35. The past
"Hi! Hello Lilier-chan, do you remember who I am~~~"
Liliye and Little Dream looked at Yun Yao, who seemed extremely excited for some reason—and listening to Yun Yao's strange tone, they always felt that their hearts were suddenly filled with an urge to try.
“...... Is this inexplicable way of greeting some kind of new kind of witchcraft?"
Even though it was pointless for Zhi Lu Dao to make small movements in front of Yun Yao, Liliye still turned her head and asked Xiaomeng in a low voice. And Xiaomeng shook his head helplessly.
"There can be no such strange sorcery! we have never been short of strange spells, but this is impossible!"
"Hey, I'm not doing witchcraft, don't just put on me the image of a witch who dances the gods!"
Finding that no one interacted with him, Yun Yao was also quite bored.
"By the way, didn't Xiaomeng react to what I just said? I think it's no different from when I was performing in the clan, the tone and tone are no different......"
"Huh?"
Listening to Yun Yao's words, it seemed that she thought that Xiao Meng should know what to say? Liliye, who was a little puzzled, moved her eyes to Xiao Meng, and found that Xiao Meng's face was showing a wry smile that a child of her age should not have.
"That...... Although I know what you mean, Sister Yunyao, but it's really shy to meet you outside, and I always feel very naïve......"
"Impossible!"
As if he had been pinched by his tail, Yun Yao stood up.
"I directed and acted in the stage play "The Legend of the Blue Cat by the Rabbit (9)". It's always staged every year and it's also highly acclaim!!ed!
"That's right, but the audience of that stage play is originally children, right? Of course. It's not that Sister Yunyao's script is not good, it's just that I'm not as interested in that kind of theme and style of stage play as I used to be. After all, as I've gotten older, I'm no longer able to shout 'Reisen KICK' with my friends like I used to—I'm always embarrassed......"
"Why is it not 'Yunyao PUNCH'!"
"Isn't that the point, okay! Sister Yunyao in my passage just now, did you only notice this one?"
"It's super important to me!"
"Because...... Everyone thinks that 'Lingxian KICK' is more handsome~ After all, the scene where the originally weak Moon Rabbit Man strengthened his belief and became majestic in order to protect his companions, everyone thought it was the most handsome - in contrast, Lingmao was also very handsome. But without that contrast, it doesn't feel so powerful......"
Kela.
The sound of a dry rock cracking sounded.
"I lost...... In the competition of the superhero NO.1 in the children's minds, I actually lost to Reisen...... Could it be said. Is it because my love is not enough?...... I see, that guy's love for heroic dramas has far surpassed mine, huh?"
Yun Yao's whole person fell into a low wavelength, and he collapsed to the ground weakly, his eyes empty. A stiff smile erupted from his face.
"Nope. Actually, I don't think Sister Lingxian is like acting like this at all, right? I remember that every time I was forcibly dragged over by Sister Yunyao and Sister Xizi......"
Having said that, Xiaomeng still remembers that compared to Yun Yao, who likes superhero themes very much, and Xi Zi, who just feels that she plays the black-bellied ghost fox man in public, Reissen is the hardest working one, right?
"Say. I don't understand what you're talking about......"
This is Liliel who is being ignored on the sidelines.
"Ahem, ahem, ahem......" Yun Yao hurriedly coughed a few times. She hasn't been able to enter the severe delusional illness of her own world anytime and anywhere.
"Because I've heard about Aisha's magic she casts on you. I was a little worried—but for now, it seems like nothing is wrong. ”
"What do you mean?"
Liliet suddenly had some bad premonitions.
"Because in that way, if you are not careful, it will have an impact on the human brain, such as losing some memories, reducing IQ by a third, and so on. But since Aisha can adopt it without hesitation, it is because she has absolute confidence in you, right?"
Did you go through such a dangerous "treatment"?
Lilia also felt a few drops of cold sweat slipping down the back of her head.
"How are you feeling now? I don't think there's anything wrong, right?"
"It couldn't be better!"
Liliet feels that her current state can be said to have reached the best state!
"My mental state has returned to the state of full excitement when my mother was still there! Thanks to Aisha, I can be regarded as retrieving some things that I have forgotten a long time ago - now I, as long as I use my brain, it is full of warm old days, and when I am illuminated by such a light, what kind of killing intent and hatred, I feel that I am just some scum with less than five combat effectiveness!"
