Sister Xu's hair was blown by the wind and stuck to my face, and we walked together in the woods.

It's incredibly exciting to think about, it's our secret, in the South City, no one knows about us, except for each other. Of course, this is also something that no one else can know.

After all, she is not divorced yet, she is a woman with a family. How can you let others know about doing such a thing with a married woman? No one would know, maybe it will be buried in the heart for the rest of your life, if all this is just an episode.

When I think about something, I have an instinctive extremely strong feeling.

I don't know if it was when I came into contact with Sister Xu when I was young, I am slowly changing, I have become feeling that I have two selves, one is quite simple and shy, and the other is full of that extremely crazy desire.

Whenever I think of something, I feel that I want to have this woman fiercely, I love her, but at the same time, I also think that this woman is very prodigal, but I also think that she is a very good woman, when she is young and not deeply involved in the world, she does not know much about marriage.

She didn't do that, neither did I, and we were there scratching and hurrying, and then I finally got the gist of it.

I was holding this woman, this woman nine years older than me, and I almost screamed.

When I was with her, I thought that the happiest thing in the world was nothing more than this, otherwise, for thousands of years, why have men and women in this world always been inseparable from each other, always because these things are difficult to part, sometimes it can be said to be love, sometimes it can be said to be desire, in fact, there is nothing wrong with loving someone, these things are one. Love contains desire, and in those years, I always didn't understand what was going on, I always wanted to distinguish it, and then I knew that there was no way to distinguish it.

Either there is no love, just desire, and if you have it, there is no way to divide it.

"Will anyone else see it?" Sister Xu said this, it seems that she said it on purpose, I probably understand the mind of women, I said: "See the best, see it, let them see our love so much, isn't it?" Do you want to take a look, look back at me. She looked back at me in the moonlight, and suddenly grabbed my arm, she used to be with me and couldn't help but make a sound, and now too.

Closing my eyes, in the dark of night, I felt completely relaxed and unrestrained.

This woman belongs to me again, and I have cleaned it up again, this is what she said before, let me clean her up, that's what it means.

The wind was blowing gently, and the river was flowing not far away.

The city buildings opposite are brightly lit, the road is full of people, I am like a cow, she likes me like a cow.

It was as if I was going to use all my strength to reclaim the land with abundant water and grass.

Unfortunately, her phone rang, and she was holding it in her hand as she held the tree. The phone lit up, and I saw that it was Niu Niu's father. At this time, I knew that it was her husband calling, what a coincidence, and at this time her husband called.

Thinking of her husband letting people beat me, I really look forward to such a moment, looking at that name, thinking about her husband, thinking about when I was beaten, I think you must not know, I don't know what I'm doing, right? Don't you suspect me of sleeping with your wife? Wronged me, beat me, smashed my shop, okay, what you hoped for came true, this is the best revenge for you.

She didn't answer, so I told her, "Pick it up, it's okay, it's okay, it's okay, take it!" After I said, she answered, turned on the speaker, and said, "What are you doing?" Sister Xu replied, "What's the matter?" ”

"Are you with a man? So long to pick up? Her husband smiled weirdly.

"yes, what's wrong? You didn't have a good time with your secretary? Saying that, she really couldn't calm herself, and the other party said: "Sure enough, Mr. Xu, yes, you can also learn to play with men outside?" Let me tell you, men make mistakes, I just make mistakes that all men in the world make. ”

"If I don't tell you this, women too, and so will women. It's okay, hang up. She was just about to hang up, but the other party hurriedly said: "I tell you, if you are with a man, I will tell you, let me know, I slaughtered that man, my woman, even if I don't want it, no one wants to touch it, no one wants to think about it!" ”

"Whatever you want, I won't tell you." Sister Xu hung up the phone.

I don't know why, do I feel like she's using me to get revenge on her husband? How could I have this delusion, suddenly I felt so lost.

Then, her husband called again, I asked her to pick it up again, after she picked up, I don't know why, like crazy, and then she was in great pain, her husband said to her: "Come back early, Niuniu misses you, I've been looking for you!" ”

"Oh, I see." After she said that, her husband said again: "Come back in the evening, I love you so much, hurry up!" With that, her husband hung up the phone.

I was very mad when I heard this, and she hurriedly said: "I only give it to you, only give it to you, you are my husband, my man." ”

When I heard her say that, I felt very unrestrained.

But I was a little out of shape, and I behaved like a hungry wolf seeing a sheep.

And she loved it immensely, she was completely immersed in that kind of dream.

Then she curled up in my arms, and I sat with her on the grass, and I put my arms around her, and she thought of something and said to me, "We, are we just like this?" ”

When I heard her say that, I quickly said, "Okay, I know, that's how it is." We can't have a future, I'm well aware. ”

"No, there are some things that I can't tell you clearly, you're still young." When she said that, I always thought she said it on purpose, just like an adult, always saying that you are still young, you don't understand it yet.

"Well, I know, I understand you!" And then I thought, okay, I need a woman too, I need a woman to make me happy, don't you? If you're having fun, so am I, and we all are.

But even so, when I was with her, I felt like we were in love, we didn't have age, she was just her, she didn't have those family ties, her social ties.

But this is not true, if she was like this, we would be very happy together.

Maybe everything is destined to be a bad thing, it is a bad thing, although her husband betrayed her first, but I always feel that it is not good for us to be together like this, I think I may just covet this pleasure, this temptation, maybe it is just so.

If I were her age and I had such a social status, would I still be so serious?

Maybe all this was just at my innocent age, and then I learned that if I had met her at her age, I wouldn't. Because when you are young, you are innocent. Even in a relationship that does not see the light, it is innocent.

When two men and women meet, when they come together, they don't think about each other's identities.

This seems to be a lot of people with families in this society, they still don't abide by morality, of course, a lot of them are hypocritical, just for desire, and are there people who really love each other? I think there is, these people don't follow the rules, how do you say some things?

People are the most complicated, and people's hearts are the most complex, and only they know the taste.

Then I was lying on the grass and she was lying in my arms, and I put my arms around her, and I asked her if she didn't want to go home? Niuniu was waiting for you, and she murmured in my arms, "Niuniu went to bed early, he said that on purpose." ”

She seemed to think of something, maybe she felt unfair to me, or she was afraid that I would dislike her, I don't know why she had such thoughts, she was so socially important, so rich, she actually kissed me very flatteringly, and later said that she would serve me.

And then I knew almost nothing about her, and she didn't want to talk about her, so I didn't ask.

Sister Xu helped me get my things done, she took me to meet a leader, she invited the leader to dinner, I went with her that day, and I knew that day that her strength was very great.