Meng Yan estimated that two years ago, that is, when Ye Jielin was twelve or thirteen years old, she had already stepped into the realm of Yijin, compared to Tang Jinsong, who only practiced Yijin at the age of forty or fifty, and the people around her were still roaring and screaming, like some great achievement, Ye Jielin is indeed a genius here.

"This ...... Please mourn, life is not smooth sailing, it is normal for some accidents to happen, anyway, as long as there is still life, find another way to treat it, this is the conscience of the professional household of the corpse. Meng Yan shrugged his shoulders and said, "Actually, I don't understand, why are you in such a hurry? You can complete it at the age of twelve or thirteen, thirty or forty years earlier than that Tang Jinsong, and you can take your time in the cultivation in the future, why is there any need to be in such a hurry?

“...... You don't understand the pressure of struggle in the big faction. ”

The green-robed girl sighed helplessly, she could have said that she was persistent in seeking progress, or that a martial artist should be brave and fearless in her cultivation, and that taking a step back would be death, but when the words came to her lips, looking at the clear eyes of this young man, she unconsciously unloaded her guard and said those words that should not be spoken.

"I am not the descendant of the current Ye family, the current head of the family is my uncle, my father is his brother, and he is also a brilliant general in the family, although he is not qualified to take over the power, but he is very suspicious of the head of the family, and the position of our family is also very difficult, and I have attracted attention since I was a child because of my excellent qualifications...... I can't let them down. ”

Sitting on the bed, Ye Jielin looked at Meng Yan seriously, and said slowly: "My performance will be directly related to my family, all the people in our department, as long as I can continue to improve, have an infinite future, and continue to gain the attention of several ancestors, my family will be glorious, can raise their eyebrows, at least, will not be bullied, what benefits do I deserve, and we will never be less, but if I can't ......"

“...... Is there nothing left to have?"

"Before the accident, my cousin and I were on par, and we were listed as the most outstanding geniuses of the Ye family's generation, and I was given the title of sacrificial son and sacrificial girl, and I shared the artifact at the family sacrifice ceremony...... At that time, I had not practiced Yi Jin for a long time, and the foundation was not stable, but my family accidentally got Qiling Xiangmu, which was very helpful for impacting the marrow washing realm, according to the order, I was the most qualified to use it among the disciples of this generation, but if I abstained, the incense wood would be handed over to my cousin to use to help him impact the marrow washing realm, and if he succeeded, the gap between us would be widened...... I can't lose!"

Recalling the past, Ye Jielin unconsciously clenched her fists, and her excitement was all written on her face, but when it came to the worst, she still sighed deeply.

"As a result, I failed, not only wasted Qiling fragrant wood, but also caused serious internal injuries, in order to treat my injuries, my father greatly damaged his vitality, and wasted a lot of true qi, it took a few months to stabilize the injury, but it was only the surface, several ancestors said that the injuries suffered when impacting the customs realm were the most tricky, but they were barely cured, and they would also generate dark wounds, which would affect the future cultivation into the realm, unless they could find a once-in-a-lifetime artifact, it was impossible to heal......"

Ye Jielin said: "This time we heard the news of the auction, please participate, on the one hand, we want to obtain the Youtan Qi Fruit, on the other hand, we heard that there is a copper coin golden grass in the auction, although this herb is not as rare as the Youtan Qi Fruit, but it also has a unique healing effect, especially to deal with the damage of the failure to impact the marrow washing realm, if you can get ......."

"So I thought it was strange, you went to buy medicine, if the matter is urgent, you should run straight to the point, why do you want to waste time here? I initially thought you were a princess who had a seizure, put aside your business, and came here to hunt for treasure and have fun, but after knowing you for a long time, I found that you are not so stupid, why is this?"

"The people and horses sent by the family to bid for Youtan Qiguo, there are five ways, we can participate when we arrive, and there are other people who will execute it when we don't arrive, our role is actually just to distract the attention of outsiders from the suspicious soldiers, as for the copper money and golden grass, I estimate that it will be bid at a very high price, even sky-high ......"

"What?" Meng Yan said: "Your Ye family is so awesome in Dongtu, it's just other difficulties, there's no reason to be afraid of spending money, right?"

