201. Questioning
"What's going on with this guy...... Lynn, you haven't done anything strange to her, have you?"
It is difficult for Mochi to associate the woman in front of him with a depressed and melancholy aura with the impression of Miss Hyogo Kita-what are you kidding, who is this melancholy petty bourgeois woman!
"That's it since I found her—well, there are always a few days a month, and it's all right......" Lin quietly glanced at Miss Hyogo North out of the corner of her eye, but found that she didn't make any statement at all because of her own mouth, "Well, it's true that she is not in a state." ”
Lin believes that if she were her usual, she would definitely not be able to stand such groundless and malicious speculation at this time.
Ever since Rin brought Miss Hyogo Kita back to her "stronghold", she had been in such a state that Mochi had no idea what was going on, but Rin knew a little - this guy must have been bothered by the fact that she had lost her mind due to anger before, and was almost knocked down (in fact) by ordinary humans she looked down upon. For Miss Hyogo, this is not as simple as "hurting her self-esteem", but she has questioned herself more deeply.
She was born out of a collection of human negative thoughts, and in fact, Miss Hyogo Kita has always been "proud" of this, because it inevitably gives her a sense of superiority.
She has always looked at the world from this perspective of looking down. Although she also understands that in this huge group, there are always some great people who she can't grasp, and who gather the brilliance of truth, goodness and beauty. But the vast majority of human beings cannot escape the entanglement of sin after all...... Stupid, ridiculous, humble. It has always been a word that portrays the true face of the mediocre world.
This defeat is a defeat to someone who can deserve the word "brave". Miss Hyogo Kita didn't complain either. She calls herself the "Demon King", so whether she defeats the brave or loses to the brave, it is a matter of course.
Winning proves that her sins are strong enough, and losing, just shows that her sins are not strong enough......
However, this time it was defeated at the hands of the "mortals" she had always looked down upon.
Even though she had the reason that "she had lost most of her strength, and now her strength is less than one percent", Miss Hyogo Kita did not take it out. If the brave is at the very beginning of the adventure. Defeated by an ordinary bandit, then he cannot be called a "brave man"...... In the same way, the decline in the strength of the "Demon King" is definitely not an excuse for him to lose to mortals.
When Miss Hyogo Kita was defeated by these mortals who "relied on some weird props" to fight with her, she was already disqualified as the "Demon King".
"I said you...... Is this all right?"
Rin walked up to Miss Hyogo-Kita, put her hand in front of her, and shook it vigorously - but Miss Hyogo-Kita didn't respond. Obviously, her spiritual consciousness at this moment. And not in the state.
"Come back to your senses!"
Lin directly pinched Miss Hyogo's cheek and pinched the soft flesh on her cheek hard - under the pain, Miss Hyogo Kita finally came to her senses and looked up. What caught my eye was Lynn's face with dissatisfaction written on it.
"How long will it be until you've been putting a dead man's face here, you idiot!"
Such a person who exuded low air pressure sat motionless next to him, and Lin also felt quite a stomachache. Most importantly. As for the vest that Miss Hyogo Kita is wearing now, it is really not suitable for such a melancholy literary fan......
"Leave me alone...... Not. I'm going to ...... quietly."
"Who's Jingjing? she's gone!"
What should you do when you encounter this awkward situation? Uncle Lin Youde teaches you the second correction boxing in the secret biography~!
In response to Miss Hyogo's uncooperative negative attitude. Lin didn't say much, and directly stepped forward and grabbed her by the collar, and punched Miss Hyogo Kita's face.
"What a shame you're trying to say?What are you trying to say when you're confused?" Lin was still angry, and punched Miss Hyogo Kita's other cheek, "What can you do just by being stupid here!, if you become confused about yourself and feel that you have reached a dead end, won't you fool find another way!? Stupid, you won't even turn back when you enter a dead end!?"
Lin really can't accept it, this should be a heavyweight boss-level character, like a confused and cowardly middle two sick teenager, self-pity. What is she trying to do with such an immature appearance? Could it be that Mochi's past life was ruined by such a stupid guy!?
When she thought that the culprit of Mochi's plight was actually such a bear, Lin was angry.
"I see that you are not only dominated by 'negative thoughts', but in your mind, those arrogant and arrogant cowardly secondary two complexes that dare not take responsibility should also be cleaned up!"
When a person grows up, she may be ashamed of all kinds of stupid things in her past secondary two period, but she will not deny that restless era - it is precisely because she has experienced such an immature period that she can use this as a bridge to grow in the true sense, instead of still staying in her own fantasy of "growth".
Perhaps the so-called "middle two" is indeed an immature expression, but isn't the cause of this qiē precisely from the eager expectation of young girls and girls who yearn for "maturity" -- the extreme nature of ideas can be criticized, and the naivety of acting can be despised, but only this enthusiasm cannot be denied.
After accepting one's own immaturity with peace of mind, one will naturally become closer to the ideal posture of maturity! Paying too much attention to and clinging to one's own immaturity can only show that this person is still in the "second period" that he himself resists.
――Just like Miss Hyogo Kita.
"Just want to have a P! If you are not satisfied with your current situation, then take practical actions to change your mouth!"
"Lynn, if you keep fighting, she'll be knocked out by you!"
"Let it go, mochi! Your life was ruined at the hands of such a stupid middle school disease! The culprit who ruined your life and made a mess of my life. I don't admit it, it's this kind of person!"
