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"You're really keen on your work, and you've said it yourself, and the position you hold in this city is seriously just a stopgap measure...... Two days ago, Lin complained that you were a 'servant of the people'. ”
It was already past the wee hours of the morning, but the lights were still lit in Sharis's room. Xia, who was passing by Sharis's room, could only sigh helplessly when she saw this situation - it must be another man's wife who is working mentally again, right?
Can't she have some self-realization? Xia actually can't stand this kind of behavior of Sharis...... Women's bodies are much more delicate than men's, and if they don't get enough sleep at night, the consequences of endocrine disorders are much stricter than men's. Even if Saris's situation is a little special, even if she wants to maintain that subtle "male dignity", she still can't ignore the hardware configuration problem.
Pushing open the door, Xia really saw a red hair spread out on the desk.
"Asleep?"
Secretly complaining about a certain sex transfer girl's inattention to her body, Xia shook her head, turned around and left Sharis's study, and went to the next room to get a blanket.
As for in the middle of the night, why didn't Xia, who is also a girl, sleep...... Hawkers, black magicians are night owls, and their talents are all based on the specialty of "staying up late to be proficient".
The sleeping face is much softer than usual, and only at this time does she look like a girl?
Natsu, who walked in with a blanket, leaned down to look at the sleeping face of the girl lying on her side on the table. I couldn't help but laugh lightly. Just looking at the current face, it really can't be confused with the strict and serious men's beauty in daily life - even with long hair, it can make people feel the heroic spirit of erection, you can imagine. What kind of posture does Sharisy usually have?
Xia Gang draped the blanket over Saris's body......
"Yikes!"
Salith sat up suddenly, looking awakened, but Xia was startled.
"Hmm, it turned out to be Xia...... " Sharis, who woke up, looked around and found that the person standing next to her was Queen Xia, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief, "...... I thought it was Yan Yu. Scared me. ”
"Isn't that kid clinging to you, why is he so scared?"
"You don't understand, it's because Yan Yu is too clingy to me...... I used to be a man, can you understand the embarrassment of waking up with a girl lying next to you?"
It's really a luxury trouble.,Every day I wake up, there's a pretty and cute sister girl snuggled up to me.。 This kind of treatment, Xia said that he also wants it!
"I think ...... As a man, you will find it a problem that makes people puzzled. ”
"Hey, don't confuse me with those people. Shalith smacked her mouth disdainfully, "If I had that thought." Do I look like I'm going to be sad about a man without a girl to keep me company?"
That's the truth. Before that happened, Sarais was still properly rich and handsome. If she really had that idea in the past, she would definitely have a lot of girls upside down...... Xia really realized that this friend of hers had a strong aura of appearance.
"It's so late, aren't you going to sleep?"
Xia is too lazy to dwell on this issue, but it is better to say that Salis, who has such troubles, is in her eyes. Exceptionally pleasing to the eye.
"Uh, I'm asleep......" Saris scratched her head a little embarrassed. Just when he was about to pick up the text on the table again to do his homework, his body yawned uncontrollably.
Xia stared at Salis wordlessly, the latter was also uncomfortable by this staring, and finally Salis still put down the things in her hand, and obediently walked to the side of the sofa under Xia's gaze.
It feels like if she doesn't "obey" anymore, Xia may use some tough measures - such as "being rested" or something...... With this person's always kind-hearted and dark-hearted appearance, Sharisy felt that it would be better to obediently do what Xia wanted.
"You care more about these details than my parents......"
"It's not the details!" Xia glared at Sharisy angrily, "I don't know what you guys think, this body of your own is the foundation for storing in the world and realizing life! ”
"It's hard to imagine that this is what a dark mage like you would say......"
"There's nothing I can't understand, right? You know, a lot of my research direction is to develop towards the human body and the flesh of various creatures, and maybe a lot of it is 'slightly' bloody in the eyes of ordinary people, but my emphasis on the flesh is really true. Keeping my body above the average level at all times is the secret to doing more with less. ”
"It's like cutting down a tree and sharpening an axe first—that feeling?"
Salith smiled, thinking about it carefully, what Xia said still made sense, so she threw herself down on the sofa as if she had thrown in the towel. Seeing that Shalith was so "obedient and obedient", Xia nodded with satisfaction.
......
"Anyway, I can't sleep at all. ”
"What's the matter? Do you want me to sing a lullaby? Or ...... Do you need me to provide a beautiful girl's knee pillow so that you can sleep peacefully, my eldest lady?"