Generally speaking, if you relive the past events in your previous state and don't do anything to protect you, the likelihood of a mental breakdown is higher. ”
"Huh, is that so?"
"I think it's scary for you to take such dangerous behavior for granted as a 'cure'. ”
Sure enough, this girl named Lilier has a somewhat different mental state from ordinary people, right?
How to think, a young girl who began to have hatred because of the death of her mother. In the case of awakening the irrepressible urge to kill, if you go through the past again, you should be even more mentally unstable. It's not even impossible to say that the pump is fast because of such a fuss, right?
The practitioner put forward this plan so boldly, and the recipient did not object to accepting it, in a sense, the nerves of these two people are also very rough.
However, it is not possible to say that this is also because both parties trust each other?
The heterogeneous impulse to kill is almost incurable—because it is like the sexual impulse of ordinary human beings, the instinctive desire of the individual to survive and reproduce. As long as its conditions are met, this instinctual impulse is unavoidable.
"How the hell did you do it? Now you don't have the cold killing intent that you occasionally showed before......
Yun Yao was also a little concerned about this. She knows the way of the road. There is no correspondence with Lilier—in fact, there is not much way to do it, and it is only to rely on a strong will to suppress one's own impulses, and to dilute one's own impulses through a long period of tempering one's mind.
But that's clearly not the case with Liliet. There was no embodiment of her will like steel. There is no feeling of indifference. If you want to use an analogy. Those two states were actually a bit beyond human emotion, but Yun Yao didn't feel those in Liliye.
On the contrary, Lilier now feels that she is full of enthusiasm far beyond ordinary people. It's not about the kind of enthusiasm for others, but the overall state of mind.
"Impulsiveness or something is just instinct, but people are not creatures that rely on instinct~ For me. I have a treasure that transcends all instinctual impulses, but. I've forgotten that feeling before, and that's why I'm bothered by some unknown urge to kill. As for now...... I don't even have the curiosity to think about why I have such strange impulses - I guess I'm like a fanatic now, right? Although it may gradually cool down in the future, but now I am in an unassailable mental state!"
"That is to say, apart from your own fanatical existence in the spirit, other factors can no longer interfere with you? Really, isn't this even more bizarre than before?"
Yun Yao was a little inexplicably unhappy - in this way, isn't he just a fool who thinks too much about himself who was still worried about the other party before?
"By the way, Yunyao, do you know where Aisha went?"
"She's been taken away by force majeure~"
As soon as he thought of Aisha's letter, which was full of helplessness, Yun Yao couldn't help but want to laugh out loud. Aisha, who has always been free, also has the existence of obedience......
And it is said that he was forcibly dragged away...... This relationship between people is truly amazing.
"Force majeure?"
"Well, she probably doesn't have much time to spare, right? Because even she had to pay attention to it. Seeing Liliet's puzzled and curious look, Yun Yao specifically declared to her, "Although I know what she is going to do, I won't tell you the specifics—it's definitely not a question that you can get into, and even if I tell you, it's useless." ”
Hearing this, Liliye was also a little frustrated.
But she still knows very well that she has a few pounds and a few taels, and at the same time, she is not a person who does not know how to advance and retreat. Since Yun Yao, who is also bottomless to herself, has warned herself like this, then I'm afraid that it is really as she said, it is just a matter of adding to her troubles if she understands, right?
"So when will Aisha come back?"
"Who knows...... However, she also thought about what might happen after this, so she left it to you Naxi, right?
"That's right. ”
But Liliet didn't want to be in a situation where she had to use that item, if she could.
"Compared to Aisha's side, we need to be careful here, right? After all, Aisha's strength is there, and if only those two people are there, even if they are troublesome, they will not be able to pose any real threat to them...... But we are different here, although I have some self-confidence, but after all, I don't have the confidence to be able to protect you in any situation. ”
It's one thing to have self-confidence, but it needs to be based on having a clear self-knowledge – blind self-confidence. Yun Yao won't have it. But the trouble is that with your own ability, it is not difficult to kill someone. But it can be a lot harder to protect a person, especially if the subject is a troublesome object like Lilier, who involves very deep water.
was mentioned by Yun Yao, and Liliye also thought of something.
Speaking of which, the reason why Aisha left her in a hurry is probably to a large extent because of herself, right? It's not hard to imagine who the person who will eagerly pull Aisha away - the character who can make Aisha follow her without complaint, there is no other option to think about it.
"I can't help it......
