Chapter 289: I still chose to separate

Xi Yuming couldn't believe it, he was so excited that he wanted to tell Ruan Xiyao the news quickly, so he drove to Xinghai Villa, and there was only joy along the way.

The car drove into Xinghai Villa, and Xi Yuming rushed out of the car and rushed to Ruan Xiyao's place. There was no one in the room, he must have gone to the Shijing Pavilion, Xi Yuming jumped and went to the Shijing Pavilion, but he still didn't see Ruan Xiyao, Xi Yuming searched for several places and never saw Ruan Xiyao's shadow, and he was a little anxious, where did Ruan Xiyao go?

Xi Yuming hurriedly called Liu Zheen and learned that Ruan Xiyao had gone to Xiangfo Temple, so he drove to Xiangfo Temple.

There seemed to be a lot fewer people in the Xiangfo Temple today than before, and Ruan Xiyao thought what an annoying person she was. Walking around the Buddha Temple, I finally turned to the meditation room of the abbot of the precepts, is it necessary to see the abbot of the precepts today?

Ruan Xiyao was about to knock on the door, but before she could raise her hand, she heard it inside.

"If you come and you are safe, why be so hesitant and add to your troubles. ”

Ruan Xiyao pushed open the door, and the silence lining the meditation room was filled with a "squeak" sound, and when she saw that the abbot of Jiemiao was meditating, she walked over and bowed to the Buddha with her hands folded.

"Abbot of the Rings. ”

"Amitabha!" "Abbot Amitabha!" slowly opened his eyes for a long time, "I've been waiting for the music girl here for a long time, and the music girl has finally figured it out and is going to see the poor monk." ”

"The abbot has been waiting for me for a long time?" Ruan Xiyao asked in surprise.

Ruan Xiyao was even more surprised, why did the abbot call her a music girl today, could something happen? Ruan Xiyao thought.

"Yes, I have been waiting for you here since you graduated, but I didn't expect that the music girl read the Buddhist scriptures in vain, and she didn't even understand it thoroughly, and only now did she think of the poor monk. "The abbot sat there and calmed down.

"How can the foolishness of the world be easily understood? The believer girl is here today to ask the master for help, hoping to relieve the believer's troubles. ”

"Amitabha, the music girl has achieved her goal in this world, how can I liberate you?"

"Master Abbot, I ...... with Yu Ming"

"Why don't you worry, it's clear that what is yours is yours, don't force it if it's not yours. Now that your past life and this life have been completed, why bother to trouble?" the abbot advised.

Abbot Miao's words Ruan Xiyao remembered deeply in her heart, she wondered if she really couldn't be with Yu Ming?

"I don't know how to face Ji Cheng and Zong Che. ”

"Amitabha, all the evil karma is vain, why should the happy girl lose both. Abbot Jiemiao said, "You are favored by your dear friends and sacrificed your life to save you, don't you know how to cherish it?"

"Forgive the foolishness of the believing woman, and ask the master to speak clearly. Ruan Xiyao heard what Abbot Jiemiao said so frighteningly, and hurriedly asked.

"The secret of heaven cannot be revealed, and I hope that the music girl will know her way back. Abbot Jiemiao said with his eyes slightly closed.

Regardless of whether what Abbot Jiemiao said was true or not, Ruan Xiyao was very frightened, could it be that if she and Xi Yuming continued to fall in love like this, would there be something wrong with Xi Yuming? Thinking about it, since Xi Yuming and they were together, they had never been smooth all the way, and almost everything they did ended in failure.

The purpose of being reborn in the first place was to find Ji Cheng, was it retribution? Ruan Xiyao didn't dare to think about it, she only told her that she and Xi Yuming couldn't go on any longer, and she was going to end up with Xi Yuming.

Ruan Xiyao walked listlessly in the Xiangfo Temple, and unconsciously came to the pavilion in the back garden. She thought back to the bits and pieces with Xi Yuming, but these beauties were about to be shattered, she couldn't think about it anymore, now Xi Yuming has returned to the original point, and all of this is because of her.

"Ruan Xiyao, it turns out that you are here. A familiar voice disturbed her.

Ruan Xiyao looked back and saw that it was Xi Yuming, and all the guilt and guilt in her heart suddenly emerged, and she burst into tears in an instant. Why did she come to see her? She shouldn't have been in his life in the first place, everything was caused by her, whether in a previous life, after death or rebirth.

"Why do you keep pestering me and won't let go? Why do you come to me?"

"Ruan Xiyao, what's wrong with you? Didn't you say okay?" Xi Yuming didn't understand what Ruan Xiyao meant.

"Yes, but I'm going to separate now. Ruan Xiyao cried and said, "It turns out that the word was written in you and me." Above the clouds, live among the flowers. The branches explore the spring and are far away from each other. In the west building, the lamp reflects the wine. Dusk closed his throat, silent and clear. Sorrow, sorrow, sorrow. Guan Shan is long, and the blue bird is more. There is no trace at a glance in the sky. Swear not to send, thin words. Never love, never again. Stay, stay, stay. I will never miss you today, and I will never say it again. ”

"Why? I'm okay now, I can start over, I can be with you forever. Xi Yuming completely lost the east, west, north and south, "Brother Luo, it was Brother Luo who helped, he is now my agent, don't worry, as long as he is here, I will definitely be better than before." ”

"With Brother Luo by your side, I'm relieved. Ruan Xiyao smiled with tears in her eyes, "I shouldn't be together with you at any level, I couldn't be together in my previous life, and after death, I fell in love with someone else, and a person like me is not worthy of being with you." ”

"Ruan Xiyao, what are you talking about, I have never cared that you have always had a more important person than me living in your heart, my idea is very simple, as long as you are by my side, it is enough. ”

"As you said, there has always been a person living in my heart, yes, I'm going to him now, I can't be with you, I can't be so selfish. ”

"No, Ruan Xiyao, don't leave me, if you leave me, what's the use of starting over now?" Xi Yuming's eyes were already red, and he stretched out his right hand with tears and swore that "I swear to only be happy with Ruan Xiyao." Ruan Xiyao, don't you give up on me, don't give up on me, can I?"

Looking at Xi Yuming's oath, looking at the conspicuous scar on his palm, Ruan Xiyao cried more and more, she hated herself for why she was emotional, maybe she didn't want to be misunderstood, maybe she shouldn't have listened to Tong Zhen and Liu Zheen's persuasion back then, maybe she shouldn't have moved her true feelings, and there would be no such things today.

"Yu Ming, you go, I'm not worthy of you. Ruan Xiyao turned around and didn't dare to look at Xi Yuming again.

"Well, you have to be happy. ”

For a long time, Xi Yuming didn't see Ruan Xiyao turn back, he thought, maybe his love was too humble compared to thousands of years of reincarnation, maybe Ruan Xiyao told her this today, presumably because he had found that person, although he had been reluctant to say the name of this person.