Looking at Sister Xu, I thought that my reputation was already very bad, and I was smeared as an underworld leader by those people, and Bao Xue kept threatening me and asked me to give her one billion, otherwise, she would expose those videos, and I was involved in some things that would go to jail, and there were too many people in Nancheng who wanted to kill me, and I kept receiving threatening phone calls and text messages......

Her company is a listed company, she finally got better, and the business is doing very well, I can't affect her.

I want to love someone to preserve her, not to possess them selfishly.

Over the years, after going through these tribulations, I have a new understanding of love, love is not a selfish demand, not an obsession, not greed, but your arrival can bring happiness to the other party, if I am with her now, it will bring her a lot of trouble, I will not do that.

She is so beautiful, so gentle, so beautiful, as if the most beautiful lilies in the world, at this moment, she wants to be with me, but she doesn't know what is going on with me, maybe I think I may not love her anymore, she is like a pure little girl.

Looking at her, I said with a smile: "I've gone too far, these years, we haven't spent much time together, each has its own life, I'm thirty years old, during this time, I think a lot, want to live a simple life, love doesn't mean that you have to be together, sometimes silently put it in your heart, bless each other, it's also good, now my thoughts are different from before, life is more important than anything else, I may go too fast, although I am only thirty years old, but I feel like a middle-aged person in my heart, I hope you can understand, Live well! ”

She was there motionless, like a child who had made a mistake, she blamed herself, she felt guilty, she always thought it was all because of her, she was so kind, and because of that, I was willing to do that for her.

"I'm their daughter, it's something I can't choose, I also hate myself, too many things, I sometimes think that if I met you before I was in my twenties, it would be a different way, anyway, Xiaofeng, you promise me, if you need money, you tell me, if you are in trouble, tell me, I can give everything, okay? My uncle and aunt gave me a meeting gift back then, and I accepted it, so I used to be your girlfriend, wasn't it? As she spoke, tears came out, and looking at her like this, my nose was sour, my head was choking, and I said, "Well, it was a beautiful time, and at that time, I thought that we would have a lot of good futures, but people grow and change." ”

She nodded obediently.

Later, I left, and after getting in the car, I saw Sister Xu there and Xiaolian quietly watching me.

Next, I withdrew some of my company identities, I wanted to minimize the trouble, and then I only kept my Chinese medicine company, and many people needed those benefits and kept an eye on them.

I was often in Nancheng for a while, and one night, I came out of the elevator with my brothers, in the underground garage, and was just about to get into the car, when suddenly a car drove up, and a group of people rushed down from the car, all with knives. It was so sudden, I didn't have time to react, I was slashed a lot, and then I was leaning there and dying, and at that moment, I supported myself with all my strength, and my brothers were there holding me, pressing the wound with their clothes, and I thought was this for my life. I've thought many times that I'm going to have such a day, and I've thought that if this day comes, I can only admit it, what else can I do? Walking on this path, many times you can't help yourself.

It's just that I still have too many worries, I have too many reluctances, but even if you are reluctant, you are desperate, no matter what, if some things are going to happen, you have no way to resist.

There I gritted my teeth and kept gasping, I already had this premonition before, and after Uncle Bao's accident, I always thought that it would be like this.

The pain made it difficult for me to breathe, trembling, spasms, sweat on my head, I was taken out by my brothers, I quickly got into the ambulance, after arriving at the car, my consciousness was already extremely weak, at this time, they made a second move, rushed over a group of people and cut over, that day they just wanted me to disappear directly, I was protected by two brothers, they were also stabbed a few times, and then the ambulance drove quickly, and then I didn't know, I didn't know, I didn't have consciousness.

When I was rescuing, I woke up, I kept vomiting blood, the doctors were frightened, there was a little nurse there who kept crying, and then I knew that she knew me, when she was still young, she came to my Chinese medicine hall to see stomach problems, and the family was also poor, I didn't ask for money, and gave her a hundred yuan.

At that time, the doctor said that I was afraid that it would not work, let my family come, I told my brothers before, if something happened to me, I couldn't let my parents know, but I told Sister Xu about it, and after she came, she hugged me and cried, kept calling me, and desperately begged for a doctor there.

I think of when I was at the temple, Master Zhengcheng told me that I had a problem this year and told me to be careful.

When I woke up, I was lying on the hospital bed, unable to speak, Sister Xu was next to me with red eyes, looking at me quietly, tears fell again, the moment I saw her, I smiled.

She was so beautiful, full of feminine tenderness, she looked at me quietly, her eyes were swollen from crying, and her makeup was gone, but she was still so beautiful, just like when I first met her, when she was thirty-two years old, in fact, her heart was still very petite, she was also lonely and lonely, she also wanted to love, wanted to be loved, wanted to be moisturized, it was too depressing.

At that time, what I thought of was actually more pure desire, I felt when I saw her, I wanted to be like her, I vaguely teased her, I pinched her buttocks there, sometimes soothing, sometimes forceful, I was such a villain, I couldn't resist her temptation, she was incredibly beautiful, the most beautiful elf I had ever seen in the world.

The doctor came, she stood up and suddenly cried again, there kept thanking the doctor, the doctor looked at me and smiled, and then a lot of people came, Mayor Luo brought some leaders to come, and said there that the murderer must be caught, Mayor Luo cried, he had a bad family condition since he was a child, he studied hard, he wanted to gain fame as in the past, and after entering the system, he did it like a cow, but he didn't have much relationship background, he was very talented, but he was not reused, and then he couldn't go up, because I went up.

We can also talk very well, sometimes talk about ideals, we talk very happily, if Uncle Bao doesn't have an accident, he will become the leader of Nancheng.

I think back then, we were all young people who came out of the countryside, and we didn't have any background, and many people were very envious of me today, but I didn't know that I used my life, used too much, and tried and fell for it. My climb is destined to be extremely risky, if I have to choose again, I just want to be a doctor, marry a wife and have children, be safe and stable, once I come up, I can't go down.

The doctor said that I was fine, and Sister Xu told them at that time that she would donate 300 million yuan to the hospital.

In the following days, Sister Xu and Xiaolian took care of me together.

In those days, I was very moved, her mother really wanted to force her to have a complete break with her, I was like this, she also came directly to the ward to find Sister Xu, and asked her to stay away from me quickly.