In that case. After all, you still feel a little lonely, right?
Liliye subconsciously raised her hand engraved with her coat of arms, but the next moment, Yun Yao stopped Liliye.
"Wait a minute! Liliet, your hand ......"
Yun Yao's voice sounded ...... Still seems a little shocked?
"Uh, my hand...... Hm. This is the ...... that Aisha engraved for me."
"That's not what I mean!"
Yun Yao rushed to Liliet's side with an arrow. Holding Liliet's wrist with one hand, he looked incredulously at the heraldic pattern on the back of Liliet's hand.
"Liliet, can you make it work a little? I mean...... Just let the magic flow through it. ”
If this thing were to work, the High Priest would have to rebuild his dwelling tomorrow - it wasn't a matter of a roof collapsing, and maybe a few of them would have to sleep on the streets after that.
"Yun Yao...... What are you?"
Liliet wasn't worried about Yun Yao's other thoughts, she hesitated because she was worried that she would accidentally destroy the things around her. After all, the guy she summoned was very pompous.
"It's okay, it won't make any difference to me~"
Yun Yao shook his head and said that he didn't care at all about the coat of arms left by Aisha. It is a very great thing for "ordinary people", but to the extent of Yun Yao, she can neither look down on such things, nor will they cause her any trouble.
"Since you say so......"
It seems that Yun Yao is very serious, and even the expression on his face is no longer the usual cynicism.
......
"Sure enough, you're completely unaffected here. ”
Seeing that Liliye had perfectly let the amount of power flow in it, Yun Yao also affirmed the guess in his heart.
"Yun Yao, what is the situation?" On the side, Liliye was also very troubled. What is the reason why Yun Yao let himself do these things?
"It's hard to say. ”
As a result, Yun Yao threw Liliye a very vague answer.
"I'm not a person who understands a lot of things like Xi Zi, the only thing I know is what I have personally experienced and understood. Therefore, I can't give you a positive answer, because I only have a rough idea in my heart, and if I say it rashly, I will be in trouble if some mistake misleads you. Of course, if Xiaomeng can be a little more powerful, maybe she can analyze something, but now she is just a child......"
Xiaomeng pouted unhappily on the side.
No child likes to hear others say that he is not good, right? Especially since the person who made such a comment is still a person whom he has always admired, doesn't that mean that the unpleasant evaluation is an irrefutable fact? Although he is not happy, Xiaomeng can only admit it in this way.
"Let me sort out my thoughts first......"
Yun Yao sat down with his forehead in annoyance, and Liliye and Xiaomeng obediently did not disturb Yun Yao.
[It doesn't make sense, why are even Aisha and them affected by it, but Liliye is not affected?It stands to reason that the coat of arms that Aisha gave Liliye can't be activated by Liliye's ability alone, and if you want to activate it, you naturally need to use the power of the coat of arms that Aisha left on her hand...... Without Aisha's power, she was not attracted to resonate, but seemed to be completely fine. 】
Yun Yao casually glanced at Lilier—was it because of Liliet's own constitution?
Or is it ...... Is it not just Liliet's reason here?
"Liliet, there's a question, I don't know if I should ask it......
"What's wrong, Yun Yao, you suddenly have such a serious expression?"
To be honest, Liliye has not known Yun Yao for a long time, and in the past few days, she has learned that Yun Yao has an age and strength that does not match her appearance, as well as her unreliable personality - Yun Yao, who has already set the role image positioning in Liliye's heart, suddenly showed such a serious and serious expression, this feeling, like a certain fool who is very close to the toilet in the third part, suddenly full of literature and art in the follow-up work, it is very disobedient!
But Liliet obviously couldn't ignore Yun Yao's proposal either.
"You've asked me if I'll mind, and apparently you don't think it's a good topic, right?, thanks to your reminder, I'm ready—if there's anything to ask, just ask!"
Lilier said that she was not so hypocritical!
"Then you're welcome—Lilier, can you tell me about your 'family'? ”
“...... It's such a heavyweight topic in the first place, and you obviously know that I don't like to discuss my unpleasant family situation. ”
"So all I can say is sorry. ”
"Hmm...... Actually, it's not that serious, it's just that I'm a little uncomfortable talking about those guys. Lilia smiled wryly and pressed her temples, as if it was very difficult and painful to remember her "family situation", "because there are so many things to say, to be able to say, and to make me unhappy......"
"Let me think about where to start with good ......" (to be continued......