Chapter 34 Venting
"Niannian, where are you, my brother has been looking for you for a long time, and he is so anxious that he is going crazy." As soon as Ji Ci's voice appeared, Jiang Nian's heart instantly calmed down a lot.
She didn't speak, Ji Ci shouted a few more times one after another, was silent for a while, and said softly: "Are you unhappy?" Do you want me to accompany you? ”
"Hmm."
Jiang Nian closed her eyes, if she didn't get better, no one would be happy.
Ji Ci came quickly, and he still had the smell of disinfectant water in the hospital, Jiang Nian sniffed beside him, and felt that the smell was a little reassuring.
The two went downstairs to eat barbecue, the wind was very strong at night, and Jiang Nianzhi shivered, Ji Ci sighed, took off his coat and draped it over her.
Jiang Nian didn't eat barbecue either, and poured beer into her mouth one bite at a time, Ji Ci wanted to persuade her, but she didn't let her do anything.
Ji Ci felt that this kind of Jiang Nian was very strange and distressed, he originally wanted to inform Lu Yuling that he was here, but he hesitated, there was no need to call someone who would make her sad to appear.
Jiang Nian drank very poorly, and she was so dizzy that she couldn't straighten her head after two cans of beer, Ji Ci stopped her hand and wanted to get the third bottle, but she was hit hard.
"Lu Yuling bullied me, and you bullied me too!" Jiang Nian said in a low voice, tears began to fill his eyes, "I hate him so much, he keeps saying that he loves me, but he has a private meeting with other women behind my back, this woman also dances about the place where I work, showing off her might, forming a gang, I am not happy at home, she is still blocking me at work, what did I do wrong?" I didn't rob her Lu Yuling, it was Lu Yuling who wanted to recruit me by himself! ”
Ji Ci's heart twitched violently, as if a piece had been dug out raw.
This is the result of his disobedience to his parents back then, and the woman he put in the prison was trampled on by others at will.
Ji Ci picked up the tearful face, took a few tissues and wiped them carefully, and coaxed in a low voice: "Don't cry, I've been behind your house, if you're really tired, let's leave and ask me to accompany you." ”
Jiang Nian looked at him, tears blurring her vision, "You lied, it was you who left, I would know him, I hate you, you were the first person to abandon me, you obviously said that you would stay and study for a doctorate, but you changed your mind the next day, you are a coward, Ji Ci, I hate you!" ”
Ji Ci opened his mouth, and the bitterness in his throat made him speechless.
"Lu Yuling is also a bastard, he added Bai Momo with a trumpet, and had a private meeting with her, Bai Momo is proud, showing off his power in front of me, I am so a failure, why do I deceive me every time I meet someone, just because I am a good deceitful?" Jiang Nian cried silently, hanging his head, trying to shrink himself into his loose clothes.
"Nian Nian, I regret it so much." Ji Ci stretched out his hand and hugged her, it was he who caused her to suffer so much, everything was his own fault.
"I want to get a divorce." Jiang Nian said vaguely, "I'm divorced, are you willing to be with me?" ”
Ji Ci's body stiffened, he wasn't sure if Jiang Nian was talking drunk, when he learned that she was going to get married, he didn't struggle, but Jiang Nian coldly rejected him.
What's going on now?
Does she still love him?
Jiang Nian raised his head, there was some stubbornness in his eyes, Ji Ci looked down at her, his heart was beating like thunder, did he dare or not?
Was he afraid that Lu Yuling would break with him, or was Jiang Nian just testing him?
On the one hand, he is a cousin who has always favored him since he grew up, and on the other hand, he has the throbbing of his youth, a woman who has been unforgettable for so many years, he can't choose.
Jiang Nian seemed to know the answer, she gently leaned her head on his shoulder, stopped crying, and said softly, as if she had seen through something a long time ago, and sneered: "You two cousins are not good people. ”
Ji Ci stiffened, not knowing what to say, he still hasn't changed, he is still the coward of two years ago.
The business of the barbecue restaurant is very hot, there are people coming and going, and no one cares whether the couple is a lover or an unchaste relationship.
Ji Ci sent the sleepy Jiang Nian to the hotel, looking at her swaggering on the bed, he couldn't bear it, went downstairs, asked the hotel for a bowl of sobering soup, and when he went up again, he found that the door was locked.
He hesitated again and again, knocked on the door a few times, and Jiang Nian's hoarse voice came from inside the room, "You go back first, I can do it myself." ”
Ji Ci paused at the door and sighed lightly, but he was still not at ease, staying in the next room where Jiang Nian lived, she could find him whenever something happened.