- Hey, why are you suddenly angry!" Saris couldn't help but panic when she saw the visible dissatisfaction on Natsu's body. Then again, why didn't she leave? Did Natsu stand aside and look at herself all the time she tried to fall asleep?
"No, I'm just ......"
Sharis's words didn't come out of the way - Natsu's actions scared her directly. In Salith's stunned gaze, Xia walked over helplessly as if she had given up, held her head and sat down...... Then, Salith felt only the back of her head resting on a soft "pillow".
The touch that came from there...... Seriously, it made her feel a little. After all. Xia herself is a beautiful girl with a very outstanding appearance, she wants to be beautiful and have a chest. Hips and hips, legs and legs - leaving aside her inaccessible personality and dangerously complex and elusive mind, this is definitely a beauty that will make countless young people flock to her.
“...... Natsu, are you sure you're not kidding me?"
She shouldn't think that this kind of behavior can really promote her sleep! On the bright side, it would be hellish that she could sleep as a "male" with such an intimate act of such a great beauty. Xia almost sent himself to see the Grim Reaper, and in terms of danger, Cheng Dù was definitely not low...... Although she knew that Natsu would not do such a thing, Shalith still had a feeling that she closed her eyes. I don't see the sunrise.
"Uh-huh~ I'm just kidding you~"
I even shamelessly admit it!
"If you look the same way you first saw you, for whatever reason, I wouldn't have let you touch my body...... You can rest assured, now you're just a twisted girl. I'm just acting as a 'sister' who is a year or two older than you. Just show some proper concern. ”
Seeing a blush on Salith's face, Natsu's playful mind also rose—so she reached out and pinched Salith's face.
Don't look at this guy's usual cold appearance, but the feeling of pinching his face is unexpectedly meaty.
"It's not funny at all—for me!"
Sarah strongly protested against this form of affection and concern. But the problem is that she has always been pressed by Xia on weekdays, protesting at this time. There's really no deterrent effect - not so much protest as it sounds in the summer. On the contrary, there is an illusion that my sister is coquettish~
"Summer ...... Your smile now makes people feel uneasy, huh?"
"That's a delusion!"
Is it really a delusion? Sharisy doesn't think that Xia Wu'an has any thoughts, and she has suffered enough with her. If it weren't for this hateful woman, the posters of her own portrait would not have gone viral—though no embarrassing images were eventually circulated, but rather positive ones...... However, the thought that there might be some salty and wet men, hiding their portraits ♂ and doing such and such illusions, makes Salith feel that the hairs all over her body stand on end.
"Now, Salith, why are you doing all this work so conscientiously?"
"Why did you suddenly ask about this?"
"If I say that I feel sorry for you, will you believe it?" As soon as Xia's words came out, he saw that Salith's facial expression became extremely strange. Even if she didn't hold a grudge against Xia later, she thought that Xia was a person who would care about her and even feel sorry for her...... That kind of picture, as long as you think about it, it feels super unscientific, right?
"Am I serious?"
"Yes, yes, yes! Kind and kind Sister Xia, because Shalis, a stupid person, doesn't care for her body, she reluctantly puts sympathy for her!" Feeling the taste of Xia's slender fingers gently sliding on her cheeks, Shali's heart at the moment is completely uncharming-she would rather believe that this is Xia Ruo's threat!
That smile is so unsettling!
"Don't make a fuss! let those girls who admire you see you like this now, don't you ruin all the beautiful images in your hearts?" I don't know who Salise learned from, but in addition to being strict and serious, she also developed such an unobtrusive personality (Lin: Ah sneeze-!). Of course, Natsu thinks it's good for Shaliz to be like this, at least, not like those guys who even have their own souls tight.
Salith's eyes widened, and she found that there was not much joking on Natsu's face.
- Is this guy serious?
"Actually, it's all because of someone's actions that I became what I am now. ”
"Eh, is it because of someone's influence?" Xia immediately became interested, what kind of person made Shalise develop such a character, Xia was also quite curious. Because she can also see that Salis is a person with her own opinions and a lot of self-esteem, someone can have such an impact on her, what kind of story is there?
Shalith couldn't help but glance at Natsu.
"I used to be a very conceited person - I had a great family. I can despise most people in terms of origin, and I think I am so gifted that I have the privilege of being a disciple of the legendary man of the Empire...... I've always regarded myself as the so-called 'pride of the sky'. Because he has superhuman talents. Because I have abilities and prospects that are far superior to ordinary people, I have a very disrespectful attitude towards the people around me for quite some time......"
