Chapter 6: Shyness and Sensitivity
After Sister Xu was hugged by me, her body suddenly trembled violently.
Although she is thirty-two years old, she is actually very shy and sensitive in private.
In this way, I like her even more.
I don't know why I was so bold at that age, probably at a certain time, the hormone secretion was too strong, and I was suppressed, and I had already turned over the river and the sea, and I was about to burst the embankment.
Of course, I want to meet the woman I like, and the women I have contacted before will not make me feel this way, and only Sister Xu can.
While trembling, Sister Xu suddenly leaned back, grabbed my hand with her hands, her hair rubbed against my neck, and her shoulders were pulled up.
She has feelings, and it seems that she also wants to be close to me, and she also wants to get that kind of warmth, and even has some feelings that can't help but be irresistible.
Seeing her like this, I knew I had to use my abilities.
Although I haven't really been like that with a woman, I know that women need to be caressed, cared for, and women like those sweet words, whispering in their ears, saying those intimate words.
"Baby, I love you, I love you so much, good!" I said these words instinctively.
After all, when I just stepped into society, I didn't have close contact with women, and it seemed that the ignorant were fearless, and this kind of words are exactly what women like.
When I said these words, Sister Xu seemed to feel love, and I said it close to her ear.
She suddenly groaned, then grabbed my arm harder, very gently, and whispered, "Little villain! ”
She said this made me feel the happiness and a joy of success even more, so I said more affectionately: "I have never been like this with a woman, you are the first one who makes me want to get close to the feeling, I have seen many women, but you are the most beautiful, the person is beautiful, the heart is also beautiful, I am willing to love you for the rest of my life, only love you!" ”
Sister Xu was almost irresistible, shrinking even tighter in my arms, biting her lips with her teeth, and making a humming sound, feeling as if the general trend was gone.
I was so immersed in the dream that I felt like I was about to succeed, but just as I was about to kiss her, she rejected me.
She didn't move at first, but eventually, she grabbed my hand and said, "We can't do that!" Don't you want to be a good boy? ”
When she said that, I stopped.
Yes, I don't want to make a bad impression on her, I don't want her to think I'm a badass.
I wanted to get revenge on her husband, who had people beat me, but at that moment, I stopped.
She left me.
After leaving me, I felt some regret for my recklessness.
But when I thought of me holding her, touching her soft and tender body, that warmth, I kissed her face, it was extremely happy and sweet.
Love is intertwined with that instinct, and I don't know if it's love or instinctive desire, I think it's love.
"You have a good rest, medical expenses or something, I will give it to you when the time comes, you must ask for it, you have to be obedient."
She's really nice, she's so beautiful, she's so rich, and she's so kind, it's really rare, and the more she's like this, the more I want to get her.
"I'm sorry!" I said, and she said blankly: "I don't blame you, it's all my fault, I, I'm going to go first, you have a good rest!" She hesitated, then left.
After she left, I watched her quietly there, watching her leave.
For many days to come, I began to think about her like crazy, and probably it was hard for men to forget their first time.
That longing is growing day by day.
Many nights, I thought about her doing that kind of thing secretly.
I also know that it is unrealistic for me to be with her, she is so rich, and she is not from the same world.
When I go to massage other women, I especially like the type of young woman, and if some of them look a little similar to Sister Xu, I will like it even more.
Since I touched Sister Xu, I have been thinking more and more about things between men and women.
But I want to give my first time to the woman I love, and I don't want to find a random woman.
One day Sister Chen came to me for a massage, I gave her the oil to open her back, she looked okay, although not as beautiful as Sister Xu, but quite open.
I know she has thoughts about me, and it was normal to chat with me a few times before, but that day she smiled and said, "Xiao Gu, you've never talked about a girlfriend?" ”
"Yes, Sister Chen, work first, and don't be busy thinking about falling in love and getting married." I said in a friendly way.
After all, she is my good buddy's cousin, and if my good buddy knows that I have an affair with his cousin, in case there is a misunderstanding.
"That means you're still ......," Sister Chen said ambiguously.
I immediately understood, smiled and said, "I've never been in love, naturally yes." ”
"My cousin has been in love for a long time, so you said that at your age, it is the time of youth, don't fall in love, don't want to be a girl?"
She was right, yes, I do want to, since I hugged Sister Xu like that, I think even more, this is human instinct.
I didn't speak, I looked a little shy, she saw that I was shy, she seemed to be bolder, turned her head to look at me, and then said with a bit of a prodigal look: "Will you secretly do bad things yourself?" ”
She said this quite directly, and I had an instinctive feeling when she said it.
At twenty-three years old, I haven't experienced a woman yet, and sometimes I feel really suffocated.
I thought for a while that if I experienced that kind of thing one day, it would be something that would be reborn, like entering another wonderful time and space.
"Boys can do it in adolescence!" I didn't hide it either.
"You can't always be like that, it's better to find a girlfriend, that's good, isn't it?" As she spoke, she sighed, then grabbed my hand and said, "Xiao Gu, my waist is a little sore, press here." ”
Probably because I felt that I was young, and I still looked like a child in her eyes, and she took the initiative to hook me directly.
I was shaken by her hand, and suddenly I shuddered, and a warm current rushed through.
She stepped back from her clothes with her own hands, wanting to show me something.
Sister Chen's skin is also quite white and a little plump, I think she must have been with a lot of men......
Thinking about it this way, I know that she will be very profligate, but the feeling she gives me is different from the feeling that Sister Xu gave me.
At this moment, I was sensible, on the one hand, I was instinctively tempted by her, I thought that if I did that, it would be equivalent to having kept something for a long time, she had been with many men, I didn't want to be like that, but I was tempted by her.
With my hands on her waist, I thought I could be like her at this moment if I wanted to.
Images began to come to mind, and I swallowed.