Chapter 285: Keep Your Heart
Hearing Ye's words of concern, the corners of Gu Nan's mouth pulled out a shallow smile and said, "It's nothing, young master." β
"Young master, I want to go for a walk. Gu Nan said, and after speaking, Gu Nan walked out of the road.
At this time, it suddenly rained heavily in Xinnan City, which is really rare in Xinnan City.
Gu Nan held an umbrella in his hand, quietly looked at the bustling crowd on the street, and slowly walked around, along the way, just quietly looking at these people, imagining their lives, some people hid under other people's roofs in order to avoid the rain, and some people ran quickly in order to get home quickly, these Gu Nan didn't pay attention, he just walked quietly, in fact, according to the martial artists of this world, in fact, there is no need to use an umbrella, just want to experience the life of ordinary people quietly, so he held up the umbrella in his handγ
As he walked, Gu Nan walked into a remote grove and suddenly saw a familiar figure.
Gu Nian didn't notice Gu Nan's arrival, just quietly drenched in the rain, Gu Nan watched, moved his umbrella to Gu Nian's head, and looked at her quietly.
Gu Nian didn't look back, it could feel the breath on the Gu family disciple's body, and said, "Did my father tell you to come to me? You don't have to wait for me, I just want to take a rest, and I'll go back later." Gu Nian said lightly.
When Gu Nan heard this, he said coldly: "I am not from the Gu family. β
At this time, Gu Nian suddenly turned his head and looked at Gu Nan, his eyes were slightly puzzled, Gu Nan smiled and said, "I am from Qianjimen." β
Gu Nian heard this. My heart tightened. Then he jerked back. It's like seeing something horrible.
Gu Nan looked at Gu Nian's pace, smiled slightly bitterly, and said: "You don't have to be afraid of me, with your cultivation, you don't have to be afraid of me, although I am a person from Qianjimen, but not all people from Qianjimen are masters." At least, I'm not in it. Gu Nan said with a light smile, trying to lower Gu Nian's vigilance.
Gu Nian didn't make any moves, just looked at Gu Nan almost coldly and said, "What are you doing here?
Gu Nan smiled, didn't speak, just looked at Gu Nian quietly, and said, "When I was a child, I had a big sister, and she ...... Not very pretty, but. Cultivation is very strong, at that time. I envy him very much, because my status in the family is not very popular, so, I am often bullied by people in the family, everyone just looks at my jokes, but, one day, that sister appeared in front of me, helped me drive away those disciples who bullied me, that day, she was like the goddess in my heart, at that time, she was simple, kind, and had a chivalrous spirit in her heart, she said, in the future, if someone bullies you, you will drive them away by yourself, and you must learn to be strong yourself, because after you become strong, you will not be bullied by othersγ β
"At that time, I felt that although she was not the most beautiful, she must be the most beautiful in my heart. Gu Nan said with a smile, as if he was remembering something.
"And then?" Listening to this story, Gu Nian also began to concentrate.
Gu Nan smiled and said: "Then, I began to cultivate hard, I couldn't beat them in the family at the beginning, so I avoided them, when I couldn't avoid them, as soon as they beat me, I fought with them, although I was punished every time, but seeing them beaten by me and their noses and faces were swollen, I was relieved in my heart and asked them to bully me." When he said this, Gu Nan even had a childish look.
Gu Nian sneered, looked at Gu Nan, and said, "I didn't expect you to be so interesting." β
Gu Nan smiled and said, " Yes, back then, I didn't say that, but that sister didn't appear in front of me anymore, and they told me that the sister was sent out to run the family business, and even though she couldn't get an effective ally, she was able to ensure that the money in her family wouldn't be embezzled by othersBut that sister never appeared in front of me again. β
"Since then, I have protected myself, at that time, I had a younger brother, my younger brother is not very strong, so I thought, one day I, I will leave my own family, not in this angry, unfair, unbearable family, or I have the strength in my own family to make them valued, at that time, I will be able to be ashamed, but later, I learned that the strength of a family is not based on your personal strength, as well as your identity, at that time I knew that if we did not make meritorious contributions, I would not be able to surpass their identity in my life, this is my fate, I am not reconciled, I want to prove that I am capable, so, at that time, I was looking for all the power outside the family, I wanted to escape, and finally ...... I met the young master, and later, I was also inquiring about the news of my sister, and it was rumored that she had become violent and cold-blooded, I didn't believe it, I couldn't believe that the sister who protected me in front of me back then would become like this, but later, he1 came to me. Gu Nan looked at an ancient thought deeply.
