Chapter 204: I Didn't Come In On Purpose

"Ah, don't be angry...... I...... I didn't come in on purpose. Fang Xuemeng shook her little hand in a panic, looking embarrassed.

Hanguang didn't answer Fang Xuemeng immediately, just straightened up, sat on the bed, and quietly thought about the dream just now.

What he had dreamed about just now was very strange. In that dream, he was no longer himself, but a person he couldn't even understand.

In that dream, that person, also suffered a very, very right setback. He lost his cultivation talent at an early age, and lost his love when he was young. In his later years, he was framed by someone, and the once majestic strong man ended up in exile and became a complete beggar.

Hanguang has lived a very good life in this life, although he has been treated coldly, but after all, he has had no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, and in the eyes of many civilians, he is living a life of fine clothes and food.

However, the dream just now made him feel extremely real. It also made him think about a question carefully...... If the power is really so strong, if a person cannot live without power, then will he not be completely reduced to a person who can be wantonly bullied like that? Just like him in a dream, even if he has mastered the peak power in middle age? Isn't he still bullied by others for 10,000 years after his skill is lost? When those people are bullying him, who would have thought that this person is the "he" who was invincible at the beginning?

"What's wrong with you? Did I upset you? I'm sorry...... I really didn't mean to. I know we still have a lot of secrets between us, sorry...... I shouldn't have watched it. Fang Xuemeng said very nervously, her expression was very gloomy, and she was a little dazed.

"It's not. You did nothing wrong. It's not a secret, it's just that I just had a nightmare. It's just that this nightmare is really real and very long. I probably lost my temper while I was sleeping, and I woke up with no relief. Hanguang said with a wry smile, his accidental nightmare was actually thought by Fang Xuemeng to be his secret, which made him cry and laugh.

"Really?" Fang Xuemeng rubbed her eyes, which were a little red and swollen from nervousness, and said.

"I'm not going to lie to you - because, you're my friend. Hanguang nodded solemnly.

Fang Xuemeng smiled with satisfaction - it's normal for friends to have secrets, everyone has their own privacy, as long as what the other party says is true and does not deceive people, then the rest is not so important.

"I ...... It will be so in the future. Fang Xuemeng bowed her head and said, as if she had made a very solemn decision.

"Let me tell you about that dream I just had. "Hanguang Dao. He really needs a way to vent his emotions now, and it is obviously a good choice to talk to someone like this.

"This dream is very long...... In my dreams, I came from a very ordinary civilian family. After hard work, I finally reaped success, but in my old age, I lived a more miserable life than a beggar......" Hanguang said slowly, his tone very calm. This strange calm is a little frightening.

"This is my dream...... Hanguang sighed deeply, took out a kettle and poured water into his mouth. This dream was said by him like this, it really made him feel a lot better, and the bitterness in his heart was confided in, and it was really a good choice - Hanguang also tasted this kind of benefit for the first time, when he was in Han's house in the past, he didn't want to confide in others, he also thought that no one would care about him except his sister Hanyue, and he didn't want Hanyue to have trouble with so many people because of his affairs.

"There are a lot of things that you think of, I never thought of. Fang Xuemeng took a deep breath and said, "Maybe we have all been high and self-righteous since we were children, poor and rich in martial arts, and most of the people who really have the strength to stand at the peak of cultivation are also those of us who are from wealthy families. ”

"Those of us who have been standing in different positions since we were young, and we have seen many problems from different angles. It's like me, walking down the street, if someone keeps their eyes on me. If I'm in a bad mood, I'll rush over and beat him up. Fang Xuemeng sighed: "Actually, I know that their eyes like this are just human nature." Whenever a woman is a little beautiful, those men can't help but look at it like this. The other women also calmly accepted this strange gaze. But because I have the strength, I can teach those who look at me with this kind of look. But in that case, why am I not one of those who bully others?"

