I restrained myself there, she is like this now, I naturally can't do that to her because of my own thoughts, I just hope that she can get better, her body is great, moist and moist, white and red, it's really great!

Later, I went out to communicate with the team of doctors about the treatment plan, a group of experts there to express their opinions, I feel that some are not as good as me, but there are also very powerful, this industry will be mixed with some indiscriminate filling, in fact, the business is not good, the doctors invited by good hospitals will have such a phenomenon, such as the tertiary B hospital in our hometown county, not to mention, some of them do not even graduate from the college, I have seen a doctor with my own eyes under the words "under so-and-so". Traditional Chinese medicine is okay, Western medicine is a little unreasonable, and he is also the chief expert of the local county.

We had a morning meeting, and at noon, I asked people to cook a meal and eat it at my residence, Sister Xu, Xiaolian, and Niuniu, we ate together.

A table of excellent dishes, Niuniu comes, I want to behave well.

During the meal, Sister Xu and Xiaolian were eating with their heads bored, as if they couldn't let go, Xiaolian was also a little afraid of me, after all, many people knew about me, and spread it there, which made me feel very faceless, I didn't want to be that kind of person, I used to be a good student with excellent character and learning. How could my dream be an underworld boss or something? Me neither. To this day, this is not my ideal state, step by step, a lot of things have happened, but in my heart, I don't think I have hurt any innocent people, never, I have helped many people. But when I think of the hospital, there are many places to go, so many people in suits and shouting at the boss. I don't like it sometimes, but I know that I have to have that majesty, otherwise I can't control a lot of things, and people always have the instinct to survive, right?

"Eat more, Niuniu, eat hard!"

Niuniu said happily: "Uncle, I have eaten a lot, my mother said that I will become a pig in the future, I won't, I inherited her figure, no matter how I eat, I won't get fat!" I smiled, and then I said to Xiaolian: "Xiaolian, you eat more, back then, you took care of my brother, my brother was lying in the hospital for half a year, and he couldn't move for the first few months, it was you and Uncle Zheng who took care of me, every time I think about it, I am very moved, thank you, Xiaolian!" ”

"Brother Gu, that's nothing? It should be. Xiaolian said obediently.

"I later contacted Uncle Zheng, his son graduated from college, and I got in touch with a particularly good state-owned enterprise, what about you, I heard that it was also very good, your sister took care of you, so I didn't contact you alone."

"Well, Brother Gu, I know, you are really a good person!" She said this on point, and I understand what she meant.

Actually, good people are not good people, and I don't want to do this, as long as I can be almost a person.

"You and Uncle Zheng, you are very good people, you can't think about it, even if there are many husband and wife families, they may not be able to take care of them like this......" I sighed there, and when I looked back, Sister Xu lowered her head there, biting her lip with her teeth, as if crying.

She thought about the past, and thought that she was also implicated in that matter, so many times later, if there were no such things, some of my things would be hated by a woman, and she would have instincts, but because I did too many things for her that disregarded life and death, she was very painful, right? I want to hate this man, but I blame myself.

"Hey, hey, Mr. Xu, isn't the rice delicious? Why are you crying when it's so unpalatable? "After I said that, she was confused there, as if she couldn't understand, she was really in a bad state at that time, her mind was just sober for a while, sometimes not very sober.

Niuniu and Xiaolian were busy comforting her, and I took a towel to wipe her.

She pushed me and shook her head to say it was okay.

Later, Xiaolian talked to me in the study, and Xiaolian said, "Brother Gu, do you know? Sister really loves you very much, before she had the onset of this illness, she would go to the show, and when she saw someone trying to hurt you, she told me, saying that if she killed you, she couldn't live, thinking of your parents, uncles and aunts, she was sometimes very emotional, there bowed her head and trembled, she said how could it be such a fate? Said that the fortune teller said that there is nothing wrong, that is, bad fate, said that she is a broom star, hit you, she also thought many times not to have anything to do with you again, but when she saw you, she softened, and also missed you, saying that if you look at her, she will feel that she is going to die, and she wants to love you, saying that whatever you want, she will give it to you, she keeps working hard, and constantly makes herself capable, but she says that you are walking too fast, she said that if you promise some men, she will be able soon, but she says she can't, if you do that, you will collapse. Say you warned her that unless she is genuinely in love with someone, if you do that, you will kill her and kill yourself! ”

I'm just scaring her, I don't want her to do this for me, then I will have too much heartache to bear, how can I do that? Seeing Xiaolian's tears coming out, I took the tissue paper and said to her: "Xiaolian, it's okay, don't cry, I never blamed her, you have the opportunity to tell her that a person has a person's fate, besides, I'm fine now, nothing happens, my business with her is very complicated, her parents treat me like that, and some other things, it's hard to say, I sometimes feel that it's good to be a sister and brother, you can live a lifetime, men and women should have a third relationship, and it doesn't have to be lovers, don't you say?" ”

"Brother Gu, you are very mature. I sometimes feel that although I am about the same age as you, I am like a child in front of you, and I don't understand a lot. Xiaolian said embarrassedly, she was still so shy, but she was better than before.

"Simple and good, simple, live simply and happily all your life, that's a happy thing, many people who know are not so happy, live stupidly, there is nothing bad, people either never think about it, or they will be enlightened, like me, unless there is a day of enlightenment, you can get rid of it, of course, if that, you will become a monk. Xiaolian, well, live simply, follow those simple philosophies to live, the road to simplicity, the flowers gradually become charming, sometimes it is also very harmful, don't worry about money, I will be around everyone who is good to me, try my best to take care of it. I looked at Xiaolian and smiled.

Xiaolian also smiled and said, "Well, Brother Gu, I listen to you, you are the best man I have ever seen!" ”

Sometimes I don't understand, am I okay? Isn't that a very basic thing?

In the evening, Ding Kai called me, on the phone, he said excitedly: "Tonight, Huzi will go over there to play, my friend told me, he just woke up, continue to fight tonight, yesterday he was cleared more than 300, today said to go and come back." ”

The three hundred I transferred to him happened to tie his loss, of course he thought he still lost, and the gambling mentality is like this. Even if you lose 10,000 in it and pick up 20,000 when you come out, most of them are unwilling.

I can resist because I have experienced too many life and death tribulations, and I have endured too much pain.

He thinks that the suffering is the loss of everything, and there is no money to gamble that is called pain, but in fact, it is not real pain, and the real pain is to make you suffer like hell physically and mentally.

"Okay, you can't leak the news, it's valuable to you, and I'll make you happy when the matter is done."

"After the matter is settled, I'll take you to play, we brothers, it's not that you can't get along well, after all, you wear a pair of pants!" Fuck, he always has to talk about Sister Xu, she is a person, and she is not your private property.

I immediately contacted many people, and the people in the bureau told me that I was absolutely ready, as long as I was inside, not a single mouse would run away from the whole building at that time.

I said that you must stay alive, and the tiger cannot die.

Then, I prepared a lot of people.

Quickly went out, and when I went out, Niuniu came over and looked at me and said, "Uncle, will you come back at night?" I wanted to sleep in your room, but my mom said she wouldn't let me sleep in the ward. ”

"You go over and rest, have fun over there, don't run around, don't go anywhere, just here, obedient!" After I said that, Niuniu nodded obediently.

After going out, I went downstairs and got to the office, where I waited until it got dark.

I had to take advantage of this opportunity, it was so crucial that it decided my fate.