Chapter 4 is also about the end of the world

Yu woke up and the group, drove for a day, and felt that they were more than ten miles away from the battlefield, so they stopped, dismantled the carriage, and nailed a simple coffin with the materials of the carriage. found a place with the mountain back to the sun and buried Yu's mother.

After doing all this, Yu Xing knelt in front of the grave, unwilling to get up.

Fourth Brother Wang persuaded him several times, but Yu Xing was unmoved, so he could only let Yu Xing stay alone, at this time, Fourth Brother Wang suddenly heard movement in the night.

He was startled, thinking that it was the Yuan army coming, so he picked up his battle axe, stood up and scolded loudly: "Who is it? ”

But in the darkness, there was a hearty laugh and said, "Wang Laosi, is it really you?" ”

Fourth Brother Wang listened to the familiar voice, thought for a moment and said, "Taiwei? ”

Tai Lieutenant was the highest military position in the Song Dynasty, but I don't know when it became the special title of Qiu Ba.

Uncle Li walked from the darkness to the place where the bonfire was shining. Seeing this, Fourth Brother Wang immediately saluted and said, "Sure enough, it's the Taiwei." ”

When Fourth Brother Wang was in the army, he was also familiar with Captain Li.

At this moment, the two recognized each other, and the rest of their lives were after the catastrophe. I have some joy. Immediately, Mrs. Li asked Zhang Yunqing and others to come over. The two sides sat in between.

Zhang Yunqing was born in the door and has his own style. After a few words, it will be familiar.

Zhang Yunqing talked about the ambush in front of him and asked Fourth Brother Wang, Fourth Brother Wang respected General Zhang, and asked Zhang Yunqing, naturally knowing everything and saying everything. even told Zhang Yunqing what happened before in a slightly ostentatious tone.

Zhang Yunqing looked at Yu Xing's back, and said secretly in his heart: "It turns out that there are no two people, only one person." The rising star of Zhiyong Shuangquan, if grandpa is here, he must be a good student to cultivate as my Great Song Dynasty. ”

Immediately, Zhang Yunqing's mind dimmed, and he said secretly: "Yun Qing, Yun Qing." You can't miss grandpa anymore. Grandpa is gone, you're still there. You should think about what you should do when you meet such a person. Zhang Yunqing's eyes were condensed in the distance, kneeling in front of the new grave. said: "Your son-in-law, what are you doing there?" ”

Fourth Brother Wang's expression was a little gloomy, and he said, "Madame unfortunately passed away. Your son-in-law was a little crazy when he was young. It hasn't come out yet. ”

Between the words of Fourth Brother Wang, he couldn't help but defend Yu Xing. Concealed that Yu was a fool before he woke up.

Zhang Yunqing looked at Yu Xing's figure, bit his lip violently, and made up his mind. I got up and walked over.

Taiwei Li and Fourth Brother Wang looked at each other, and there was a trace of tacit understanding between their words.

Yu Xing heard the sound behind him, but he was unmoved.

If you have never seen the light, you will not fear the darkness.

That's how Yu Xing is.

In his previous life, he was the youngest academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences, and many people thought that he would be the leader of China's scientific development decades later. But he was never happy.

In his previous life, his mother died in childbirth, and he had never seen his mother, and his father was a university professor who was admitted to Beijing from a young place, and he was very strict with his studies. is so strict that the grades are not good, and it seems that he does not deserve to live.

Once you fail the exam, you will be punched and kicked to him. This is how my father was admitted to Beijing under the education of his grandfather.

In my father's philosophy, if you don't study well, you don't play enough.

Once, he was hit on the head by his father, his head roared, and everything in the world was withdrawn from his eyes. Reduced to a purely rational world. After that, anything in the world of study, scientific research, is as easy as finding things for him. But what is affection? What it feels like to love someone else, what it's like to be loved. He didn't feel it anymore.

This mode of thinking in a purely rational world allowed him to pass step by step and become the youngest academician of the Chinese Academy of Sciences. It was also the curse of his lifelong knowledge.

Joy, happiness, and even sorrow, pain have nothing to do with him. His world has only cold logic.

Until he met an accident and left the world, he did not feel a trace of emotional fluctuations.

Reincarnated, he felt the warmth of his mother for the first time in the depths of his consciousness, and he felt that he was extremely eager for this feeling.

It was his mother's love that melted the thousands of zhang of ice that he had accumulated in his two lifetimes, allowing a seed to bloom its first leaf under the ice and snow.

I had the strongest desire in my heart: I wanted to see my mother.

Now there is only a lonely grave left, the people he wants to see are inside, and the people she misses are outside.

Those who have lost their souls can only do something else, and death is even more above life.

This extreme pain made him not want to do anything, let alone move, and the boundaries between life and death were so blurred in his eyes. It seems that with a light touch, you can cross the line between life and death. He secretly said in his heart: "Maybe, I shouldn't have lived. It's okay to die on your knees here. Can I see my mother when I die? ”

A gentle female voice came from behind him, saying, "I have heard the story of your mother, she is after the Duke of Confucianism. A talented woman who is famous among the elders. It's just that according to legend, her son did not open his mind. Speaking of this, the voice paused: "I think it's a miscommunication." ”

Yu woke up and didn't react at all.

