I carried the repression, with the resentment of fate, with the self-blame for her injury, with my own disgust for being an addict.

I looked ahead fiercely, only in this way could I get her love, her warmth.

I was melted by her, wandering in her love.

Looking at her body like a white horse, looking at this mature woman who exudes style. Only with her is that it is a real skin-to-skin relationship. I'm not gentle at all, what am I hating? This fate tears you and me, are we really a bad fate? Then she turned around, and I still didn't look at her, but looked up at the front, frowning, like a wild beast.

She touched my face with her hand and said softly, "Look at me, look at me!" "She asked me to look at her, she wanted to look me in the eye. I watched her body sway slightly, and it felt better and better to keep fit. But I didn't dare look her eyes.

She touched my face, touched my hair, and coaxed me to say, "Let me see, obedient!" As she spoke, she slapped my face very gently and caressed me. I went to see her, and she looked at me quietly, and said with confused eyes, "Why are you so happy when you don't love me anymore?" ”

"It's just instinct!" I raised my head, frowning there, and suddenly became more ferocious, and she suddenly grabbed my arm and said, "I don't blame you, tell me what is in my heart, I treasure yours, no matter what, there will be no way out, there must be." ”

I didn't tell her in the end until I gritted my teeth and crawled in her arms, I gasped for breath and I was so tired that I wanted to lie in her arms and just let her hold me, forever, forever.

After that, I left her and sat down to smoke.

She lay on my back, kissed me on the shoulder and said, "Xiao Feng, no matter what, unless you really fall in love with someone else, you don't love me anymore." Then I will also bless you, and hope that you will be blessed in this life, free of pain, and all will be well. And if you have a problem, you have a problem that is difficult to solve, tell me, you know you from me, too much pain, you bear it yourself, let me share it for you, okay? Everything you have done to me has already surpassed those, I don't care, even if you don't control it for a while, what about other women, I don't care, I love you, as long as you love me, no matter what happened in the past, let me be a good daughter-in-law to my parents in the future, right? I love you, I love you, give birth to you, let me pay it back, okay? I don't care what my parents say, we'll live ours, okay? ”

I feel like I have to leave as soon as possible, my addiction is coming up, I don't have this thing, that thing Bao Xue and Huzi have. I've been researching and trying to conquer it, but it takes time.

I had to leave as soon as possible, and I said, "Who scarces your love?" After I said that, Sister Xu was stunned, then frowned, blinked her eyes and said, "Did they give you something?" "Because she thought, even if I didn't love her anymore, I wouldn't talk to her like that, and with my personality, I would feel guilty.

"Isn't it?" She chased me and asked me, and I said irritably: "I'm just such a person, I don't know what's wrong with me, I still have something, I'm leaving." ”

When I was about to leave, she said behind me: "I won't believe what you say, you don't want me, but I want to know why, I'm old, I can live alone and spend the rest of my life, but I want to know if you have encountered something that can't be solved, you say you don't love me, I don't want your love, I want the truth!" ”

I turned around and squinted at her and said, "You're so annoying, I'm telling you, I've had a lot of women, I'm not a good man, I'm indulgent, I'm depraved." ”

"I ......" she was a little confused, she was a woman after all, she frowned and said, "But you are still very happy with me, I know." If a man doesn't love this woman anymore, unless he is just starting out with passion, but you feel it, I know. She looked at me blankly and said.

"I haven't been like this for a while, it's just that in retrospect, it's because you're too prodigal, you tease me, and I'm also a man. I won't tell you, I'm going to be busy. "When I walked away, she was crying and there at a loss.

After coming out of the house, I called Bao Xue, and soon I went back, and after my injection, I finally calmed down.

I can do so many things now, but I'm planted with Bao Xue and her cousin.

"Huzi said that it would not be so powerful, and that it was better than smoking." After Bao Xue said, I smoked a cigarette and said, "He wants to hurt me, what do you mean by a person like me?" It's just a wasted person. ”

"Even if it's an ornament, I want it, who makes my parents like you so much, you know that I am very filial." After Bao Xue said, I was quietly looking ahead.

I think if I can't get rid of this drug, if I can't get rid of it, I have no future. So next, I started to speed up my research on the one hand, and on the other hand, I found a way to quit on my own.

Also, I'm going to get her to give up, I'm going to cause them trouble, I've been too disciplined for them all these years.

I'm going to make some big trouble and get them to abandon me.

One day I had dinner with several big leaders, one of them was the youngest son of a vice governor, named Zhou Liang, he has always been unhappy with me, he knows Bao Xue, looks down on me, I am in the drug business, and it also has an impact on some of his businesses. Also, he's close to my enemies.

That day, he was very pretending, he wanted to take a piece of land in Nancheng and build a golf course, and the leaders of the province and Nancheng were there.

"The son-in-law seems to be unhappy with me?" He looked at me and said arrogantly, I was stunned, Mayor Luo looked at me, a little worried, after all, he understood me.

I looked at him quietly, and he squinted at me and said, "You're upset?" I heard that you used to be a female boss earlier, and later became a door-to-door son-in-law, I heard that you clean and clean the toilet every day at home, right? Why, I didn't clean the toilet properly and was kicked out? ”

"Master Zhou, come, I'll toast you!" Mayor Luo hurriedly stood up to toast him, he didn't look at it and said, "Let him fill me with wine, what is he?" Looking at me with such eyes, I thought that if I knelt and licked his ex-wife, I could ascend to the sky in one step, and the pheasant would become a phoenix, awesome? Damn, my dog's bloodline is purer than yours! There he shook his head.

A director of the bureau on Nancheng's side looked at him and said, "Young master, I'll let you take a bath when you go back, and feel the characteristics of Nancheng." ”

"Don't talk!" He stood up, walked over, and stood up.

"What? You want to hit me? Come, come, hit me and see, hillbilly, son-in-law, come, hit me and have a look! "He was close to me and glared at me.

Fuck you, you're crazy!

All the anger gathered to a point, and I went crazy, grabbed his head and pressed it on the table, then picked up the ashtray and smashed it.