On the road of growth, there will always be all kinds of troubles, love, study, work, all kinds of ...... Maybe today's people don't need to be like the ancients in the war period because of the war, and they will not be like a foolish people who have been closed off from the people's wisdom, but the material sufficiency, the pressure from the soul is also increasing. It's like Fang Shou at the beginning......

Excluded, isolated.

Even if it's still a heartless and optimistic look, but what the real situation is, who knows?

"Die, you thief. ”

"What? Are you trying to steal from me?"

People, as long as a crime is added, it is difficult to wash it away, even if because of insufficient evidence, the school does not punish Fang Shou, but what, whether it is the head teacher or classmates, they all agree that Fang Shou is the thief who sneaked into the girls' dormitory to steal, very ridiculous, right? But the reality is so ridiculous, because of a trumped-up charge and pushed to the opposite side of everyone, because of an inexplicable reason, life has become a mess.

I want to laugh, but I can't.

"No!" Fang Shou seemed to think of something, looking at the white hair in front of him that had faded into black shadow and gradually revealed his original shape, he tugged at the corners of his mouth: "It shouldn't be like that, right??haha~ It definitely won't be like that, right?"

"What do you say? Xiao Huangshu seemed very unhappy: "I thought you had found out a long time ago, but I didn't expect you to be an idiot than I thought." ”

"Nope. Fine sweat continued to ooze from the white-haired forehead, panting heavily, and there was no intention of doing anything for the time being, Fang Shou looked at him carefully for a while, and shook his head: "Impossible, how can the white hair be...... This bastard kills without blinking, I want to ......"

"Don't think about it. Xiao Huangshu interrupted Fang Shou's words very firmly: "Fang Shou, this guy is a microcosm of your heart. To be more precise, it's a collection of black history in your mind. ”

"What's that?" Fang Shou was stunned.

"What is it?" Xiao Huangshu smiled: "'Afraid of lonely demons', this is really the most suitable way to call him." ”......

When did Yuan Xiaoya start to get involved with Fang Shou? Is it because of the relationship between neighbors? Or is it because of the relationship that has always been in the same class? It is really a bad fate, except for the three years when Fang Shou went to the province, the two have always been classmates, and every time they die well, they are at the same table. Tut-tut, it's really unlucky, it's really unlucky to have something to do with Fang Shou's troublesome stupidity.

Now is Yuan Xiaoya's story time, and it is Fang Shou's confession time for his childhood sweetheart. It is where he and her, the story of the two begins.

Unlike Fang Shou's future diao, Yuan Xiaoya is definitely a big lady-level figure compared to him, of course, it is not as exaggerated as Murong Yue's little girl, but in the place where Fang Shou and they live, Yuan Xiaoya's family is definitely not simple, after all, ...... No matter how you look at that mansion, it is not something that ordinary people can afford to live in.

Yuen's mother is a director of a large local company. Anyway, when Fang Shou saw Xiaoya's mother since she was a child, she was a strong woman in a hurry, although she lived locally, she rarely returned home because of work, although Xiaoya's mother was very good to him, but Fang Shou was always a little afraid of this powerful aunt.

Then there is Yuan Xiaoya's father. The funny B hidden house that went off the line and had a fight with Fang Shou, to this day, Fang Shou still can't figure it out, Xiaoya's mother is such a powerful person. No matter how you think about it, a normal adult wouldn't instigate a few years old kid to watch very embarrassing animations and movies with him, right? This kind of thing is definitely caught in prison and let the rhythm of his uncle's education be put abroad, but Yuan's father not only did it. And he also very successfully brought Fang Shou and Yuan Xiaoya, the two little ghosts, into loyal believers of the second dimension. Hey~ Although I have also heard that Yuan's father actually has the identity of a member of a certain department of ZF, but when I think of his unobtrusive style, it always makes people suspect that the reason why this guy was able to marry Xiaoya's mother must have used despicable means such as drugs, photography, and coercion. However, when I think of Xiaoya's mother's terrifying combat power of crushing Yuan's father at will, it should be unlikely.

Having said so much, in fact, I want to say that Yuan's father is the same as Xiaoya's mother, he is also a busy person, although he usually stays at home, but once he has a job, he has not seen anyone for several months......

Although Xiaoya's mother and Yuan's father care about and love Yuan Xiaoya, Xiaoya also knows their difficulties, but some things cannot be forced, Yuan Xiaoya, who has been very sensible since childhood, never showed a sad expression before her parents left home, just sent them away with a smile.

At this point, Yuan Xiaoya is very similar to Fang Shou.

It's so lonely, so boring.

The sigh in my heart echoed in my ears.

