Chapter Ninety-Five: Desire to Change
As soon as Hanguang walked out of the house, his whole mind was blank, and he walked completely unconsciously with Menghua's footsteps.
Before they knew it, the two of them walked to the waterfall again......
With the support of Menghua, Hanguang sat on the stone chair weakly, feeling the familiar coldness, and Hanguang's consciousness recovered a little.
"Hanguang, cry and cry out loud. There are no outsiders here, you don't have to worry. Menghua took Hanguang's arm and said deeply to Hanguang: "The previous things have passed, and they have passed." No one can predict such a thing as an afterlife. If you still haven't met Mengli's reincarnation in the future, don't be sad, because her eyes have been silently watching you from the sky. ”
"Don't let Mengli see your cowardly look. I don't think Mengli wants to see her cold light, and now she sits here like a walking corpse! Don't forget, you still have Mengli's essence and blood on you. Among them, why is it not full of her deep affection?"
"I can't accept this fact!" Hanguang roared in the direction of the waterfall, as if to say it to Menghua, but more to himself.
"Can you understand that the only bit of light that came from outsiders in those dark days was me? It can be said that during that time, Mengli helped me no less than the warmth my sister gave me. This is the only belief in my heart, so that I have not abandoned my cultivation, so that I have not degenerated into a wasted person from now on!"
"I also fell in love with Mengli during that time. I longed to be with her, so I redoubled my cultivation and cultivated day and night, but my crippled talent made my cultivation stagnate! I know that no matter how much I cultivate, I can't catch up with her footsteps, and I can't match her beauty and kindness!"
"Later, okay. Suddenly, I regained my cultivation talent. After more than a month of penance, I finally broke through to the Yin and Yang Realm. It was at that time that Mengli told me that she liked me. Do you know how happy I am? My efforts over the years have not been in vain, and mine has been recognized by Mengli, which is the happiest thing in my life!"
However, then, with my own hands, I forcibly destroyed my long-awaited happiness. even let Mengli die for me. If I had shown kindness and renegade last night, then maybe Mengli wouldn't have died! I had harmed Mengli!"
The cold light growler, venting the emotions that have been suppressed in his heart for a long time.
Menghua's hand quietly took Hanguang's hand: "How do you know Mengli's thoughts? If our guess is correct, then she just wants to be with you in this life." In the previous life, maybe you had too many regrets, but now her essence and blood, her breath, can accompany you for a lifetime, how can you not be happy?"
"She's not happy, she's not happy. I hurt her, I hurt her! Damn, this hateful rule, why can a woman's life be decided casually for the sake of the family, for the sake of the thousands of years of customs of this kamikaze continent...... Who will be the one who will die? Is there not many lovers in this world? Are there few tragic stories? Why haven't all these things been changed?"
"Cold Light...... Single-handedly transform an entire continent. I don't think it will be possible to do it with all the strength of our Han family. To change a person's life, easy. It can also be done to change the lives of a group of people. But what about people on the whole continent? Don't forget, it's just life. And people's beliefs cannot change at once. It's okay for a big family like ours, but among the people, women have no status, and this is because there have always been many boys and girls in the mainland. But isn't this due to the selfishness of some people? Since someone decides to do so, it is definitely in the interest of those people!"
And people all over the continent believe in this custom. What does this mean? It shows that this custom is in the interests of those in power throughout the continent. Is there a way for you to make people all over the world give up their own interests and then listen to you? Impossible, if you do that, you will definitely be hunted down and killed by everyone on the mainland! It's not good, it's even a thief? Who is all this for? Even if you put your whole life into it, what do you get? What can you bring to others?"
Menghua said word by word, each sentence hit Hanguang's heart fiercely, and smashed into the depths of Hanguang's heart. Let the cold light become very sober-
Do you have the power to change this?
No, I can't watch another tragedy happen, I can't do it!