Xiaolian is still the first time, she is twenty-seven years old. She had the first time, and then she cried there, and I comforted her, and I thought I had no choice, and I thought that in this life, I might not get married, unless those enemies were all finished.

Of course, I also have self-blame in my heart, for so long, Xiaolian has taken care of me meticulously.

These days and nights, every minute and every second, Xiaolian has paid so much.

Her figure is very well-proportioned, with a small waist, uneven and convex, white and tender skin, and a faint milky fragrance.

I held her for something, and I could only comfort her. How I wish Xiaolian could meet her happiness.

"Brother Gu, Brother Gu......" she called me, that night, I was very embarrassed, there were some things that made me have to keep restraint.

I don't have that kind of love between men and women for Xiaolian, it's warmth, I later thought that I couldn't get close to Sister Xu in this life, and my heart was full of depression, I don't want to think about that, never think about it.

Looking at Xiaolian's body swaying back and forth in the orange light, those two soft balls are really great, such a beautiful woman in front of me, but I can't give her happiness.

I said, "Xiaolian, whoever I am with now may bring disaster to the other party, I hope you understand me, and I will love you like a brother!" ”

"Brother Gu, I know, I'm not afraid, I've thought about it a long time ago, I'm willing to do anything for you." After Xiaolian said, I was very moved.

Then I thought of that woman, I think you and I have no chance in this life, we are already destined, I know you, I have never regretted it, I just feel that I don't have the ability to bring you happiness, it is destined from the time we met, I only hope that you and I will be separated from now on, suffering will no longer haunt you, if you can meet the man you love and love you very much in the future, if Jian Cheng loves you from the bottom of his heart, you also love her, your parents like him so much, his family is so powerful, it is very good, and as for me, no matter how much pain there is, I'll take it all.

I'm afraid I'll lose my control and go back to you, and I think it's even more impossible.

Later, Xiaolian understood what I said, but I think some things are unsolvable after all.

Xiaolian's mother was picked up by me to accompany Xiaolian, Xiaolian's mother is very beautiful, just because she suffered a lot before, she didn't take good care of it, and her skin was not so good, but she still looked good, she was a very kind aunt, she was very good to me, I said to pinch her shoulder or something, she said no, said she couldn't let me work so hard, but I still did that, I was always very filial to my elders who were good to me, which seemed to be my birth.

Sometimes I feel that Xiaolian is a little afraid of me when I am with me, if I don't laugh and be serious, in fact, I am just in a normal state, she doesn't dare to talk much, sometimes she will be nervous, and suddenly say, "Did I say the wrong thing?" I will feel distressed, I said: "No, you can say it casually, Xiaolian, my brother is really crazy sometimes, he looks a little serious, but in fact, I am very easy-going in my heart." ”

She will call me obediently, she knows that I have begun to secrete fatherly love, I will spoil her very much, sometimes I feel that I really treat her as a daughter, it seems that I am not a woman, like Sister Xu and I are adults.

But I can also be with Xiaolian, and I will also have a kind of comfort. I probably feel that there is a girl who is subordinate to me, possessed by me, very strong, like my private property.

Of course, I also know that everyone has their own soul and is independent, and a woman is not a man's private property, she is an independent person.

Ding Kai's father came to me, but I didn't see him, he begged me on the phone, let me not pursue Ding Kai's matter, and said that I should do it for Niuniu's sake.

I ignored him, I don't think there were some things that I decided.

Niuniu also called me, she didn't mention her father, but said thank you, she cried on the phone, said she wanted to see me, I comforted her, I thought I couldn't see Niuniu.

Now everything is still dangerous. If those bastards are killed one day, I will meet Niuniu if I have the opportunity in the future, if I still have this possibility with Sister Xu, it should be very beautiful at that time. But not now.

If that day comes, it will be very beautiful, and at that time Nancheng is still that place full of romance and charm.

Most of the people in Laohai were arrested, and more than 1,000 people were arrested, and these people were involved in more than 10 homicide cases, and more than 10 backbone cadres were sentenced to death.

On the day the verdict was announced, many wronged people in Nancheng beat gongs and drums, and I set off five million fireworks on and around the Nancheng TV Tower. I was very happy that day, oppressing the people, mutilating innocent people for the sake of profit, taking people's lives and dying a hundred times without relieving my hatred!

After the fall of the underworld forces led by Lao Hai, I felt a little more steady, at least the danger was not as great as before.

Standing on the balcony that day watching the bright fireworks, I thought about the past, the efforts I put into this day. I think that there are some things that will always have an effect as long as you do them, and sometimes it may feel that some things are too difficult, but there is a difference between doing things and not doing them.

These people were like that to me back then, if I put up with it, they would be more unscrupulous, thinking that they were afraid of them, and they would be even more arrogant. And I can't bear it, if I do, I will live an extremely miserable life in this life.

I asked Xiaolian to go back, and told her that I was in good health, and I wanted to give Xiaolian a lot of money, but Xiaolian didn't want anything, she said that Sister Xu had given her a lot of money, as well as shares in the company, and she had already gotten too much, and she didn't do this for me because of money. I know that Xiaolian is so beautiful and pure in my heart, but helplessly, sometimes there is a feeling between men and women because of this. I think in this life, I will treat her like a brother.

After Xiaolian went back, I lived in the mountains during that time, reading medical books and treating people in the mountains. The days went by peacefully. I love this pure life.

When I was a child, I grew up in the countryside, and then I especially wanted to go to the outside city to see, and later I especially liked to go back to the past.

Sometimes, I still miss Sister Xu very much, but I always endure it, let myself not think about it, everything is fine. If only she can live happily ever after, I think that's how it should be. At this time, I seem to understand things about love better.

One day when Dunzi came, I was cooking there, and sometimes I had nothing to do and liked to cook.

After Dunzi came, he told me something about Sister Xu.

I froze there.