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"You're just coming to see me?" Buli wanted to laugh, but he couldn't, and his voice gradually returned to calm.
"Hmm. Zhang Xitong admits bluntly.
Bu Li was speechless, and now that he said this, Bu Li didn't know how to pick up Lu Dao at all. The two men were silent, and stood opposite each other in some embarrassment. Zhang Xitong is like a statue, a black statue, his long hair falling next to the black cloth, his whole body is motionless, "looking" through the black cloth, looking at this person who makes him dream.
Bu Li didn't know what to say, and looked at Zhang Xitong blankly, as if he saw the rabbit girl who was working hard to survive in the cold wind, and the hoarse voice rang in his ears.
Time passed little by little, Buli's hands trembled a little, and he wanted to take out a cigarette from the storage bag to take a puff, but his fingers fell on the storage bag and became sluggish.
"How can you bear to bully me like this?!" Zhang Xitong said in a choked voice. The black cloth was slowly soaked with tears, and an inexplicable sadness permeated the small stone house.
"I ......" walked out of a trance, and I didn't know how to explain it. It's as if I did something wrong, but in retrospect, I don't know what I did wrong. I don't want to talk a few words to relieve my tense nerves that are about to break, but my mind is blank, and I can't even do what I am best at relieving stress.
"You like that girl in your house, I know. But why did you come to me, take her hand, spend a lot of money for her, buy jewelry, and please her?" Zhang Xitong became more and more excited. is already incoherent, where is the Soul Lan Continent Heavenly Dao Sect that has seen thousands of miles of young advocate Xitong has a little style.
Black hair fluttering. His eyes were covered by a black cloth, and tears were overflowing. Tears flowed down the black cloth, and tears soaked the placket.
Bu Li was even more speechless, looking at Zhang Xitong who was crying bitterly, and seemed to understand why Zhang Xitong didn't take off the black cloth. This girl wanted to maintain her last trace of dignity, and she didn't want to give in to the way she cried bitterly.
Silence, except for silence, I don't know what else I can do. Comforting Zhang Xitong, how to comfort himself, comforting himself, comforting himself and Cai Xiaoxian'er's happiness? This kind of thing, Buli can't do it. But what else can I do? What else can I do but sit here and watch Zhang Xitong stand in front of me and cry bitterly?
Creation makes people worse than this.
Buli sat quietly. With his hands at his side, stiff and cold.
"From the first time I saw you in the Hate Mountain Sect and in the mirage, I knew that Lu Dao saw the evil fate of his life. Zhang Xitong's voice became a little indifferent, as if the cry just now made Zhang Xitong release some sad emotions, and said what he wanted to say, maybe this is the last time he faces Bu Li, or maybe this is the only time he has the courage to say everything he wants to say.
"Later, I went to the Relic Mountain Range just to see you. I want to know what I feel in my heart, because of what will appear. Zhang Xitong seemed to have regained his composure, standing in front of Bu Li, quietly stating a fact, "The powerful man beside you." Throw me into the river of your memory. There, I got rid of a kind of tiredness, a kind of mania that I was born with. Who. Kiss my eyes and cover me for half my life. That's when I found the answer. That's you, it can only be you. ”
Bu Li listened to Zhang Xitong's voice gradually becoming calmer. It was as if I had been stabbed with a sharp knife. Originally, Buli had been carefully maintaining the distance between him and Zhang Xitong, and the beast-like instinct allowed Buli to have a kind of closeness to Zhang Xitong, and there was a cause and effect in his previous life. But creation makes people, and Buli can only maintain this distance, and he doesn't even dare to show half of his ambiguous feelings.
However, when Zhang Xitong stood in front of Buli and cried bitterly, she sounded indifferent, but in fact, when she said everything she wanted to say in her heart with enthusiasm, the heart that was tightly sealed by Buli was instantly shattered.
In the past, whether it was Du Tianci or the powerful existence in the white mist, or when others talked about Zhang Xitong, or even when Buli saw in the mirage that he had promised Zhang Xitong in his previous life, Buli knew that he owed her. Maybe he can be cheeky and say no, but after experiencing the world of elves and orcs, the instinct of the body has been opened by the powerful existence in the white mist, and Bu Li has obtained not only the martial arts of the previous life, but also some attachment of the previous life.
It's not instinct, it's better than instinct.
"I fell on you, and I know that the Tao is a joke of the Almighty. But at that time, do you know how happy I am in the Dao? In the eyes of others, I am the proud daughter of the sky, the young master of the Heavenly Dao Sect, and the young master Zhang Xitong Zhang who sees thousands of miles and calculates the world. But only I know the sorrow and waiting of my own heart. The moment it fell on you, my heart melted, and I knew that in this life, I would never fall in love with anyone else except you. ”
Zhang Xitong's voice echoed in the stone house, a little ethereal, but more sad.
