"The path I chose can make people break their bones, or it can make people steel!"
Speaking of this, Li Bai and the others could clearly feel that the body of Li Tianfeng in front of them actually exuded an aura of a superior person.
In front of them, it seems that it is no longer Li Tianfeng, but a... Emperor...
Li Bai took a deep breath and felt very depressed in his heart.
glanced over, and in their group of people, Wu Cao, Li Yunxiao, and He Zhizhang were already full of gray hair.
And Li Bai himself also had a trace of white hair mixed with it.
"The road is vicissitudes, the road is long and obstructive, we are all chasing what we want, and today I, Li Bai, have been taught."
"Brother Tianfeng is right, people should do their best for their ideals! At least I used to hold on! β
As he spoke, Li Bai slowly stood up with the strength of the wine and let out a burst of laughter.
"Heh... Hehehe, hahahahaha..."
He suddenly remembered the poem he made that day, when he traveled to the Yellow River with Yuan Danqiu and Cen Xun!
Immediately after that, he was like venting, and his voice directly overshadowed the music!
"You don't see, the water of the Yellow River comes from the sky! Rushing to the sea - never back..."
"You don't see, Gao Tang Mingjing is sad and white-haired! Morning is like green silk - twilight becomes snow..."
After the two lines of poetry were finished, the music stopped, just like Shouwang and others, all looked at this person who was carrying a wine jug and reciting poems aloud...
Li Bai carried the wine jug around the circle.
"Life is proud - must be happy! Don't make the golden bottle - empty to the moon! β
"I was born to be useful! The daughter is gone, and she will come back!! β
"Hahahahaha... Come on, cook sheep and slaughter cattle for fun, you will have to drink 300 cups~~"
"Come on! Will enter the wine, the glass will not stop - hahahahaha..."
"Sing a song with you, please pour your ears for me - ears - listen ~~"
Li Bai laughed and ran around with the wine jug, touching the wine glass with everyone.
Everyone was stunned to taste the artistic conception in the poem, and uncontrollably picked up the wine and touched it, even if it was Shouwang Li Mao, Yang Yuhuan and others.
Li Bai raised his head and took a sip, and continued to vent loudly:
"Bells and drums are not expensive enough! I hope I won't wake up after a long drunk! β
"The ancient sages are all lonely~ Only the drinker leaves his name! Haha...."
"King Chen used to feast peacefully, and he fought wine for ten thousand years!!"
"Hahaha...."
With his laughter as if relieved, everyone's mood was aroused, even if they didn't know how to drink, they unconsciously sang a sip.
"Come on, come on, what is the master's words, you have to sell the right money!"
"Five-flowered horse-daughter--Hu'er will exchange for fine wineββ!"
"Eliminate eternal sorrow with youββββ"
"Eliminate with you... Heh, hahahahaha... Eternal sorrow..."
This painful drink made Li Bai pour out the boredom that had been suppressed in his heart for more than ten years.
This time it was even happier than the one by the Yellow River, and he felt like never before...
Carefree!!