"Sometimes, when I think about it, it's really ridiculous. Fang Xuemeng shook her head, and continued: "Sometimes I always sigh how evil and bad this world is. But I never thought that I had such a life, such a enjoyment, who brought it to me, and traced back to the poorest people. In fact, I myself am one of the driving forces that make those people destitute. ”

"Yes...... Xue Meng, is this the reality in this world? When I have unparalleled strength in the dream world, I have so many friends around me. But because of that incident, I lost all my strength, all the friends who used to seem to be good left me, and even the wife in my dream had a hard time living and had to hang herself to keep her loyalty. This world is hot and cold......" Hanguang said with a sigh.

Fang Xuemeng heard Hanguang call her "Xuemeng", and knew that Hanguang had completely recognized her, and those words just now were naturally not hers. However, Fang Xuemeng also said firmly: "I am friends with you, and it is not your strength or the benefits that I can bring to me. Your spirit touched me, touched me a lot, and made me understand a lot. So, no matter what happens to you in the future, I will always be your friend. No matter what position we stand in the end, I, Fang Xuemeng, will definitely not be your enemy! This is my promise as a friend. ”

Although Fang Xuemeng is a little delicate today, this passage is correct and meticulous.

"I believe it. What you say, I'll do too. Hanguang smiled and nodded.

You don't know my background, my origins, but I know all about it. Although you betrayed the Han family, you are still a member of the Han family in your heart. And my family and the Han family are destined to be enemies......

Fang Xuemeng couldn't help but feel gloomy in her heart, and she didn't know what to say for a while.

"You said you came to me at night, and you don't know where you're going to take me. There aren't many opportunities for this kind of thing, and I still have to cultivate tomorrow. "Hanguang Dao.

"It's like I'm begging you to hang out with me. If I hadn't seen what the consequences were likely to occur when you cultivated all day long, I wouldn't have bothered to take you out to play. Fang Xuemeng glanced at the cold light and said. However, what she said was wrong, because Fang Xuemeng rarely went out, at most, Lin Jingcha pulled him out to play casually, if she was alone, she would either practice in the room, or read some books in the room, and she would not think of going out to play at all.

"I'll take you out for a picnic. This time I dragged my mentor to get the raw materials. Fang Xuemeng shook the cold light arm and said.

"Why don't you call the two of them in Linjing Tea Tea?" Hanguang proposed, although he knew that the friendship between the two of them was still very pure, but it was better not to have such a thing as a lonely man and a widow being alone for a day.

"Lin Jingcha, that Nizi ran out early in the morning to play. She has encountered peace in her cultivation in the past few days, so she goes out to play and relax all day long. As for Ye Hanchao's words, I suggest not to take him with me. Although we don't say it on the surface, but you also know, although he is in a much better state of mind now, but if he knew that we went out alone in the morning, he must still have a stomach in his heart. So it's better not to invite him. Fang Xuemeng refused, and she did not avoid the fact that Ye Hanchao liked her.

"Okay. Hanguang could only agree.

"I said, your today belongs to me. We've known each other for so long, and we've only been in that space for longer, but we haven't had a good meal together, we haven't had a good chat. They say that as friends, they always eat and chat together. This morning, we've had a chat, and as for this dinner, it's our picnic tonight. Fang Xuemeng said simply.

Hanguang couldn't help but glance at Fang Xuemeng more, it was rare for Fang Xuemeng to have such a simple time, this girl estimated that she usually had no friends. Friends have to eat together, chat and so on, either read a book or listen to what others say.

The night was getting darker, and before I knew it, it was already dark.

The rooms were lit up, and some people also took out some simple lighting gems or night pearls to illuminate the room.

In this world where there are no lights, people here don't like to light torches, so the night here is very quiet - there is a fundamental difference from the hustle and bustle of the Han family at night.

The crescent moon hung in the sky, because it had just darkened, and there was not the slightest coolness in the air.

Under the leadership of Fang Xuemeng, Hanguang walked to a clearing. This clearing is open all around, perfect for picnics, and not far from this clearing, there is a small stream - the Kamikaze Academy designed this space to be optimized according to the environment in the real mountain forest, unlike the space where Cold Light went to test it was full of weirdness, and there were no living creatures other than people.

"Let's light a campfire and barbecue. These foods should be ready to eat when grilled. Fang Xuemeng twisted and took out the prepared ingredients from the storage gem and put them on a cloth that was ready to be prepared. Then he took out the firewood directly from the storage gems, and after piling it up unfamiliarly, he used his true qi to ignite the firewood.

