Chapter Sixty-Eight: My Mouth Is Numb
(I know I'm two chapters short of a monthly pass...... will not exceed the end of the month)
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The wind and snow began to weaken during the cold season, and it was not until noon that the group was able to continue their departure, and when they approached their destination area, they finally began to occasionally see some elven temporary and permanent dwellings, as well as occasional elves and human slaves who went out to hunt or gather special plants in the cold season.
In fact, the system of the elven empire itself is very special, although a large three-dimensional structure is built on the basis of the source wood shijie tree, but about sixty percent of the elves are scattered in other regions, managed by a loose system of small lords. And even the elves who originally lived in the city like to travel at any time and even change the city they live in, simply put, the elf population in the elf empire is very mobile.
While hurrying, Hade paid attention to Weina's situation from time to time, and found that her consciousness alienation had really begun to deteriorate again, not only did she barely eat half of the cooked food in the morning, but now when she was riding a unicorn, she also seemed to be restless, always subconsciously wanted to squat on the saddle like an animal sitting, but she was finally able to control herself, and she hadn't made too out-of-the-ordinary actions for the time being.
"Positive emotions...... Positive emotions ...... "Hade has been thinking about this problem, Wella's consciousness is alienated or begins to be animalistic, if it is stimulated with more positive emotions, it will still have a more good suppression effect, but he is never sure whether his idea can achieve the best effect.
"Your Highness Ingrid, when do you think women will forget all their troubles?" though not expecting any astonishing insights from this idiot elven princess. But it doesn't hurt to hear what others have to say.
However, I didn't expect the elf princess to have some unique insights in this regard.
"It's going to be a lot of things," Ingrid said with some seriousness. "Research from various historical representatives shows that they can represent the pursuits of women of all classes, and the more ambitious women pursue the goals of wealth and power. There are also relatively simple pursuits of peaceful life and special hobbies, etc., and when their wishes are fulfilled, whether it is a purely positive feeling or not, it will make people feel satisfied and forget all their troubles, such as ......"
"Okay, you don't have to, I know you like to give examples, but I think these things are very unreliable," Hade sighed. "What else is there?"
"Of course that's love. The elven princess said as a matter of course.
"Hey...... Love?" Hed was deflated, the answer was close to his thoughts, but ......, "Isn't that too vulgar and too general?" ”
"I'm talking about human women," Ingrid said of course, "of course we elves are different, most of us elven women pursue dreams, such as the dream of art and culture like me, and there are also enemies of human beings who enter the army to destroy nature in pursuit of the dream of natural harmony." For example, my royal brothers and sisters......"
"Nonsense, to put it bluntly, it's not like a human being in essence. Hade pursed his lips, thinking that these elves could really beautify themselves, what to destroy the enemies of nature. It's not just that the natural environment is more suitable for the survival and development of their race.
Ingrid choked for a moment, wanting to be angry and thinking that she couldn't fall out with this terrible human, so she barely held back.
"Anyway. Tell me what you think human love is. ”
The elf princess, who had temporarily calmed her anger, wrenched her hands and said, "In fact, many feelings can be transformed into love. For example, coveting each other's beauty and appreciating each other's talents. Gratitude for the other party's contribution, admiration or worship of these more blind feelings, including the simple habits developed by long-term relationship, and even jealousy, hatred of these negative feelings, zuihou may be transformed into what human beings call love. ”
"Well, there's some truth to that......" Head nodded slightly.
"In short, love between human beings is abnormal. Ingrid Zuihou concluded.
Defeated, Hade looked helplessly at the elven princess who suddenly made a surprising turn, and felt that her point of view was really strange and different.
Ingrid, who felt that her analysis was very reasonable, was originally very proud, but when she saw Hade looking at her with strange eyes, she suddenly panicked: "You, don't think about it, I will never have such abnormal feelings as love with despicable human beings, I only hate and despise human beings." ”
"Got it, got it. Hade absentmindedly looked at the panicked elf princess, looked at Wella on the side, and found that she was staring at a few snow rabbits at the edge of the nearby woods, with an expression that wanted to pounce and forcibly held back, her face suddenly became sober and suddenly in a trance, it seemed that the emotional change was really serious.
