When Uncle Zeng and Lisa saw me, Lisa kept crying, I didn't expect that she would be able to do this after we got along for a short time.

"Xiao Gu, don't be afraid, I still have some ability in Nancheng, and I and Lisa live in South Korea now, I will take you there for treatment, the medical conditions over there are also very good, I know an expert in cranial nerves, and the injuries on your body, there are also good medical aesthetic techniques over there, which can be recovered."

"Uncle, thank you, we only get along for a short time, you are so ......affectionate" I didn't finish speaking, Uncle Zeng said: "I like you as a child, you have a good character, you have medical ethics, before I went to you, you have to leave five numbers for the poor every day, free of charge to see them, you know?" This is so rare, I haven't seen you for a long time, you are still so young, it seems that you have the extremely beautiful traditional virtues of our Chinese nation, like a handsome son, Lisa said, yes, and my uncle saw you just like when I was young, then my uncle was also very handsome, and I also wanted to be a doctor, it was a pity for my uncle to see you like this, anyway, money is not a problem, the money I earn now is enough to spend, this person is old, I want to do something worthwhile, and treat you well, That will give back to society in the future. ”

Uncle Zeng is very upright, he hesitated when he saw me, and later called him a friend, a leader of Chongzhou District, I have also met, but we also visited the Chinese medicine hall, and later I knew that they had known each other for a long time, and Uncle Zeng also donated to build several schools.

I think a person like me is a liar or something, if he is a liar or something, what is there for me to deceive? It was mainly because of the injuries on my body, and I wanted to go to Korea for treatment.

So I decided, and my great-uncle gave me a visa.

In the days before going to South Korea, Xiaolian knew that she was going to be separated from me, and she seemed a little sad, and sometimes she sat there pitifully in a daze.

"Xiaolian, these days, thank you for taking care of me, brother doesn't know how to thank you, here is 10,000 yuan, you take it, I will give Uncle Zheng 10,000, although he works as a nurse, but treat me like a child, we meet in Pingshui......"

Speaking of this, Xiaolian cried, crying with tears in her eyes and said, "I don't want it, I definitely can't want it, Brother Gu, will you remember me in the future?" "She was very simple, she told me that she had never been so close to a man, and after saying so much, I also felt that she had some feelings for me.

Looking at Xiaolian's crying pear blossoms with rain, Chu Chu is moving, I can't help but feel a little distressed, she was born in the countryside, but her is not fresh and refined, and the delicate facial features seem to have spent a lot of effort to design.

Have I ever wondered if that woman would let her come, did she want Xiaolian to follow me in the future? I feel that whoever marries Xiaolian is a blessing, she is the kind of girl who can live a good life.

It's just that I don't have the kind of feelings between men and women for her, she is like a sister, and I feel sorry for her and have pity.

That night, I didn't sleep all the time, late at night, Xiaolian slept next to me, I was in the senior ward, and the conditions inside were very good.

Xiaolian got up, and in the moonlight outside, I saw her sitting on the bed first, and then she came over slowly, first covered me with a blanket, and then she squatted down and kissed me lightly on the forehead.

I was afraid that she would be embarrassed, so I didn't move, and she suddenly put her arms around me and pressed against my face.

"Little Lotus!" I whispered, she cried again, and whispered in my ear: "Brother Gu, I am reluctant to let you go!" "I didn't know what to say, but then she made a sound as light as a nightingale in my ear, and then she took her clothes off and pressed against me.

I was stunned for a moment, I was not wearing clothes on my upper body at that time, my body was fine for a while, my chest muscles were very strong, when Xiaolian was close to me like this, she was so nervous that she couldn't speak.

She was so shy, she must have struggled for a long time, I touched her hair, gasping, her body was tender, cool, plump, at that age, it was like a brand new nursery, so sticking together, you can imagine.

It's just that I frowned, and I knew that unless I could give Xiaolian a future, I wouldn't be like that, just like Lisa did that time. In fact, girls are not all passive, when girls like a person, it doesn't seem to be the case, and at that time I was more serious, and even a little shy, they were a little active, but their initiative is different.

And because I couldn't turn over on my own, I could only lie down, so Xiaolian kissed me gently, and I didn't respond, so she didn't do anything more.

It was all her courage, and it stopped here.

Such a beautiful girl, white and delicate, full of life, when I think about it, I think if she meets a good boy, as pure as her, they are together, there is skin to skin, and then there is a child, it is a very beautiful thing.

Later, Xiaolian left me, and I felt sorry for myself, but what could I do? If I'm in good health now and I don't need to go to Korea, I think even if I don't have a relationship between men and women for Xiaolian for the time being, I think I might try to get along with her.

But at this time, I can't drag her down.

She's so beautiful and has a chance to meet a better one.

When I left with Uncle Zeng and Lisa, Xiaolian was not there, and Uncle Zheng said that Xiaolian's eyes were red when she went out, and Uncle Zheng always said that it would be good if I fell in love with Xiaolian, and wanted to match us.

I want to give Uncle Zheng 10,000 yuan, but he doesn't want anything, saying that he should not take this money.

His family conditions are not very good, his wife has diabetes, but he is very optimistic, always dressed cleanly, smiling, doing things very well, can endure hardships, he loves his wife very much, often show me photos of him and his wife, their son is very promising, admitted to a prestigious university, I said to give my brother a school flower, he still doesn't want anything.

I left, thinking of Xiaolian, I felt guilty, thinking of that woman, I seemed to be relieved, I never seemed to be the kind of person who likes resentment, probably because I had a hard life since I was a child, and I was more mature too early, although she was older than me, sometimes I felt like a little girl.

There should be no hatred, what is the long time to say goodbye?

I love classical literature and love this poem.

After leaving Nancheng and getting on the plane, I looked out the window, I thought right and wrong, right and wrong, I paid it back, I didn't ask for everything she gave me, I didn't know her for this, if I had any immorality, I paid for it, and I paid it back.

I've always looked at myself, and I always feel like I've done something wrong, a little thing, sometimes it's not my fault, and I seem to think it's my fault, I don't know how this kind of character came about.

That was my first flight, to Seoul, South Korea.

I spent two years in Seoul, and during those two years, my life was turned upside down.

Money is a strange thing, you didn't expect it to come easily when you desperately asked for it.

When you desperately beg, it seems that the worse the situation becomes.

There are still many confusions in this life, which are difficult for me to understand at my age.