Looking at Fang Xue's unfamiliar movements, Han Guang felt a strange feeling in his heart, and couldn't help but say, "It's the first time you've done this kind of thing." ”

"Ah...... Yes, did I do something wrong?" Fang Xuemeng looked at Han Guang nervously.

"No, I'm just curious. You don't usually have to do this kind of thing, why do you force it today. Hanguang shook his head.

"Because I'm in for dinner tonight. Fang Xuemeng said proudly.

Hanguang sat down on the open space on the side, silently watching Fang Xuemeng's actions.

Fang Xuemeng's experience is very rusty, but fortunately, the tutor she dragged to buy for her was also very thoughtful, and she directly got the kind of food that was not baked at the food stall outside, which really saved Fang Xuemeng a lot of trouble.

Although Fang Xuemeng's true qi cultivation is outstanding, she is naturally not afraid of fire, but she is very careful about the barbecue, and only takes two skewers at a time and roasts them on the bonfire.

The explosion of flames and the sound of running water were mixed in with the clearing.

It was so quiet, Hanguang didn't know what he was thinking, and a smile on the corner of his mouth that was extremely difficult to detect silently looked at Fang Xuemeng's nervous situation when he was roasting.

Finally, the meat was almost cooked, Fang Xuemeng handed a skewer to Hanguang, and then tasted the barbecue herself.

"This ...... Why is this meat tasteless? Fang Xuemeng was not afraid of being hot, the freshly cooked barbecue meat was put directly into her mouth, but she couldn't help but spit it out.

Hanguang smiled at this time: "Let's just say that you haven't done this kind of thing in ordinary times, so don't do this kind of thing in the future." This is what other people should do, and since we can cultivate, we should do something that only cultivators can do, so that we can embody the meaning of our existence. ”

"Then ...... today," Fang Xuemeng said with some disappointment.

"Since it's your first time cooking, I'll finish everything I say. "Hanguang Dao. After that, Hanguang gulped down the barbecue in his hand, this barbecue was not big, and it was quickly eaten by Hanguang

"I'll leave it to me for today's picnic. I used to do this kind of thing a lot. "Hanguang Dao. He didn't like to picnic outside, he used to be sent out by people, and he always had enough dry food, but after meeting Menghua, he liked to hunt some game outside to fill his mouth, and the things made by Menghua were extremely delicious even if the raw materials were simple.

"To make these things, you have to know how to put spices. Hanguang couldn't help but glance at Fang Xuemeng, and took out a few small bottles from his arms, which were filled with different powders.

Then Hanguang took advantage of the situation to pick up a few skewers of barbecue and put them on the fire to roast. When the barbecue is half-cooked, the powder from these bottles is sprinkled on top of the barbecue.

After a while, the smell of barbecued meat filled the air.

"Why do you know how to barbecue, didn't you say that it's better to let someone do this kind of thing. Fang Xuemeng couldn't help but ask when she was roasting in the cold light.

"I don't know how to barbecue, but every time I eat Menghua barbecue, I always feel a strange feeling in it. But at that time, I had always been firmly in love with Mengli, and I didn't know what that feeling was. Hanguang said seriously: "After I separated from her, on the way to Kamikaze Academy, I would always go up and buy a skewer or two to taste it, but I always couldn't taste that unique taste. That taste is an indescribable delicacy. It wasn't until then that I knew that it was the taste of Yumeka's love for me. ”

"That'...... Does today's barbecue have a familiar flavor to you......? Don't get me wrong, I didn't mean that......" Fang Xuemeng asked, but she knew that she had made a mistake and hurriedly explained.

Hanguang smiled, didn't rush to answer, he only left a bunch and gave Fang Xuemeng a small bite after giving the rest.

In fact, Hanguang himself was also very worried, he had only seen Menghua spill these bottles of seasoning on the meat at will, and he didn't know what these bottles of seasoning were.

One bite is not very delicious, but it is not unpalatable, and it is still acceptable.

