Today, let's talk about some bitter water.

Chat with Zushu last night. He said, I'm playing a single-player game.

Hearing this, I smiled bitterly.

You don't know what a stand-alone game is.

Meaning, this book, Qingyang, until now, has no readers. The author who no one supports, if it sounds good, it's called insisting on oneself, and if it's not good, isn't it just playing a stand-alone game.

Yes, more than 400,000 yuan, I don't know how I persevered. There was no support, no recommendation votes, no collections, no clicks, no comments, not even words to scold me. It's like this, it's silent, is it cruel?

What can I do? I can only keep coding words, and I have been looking forward to the day when the book is fat, and someone is willing to take a look, but 400,000 yuan, not particularly fat, but not thin. Seeing that the Xinghe Martial Emperor was only a hundred thousand, he was already in the top few on the click list. I vomit blood, and I envy and hate. But how?

Zushu said, let me give up. With the pen power I have practiced to this day, it is enough to write a new book, and he said that newcomers should not touch fantasy at first. Haha, I don't understand anything, I just have a lot of blood.

I'm a freshman in college, and everyone thinks college students are easy, but I was fooled when I was in high school. Later, I gradually found out that with a relaxed yarn, the daily class seems to be less, but so few classes are a day. Not to mention other activities, I myself am a cadre of the student union and the radio station, running around in various meetings every day, and there are two shifts a day.

I stayed up late every day, it was very hard, it was hard, and sometimes I really wanted to give up. However, I still persevered, 400,000 words, as I said, I don't know what I relied on to persevere.

My family is very poor, and I am a single parent, so I have no financial resources. Every time I ask my mother for money on the phone, it's very heavy. So I still went to work part-time on weekends, and when I came back from part-time work, I had to write two chapters desperately.

God knows how I managed to hold on.

But I knew I couldn't give up. Giving up means nothing.

Many people envy me for having a good ability, being able to write novels, arranging music and songs, and being a class leader. But behind all this, what a hard work, who knows?

I don't want to complain, but I really have no one to talk to. So far, Qingyang has no results, and he has pounced miserably.

Appalling.

The reality is really cruel. It was so cruel that my dreams were trampled on and worthless.

However, I still didn't want to give up.

Zushu asked me to open a new book. This is a good suggestion to save Qingyang with a new book. Yes, but I can't give up, I can't give up. Qingyang is my first dream, and it is also my persistence. So I'll finish it, and now I want to change the amount of updates. Since there is no one to support it, then I will get better every day, and then the rest of the time, I will write a new book!

I'm going to keep going up! I'm not afraid of loneliness! In the past 400,000 words, how much loneliness have I endured, and what am I afraid of!

If anyone sees this, then support Qingyang. It's really not easy. It's really not easy to be cold in winter.

Okay, no more nonsense, just a chapter today. I'm going to figure out a new book!

At the end of the day, fiction is just the first step in my dream, and it's a big one, but I'll take it slowly!

The wings of dreams, one day, I believe it will take off!

If you can support it, it will be a great encouragement to me, xiexie!