"There's no way, although this method is very rude and excessive, but it's ......", Hade remembered that some brick family research before the crossing said that kissing and touching can make people feel calm and stable, although the so-called brick family research results have always been very nonsense, but now they can only break the jar and try it.
"If Wella is left alone, it is estimated that it will not be long before she can't help but pounce and chase those little animals like a wild beast......"
In order to avoid this from happening, Hed decided to use the stupider method, and he jumped lightly, landed on the back of the unicorn that Wella was riding, and reached out from behind to hold Wella firmly in his arms.
"What are you doing?" Wella, who was in a trance, was a little surprised, but she suddenly sobered up a lot, but for a moment she couldn't figure out what Wild's purpose was, so she didn't struggle much.
"Advance payment. ”
Twisting Wella's face, Head took the initiative to kiss her lips this time, and the emotionally confused Wella only symbolically refused a few times, and then lost in the beautiful feeling of a hot kiss between men and women.
A few minutes later, Hide ended the active attack, feeling that the body of Wella in his arms was a little paralyzed, and her emotions were not so strange, and she felt slightly relieved.
"It does seem to have some effect. ”
Wella, leaning her head on Ved's shoulder, was obviously in a much more stable mood, and she looked at Fade with a strange look in her eyes, a little angry but also a little shy. But more than that, I'm still at a loss.
"Lady Wella, do you remember what you wanted to do?"
The red-haired woman in her arms trembled slightly. seemed to recall his strange impulses before, and his face suddenly turned pale.
"It's all because of the effects of that anomalous alienation symptom. ...... makes you keep having weird thoughts", roughly explained the reason for this to Wella, and made Wella feel better for the time being.
“...... So what should I do?" and although Hede's explanation reassured her slightly, Wella was still very frustrated.
"You need to try to refrain from thinking about those strange thoughts, and you need to try to focus on other things to mitigate the effects of those strange thoughts. ”
"Something else?"
"Well, for example, when I kissed you just now, do you feel that your mood has settled down, and your mind is no longer so messy and dazed?"
Frowning and thinking for a moment, Wella had to admit that it was: "You mean to say. Will that keep me emotionally stable?"
"That's how it started out, after all, it was relatively new at the beginning, and I don't feel like Lady Weta has much experience in this area," Hide noticed that Weta blushed a little, "so it's easy to get caught up in it and forget about other things." ”
Wella waved her hand a little awkwardly and explained, "It's just some self-defeating impulsive behavior when I'm feeling down, well, didn't I say it last night, it's just a reward." ”
"But if Lady Wella only takes it as a reward. It will make the effect less effective, after all, affectionate behavior without affection cannot make each other fully engaged. ”
"This ......", Hede is indeed very serious about explaining the facts, not having any bad intentions. Wella could feel this, but she still felt very embarrassed.
"I'm pretty sure I'm in love with Lady Wella. Hade said solemnly, "Otherwise, I wouldn't have risked my life to accompany you here." If it's just to gain the attention of the main clan or to promote merit. I don't have to, I can. Those things just take a little more time, and there is no need to gamble with your own life. ”
Hear this confession with a realistic utilitarian analysis. Wella thought it was strange, it was not that she had not received confessions from other aristocratic men, but those people would first express how sincere their feelings were, how heartfelt their love for them was, and then praise their looks or abilities, etc., in short, it would not be as strange as Hed is now.
"I know I'm not good at expressing myself, but I promise that I will be there for you when you need it and will never give up on you, betray you, hurt you for any reason, and that's what I promise. ”
Halde, who said this, remembered that the red-haired duchess had dedicated her life to the Human Empire like her father in the original course of history, and she couldn't help but feel very emotional.
It is true that he may have originally developed some special feelings because of his admiration for this future heroine, after all, the current Wella has not yet become such a great man, but although the time spent with Wella is not long, he is very sure that she will do so in the future.