"Well, it's completely understandable - geniuses can easily go through that period. ”
"Come to think of it, I was too conceited at that time. What I received was an elite education. I myself am not an idle loser, I have witnessed many people around me who are close to my background are messing around, but I am working hard every day under the guidance of my teacher...... I felt a sense of superiority. I'm starting to think. I am a 'special person' who is different from ordinary people, especially when this kind of thinking is fused with the idea of serving the country and dedicating myself to the country, and there is a view that scares me now. ”
Sharisy gathered her thoughts. With a hint of mockery, he said:
“...... For the so-called 'great righteousness'. I can sacrifice the 'common people'. Obviously, I consciously let the people who could have survived die in the end, but I still anesthetize myself with 'it's worth it' - well, because I'm different from them, maybe that's this arrogant emotion, right?"
"At that time, I was beaten up with that kind of thought and concept...... The people who beat me showed no mercy and almost beat me to death on the spot. Salith glanced at Natsu with a complicated expression. "Who's that person, you don't need me to name it again, do you? I don't think anyone would do it. ”
Xia blinked incredulously: "Huh, it's me?"
"It was the first time I had come so close to death - to be teased by the other man in a near-playful manner, all pride and complacency had been ruined, and the false self-esteem that had always been so far-fetched was as ridiculous as a child in the eyes of that man's contemptuous game......"
I shouldn't have beaten this kid stupid at that time, right?
Xia also touched the back of her head with some fear, and at this time, Sharis's eyes unexpectedly released a strange look, which even made her feel a little dazzling.
"I've come to realize, and probably the most important thing I've ever learned in my life -- that I'm a very incompetent piece of waste. ”
In terms of strength, there are more than a few people who are better than her in this world? While losing to Xia in strength, Sharisy later found that she was far inferior to Xia in terms of perseverance and will. And the talent she has always been proud of in the past, after getting to know Lin, she also feels that she is quite inferior to Lin.
"That's why you want to use such high-intensity work to keep your past dignity from collapsing? After all, aren't you a guy who refuses to admit defeat?"
"If I continue to be decadent like that, then wouldn't I be sorry for the teacher who worked so hard to cultivate me? Not to mention, there is a 'sister' who trusts me more than anyone else, and if I can't become a great 'adult'...... It's like being burned in flames. ”
――Is the focus behind daring to love?Is the sister role of the Heavenly Descending Department so good......
"Actually, from the very beginning, you worked hard because of the eyes of others, right? At first, it was your family, then your teacher, and in the end, it was because of Yan Yu's child...... Am I right?"
Sharisy pursed her lips and hesitated for a moment, but finally replied, "That's right." ”
In the final analysis, she has made so much effort to become the image in the minds of others.
"Is that really good? Why, don't you try to make your life easier? That's ...... Isn't it good?"
Sarais lay flat and looked at the ceiling above, her eyes glazed. But it didn't take long for her pupils to regain clarity and confidence.
"If that's the case, I don't think it's acceptable to me. ”
"Why do you think so?"
"Because I'm human. Salith suddenly laughed, it was not the usual formulaic smile, but Salith's sincere joy, such pure feelings, made Xia also a little sluggish for a while. In an instant, she saw in this girl, who was originally a man, far more charming and gorgeous than ordinary women.
"Striving for the expectations of others, striving for the safety of others, and becoming stronger—isn't that proof that man is different from those beasts......? Then, I'm glad I made such an attempt. Hawkers, you should know this feeling, Xia should know it, right?"
"I know ......?"
――What are you kidding, I just heard this in your mouth today...... Just now, okay?
"Don't pretend at this time, we all know that you were angry for Xiaoli and directly betrayed the past organization...... Well, if it weren't for that, I wouldn't have given up my hostility towards you completely—I'm sure that people who like children won't be villains. ”
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"That's the difference between you and me - you're ashamed to keep your humanity, and I think it's beautiful to have it. So, now you will be this ugly appearance, and I can confidently say that my 'demonization' is far more beautiful than yours!"
The black phantom behind Xia is no longer a hazy and invisible posture, accompanied by the most fiery darkness and emotion, Xia gives it ...... Or rather, her complete and complete form.
Lost in confusion and obscurity, there is a body that is no different from that of an ordinary person—or, a being that is far beyond its brilliance.
That's, the black Valkyrie. (To be continued......)