Chapter 148: Hidden ...... Under That Smile
"What are you talking about?The darkness in my heart?This kind of middle two setting is not suitable for me at all!" Fang Shou struggled to resist the white-haired fists and kicks, and looked back and smiled: "Are you still going to joke at this time? Hurry up and find some reliable way!"
"Heh~" Xiao Huangshu didn't continue to argue with Fang Shou, it shook its body secretly: "Look at your ugly face, I'm about to vomit." ”
Who doesn't have a scar in their heart that they don't want to be revealed? There is no black history that they don't want to be known? Bastard over there, don't think that an optimist who smiles all day long and undersmokes is really a little stressed, and there is no annoyance at all! Even if it's Fang Shou, even if it's just a pervert, it's ......
"Die, white hair!" Holding back the throbbing in his heart, Fang Shou shifted all his attention to the white hair in front of him, no longer caring about the white hair's fists and feet, and like a mad dog, he desperately beckoned to his head.
"Stupid. Obviously it was just a black shadow, but Fang Shou still saw a hint of ridicule on his white-haired face, for Fang Shou's practice of hurting himself by a thousand and injuring the enemy by eight hundred, he could be said to have no fear, as long as Fang Shou continued to go crazy, it wouldn't be long before he could take advantage of Fang Shou's mental weakness and swallow him in one go.
"Hey, hey, Fang Shou, don't forget my identity. Xiao Huangshu laughed evilly, and looked like a villain lackey: "I am your subconscious, in other words, I can see your experiences and your memories! Don't you believe it? Then I'll tell you, what is your biggest weakness that this guy is most afraid of......?"
Fang Shou's body couldn't help but tremble slightly, but he quickly relaxed again, knowing what, silently carrying something on his back and moving forward alone, this is what a man should do, right?
Ah, Fang Shou is rare for pure masters. Hahaha.
"Fang Shou, have you forgotten that incident five years ago?"
Five years ago, I was in junior high school, right......?
"Dead open. Fang Shou looked unhappy: "Don't dig up other people's secrets casually, okay?" ”
Junior high school students, a group of little ghosts with infinite vitality and full of youthful atmosphere~ If you think about it now, it was really innocent at that time~ Many people have found the ignorant person here, and found a good friend who can accompany them for a lifetime. I found the dream of a future full of dreams. Huhuhu~ On the surface, junior high school is really the best time in my life, dreamy, green, full of all kinds of possibilities......
However, for some people, this best period of life is different. Let's not talk about these precocious little ghosts now, let's talk about most of the 8090s. During that period, did you ever play any disgraceful role? Perhaps most people have long forgotten it? How much psychological trauma can one's casual words and deeds bring to those classmates who accompany them day and night?
Studying is stressful, and parents want their children to become dragons. The expectation of looking forward to the daughter becoming a phoenix is stressful, the homework that cannot be done every day, and the words that cannot be memorized are stressful, school. Teachers, elders are under pressure to prevent death beatings like early love. In those years, young children sneaked into the arcade after school. There are no such developed entertainment measures as now, and the children are very stressed, really big, especially when facing the entrance exam, facing the exam that is about the face of the family, about the environment they are in in the next few years, and about their future. The pressure is even more incredible, except for people who have experienced it personally, it is difficult for anyone to believe it, because of an exam and chose to cut off their life full of possibilities, because of a bullying and buried everything they had, became silent, because of a shame and pulled out the blood-stained knife, ruined their life.
Fang Shou, when he was in junior high school, he was like a microcosm of some people.
Because it was a cross-provincial study, none of his classmates at that time knew each other, on the contrary, most of the classmates around him were imps who were directly promoted from local primary schools, and in this case, it would be good if Fang Shou was a low-key and sleek imp, otherwise...... It is difficult for the students who have already divided their spheres of influence and their small circles to integrate such a guy into it, and even ...... Push out!
Yes, that's right, it's crowding.
I think most people have such a role in their student life, the kind of wretched creature who no one wants during team activities, who is far away from everyone else during breaks, who pretends to sleep and read, who sometimes has no sense of presence at all, and who is alone when everyone is happy.
Some people will say, compared to the 11th district next to us, being ignored, isolated, and being excluded is not a big deal at all, isn't it normal for children to have a little bit of a small temperament? Don't care, don't care.
However, I would like to say that compared to those direct beatings, intimidation and other violent incidents, cold violence is the most terrible for children's mental health.
An opportunity, yes, it only takes an opportunity for one of the poor worms to become a toy for them to vent their stress, a toy for them to make fun of when they are upset, when they are bored, or even when they are bored. Wouldn't it be great to sacrifice just one of the idiots to make everyone's stress go away, and everybody did it, and if I didn't, would I be classified as the same kind if I didn't?
Then, the other people either choose to ignore it, or join the army of cold violence, and can really lend a hand, like an angel-like boy and girl, how many are there?
In this way, the violence of coercion and coercion, the darkness hidden under adolescence, should have been the best time in life, but because of a so-called opportunity, a legitimate reason, and was pushed to the position of that "alien", and was separated by the surrounding people, there are many bear children, more than parents and teachers imagined, of course, there are many children who don't know how to argue, can't fight, and can't shout.
Fang Shou's darkness, the black history of the past, is related to this period of adolescence, lucky, or very unfortunate, Fang Shou has encountered such an opportunity and has become that "outlier", don't think that everyone's youth is beautiful, don't think that there is only happiness hidden under the smile...... (To be continued......)