Chapter 33: Desperate Love (Part II)
In the midst of thousands of years of silence, Freya discovers that everything in her life is actually related to Balthus, and only to Balthus.
A lot of people's memories will disappear unconsciously, the past memories of childhood, the glorious years of the war, and even the faces of their parents are gradually forgotten in the confinement of endless darkness, but everything about Balthus has always been remembered by her.
The life she had, the battles she had, everything she had in her life, were all the shadows of Balthus.
When Freya realizes that her whole life is in a sense only for Balthus, that complex emotion can only be experienced by herself, and in the contrast to his soul for thousands of years of morning and twilight, listening to his painful and affectionate call for his name in the darkness, and occasionally waking up but confused to pour out a few words to the darkness, what kind of feelings has that complex emotions have become, even her own meditation for thousands of years still can't see herself.
However, what Di Xue said, in fact, Freya has understood a long time ago that in the relentless passage of time, all the missions and beliefs that have been in the past have become no longer important, and her so-called mission as the guardian of the human race has ended at the moment when Balthus is petrified, and her belief in the war is to overthrow the tyrannical rule of Balthus, and the demon kingdom of the dragon and demon has long disappeared in the primeval world, and the mortal world has already changed dynasties countless times.
Balthus was sealed and imprisoned by her for ten thousand years, and she was also imprisoned with him for ten thousand years, and from Balthus's confused and helpless self-muttering when he was occasionally sober, Freya knew that Balthus had long been in love with her.
However...... Freya didn't understand, why did Balthus fall in love with her?
Because I can't understand it, I can't accept it.
......
In the midst of the frenzied venting and the tragic battle, Balthus's sanity gradually returned to sobriety.
Originally...... Tens of thousands of years have passed, and even the era in which he once lived has been called primeval.
Balthus devoured Grand Master John, and also obtained his memories by secret methods, and learned everything about this world.
The vicissitudes of the sea, the time has changed, the current Red Sea Continent has become the empire of the weakest human race in the primeval era, most of the primeval tribes have disappeared and become extinct, even the spiritual passage has been sealed, and the gods can no longer descend to the mortal world.
There is no god in the world, and if he returns to his peak state, there will be no threat again, and it will be easy to reign over the world again, but what is the point......
Wealth, power, glory, and even eternal life were no longer important to him.
The person he cared about most and most importantly in his heart had become a dry skeleton......
Freya couldn't accept Balthus's love, and Balthus couldn't tell Freya his love all the time......
In the beginning, Balthus just used Freya as a toy in his spare time.
It's just a toy...... A toy to relieve loneliness, his most glorious moment is invincible in the mortal world, and the gods of the two major gods will come to the mortal world is not his opponent, but the invincible life in the world is also extremely lonely and boring for his eternal life.
And while he was searching for the invincible opponent in the world, Freya appeared.
Did Balthus know that Freya was a tool cultivated by the Protoss to deal with him, the Terran Guardian? Balthus was initially dismissive of this, he didn't think that weak humans could pose any threat to him.
But Freya is strong enough, and if it's not enough compared to him, she's still a lonely opponent.
And as Freya fights him again and again, he becomes more and more surprised by how he feels.
How could there be such a woman in this world? Why could such a powerful force erupt from that small body? Why did she persist in fighting until she could no longer stand and swing her sword no matter how many injuries she suffered? Why did a mortal soul have such fearless courage and persistent faith......
Freya was the most unique creature he had ever seen, and he began to pay silent attention to Freya, slowly discovering that she was so unique that he began to ...... Heart.
Gradually, he began to be reluctant to hurt her in battle, and did not want her to suffer, but when he was wounded by her, it was painful......
Not physical pain, but heartache.
Because he knew that he had gradually developed different feelings for this woman, but she would never be able to accept his feelings.
In her eyes, he will always be just her enemy, the demon lord she wants to kill.
Therefore, his love is destined to be like Manzhu Sawa in the Demon God Realm in his memory forever, the leaves and flowers will never see each other, lonely and desperate.
He waited for her to be strong enough to fight him to the death. He knew that sooner or later he would be defeated by her hands, because he would never bear to attack her with all his might.
It's just that when she was about to seal him up, he couldn't help but ask her, "Do you really want me to die so much?"
Her answer was, "All I have done in my life is that you die." ”
Then I'm going to die...... He was also tired, he was tired of endless battles, and he didn't want to bear desperate love anymore, he silently looked at her sitting cross-legged on the ground and casting the sealing technique, allowing her to petrify and seal himself.
Just let everything ...... It's okay with me to turn into eternal memories......
However, even if the gods wanted to die, it would be too difficult, and this is the blessing of the Lord of the gods, but it is also the curse of eternal loneliness.
In the midst of eternal darkness, Balthus forgot the passage of time and allowed himself to sink into a chaotic consciousness, waiting for death to come.
He was awake for a short time, not only because his soul had been traumatized, but also because he himself did not want to wake up, and when he had to wake up, the only thing he could do in the endless loneliness was to remember.
The more he recalled, the stronger the love became, and the more regretful he became, the more he regretted that he didn't say that love until the most embarrassing?
And in the dark, Balthus had a certain feeling, and Freya had been watching him.
He didn't know how long his consciousness had been in chaos, he thought that the time in the outside world had not passed long, because of that feeling in the dark, he thought that Freya was still alive in the world, and had been living not far from him, living in the secret realm of dragons and demons that he had opened.
As the fire of his soul was worn out by the seal, Balthus realized that death was approaching, as a god with eternal life, death sometimes meant a way to achieve peace for the gods, but as death approached, Balthus's remorse was even stronger.
Approaching death, Balthus found that all his former glory was no longer important, all of them were meaningless, and the only person who really mattered was Freya, she was the only regret he couldn't let go of in the face of death, and the love that he once wanted to give up forgetting was getting stronger and stronger, and he wanted to break through the seal and tell Freya everything.
Even if he knew that she would not accept his love, he didn't want to die in endless regrets, even if it was desperate love, he had no regrets.
As a result, Balthus began to use all kinds of methods to break through the seal...... However, when he saw the light of day again, he found that tens of thousands of years had passed, and Freya had become a dry skeleton.
It turned out that it was my own delusion...... This love of his is destined to despair forever......
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