Wella looked at Have's serious expression and couldn't speak for a long time, but it was because of this impact that her mind was concentrated, and she suppressed the emergence of other emotions.
"This ...... I'm not mentally prepared yet, and it will take a while to think about it. It took a long time for Wella to hesitantly answer.
Hide didn't care: "Well, but if you are emotionally out of control during this period, I can only use that method to help you suppress it." ”
Wella opened her mouth, a little conflicted in her heart, but after all, she was not disgusted with Hide and could be said to have a good impression, coupled with the fear of that strange emotional change, she still couldn't say no after all.
Shrugging his shoulders, Head said helplessly: "Lord Wella, you can think that I am taking advantage of others, and I am taking advantage of this opportunity to deliberately take advantage of you, and it doesn't hurt to even think that I am a despicable villain." ”
Wella shook her head slightly, but couldn't think of any suitable words to respond.
"In short, I hope that even if you are dissatisfied with my actions, Lord Wella, please bear with me for a while and accept my rudeness, whether you can understand my approach or not, and I will be willing to deal with you when we return to Roland City. ”
Wella didn't speak, obviously acquiescing.
Her reaction made Hade breathe a sigh of relief, to be honest, the Wella that Hand knew was a more decent typical female knight, with a more traditional or rather conservative concept, unlike some human aristocratic women who did not pay much attention to the issue of physical purity, considering her situation, I am afraid that yesterday's reward was Wella's first kiss.
So even kissing and touching were completely beyond normal communication for Wella, and Hide was really worried that frequent hyper-friendly exchanges with her would be unacceptable to her. At least now Wella acquiesced, whether she really understood it or not, and at least it would allow her to stabilize her emotions for a while.
"I hope to borrow the Wyvern from this elven lord as soon as possible and rush to the destination, so that nothing can go wrong again. ”
Approaching the center of this elven territory, they saw many human slaves doing all kinds of labor collectively in the snow, in such a cold season, even the elves who were born with extraordinary physique mostly wore relatively thick leather clothes, while these human slaves could only wear very thin linen clothes, and only a few wore homemade simple leather jackets.
"In this weather, these elves let the human slaves clear the snow from the road, are there any important cargo convoys passing through?" "Hed was a little alarmed, remembering the deal mentioned by the three humans he met yesterday, and the reconnaissance-type source spirit summon that was apparently released by the elven druid.
Wella's mood began to be unstable again, because she saw a lot of scenes of human beings being enslaved, which made this human female disguised as an elf have an inexplicable sense of justice, although she can barely control it now, but Hade has noticed that Wella is constantly clenching her palms, and it seems that she is working very hard, and she may not know when she will lose control.
In order to prevent Wella from doing bad things out of the momentary impulse of anger, Hide had to continue to hold Wella tightly in his arms to prevent her from acting rashly.
"Calm down, now we can't save them, control our emotions. From time to time, Hade whispered in her ear.
But it was clear that Wella's self-control was very weak now, and Hade had sensed that her body was tense and could make a move at any moment, so he had to resort to clumsy ways to divert her attention repeatedly.
Kissing again and again, the two of them feel that there have been some changes in each other, from the initial awkwardness and stiffness, to the gradual proficiency and tacit understanding, this subtle but familiar to each other makes both parties more involved, and the feeling of each other is getting better and better.
But......
When Hade finally restrained himself, left Wella's red lips, and looked at the red-haired beauty who relaxed her body in her arms and seemed a little short of breath, she had to admire in her heart that Wella had another kind of attraction.
After taking a few deep breaths and calming down, Hade sat up slightly and smiled slightly wryly: "My mouth is numb......"
Wella, who was leaning on Hade's arms, chuckled twice, opened her eyes and glanced at Hade's slightly bitter black face, and couldn't stop laughing with a slight hoarse and lazy voice in her voice: "Me too." (To be continued, if you want to know what will happen next, please log in, more chapters, support the author, support genuine reading!)