Hanguang couldn't help but look at Fang Xuemeng's reaction, he was also very nervous, just like Fang Xuemeng's psychology after tasting the barbecue just now. Because Fang Xuemeng has been dressed and eaten since she was a child, this can be seen from the fact that she always picks the most expensive dishes provided by the academy. And this level of barbecue is really difficult to get into her eyes.

But seeing that Fang Xuemeng finished eating a few skewers of barbecue meat handed to him by Hanguang in a big gulp, he wiped his greasy red mouth with his little hand without a ladylike image, and said, "It's delicious, I also tasted a special taste." ”

"That's the smell of friends, Hanguang, you know? It's been more than ten years, and it's the first time I've trusted someone so much. I know that this trust I have in you is not because of the affection between men and women, but just pure friends. And you...... It's my first true friend in more than ten years!" Fang Xuemeng said in a low voice with a naughty and cute smile on her face.

"Maybe you weren't my first friend, but you're my favorite friend. I know that you can be strong at times, and that's not because of your arrogance, it's just because of the circumstances in which you grew up. And you, in front of me, this kind of character is completely gone, this is not the kind that can be endured, but a real change. Hanguang said: "Although you are very mature, but your heart is very weak, you have to participate in intrigue since you were a child, but it is precisely because of this kind of intrigue that you have a sense of distrust of others since childhood, plus you are more mature in your heart than on the outside, so you have no real friends." ”

"Actually, you have a lot of opportunities to make friends, it's just that you don't trust them. If you give them trust, you will find that there are many people to make friends with. Hanguang said earnestly, although many people sneered at him when he was in the Han family, there were also people who really cared about him, but Hanguang was too inferior at that time and didn't pay attention to those people, which also made Hanguang's childhood a lot of discoloration.

"Is it delicious? I'll bake it for you." "Hanguang Dao.

Fang Xuemeng nodded, carefully savoring Hanguang's words just now.

Before I knew it, it seemed to be midnight, and the candlelight faintly visible in the distance was extinguished one by one.

Fang Xuemeng and Hanguang chatted while eating like this, and they talked until now.

At Fang Xuemeng's request, Hanguang was willing to teach her how to barbecue meat - in fact, Hanguang really didn't know what the method was, so he just gave Fang Xuemeng some of these ingredients, and then traced her memory to depict the actions of Menghua as much as possible.

In this way, Fang Xuemeng finally took the test for the real skewer of barbecue in her life...... It is worth mentioning that just when Fang Xuemeng ate the barbecue in her mouth, the bonfire suddenly went out, which scared Fang Xuemeng, and she thought that the barbecue she made was poisonous...... Directly read his eyes blind.

The two of them ate surprisingly large amounts today, and all the barbecue meat and vegetables that Fang Xuemeng brought were roasted and eaten by the two of them. After eating, the two of them chatted back to back, like a little couple.

However, there is nothing glamorous about it. Imagine what two very introverted people who shut up their hearts would talk about when they talked together?

However, although Fang Xuemeng trusted Hanguang very much, some places were still ignored by her like this, and she didn't mean to hide Hanguang, but from her family's standpoint, she had to do this.

"It's getting late, let's go back. "Hanguang Dao. Although the academy did not stipulate the work and rest time of the academy, and did not even interfere with the private lives of the students, although neither of them was sleepy, Hanguang still felt that this was a little inappropriate.

"You go back first, I'll pack up and come. Fang Xuemeng said.

Hanguang nodded, he knew that Fang Xuemeng didn't want Ye Hanchao to cause any trouble after seeing the two of them go out alone. So he patted the dust off his clothes and stood up.

"Hanguang!" Just as Hanguang turned to leave, Fang Xuemeng called out to Hanguang.

"What's the matter?" Hanguang asked, turning around.

"Today, I had a great time. Thank you. Fang Xuemeng's face was a little flushed, and she said a little unnaturally.

"I'm even happier, you spent the day with me and made me figure out a lot of things. It's really a good choice to have such a confidante in this world!" Hanguang laughed.

"If you like, I'll invite you out for a picnic next time. Fang Xuemeng said.

Coldlight nodded, and disappeared into the night.

Seeing the cold light go away, Fang Xuemeng only felt that her mood was difficult to calm down. It was a long time before she remembered to clean up the garbage and go back to her room.