Chapter 821: If I Were Not Li Siwen
According to the information provided by the black fox at the beginning, his grandfather's name is Li Jinxi, his father's name is Li Aiguo, two relatives who are insignificant in his life, Li Siwen thinks so.
Holding Zhou Wenjing, he tiptoed into the tube building, there was no longer the previous liveliness in the dark corridor, it was as quiet as a dead city, and it was obvious that the people who lived here had already moved.
A few minutes later, the two of them came to their door, a rusty lock on a dilapidated wooden door.
"The door is locked." Zhou Wenjing whispered.
"Look at me." Li Siwen reached out and grabbed the lock, and pulled it hard, and even pulled it down directly with the lock.
"Well, no one would say we're thieves, right?" Zhou Wenjing was taken aback.
"Haha, don't be afraid, no one lives here." After Li Siwen finished speaking, he directly pushed the door open, and the mottled walls and the smell of mold instantly poured into his nasal cavity, this feeling was too familiar. And Zhou Wenjing's body on the side couldn't help but tense.
Swish!
Li Siwen lit the lighter and walked in by the faint light, but when he pulled down the lamp rope, he found that the light was not on.
"Looks like it's been pinched." Li Siwen whispered.
"Don't worry, we have candles." Zhou Wenjing quickly ran to an old table by the light of the fire, opened the drawer, and took out half of the candle directly from it, the cotton wick of the candle was black because it had been used.
"When we lived here, the fat sister would often lose power, because the insoles had to be cut, so there were always candles at home, which I still bought with frugality." Zhou Wenjing whispered as he sent the candle to the flame of the lighter and slowly lit it.
Li Siwen was silent, Zhou Wenjing's every action and every sentence touched his heartstrings, this scene was like the first time they met, and it had never changed.
The woman in front of her is quiet and beautiful, and although she has learned to wear light makeup, she still can't hide the kindness in her heart.
Some people, kindness is in their bones, no matter how sinister the world is, it will not be affected, Zhou Wenjing is like this.
And Li Siwen was also attracted by the kindness of the other party, no matter how stupid, stupid, or cowardly this woman was, he didn't care.
"What's wrong?" Zhou Wenjing found that Li Siwen was looking at him, and a wisp of red appeared on his cheeks.
"Ah, it's nothing, I just thought of it." Li Siwen put away the lighter, then took Zhou Wenjing's hand and walked up in this small living room, and whispered: "I remember that because of Xiaoni's surgery, I knocked you unconscious, you were lying here at the time, I almost thought I had killed someone." ”
Li Siwen said faintly, looked at the woman in front of him who had been deeply hurt by himself, and apologized again: "I'm sorry." ”
"It's okay." Zhou Wenjing showed a sweet smile, which was a relief that Li Siwen had made a mistake.
Perhaps seeing Li Siwen's eyes full of self-reproach, Zhou Wenjing took the other party's hand and walked into the bedroom, then came to the only window, looked at the starry sky outside and said: "Let me tell you a secret, in the years when we got married, I would often stand here and pray to the heavens, not seeking great wealth and wealth, as long as you can take on the responsibility of a husband, Xiao Ni can grow up healthy and healthy, this is enough."
Maybe God really heard me, and although I was beaten badly by you that time, you really changed, so I'm glad that it happened. ”
Li Siwen was sad when he heard this, and gently hugged Zhou Wenjing's delicate body from behind, and said gently: "I'm also very glad that everything happened." ”
Li Siwen was full of emotion in his heart, and at this moment he suddenly had a feeling of epiphany, perhaps it was Zhou Wenjing's belief that pulled him into this era.
At this moment, he realized that the cycle of life and death was no accident, and it was obviously Zhou Wenjing who redeemed himself.
"Husband, can you answer me a question?" Zhou Wenjing asked suddenly.
"What's the problem?" Li Siwen asked curiously.
"Do you love me?" Zhou Wenjing asked.
"Do you need to ask? Love, of course, incomparably love. Li Siwen replied categorically.
"Yes...... But why don't you...... Don't want me? Zhou Wenjing's voice was a little subtle, but still firm.
"I ......" Li Siwen was just about to speak, but Zhou Wenjing suddenly said: "Don't prevaricate me with marriage, you know, I never asked for a prosperous wedding, that's not what I expected." ”
Li Siwen showed a wry smile, and after a while, he said: "The reason for prevaricating you is not my own reason?" ”
"I need another reason." Zhou Wenjing put the candle on the windowsill, turned around slowly, and stared into Li Siwen's eyes with beautiful eyes.
"If, if I say, I'm not Li Siwen, but the soul occupies his body, you ...... Will you still be your husband? ”
The trembling voice squeezed out of Li Siwen's throat, this is a secret hidden in his heart, and it is also the reason why he has not touched Zhou Wenjing, because in this complex and corrective relationship, in addition to love and desire, there is also pity and honesty, as well as a truth that people can't believe.
Li Siwen can not care, he can hide everything, and he can occupy Zhou Wenjing, but is it fair to the kind-hearted Zhou Wenjing?
Of course, Li Siwen now knows that even if he tells the truth, Zhou Wenjing may not believe it, but at least he told the secret buried in his heart.
Looking at Zhou Wenjing's eyes quietly, Li Siwen had never been so nervous, as if he was waiting for a trial.
However, what he didn't expect was that Zhou Wenjing's expression was unusually calm, and there was no wave in his eyes.
"The person who knows you best in this world is your pillow person, when you sent me to the hospital and gently fed me the ham sausage you bought, I knew that you were not him." Zhou Wenjing bit her lip and said word by word: "I used to be afraid, because I didn't know why all this happened, but gradually I understood that maybe this is fate, you ask me if I regard you as a husband, I can tell you for sure that I have long been captured by you." ”
Zhou Wenjing said, and pushed Li Siwen away violently, under the candlelight, her slender hands and wide clothes were untied.
There is no splendor, no elegant hall, no piano and song, no dragon and phoenix. The mottled walls, the musty smell, everything is back to square one, everything starts again, everything is predestined, everything is the best arrangement.
30,000 ...... omitted here (Forget it, there's a surprise in the next chapter!) )