At this time, Gu Nian suddenly remembered the son of a fourth elder he helped back then, at that time, this kid was only a few years old, and he had already been bullied, at that time, he was still a girl in the family, and his appearance should be considered beautiful, but at that time, he thought that he must be a big hero in the world to marry him home, so that he can be regarded as a complete life, but, look, what has she done now? She couldn't believe that she was the one who was full of confidence and always believed that one day, a big hero would marry her home.
This seems to be, Gu Nian looked at Gu Nan and said softly: "I'm sorry." β
Gu Nan smiled lightly and said, " You don't have to say sorry to me, what you're sorry for is just yourself, think about your original dream, think about the high-spirited talented woman at the beginning, and then look at yourself now, what have you been blinded by yourself, sister, I don't want such a vain sister, you are my sister of Gu Nan, I will always think of the simple, kind, hoe the strong and help the weak, and stick to the dream in your heartγ Sister, do you understand?" Gu Nan said with heartache.
Gu Nian looked at Gu Nan and cried and said: "It's too late, brother, do you understand? I'm in my forties, even if my appearance is no different from that of a girl in her twenties, but everyone who sees me will turn their backs to me and say, old witch, over the years, I don't remember how many times I've been said like this, I'm crazy and want to find a perfect person who wants to marry myself, but now, it will be like this, do you know the way?" If I show up in the arena tomorrow, how many people will point at my nose and scold me for being shameless, scolding me for wanting the old cow to eat tender grass, scolding me for being shameless, all kinds of filthy language, brother, do you understand what those feelings are?" Gu Nian asked as he pointed to his nose and cried.
Gu Nan hugged Gu Nian and said softly: "I know the way, I know the way, sister, tell me, can you bear this? Can you not care about the eyes of others, and from now on, be the true self? Gu Nan1's deep words made Gu Nian's heart tremble, how many years have he been subjected to all kinds of eyes by the family, despised, despised, disdainful, and indifferent, but he has never cared about himself like this, over the years, in the family, no one has ever cared about himself like this, but, I didn't expect that someone who cares about himself like this will actually be a traitor to the Gu family, isn't this a joke? If the Gu family didn't have such a traitor, at least someone in the family would still care. Gu Nian thought in his heart.
Suddenly, Gu Nian felt infinite sadness in his heart, he had become like this, but there was still a person looking at him, caring about himself, what else could he ask for? So, Gu Nian looked at Gu Nan's eyes and said, "Okay, I promise you, I will try my best to ensure that I am not affected by the outside world, but if I really can't hold on, I will come to you." Gu Nian said.
Gu Nan looked at Gu Nian excitedly, nodded again and again, and said, "Okay, as long as you need me, I will definitely come to see you." β
Gu Nian happily wiped away the tears on his face, and said to 1 Gu Nan: "It's not early, you go back, my sister knows what to do." β
Gu Nan looked at Gu Nian and there was nothing unusual about him, so he said happily: "Okay, I'll go back, sister, you have to protect yourself well and make your heart stronger." β
Gu Nian nodded, gently touched Gu Nan's head, and said, "I know what to do, you can go back with confidence." β
Gu Nan nodded and walked back slowly.
At this time, the house of Qianjimen was brightly lit, and Gu Nan looked at the lights around him suspiciously, and walked in suspiciously.
Looking at Ye Zheng looking at Gu Nan with a smile, Gu Nan looked at Ye and asked a little evasively, "Young Master, is there something wrong?"
Ye smiled, the smile was a little weird, which made Gu Nan feel a little weak, Ye said with a smile: "It's nothing, you did a good job tonight, if I had known that you had this relationship, I wouldn't stop you, why are you so weak-hearted?"
Gu Nan looked at Ye with a little embarrassment and asked, "Young Master, do you know everything?"
Ye smiled and said, "Is there anything in this world that I don't know about?"
Gu Nan scratched his head in embarrassment. It seems that there is none. (To be continued......)