The woman's voice continued: "My father died early, and my mother followed my father early. Grew up beside my grandfather. No matter how busy my grandfather was with military affairs, he would find time to accompany me and tell me about things outside, and when the siege of Chongqing was at its tightest, my grandfather saved his own food for me, which is something I learned later. ”

"Just two months ago, when the city of Chongqing was broken, my grandfather led his troops out of the water gate and sent people to send them across the river.

"Later, when I heard that my grandfather was captured, he committed suicide."

"Just like your mother."

The woman's voice suddenly became sonorous, and there was a faint voice of gold and stone, and she said: "The eldest husband was born between heaven and earth, and he has kindness and revenge, revenge, and national hatred and family hatred, who doesn't have it." I only hate that I can't be born as a man, I died on the battlefield with a sword, you are both wise and brave, but now you can indulge in the sorrow, I ask you, is the revenge over? Is it enough to kill a cowardly Xue Jun? ”

Yu Xing got up suddenly, and the wound in his heart was torn open violently, bursting out with endless, icy flames. Pain, extreme pain, stirred in his heart. The image of his mother's dying flashed back to his eyes over and over again.

"Ah------" a bitter wail: "My mother is gone." You, the Xiao'er Jin family, the so-called Great Yuan Dynasty, why are you still there, why are you alive. Yu Xing suddenly burst out laughing, laughing wildly, laughing and laughing and crying, and after a while, his face converged, revealing a cold smile, and said, "Thank you, girl, I understand." ”

Yu Xing knelt down again, kowtowed to his mother's grave, and said, "Mother, you wait." I know what you want. I'll do it. I will let the Great Yuan Dynasty fall, and I will let them all be buried for you. ”

"Destroy the world."

After Yu Xing saluted, he carefully removed the log tombstone, dug a shallow pit in front of the grave, and buried it, Yu Xing knew that he was determined to fight the Tartars to the end, and for many years to come, he might not be able to come. Leave this one and it's easy to be found.

Zhang Yunqing was a little afraid of Yu Xing's hatred, but countless scenes flashed back in front of Zhang Yunqing's eyes, so many uncles and uncles in Chongqing City, on the Chaotianmen Wharf, one by one died for her. and even the rolling Yangtze River, shedding endless heroic blood. She was suddenly no longer afraid. The murderer is not afraid of retribution, and the murdered have nothing to fear. She said, "How are you going to take revenge?" ”

Yu woke up and said, "I don't know." But there is always a way. ”

Zhang Yunqing said: "I have a shortcut, and Yu Gongzi is willing to listen to it." ”

Yu Xing said, "Please speak." ”

Zhang Yunqing gritted his teeth and said, "Marry me." I am the granddaughter of Zhang Jijue, the ambassador of Sichuan pacification, my grandfather has been fighting in Sichuan for decades, and his protégés and former officials are all over Sichuan, as long as you marry me, these people can be used by you. ”

Zhang Yunqing took out a cloth bag with her body temperature from her arms, and when she opened it, it was an official seal.

Yu Xing took it with both hands, flipped it over and saw that it was the official seal of the Sichuan pacification ambassador. The system of the Song Dynasty was set up after the southern crossing, which was convenient for the civilian officials to unify the front-line military and government, resist the Jin soldiers, and the power was so great that they were not under the Jiedu envoys.

The military and political power of the Sichuan Fourth Route is all under this seal.

Although now the Song Dynasty is now in turmoil, the mountains and rivers are left. However, in the 400-year-old Song Dynasty, there is still a political legacy.

Yu Xing looked at Zhang Yunqing, and a different kind of warmth surged into his heart, and he looked at this girl carefully for the first time. She was petite, plainly dressed, and the distant bonfire hit her face, casting shadows of varying shades.

There is a bleak beauty.

Yu Xing felt the body temperature of the girl on the official seal, which was a kind of warmth that penetrated deep into his heart, and his tone calmed down, and said: "How can you be so loved?" ”

Zhang Yunqing said: "You can kill the Tartars, and you are the same age as me." I'm a woman, and I'm not born to serve the public, and if I don't find someone who can take charge of my grandfather's old ministry in my place sooner, these people will also disperse in the future. ”

"As for myself?"

Zhang Yunqing's eyes had a heartbreaking grievance, and he said: "When Jingkang was in Jingkang, what happened to the noble girl in Tokyo, I would rather die than bear such an insult." My future is nothing more than death, but dying against the Yuan is death, and dying after fleeing is also death. I chose to resist the yuan and die, not to disgrace the family style, life and death are trivial matters, and marriage is a big deal. Brother Yu, success or failure, a word can be decided. ”

Between Zhang Yunqing's words, he said it simply, and there was no trace of evasion in his expression.

A woman has no expectations for her marriage. A woman has no shyness about her marriage. It's just that the children of troubled times are really extravagant to say this.

Yu Xing looked at the woman in front of him and felt the despair in her heart. The same extreme sadness as himself.