Sitting in the car to see Sheng Jianguo, I smoked a cigarette, thinking that if I didn't know Sister Xu back then, maybe it would be fine, not that I regret it, but that her parents are incomprehensible to me.

Sometimes I ask myself, is it all worth it?

Matters between men and women may not be measured by whether they are worth it or not.

Just like Xiaolian loves me very much, I don't feel worth it, she feels worth it.

Sometimes I'm so tired, so tired that I don't want to think about anything, I want to go back to when I was a kid, but I know I can't go back.

I met Sheng Jianguo in my RV.

In the car, I saw him come up, he was magnificent, bullish, and looked at me very majestically, and then sat there and took out a cigar, and the bodyguard next to him lit it.

I lit a cigarette and looked at him and said, "Uncle! ”

After hearing this, he smiled and said, "Uncle? Who is your uncle? If you want to take my daughter away, elope, and make our house like this, you stinky boy, do you know that your aunt is so angry that she is sick, what did you do yourself? Don't you know? You say you, you just play and play, why do you shoot it? ”

"I was framed!" After I said that, he hurriedly said, "How can I trust you?" Anyway, if you were to see you, what would you think? ”

I understood what he said, I nodded and said, "Yes, I know, I understand you and Auntie, I understand very much!" ”

"Then you still don't leave my daughter? What are you waiting for? Do you have to force me to do something terrible? He narrowed his eyes and said, "Do you know how many people hate you?" Do you want to plant? One word from me will let you in! ”

"I know you have mercy on me, otherwise you would have let me in." I nodded and smiled.

"Okay, you can say that, then we can talk, do you know that we have been the most famous for thousands of years? People live for a lifetime, reputation is the most important, do you think you still have a reputation? Don't talk about those reasons, just say, do you still have it? ”

"It's true that this thing has lost my reputation, but other things, I haven't done anything illegal, I just did it against those bastards, that is, I fought and brawled, I didn't hurt the heavens and reason, those people bullied the people, opened casinos, lent usury, and disregarded people's lives, those people deserve it!"

"If you don't say that, I'll ask you, do you still have a reputation? People say that you want to make a fortune and be a son-in-law, I feel that other people's Lao Tzu is not good, and I abandoned other people's daughters......" After he said, I said: "It's not like this, I'll tell you in detail what's going on, you listen to me, I know Sister Xu that time, I just want to open a good Chinese medicine hall, plain and plain doctor, and then in order to save Sister Xu, I have no way, you know that we are from a very ordinary background, there is no relationship background at all, this society is very realistic, I only have to get close to those people through various means, and then caused trouble, I don't want to plant, I'm crawling all the way, you know it's hard to fight against those people alone, uncle, if it's you, what would you do? ”

"I wouldn't have come near at all, why are you near my daughter?" After he said, I said: "I won't tell you, Sister Xu is so attractive to me, my first time was with her, I can't forget her, I think about her every day, do you understand?" Losing her feels like losing air, I think that she will be harmed, that something will happen, that I am going crazy, I am crazy, desperate! ”

"You say that, you're still in love, aren't you?" He felt incredible.

"I didn't say that, it's just a young man's infatuation with a woman, or I have a problem in my heart, I like her, what can I do? I really love her. ”

"It's not a desire yet! I'm also a man, don't I know? After he said that, I said, "You should love your aunt very much, you are very rich, but you still have to be with your aunt, I admire you very much, if you want to find a young and beautiful little girl, it is easy, but you don't." This is a rare thing for men! ”

"Don't give me a high hat, it's very simple for me, our generation is very face-saving, you young people are too open. Especially you, what's that? He squinted his eyes and said: "I think that you and my daughter will still be together, I am angry, my daughter is very simple, don't look at her tall, she is very wise in her career, she is a child between men and women, my daughter is so beautiful, how many excellent men want to marry her." ”

I didn't speak there, Sheng Jianguo was just about to pick up the red wine, and suddenly put it down.

"Uncle, you don't understand me, how can I harm you?" As I spoke, I took his cup and drank it, then poured another cup for him and said, "I love Sister Xu, I actually have special feelings for you and Auntie in my heart." ”

He looked at me, then picked it up and took a sip and said, "Don't feel that your aunt is talking too much, she is the one who brought your sister Xu to suffer too much." ”

"I understand, whatever she says about me, I can bear it." After I said that, Sheng Jianguo said, "Hurry up and leave my daughter, don't say more." Her mother was so angry that she was hospitalized, is your desire more important than our lives? If something happens to her mother, will she have a good conscience for the rest of her life? Is she likely to be nice to be with you? She's going to have to bear this guilt for the rest of her life, you know? If you don't leave, don't blame me for being rude, I can't wait! ”

I thought about it there for a while, thinking of Sister Xu's current identity, she also has a reputation on the Internet, quite famous, and I will damage her reputation and affect her career, and her parents are like this, her mother is angry like this.

Yes, if her mother has anything long and short, with her character, she will suffer for the rest of her life, every minute and every second.

"I'm afraid she won't believe me, I don't know what to say." After I said, Sheng Jianguo said: "My daughter I know, as long as she knows that you are doing well, you can tell her that you will live happily without her, as for what to say, you can say it yourself." ”

I thought about it there for a moment, then nodded and said, "I see." ”

"You listen to me, as long as I know that you don't believe in your words, I will definitely let you have no way back, and I will not tolerate it!" Sheng Jianguo said it very fiercely.

"I see!" After I said that, he left.

Sitting in the car, where I smoked non-stop, I thought about it for a long time.

That night I couldn't sleep, I watched a lot of interviews with her on the computer, and there were commendations from the biggest TV stations, and she was dressed up that day, and many celebrities participated, and she became the most beautiful person because of her charity, and such an honor is so rare, and I am really proud of her.

Xu Xinyue, do you know? Being a human being is really hard sometimes, for you, I have come to this day, I am no longer pure, I have been involved in too much mud, we may not be destined to come together.

The next morning, I called Sister Xu, she was on a business trip the day before yesterday, and she came back that morning.

I met her at a café.

She looked at me and smiled and said, "It's been a long time since we've been to the café." After she said, I sat down, I looked at her and said, "I can't bear this pressure, I've thought about it for a long time, I think I can't face you, it's painful for me, and your parents are against it, I'm miserable, I want to live alone, I want to live abroad for a while, I've decided, I hope you understand me, is that okay?" ”

When I said that, she thought about it for a while, and tears came out of her eyes.