A few days after Lu Yuling went on a business trip, Jiang Nian went back to Su City, Nannan seemed to have grown up a lot, but he was a little recognizable, Zhao Yashu joked on the side: "I haven't seen my mother for a long time, and I don't know each other anymore." ”

Jiang Nian smiled on her face, but she was a little embarrassed in her heart, Zhao Yashu could also understand her mood as a mother, so she handed Nannan over to her and went to work on dinner by herself.

The little guy was fleshy, milky, and he had resisted Jiang Nian hugging him before, opening his mouth and looking in the direction where Zhao Yashu had disappeared, babbling and screaming.

Jiang Nian was a little frustrated, but she could only blame herself, who called her greedy for freedom and left Nannan a child in Su City, she was originally prepared for Nannan not to be close to her, but when it really came to that time, the loss in her heart was much stronger than she imagined.

But probably because of the connection of blood relationship, Nannan stuck to Jiang Nian's arms and instantly quieted down, with two big black grape-like eyes, and a pink little mouth spitting bubbles, looking at Jiang Nian in a daze.

"Little guy, I'm a mother, why can't I recognize it?" Jiang Nian got up and pulled out a baby tissue on the coffee table, wiped the saliva from the corner of his mouth, and looked cautious, as if he was a porcelain doll in his hand, for fear that he would be a little careless and hurt this baby bump.

"Ahh

Not only did Jiang Nian's action or expression hit the little guy's laughter, Nannan suddenly grinned, revealing two milky white baby teeth, waving his chubby limbs, very excited.

"You little guy recognizes your mother!" Jiang Nian lowered his head and gently touched the little guy's head with his forehead, the little guy smiled even more happily, and his eyes were almost gone.

When Jiang Nian saw this scene, the original depression in his heart was swept away, and it was replaced by the emotion of being a mother.

It's hard to imagine that she has become a mother, and this little guy who was only a little big in the incubator is already so big, and it is a little difficult for her to pick it up.

The time spent with Nannan passed quickly, and soon it was time for dinner, Jiang Nian fed Nannan milk powder, and Nannan was taken to take a nap by Sister Wu after eating and drinking for a while.

Jiang Nian shook off his hand that was sore because of holding Nannan for a long time, and Zhao Yashu saw it on the side and said, "This kid is not used to holding it much, and it is quite tiring to hold it for so long for a while." ”

Jiang Nian nodded, and then said: "It's me who is a mother who hugs too little, Nannan just saw me and didn't know me a little, and only after hugging me did he remember a little." ”

"Yes, children, no matter how many people hug them, they only kiss their mothers." Zhao Yashu drank tea, stared at the Yueji Huahai outside the door in front of him, his eyes were a little ethereal and said: "I rarely hugged him when I was a child, at that time I had just joined the company, thinking about doing a good job in my career, there was a good opportunity in front of me, the school needed to send a teacher to study abroad, I signed up, through a lot of screening, the school decided to let me go, how happy I am, go back and share this matter with his father, the two had a seafood dinner that night, I had a stomachache in the evening, and hurried to the hospital, This test was terrible, and I was actually pregnant. ”

Zhao Yashu chuckled, a trace of helplessness flashed on her face, "At that time, the grandmother of Lingling was still there, and after learning that I was pregnant with her baby grandchild, she didn't let me go abroad, and her father was the most filial, and he actually persuaded me by his mother, and finally I chose the former between the family and the future, and the opportunity was given to a young teacher who was not married at the time. ”

Jiang Nian lowered his eyes and listened patiently to Zhao Yashu's story.

"When I learned that she was transferred, I was as old as Nannan now, somehow, I was angry at myself for missing this opportunity, and I was angry with a child, I threw him to the nanny, and I found various reasons to go out after work and on vacation, I didn't want to hear the cry of Lingling and see Lingling."

Zhao Yashu sighed, his slender hand clenched the delicate teacup in his hand, turned his head, looked at Jiang Nian and said: "Niannian, you have been in our Lu family for a few years, you should be able to see that Desire Ling is not very close to me or his father, I couldn't understand it before, I gave him the best, and cultivated him so well, why doesn't he seem to be particularly close to me, I obviously only have one child with him, and he only has one mother with me, now I see Nannan I understand, I blamed him for my knot in his heart during the initial temptation of the world, and even though he didn't remember it at the time, he always had it in his subconscious. ”

"Wanting to be very independent, it seems that he doesn't need the help of his parents at all, he can take the bus to go to elementary school by himself, and the driver at home wants to pick him up, but he doesn't want it."

Zhao Yashu took a sip of tea, and moved her gaze back to the moon flowers, this season moon flowers should not have bloomed, because she liked it, she specially flown it from other places, the elegant champagne color, very moving, but this charm will not last long, these flowers will soon wither because they can't stand the increasingly cold weather in Su City.

Her son is like this moon flower that she loves so much.

Later, she didn't know what to stimulate, she wanted to train him to be one of her most successful students, she keenly found that his qualifications were not particularly high, but she still gave him a full schedule of every break, advanced speaking, physics, logic, piano, painting, etc., etc., and she enrolled him in some interest classes on the market.

Yu Ling didn't adapt at first, he didn't adapt to his indifferent mother's sudden care for him, he didn't adapt to his happy childhood being filled with heavy courses, but he seemed to have a strong ability to adapt, just like when she completely threw him to the nanny, a week later, he recognized the nanny as his mother, and he would subconsciously resist when he saw her.

From a very young age he had adapted to her abandonment and cold eyes, and as he grew older, he quickly adapted to sudden attention with spikes.

He was moving in the direction she wanted, expecting her compliments and smiles, but just as the matter was going on, she became pregnant again.

Probably a few years older, or when she was a mother for the first time, she didn't have time to vent her strong love, she cherished the child in her belly unusually, and she abandoned the desire again, and let him go.

He was stunned for a few days, but quickly accepted the reality.

But within a few months, her second child was gone, she was in an unusually bad mood, she was wanton and cathartic, and no one dared to approach her even half a step.

Yu Ling dared to ask her to go to dinner, but was hit in the arm by a cup she had passed, and he didn't know how to cry, but ran away with red eyes.

From that day on, Ling Ling offered to continue her previous studies, she collected her mood for a while, and suddenly realized that she still had a child, although he was not a very good seed, this seed had blocked her opportunities, but she could still continue to cultivate him, let him become an adder to her own achievements.

Desire Ling disguised himself well, he accepted her sudden love very calmly, but he no longer showed surprise or even flattering eyes like at the beginning, he became more self-contained, calmer, and more cold-blooded in the future.

The mother is undoubtedly the one who knows her child best, she knows too well what kind of person her excellent son is, she has always felt that her son will be like this to everyone, but Jiang Nian appeared.

She remembered that he had just entered the first summer vacation of college, and he had become very frequent to come to her school, and she was stupid at that time thinking that her son had grown up in college, and when she saw Jiang Nian later, she realized that this child was just an iron tree blooming.

From the perspective of personal achievements, she has undoubtedly succeeded in raising her son, but from the perspective of a mother, she has been completely derelict in her duties, and from the perspective of emotional maintenance and family concepts, she is undoubtedly a failure.

That dazzling sea of moon flowers has long since withered and died in the unsuitable weather.