Jiang Nian got up early in the morning, she went into the bathroom to take a shower, and when she came out, she found a mobile phone under the bed that had long been out of power and turned off, she put it in her pocket, and went downstairs to the front desk to borrow a charging cable.
As soon as the mobile phone could be turned on, a call from Lu Yuling came in, and Jiang Nian hung it up very easily.
After eating a bowl of wontons, she drove to the school, and as soon as she stepped into the school gate, she was stopped by a black shadow that jumped out of the security room.
Jiang Nian looked up and saw the person coming clearly, and said coldly, "Go away." ”
"Go away?" Lu Yuling didn't know what Jiang Nian was crazy about, even if he couldn't find anyone one night, he couldn't even contact Ji Ci, these two old lovers disappeared together, he couldn't think of anything good.
He grabbed her wrist so hard that she almost cried out.
"Teacher Jiang is at work!" The security uncle on duty at night walked out, greeted Teacher Jiang enthusiastically, and did not forget to look at the two people arguing with each other curiously.
"Huh!" Jiang Nian pulled out a smile, dragged Lu Yuling, and walked outside, making sure that there was no one around, before she changed her indifferent face just now, and looked indifferently at Lu Yuling, who had been forbearing.
"What are you coming to me for? I didn't tell you not to disturb me when I go to work, you affect my life very much. Jiang Nian tried to shake off his hand again, but found that it was all in vain.
"Where did you go last night? Why don't you answer my phone? Why did it disappear with Ji Ci? Lu Yuling took a deep breath and asked three questions in a row, and her two beautiful peach blossom eyes were covered with hideous red bloodshots, as if she hadn't slept all night.
"Speak!" His patience was slowly being worn out, and he was going crazy, driven crazy by Jiang Nian.
"Don't you already know the answer? What do you still ask me to do? Jiang Nian looked at Lu Yuling mockingly, she knew that those who did the entertainment industry would not have much affection, she was ready to be cheated on early on, but this day came too early, and her self-esteem didn't want her to admit her failure so quickly.
"Jiang Nian, you are really a long skill." Lu Yuling opened his mouth and smiled, but his expression was unexpectedly sad, and he couldn't help but tremble as he grabbed Jiang Nian's hand, as if an unknown factor in his body was about to explode.
"What the hell am I bad about you? You're going to humiliate me like this? Do you know that the photo of you and Ji Ci hugging each other on the street in the middle of the night went crazy on the Internet, and I, Lu Yuling, became a joke completely. Lu Yuling's voice was low and hoarse, as if he had been squeezed out of the back socket, weaving this sentence with his last reason.
Jiang Nian was shocked, she didn't expect this reason.
There's nothing wrong with not letting him know, they're just having a late-night snack together, and he's going to think the rest as he likes.
Isn't he the most suspicious and jealous on weekdays, she wants to make him sad and let him feel how she feels these days.
"Did you do it?" Lu Yuling was silent for a long time and asked.
Jiang Nian frowned, and quickly stretched out, she looked at this familiar and strange man curiously, he was in a hurry to go out, and he didn't even do protective measures, so he brought a black cap, the hair left for hairstyle was slightly longer, covering a little below the eyebrows, and his lips were full of cyan spots, maybe he looked for her all night, didn't wash, let alone shave, looked a little embarrassed, but still unusually handsome, like a down-and-out son, arrogant and pitiful.
Lu Yuling turned his head, he didn't dare to look at Jiang Nian's eyes that could speak, his heart shrank suddenly, a blunt knife cut in the softest place, a knife may not see blood, but the time is long enough, grinding him painfully numb.
"Have you ever thought about me? Jiang Nian, why don't you have a heart? Lu Yuling's voice was a little choked, he hugged Jiang Nian, very hard, as if he wanted to rub her into his arms, he couldn't let go, as soon as he let go, she would run with Ji Ci, and she didn't need the other party to wave, she was willing to go with him.
He was like a clown, holding a mobile phone, dazed. He didn't have anyone he was particularly familiar with in this strange city, only Jiang Nian, but she had private meetings with other men, cutting off all his information, he hated, went crazy, and was helpless.
"What about you? Lu Yuling, do you dare to swear to me that what you said to me is true? Jiang Nian closed her eyes, she couldn't push him away, she could only try her best to protect herself and make herself less embarrassed in this wrong marriage.
Lu Yuling hesitated, his chin rested on the top of Jiang Nian's soft hair, his lips squirmed, but he couldn't say a word for a long time.
Jiang Nian suddenly felt a heat on the top of his head, as if something hot was falling down.
It's tears, the most useless tears.