"Are you also alone?" At that time, Yuan Xiaoya, who was like a little bean sprout, was boringly shoveling sand in the sand pit of the nearby elementary school, she raised her head, but saw a little bean about the same size as herself grinning with a big mouth, carrying a small blue shovel, and smiling at herself.

"Well, well!" Maybe it's because Yuan Xiaoya is not a local, maybe it's because Yuan Xiaoya is much cuter than other little turtles, although there are a few little kids around, but no one dares to come up and talk, today, this little bean Ding is the first peer to talk to him: "Are you?"

"My name is Fang Shou. Xiaodouding was not too dirty, sat next to Yuan Xiaoya, and said very familiarly: "Let's play together, how about building a big castle together? ”

"Huh?" Yuan Xiaoya shrank her head, she had never communicated with strangers like this, and Fang Shou, seeing this little bean sprout with a frightened look, patted her head, took out a lollipop from her pocket, and handed it to Yuan Xiaoya without caring about her dirty little hands, and said with a warm smile: "Eat." ”

"I ......"

"Don't be polite to me. Eat it!"

"But ......"

"Do you want me to peel it off for you? Wait a minute!"

"No, it's the ......"

"Give, ah~"

“......”

Wait, wait! This script is not right, why did Fang Shou have the feeling of a sunny handsome guy when he was a child? Why is it that he is obviously a pervert who did not show a proper lewd smile when he handed out a lollipop to a young girl, and vividly accompanied by a sentence: "Come and lick my [river crab]!" Why is there suddenly an illusion that Fang Shou was actually very popular when he was a child?

In fact, Yuan Xiaoya didn't hate lollipops, but a good tutor told her. You can't touch food with such dirty hands, and the rules of washing hands for food money have been instilled in her mind since she was a child. However, seeing Fang Shou's enthusiastic smile, she had no choice but to bite the bullet, open her mouth wide, and swallow the lollipop with a whimper.

Hmm, it's delicious.

"Delicious, right?" Fang Shou smiled and waved the small shovel in his hand proudly: "This is a lollipop that I have treasured for many years, and I have always kept it in my pocket and am reluctant to eat it." ”

Treasured for many years, in your pocket, forget it, if you think about it, it will feel terrifying. Yuan Xiaoya chose to ignore his words very rationally.

However, this kid is so powerful, he can easily talk to a strange child, if it's himself. I don't like to be clean, but he's a good kid, especially his smile, which is so warm......

This. is Yuan Xiaoya's first impression of Fang Shou.

Next, the fate of the two is as if they are tightly tied together with invisible silk threads, from the sand pit to the kindergarten. From kindergarten to their respective homes, from home to elementary school, unconsciously, the two have become real childhood sweethearts, where he is, there will inevitably be her, and where there is her, he is always inseparable.

The two who have always been tired of being together have been ridiculed by their respective parents as "little couple" since they were children, and Yuan's father completely regarded Fang Shou as his son-in-law, as soon as he came home, he immediately took Fang Shou, a bastard, into his own house and ...... together Watch the latest animations.

It's frustrating......

Because of preconceived reasons, Yuan Xiaoya always thought that Fang Shou was a little sun-like existence, she could feel a strong warmth by his side, she was always relaxed by his side, there was no need to pose like a little adult, this little boy was really much better than herself......

But is that really the case?

may be too heavily influenced by Yuan's father, Yuan Xiaoya also accepts the second set of light and darkness, justice and evil entangled with each other. The longer she spent with Fang Shou, the more she felt that Xiao Fang Shou brought her a strange feeling, well, although she couldn't say it, it was really a very strange feeling.

One year in her primary school career, Fang's mother died of illness suddenly, and Yuan Xiaoya herself needed to go abroad for some special reasons.

It's just a little ghost who is afraid of loneliness.

To this day, she still can't forget that sad face, can't forget that empty eyes, it turns out that Fang Shou, like herself, is just a little ghost who is afraid of loneliness...... For the sake of her childhood sweetheart, she went to beg her father, to beg her mother, hoping to stay in China, but unfortunately, Yuan's father could only promise to let her come back within half a year, but did not agree to let her stay. Sad, she went to see Fang's father and Teacher Xiao Ming, hoping that someone could help her childhood sweetheart during her absence.

The time was not very sufficient, and after Yuan Xiaoya left a letter for Fang Shou, she boarded the plane with Yuan's father and went to a small country in Europe.

can't let go of his heart, that empty eyes, those eyes that don't have the slightest emotion and eroticism, and the Fang Shou who has become indifferent...... is still a little ghost under the age of ten, Yuan Xiaoya can only pray secretly, don't have anything, Fang Shou.