One of Hyogo's North Lady's faces was already swollen for Rin. Lynn who has always had a kind attitude. With such a big anger this time, you can imagine how disappointed she was in Miss Hyogo Kita-she was able to endure the threat that the other party had posed to her, but she could not accept it at all, and she showed cowardice and weakness...... Really, the guy who has added so much trouble to his life is so vulnerable, which makes Lin feel deeply insulted.
"Enough! she doesn't deserve your anger!"
Mochi hugged Lynn tightly from behind, restricting Lynn's movement with his own arms—almost one and the same. How could she not understand what the other party was thinking? Lynn's dissatisfaction, Lynn's anger, she understood it......
“...... I'm sorry. ”
As if she had lost her strength, Rin casually threw Miss Hyogo's body aside.
"I just...... Think mochi is it worth it...... I'm still lucky to meet wet sauce, and I'm lucky to enjoy a life in another world with no danger, but mochi, you...... But you will ...... for the sake of this kind of goods."
Lynn turned and buried her face in Mochi's chest, and said no more—feeling the placket of her chest getting wet, Mochi didn't say much, just gently patted Lynn's back...... Lynn is still a very contradictory person. Obviously he can be regarded as a mature person, but sometimes he still loves to be spoiled like a child......
Thinking of this, Mochi looked at the silent Miss Hyogo Kita, and his eyes became cold: "Lin, this kid." I've always been strong and rarely cry...... You guy, you made her cry. ”
“......”
"I'm not like Lynn. I have a deep hatred for you, and there's nothing wrong with killing you now. Merely. For Lynn's sake, I had chosen to put down my hatred for the time being. I don't bother with you...... I'm not going to offer any more mercy from now on, and if you're still so stupid and don't change anything, I'll take it upon myself to help you solve this extravagant and stupid problem once and for all—for Lynn's sake, it's the last chance. ”
......
"Really...... It's so stiff and gentle. ”
Miss Hyogo Kita is not a stupid person with zero emotional intelligence, although her thinking circuit has always been different from that of normal people, but if she is willing to think, she can still figure out what Lin and her thoughts.
Whether it is Lin or Mochi, they nominally claim that there is no room for reconciliation with themselves, especially Mochi, and there is a deep hatred between them and themselves - but when you think about it, the attitude of these two people towards them is really not like the category of "enemies". Even if they tell that they are suspending hatred because of interests and needs, the proportion of hatred in the emotions and attitudes that are revealed in this exchange is really not much.
Their pair of "sisters" are, undoubtedly, gentle and somewhat excessive.
"Spared...... No, am I being pitied?"
To be honest, Miss Hyogo Kita herself came over with a difficult time to digest - who was she? She was born from the negative thoughts of human beings, symbolizing the sins of mankind itself, the undoubted enemy of mankind. Not to mention those who see her as a seal of the flood beast, even Miss Hyogo Kita herself has always put herself in the position of the great demon king who is a disaster to mankind, and has taken practical actions.
All along, she has no doubts about her position.
However, by all human beings, who want to kill themselves as soon as possible, one day, they will be sympathized with and expected by two girls - or two girls whose lives have been disturbed by themselves. They should come from the future, and one of them died tragically at his own hands......
What Miss Hyogo Kita couldn't understand was that the vague gentleness of mochi was not "forced" to do it. Although it undoubtedly felt rather stiff and reluctant, it was also based on her own will, and it was by no means perfunctory.
Is there something wrong?
"What is the reason why I chose to enter this world, which has long been out of my control?"
Miss Hyogo Kita couldn't help but fall into deep contemplation.
Having lost most of her strength, she should have been in the dark and tried to avoid danger as much as possible, but she chose to enter the tiger's den after just breaking away from Longtan - it was out of this impulse that she made such a risky move?
“......”
In the midst of painful thinking, Miss Hyogo Kita finally found the answer.
"I ...... Did you have such a premonition at that time?"
Throwing yourself into this world gives you a great chance of regaining your lost power - at that time, it was under the control of such a premonition that Miss Hyogo Kita made an uncharacteristically aggressive move.
She is a being born through the action of thoughts, and rarely questions such sudden inspiration and intuition.
"My strength...... What is it?"
Miss Hyogo Kita became more and more confused.
Wasn't she born out of the condensation of negative thoughts, criticizing the demons of justice, goodness, and beauty? Why did she suddenly have the idea that "her own power is wrong" at this moment?
[If you enter a dead end, won't you even turn back!?]
“...... Woo!!"
Miss Hyogo Kita's heart suddenly felt her heart shrink and almost jump out of her throat - Rin's angry accusations, her hateful gaze, and her disappointed and dissatisfied voice resurfaced in Hyogo's mind.
Like thunder.
“...... No, it won't......" Unconsciously, Miss Hyogo's voice began to tremble, but she herself suddenly didn't know, but her hands couldn't help but grab her forehead, "Why did I have such an idea......?" Why do you feel ...... I'm in the middle of a dead end!?"
That's right...... It's all because ...... Your own failure today......
Because she failed to control her emotions and let her anger and impulsiveness take over her own reason, she ended up with an unacceptable defeat -- yes! Her confusion, her doubts, her gaffes, the reason for this is because of this...... She, as the ruler of negative thoughts, actually let negative thoughts turn around and control her body and mind......
"What's going on! I ...... Why is this happening!?"
[--Actually, you've always been like this...... Haven't you always decided what you do and think on the basis of those negative and sinful wills? It's just that you have never thought about whether you control your negative thoughts or whether negative thoughts dominate you......
"Liar...... Lie, right...... Get out of my heart, you devil—uh!"
[Do you question the devil in your heart?hahaha, "I" is really interesting......] (To be continued......)