It's like the wind and snow in the bitter cold land of the extreme north, blowing on Buli's face, smashing it, splitting the head and covering the face, and the ice cube that splits the head and covers the face falls in the step, and the snow foam splashed on Buli's body is even harder than when he was in the bitter cold land of the extreme north. The hands and feet were cold, and the two hands hanging by his side were numb, unable to move, pale and pale.
"Over the years, I met a teenager who amazed my time and warmed my years. It's a pity that he's not mine. The days went by like that, and when I was old, he held my hand and told me, "I can't do it in this life, and I will return it in the next life." Zhang Xitong's voice was like the wind and snow in the bitter cold land of the extreme north, cold and indifferent, just coldly telling the things in his heart.
"Over the years, I met that teenager again. Although they are no longer the identity of the previous life, no matter what you do, I will stand by your side, stand behind you, and look at your back, which is the pride of my life. ”
"Over the years, when I met the boy again, he already had another girl by his side. What can I do? What can I do? He's my pride? No, he's her pride. ”
"During the 'three wars', Cai Xiaoxian'er's safety was in danger. It's even more important than winning or losing a battle. Afterwards, the sect repeatedly looked at the mirage of your battle. Everyone thinks you've made a stupid decision. gave up the victory that was close at hand, and was narrowly reversed by the blood three. But I know what you think. I know it. ”
Zhang Xitong's tone was firm and indifferent, and he hit Buli coldly. The black-clothed black man seemed to have been completely frozen, and he raised his hand with difficulty, his fingertips were cold and wooden. Slowly put the black hood on his head, shrouding his body and mind in a darkness, a haze, not allowing anyone to see it.
"Your choice is the consciousness of your heart. In that moment of lightning and fire, you can't think of anything superfluous. I'd rather lose and die with Cai Xiaoxian'er than win, and let Cai Xiaoxian'er suffer a little danger. If you want to die, then it's better to die together, it's better than letting the girl next to you die by herself. ”
Zhang Xitong's words were sharp, and they directly hit Bu Li's heart. This kind of potential obscure mind can only be understood by stepping away from oneself. The formidable existence in the white mist should also know the Dao, but it has never been talked about with Bu Li. After the "Three Wars", the powerful existence in the white mist showed Bu Li a mirage about Zhang Xitong, and gave Bu Li all kinds of knowledge of his past and present lives.
And all that. Zhang Xitong watched the fire in the cave, and even said it, it was clearer than the hazy consciousness in Bu Li's heart.
Step away, his face was blank. With his hands clasped in front of him, his body seemed to melt into the shadows cast by the candlelight of the stone house. It seems to be praying for atonement, and it seems that he didn't listen to Zhang Xitong at all.
Zhang Xitong ignored the departure. Facing this young man who made Zhang Xitong haunted by his own dreams, how many times he woke up in his dreams, and woke up painfully, with a black cloth wrapped around his eyes, even if he was the last time he saw him sincerely, Zhang Xitong was unwilling to give in and see his vulnerability.
It's a pride, a pride in the bones.
Yes, everyone is changing. Not only the memories of the previous life, but also the vicissitudes of this life. The years have changed Buli, and they have also changed Zhang Xitong. What remains unchanged is only the thousands of years of waiting and anticipation.
It's just that this kind of waiting and anticipation turned into bright fireworks at the very end, and it couldn't even make Zhang Xitong feel a trace of warmth.
Did you miss it again? In this life, did you miss it again?
Yes, this life is missed again. It's not his fault, it's not his own fault, it's wrong, it's this world, it's this damn fate.
"In Canglan Academy, you don't even look at me. Zhang Xitong said to himself, looking through all the days he and Buli had experienced, some were warm, some were bland, but no matter what day it was, it was the same, Buli even said even a word to himself, not to mention soft words, whispering love words in his ear.
"The third plane fragment, I've been to see you countless times, ten years, ten years, you're doing something! Death! You're afraid, you're afraid that you won't be able to see the girl next to you when you go out. But when have you ever thought that there is still someone waiting for you by your side, as long as you turn back and smile, you can warm her heart!"
"You won't do it, you won't do anything. ”
"I don't know what your heart is made of, Lang's heart is as cold and hard as iron, even if I am tender like water, even if I love you firmly and elegantly, I can't touch your heart. You're so ruthless, so ruthless!"
"Do you know Lu Dao, when you were injured in the last battle, I hugged you and cried, crying in front of Yunge and Shanghufeng. But how happy I was then? How I wish you had just died, in my arms. We can't live together, we can't be white-headed, but we can die together. ”
"I was so hopeful, but you survived. You can't die, I know. You're not going to die if you come here and you don't do what you want to do. You have your obsession, you have your persistence and persistence, I know the way. ”
"Even this hope is in vain, what else can I expect?!" Zhang Xitong "looked" at Bu Li, as if he was "looking" at his former love, although he was separated by a black cloth, he could still see Bu Li leaning against the wall at this moment, covering his face with a black hood, hiding himself in the dark, hiding, and not letting anyone touch him.
Can his girl see it? Zhang Xitong thought to himself, maybe he could see it, maybe he couldn't see it, but those were nothing important. Yes, none of that matters.
