Chapter 3 She figured out the path she was going to take
In Xu Wanning's impression, he is not a woman.
So in the past, in the capital, many people who didn't know the inside story praised her for marrying well.
Because Yan Yuanzheng is not like other men who have three wives and four concubines, let alone mess with flowers and grass outside.
In the eyes of outsiders, Yan Yuanzheng is a rare man in this world.
So even if he wanted to reconcile with her later, they also thought that she must have done something sorry for Yan Yuanzheng.
But they didn't know that Yan Yuanzheng had never been for her to clean herself.
He is for Xu Wanyu.
"Don't."
"What you like is Xu Wanyu, you go to her."
On the night of his previous life, Yan Yuanzheng was extremely reluctant, and he didn't want to touch her at all.
The old lady was forced to die, so she called him to her room.
But after only a while, he wanted to leave.
It was she who blushed and took the initiative to approach that he was willing to touch her.
She also clearly remembered that in her previous life, they were entangled in the bed for a second, as intimate as other couples in this world.
But in the next second, after the desire was vented, he immediately broke away and bathed and changed clothes.
It was as if he was not the one who had been struggling with her just now.
In his previous life, he was so reluctant that she thought that he would not be willing to touch her this time.
Now he has changed his attitude.
"You're my wife, why are you looking for her?"
Yan Yuanzheng saw her face full of resistance and incomprehension, and the corners of her mouth twitched slightly, with a little mockery.
She doesn't know men.
Being so disgusted by his wife is unacceptable to any man in this world.
What's more, not long ago, she still had a deep love for him and was obedient everywhere.
"You obviously like her, and you once didn't marry her."
Xu Wanning's voice trembled a little, and her fists were clenched under her sleeves.
She absolutely could not accept that she should commit herself to the person she hated the most.
Yan Yuanzheng strode closer, he practiced martial arts all year round, and his skills were much higher than Xu Wanning.
He directly held her down, hugged her horizontally, and let Xu Wanning struggle in his arms.
"You have to know that many things are out of your control, no one will help you, not even the Xu family, a helpless person like you, can only live by being obedient and obedient."
"You used to do well, but now why are you confused?"
Yan Yuanzheng's face was extremely cold, and he asked this sentence without emotion.
Xu Wanning's heart was hit hard.
The previous life was too miserable, and when she was reborn, she accumulated countless resentments and unwillingness in her heart.
In front of Mama Li, she can still restrain her emotions.
Because she knew that the person behind Mama Li could directly kill her.
But Yan Yuanzheng won't kill her for the time being, so he let her true emotions vent a little.
"Concentrate on it."
He laid her on the bed, and the tall figure completely covered her, trapped between the bed, and the narrow space was filled with the cold smell of a man's body.
His rough fingertips reached out to her white jade cheeks.
This action made Xu Wanning wake up from her chaotic thoughts.
She quickly pulled off the hairpin on her head and retreated, full of defensive postures.
Yan Yuanzheng curled his lips sarcastically: "Do you think that you can hurt me with what you have in your hand?" Xu Wanning, just in moderation, I won't always forgive you. ”
He was calm and composed, and coldly hooked the corners of his lips as if he was watching a good show.
Xu Wanning was extremely disgusted with this condescending look.
Yan Yuanzheng, Xu Wanyu, stepmother, all of them have looked at her like this.
This is a look at the weak, at the ants.
Because of himself, he has no power to fight back in front of them.
Dealing with her life and death may only be slightly more troublesome for them than stepping on an ant.
Does she really want to do this in this life?
Always in a lower position, everyone can be bullied, everyone can be humiliated, and you can never control your own destiny.
What is the significance of such rebirth?
"I know this thing can't hurt you in the slightest." She clenched the hairpin, and her voice was soft.
She didn't know why, in this situation, she could still laugh out loud.
Perhaps at some point, she figured out the path she was going to take.
Xu Wanning pointed the hairpin in her hand to herself, "If you come over, I will kill myself." The old lady has always been fame-conscious, and if I die in bed tonight, what do you think the city will say tomorrow......"
She didn't go on for the rest.
Yan Yuanzheng's thin lips pursed into a straight line, and his eyes looked at her for a long time.
After being silent for a long time, he said coldly: "Would you rather kill yourself than let me touch you?" ”
Xu Wanning's transformation made him feel a burst of anger in his heart, his wife who was soft and weak in the past seemed to be a different person now.
"Yes!" Her voice was resolute, her face full of resistance.
"You really don't regret it?"
Xu Wanning raised her head and looked directly into those dark and deep eyes: "I will never regret it." ”
Yan Yuanzheng didn't speak for a long time, and finally sneered.
He stared at her with a deep gaze, "As you wish, I just hope you can say such things with a smile in the future." ”
"In the next few decades, you will be in this general's mansion for the rest of your life, what will your life be like without me? Have you ever wondered? ”
Xu Wanning sneered: "Of course the concubine knows, don't bother the general." ”
Yan Yuanzheng stared at her, the corners of his lips twitched slightly, as if he didn't believe it, and it seemed like he sneered.
He then got up and left, striding out the door.
It wasn't until he went out that she collapsed on the bed.
She was right.
Although no one in the Xu family will help her get out of the way, she is the daughter of the Xu family in the end.
She is still alive, the Yan and Xu families are in-laws, if she dies, this relationship will not exist.
The Xu family is now the only one left who is unmarried, but Xu Wanyu is going to enter the palace draft.
She died, and there was no more school-age woman in the Xu family to marry into the Yan family.
So Yan Yuanzheng won't call her dead.
"Madam, why did the general leave?"
"Madame, have you had sex with the general tonight?"
Mama Li asked eagerly.
Xu Wanning squeezed out tears, looked at Mama Li with hazy teary eyes, and shook her head gently, "No." ”
"Such a good opportunity, why didn't Madame grasp it."
Mama Li was very pity, "Why is the general unwilling?" ”
"Why else?"
Xu Wanning pretended to be injured: "The general has always had a heart, and the person he likes is not me, so naturally he won't touch me......"
She knew that Yan Yuanzheng would not say that she was unwilling.
He has a good face, even if he knows her words, he won't pierce it.
Moreover, he was rarely at home, and more often in the barracks.
This gives her room to lie.
"What can I do about this, the old lady will definitely be in trouble tomorrow."
Xu Wanning lowered her head, as if ashamed, and refused to speak again.
She knew that Mama Li was so eager because she had also taken refuge in the old lady.
But this is only on the surface, her only master is Xu Wanyu.
"Mama, you've worked hard today." Xu Wanning sobbed, "You go back to rest first, and call Zhixia to stay and keep vigil tonight." ”
Mama Li nodded, she was worried about how to talk back to the old lady.
"Don't be sad, madam, there will be a chance in the future." Summer whispered to reassure her.
Xu Wanning raised her head, and there was still half a tear on her face.
She looked at Xia gently.
Zhixia is a maid who has followed her since she was a child, and she has always been loyal to her because of her mother's life-saving grace.
In his previous life, he died to save her.
Summer never betrayed her.
She is also the only person who dares to use Xu Wanning with confidence now.
"Zhixia, I need you to help me, I want you to do this quietly, don't let anyone know, including Mama Li."
Xu Wanning lowered her voice and held Xia's hand tightly.
She was a clever maid, and she quickly nodded heavily: "Madame, you say, the slave must do her best." ”
She didn't know what it was, so she nodded without hesitation.
Xu Wanning was moved in her heart, maybe if she asked Zhixia to kill someone, she would do it immediately.
"You come here."