Fortunately, when Yuan Xiaoya came back, Fang Shou didn't become a cold little ghost as she thought, En...... However, the result may be a little worse than he feared, every day, every day, he mingles with a group of uncles, smiling and studying something very embarrassing.

In the beginning. Yuan Xiaoya also thought that Fang Shou was not broken somewhere, until she saw that familiar smile again, yes, no matter what Fang Shou has become now, he is still Fang Shou, and he has not become another person, which is good. Although it became very troublesome, although it became very underwhelming, he was still the same Fang Shou.

Yuan Xiaoya kept comforting herself in her heart. It's okay, it's getting weird, but ...... Let him go.

always thought that she would never see him again, Yuan Xiaoya was so convinced that with herself by her side, that person would not appear again. Although it was only for a short period of time, Yuan Xiaoya was still very keenly aware that it was Fang Shou. It's not Fang Shou's existence......

Ever thought like this, throwing all the pain to others, throwing all the responsibilities to others, throwing all the troubles to others, looking for a paradise. Live quietly and find your own freedom, true freedom......

Unexpectedly, goodbye. It was the summer vacation when Fang Shou returned from studying abroad, and when Yuan Xiaoya rushed to look for him, he didn't see the squinting childhood sweetheart. What she saw was a cold, silent person, Fang Shou, not Fang Shou's stranger.

Yuan Xiaoya looked at him and couldn't help but think of her childhood again, exactly the same, whether it was that empty eyes or that cold feeling...... That he, sure enough, exists......

"Hey, 18X, can you check my memory?" Fang Shou took a deep breath, and then smiled a little unwillingly: "Since you are talking about black history, then, can you help me find out? What did I do in that summer vacation, that muddy summer vacation, what did I do?"

"Oh?" "Little Yellow Book seemed to be a little interested, "What do you remember?"

"Tsk. Fang Shou pursed his lips unhappily: "If you want to do it, you will do it, what are you doing crookedly, I will burn you!"

"Bastard, are you begging me or am I begging you? Believe it or not, I'm turning against the water now?"

"Cut. Fang Shou turned sideways unhappily and didn't look at the little yellow book: "Hey, isn't white hair really my second personality?"

"Nonsense, of course not. Xiao Huangshu retorted weakly: "If you want me to say it a few times, when you choose a certain path, by chance, the outlier of white hair was born in your spiritual world, it is not a second personality, nor is it someone else's soul, he is you, you are him, but he is not you, you are not him, he is the product of 'choice'......"

"Naw. Fang Shou sighed: "Although you say so, you don't deny the second personality, right? How did he come to be born with white hair? Good and dignified, why would such an excellent, upright, and good boy like me be born in my heart, well, the Great Demon King came out?"

"Hey, you'll have to ask yourself. Xiao Huangshu smiled coldly: "If it weren't for your weakness and evasion, he wouldn't have ......"

"I had a time when I had a slight split personality, but it was cured a few years ago. Fang Shou smiled bitterly: "You won't tell me that it has something to do with that incident, right?"

"Who knows. Xiao Huangshu must know something, just look at the disdain he looked down on Fang Shou: "You guy, you really like to escape...... Although your mental illness has been cured, but the dark side, those painful memories, are still piled up in a corner of your memory, hawkers, originally I thought that these things would suddenly erupt when you were bald in middle age and frustrated, and then forced you directly to the rooftop, but I didn't expect that by chance, the outlier with white hair would be born. Tsk tsk, creation makes people......"

"I remember, Bai Hai said he wanted to be the strong?" Fang Shou looked at the white hair who was holding his head and constantly panting, and sighed slightly: "And his methods, so fierce, compared to me, it's completely opposite......, right?"

"There's nothing to say, right?" Xiao Huangshu fluttered far in front of Bai Hair: "Compared to you, Bai Hair is a more pure guy, he doesn't have as many twists and turns as you, and from the beginning of his appearance, he only lives for one purpose." ”

"The strongest?" Fang Shou asked.

"It's not. Xiao Huangshu sighed: "It is to be freed from the abyss of pain, to find a new way out of the lonely darkness, Fang Shouyo, what he bears is the pain that you buried in your heart, thrown aside by you, and ignored by you!"

When I was a child, I used to think so.

It's so painful, it's really painful, it's so boring, it's really boring, if you can let others, let others bear this pain, you will definitely be able to get salvation, right?

Is the consequence gray hair?

Because of a stupid thought, I threw all my pain, all my burdens to the gray hair?

Escape, non-stop escape, such a self, is really ......

"Don't you want to know what happened that summer vacation?" Xiao Huangshu fluttered between Fang Shou and the white hair: "How much do you remember about that muddy summer vacation?" (to be continued......)