"The Ye family is not bad for money, but it also depends on whose body it is spent on, after the self-injury, the cultivation stagnates, and the injury is getting worse and worse...... In the eyes of my family, I am finished, and it is no longer worth pouring resources, over this period of time, I have seen too many cold faces, although I still retain the title of priestess, but there are already rumors, two months later, the Ye family's big sacrifice, my honor of the priestess will be canceled. ”

Ye Jielin smiled faintly, her smile was full of misery that was not suitable for her age, "My family will not pay for me to bid for copper money and golden grass, the money to participate in the bidding this time is my father and senior sister, and they sold the remaining assets to collect, although they are hiding from me, but I know the ...... of the way."

"Well, they trust you and are willing to invest in you, so you should be frank, accept their kindness, and heal your wounds. ”

"No, although they didn't say it, I knew that even if I got the copper coin and golden grass, it would not be possible to completely heal my injuries, at most, it would only be a recovery state, no longer the damage would deepen, and I would no longer have internal injuries at the stroke of luck, but the damage that had been caused would still make my future cultivation as slow as a cow, or even ...... At most, in this life, I will stop at washing the marrow and cannot go further. ”

Ye Jielin said: "Youtan Qiguo, the effect of treating physical injuries is much better than that of Copper Coin Golden Grass, but it is too rare, if I didn't meet you, I wouldn't have believed that it would be so easy to get Youtan Qiguo." ”

As soon as "this ......" was mentioned, Meng Yan was very embarrassed, "Your can has been ......"

"I know that just now when I was in a coma, I heard you and Senior Sister talking, and there was nothing left in that jar, and you didn't have a second copy in your hand......"

“...... That's right, I'm sorry. ”

"What is there to be sorry for? As you said before, this is a matter of chance, I don't have enough chance, and I waste everything I have in my hand, and this is not the first time. ”

Ye Jielin said: "I'm not afraid that the road will be difficult in the future, I just don't want to ...... I don't want to see my father and sister spend so much money and go bankrupt, and change mine to stop there, they don't care, I can't, every time I think of them spending so much for me, I am very scared, I want to run away, I feel so sorry for them......"

Speaking of this, the girl's tears rolled down one by one, she noticed her gaffe, and hurriedly reached out to wipe it, but just after wiping it, the uncontrollable tears rolled down one after another, and soon wet her sleeves.

"Yes, I'm sorry...... I'm not trying to cry...... I can't cry, I just ...... Can't help but ......"

The girl wiped the tears from her face, and the more she wiped them, the more she wiped them, and finally gave up, holding her face with both hands, covering her face, and sobbing and crying.

Meng Yan stood next to the bed, the distance between him and Ye Jielin was so close, he could hug the whole person as soon as he stretched out his hand, but looking at the girl's crying, he had never touched a similar scene, he only felt helpless, no matter what he did, he felt wrong, he obviously wanted to help in his heart, wanted to do something, but he didn't know what he could do, this feeling was really uncomfortable, and there was a voice in his heart, if there was a next time, he must not stand like this again, standing stupidly as a log.

"You, don't cry, you're crying like this with me, like I'm annoying......"

Meng Yan tried to find something to say, even if it was just to break the silence, but it didn't help, the girl's crying continued to sound, listening to his ears, he felt as if he was being roasted on a fire, extremely uncomfortable, and he couldn't help it.

"Okay, okay, don't cry, in fact, you're already very good, even if you fall down now, at least you've been praised by people, and you've been beautiful, like I've always been a corpse collector, and I've never been praised by anyone...... Uh, no, there's not a fucking person around me. ”

Annoyed, Meng Yan slammed the bed board, and there was a loud noise, Ye Jielin was taken aback, raised her head, stopped crying, and looked at the young man with teary eyes.

"When you are proud, there are people who hold you and fall down, there are also senior sisters and fathers, and there are other people who care about you, but what about me? Since I was a child, I have only relied on my father, your father is a war general, and he has a decent and stable job, and my father is a corpse collector, and he collects corpses! I have to pick up scraps of flesh all day long, and throw those bloody things to bury them, do you think this is very decent and beautiful? I told you, disgusting!

As soon as the words buried deep in his heart were opened, the young man's resentment also gushed endlessly, "Other people's fathers are decent, my father is the one who collects corpses, do you think I'm happy? I'm not fucking mentally ill, I'm not psychopathic, I'm just a six-year-old ghost, don't you think I'm born to like collecting corpses? He said he would leave without me, and he threw his job to me, and asked me to work for him for ten years, and only when I was done was allowed to go out to find him, but I didn't necessarily find it, you said, is this what a father should do?"

A series of words broke out, and Ye Jielin was also stunned, and it took a long time before she stammered.

"You...... It's not easy for you......"

"Of course!" replied angrily, Meng Yan didn't forget to add another sentence, "So, don't cry anymore." ”