Miss. Who can be spared? Neither he nor himself? He has his thoughts, and maybe he thinks of himself once in a while.
Zhang Xitong is proud in his bones. Just like the pride of the Kamito Lottery of the year, standing on this continent. Women don't let the eyebrows go.
But fate pushed Zhang Xitong to such an embarrassing place, into such an unbreakable knot. The heart was empty, vaguely buzzing, the sound was soft, echoing, filling, inside this narrow stone house.
"Do you know what you are going to do? After you came out of Canglan Academy, I knew what you were going to do in a hurry. If I were you. Or you wait for me outside, and the first thing I do when I come out will be the same. ”
"It's just that I didn't expect you to appear in front of me so soon. Originally, I should have been happy, but unfortunately, the girl who followed you next to you, you just held her hand like this. Standing in front of me, it was as if to tell me silently that you like her, you only like her. She alone can be worthy of your liking. ”
"I want to thank you for spending a lot of money to buy jewelry for that girl and help me out. The Heavenly Dao Sect hasn't thought about it yet. In other words, no matter which sect in the Soul Lan Continent has not thought about it. Whether it is your variable that is more important, or the Canglan Academy, which has stood at the peak of the Soul Lan Continent for countless years, is more important. ”
"Nobody wants a choice. Canglan Academy is forcing everyone to make a choice. I want to thank you for not having to make a choice so quickly. Zhang Xitong's tone was full of endless ridicule, talking about stepping away, and ridiculing his own infatuation.
Luohua deliberately flowed ruthlessly, this kind of thing would actually appear on the body of the Heavenly Dao Sect Young Advocate Xitong, no one would have thought of it before Bu Li appeared. Even if this happened, there were still people who couldn't believe it.
"If such a big movement comes out of thin air in Wufang City, I know that it must be you. So, here I am, I'm going to look at you and tell you all the things I want to say. Zhang Xitong said, his emotions gradually became uncontrollable, the strength on his body flew with more and more excited emotions, and his black hair also flew with the appearance of soul power.
Flying, dancing and flying. But there is no longer the innocence of being young and frivolous, there is no sweetness of first love, all that remains is the bitter past and the man who has always loved and will always love and pity him.
"You are strong and will be stronger in the future. But those have nothing to do with me, whether you are a young man from the Xishan Relic Clan, or a strong man standing at the peak of the Soul Lan Continent, they are all a person, a person I am proud of. ”
"Even when you were at your lowest, I was proud of you. It's not for anything, just because in my heart, you are my man, the only man, and there is no one else who can replace him. ”
"It's a pity, you're not mine, I can only stand far away, looking at your back, watching you hold the hand of the girl next to you, standing at the peak of the Soul Lan Continent, and having a bird's-eye view of all beings. There, it was me, it was supposed to be me. Whether it's dead or alive, it should be me. ”
"It's a pity, creation makes people, in the last life, you were not mine. In this life, you are still not mine. What else can I do? You tell me, what do you want me to do?! I've waited so long, one or two, and I still can't wait for you! What do you want me to do!"
The black big black big behind Zhang Xitong flew up, and he walked away from Zhilu Dao, this dress was the one he wore in Canglan Academy. The big coat behind him was put on by himself for Zhang Xitong. The black clothes on his body, countless tears, and the edge of the tears were bloodstains that had become black, which were the clothes he had changed after the fierce battle with "Bai Liang", and he threw them aside, but he didn't expect to be carefully packed up by Zhang Xitong.
Now that he is wearing it, Bu Li's eyes narrowed. With just one action, he used up almost all of his strength.
Zhang Xitong, who was originally tightly wrapped in a black coat, revealed a black dress on his body, a black black dress with blood, and the delicate skin like a white flower appeared looming in the stone house inside the black robe. In the original feelings of grief and sadness, there is suddenly a little more charming.
"Do you know the way?" Zhang Xitong smiled, although he was still sad and inexplicable, but his smile was as innocent and tranquil as a child, "In Canglan Academy, we encountered the illusion, the woman in red, the scene I saw was already the same as yours." But I felt that the woman in red was me. She was complaining and confiding in me, confiding in you how ruthless and decisive you were. ”
Bu Li thought of the red-clothed female ghost in the fragment of the second plane in Canglan Academy, holding the child, crying to himself, and after the last time, he defeated the demon in his heart and killed her with a sharp knife. Although it seems that the female ghost in red is not very powerful now, but at that time, she narrowly risked her own life. After that, Bu Li didn't ask anyone what he had encountered, because he didn't want anyone to know what he had encountered.
"But, do you know the way?!" the corners of Zhang Xitong's mouth rose, drawing a beautiful arc that broke his heart, innocent and pure, "Do you know the way, how much I envy her." At the very least, she has been with you for a while, and she has been together for a gentle and lingering time. As long as there has been, it can be recalled, and there is no need to regret it. And what do I have? I just look at your back again and again, and engrave your shadow deeply in my heart, and other than that, I have nothing. (To be continued......)