After that, I put my arms around Sister Xu in my arms, she remembered the miscarriage again, and said to herself: "I started to check that the child's development is very good, it is my son, I feel that he is moving in it......" She said this, and tears couldn't help but come out again.

"Don't be sad, obedient, you haven't slept all night, get a good night's sleep." After listening to Dunzi, she couldn't sleep one night and came to see me early the next day.

Then she fell asleep in my arms.

I have something to go to the company, and not long after I arrived at the company, Dunzi called me and said that Sister Xu had gone back and said that there was something to do.

I think she is like this, I can't force her to do anything, as long as she feels comfortable in her heart.

One day Sister Xu went to Hong Kong, and Dunzi said that Sister Xu decided to settle in Hong Kong and was over there with Niuniu.

When I heard it, I thought she was up to her, she was going to break up, and it was up to her.

After I broke up with Sister Xu, her state really improved a lot, and I saw the photos and videos taken by Duo'er's circle of friends, and they had a lot of fun.

After seeing such a photo, I thought hello, if I don't see you in this life, I can exchange your health, you can live a dragon, just like when I first met you, I am willing.

I'm relieved to do that, otherwise I feel like I've hurt you.

When I saw her later, she was so miserable, leaving me, she is fine now, playing happily with Doer on the beach, and all kinds of places, going to concerts together, going to roller coasters, it looks so good.

One day, Sister Chen came to see me and chatted with me for a while.

"Xiaofeng, you have to understand your Sister Xu, we are women, we love a man, and we really want to give him a child, especially if the other party is younger than us, although you have a son, but ......"

Sister Chen didn't know that the child was not mine.

I nodded, and Sister Chen said, "She can't give birth to you, she feels stressed, but ......" Sister Chen suddenly frowned, but then she said, "I always want to give you a baby." ”

"Sister Chen, I am destined to have nothing to do with her, as long as she is in good health." I laughed.

Sister Chen also smiled.

My mother was admitted to the hospital again with a cerebral infarction, this time it was very serious, although she was rescued, but the whole person was delirious.

In those days, I guarded my mother every day, and I asked Dunzi not to tell Sister Xu about this matter.

My father smoked a cigarette with me one night and said: "Xiaofeng, don't worry about you, these years, we all hope that you have a child, Xiaofeng, some things, that depends on creation, how have you lived these years, I never said to your mother, you are for your mother, you find someone to marry, have a child, your mother in case there are three long and two short, also rest assured." ”

My father cried that day, and I saw him cry for the first time.

Thinking of my mother's situation, although I always thought that marriage should be with the woman I liked, at that moment, I said to my father, "Dad, I know, I am looking for someone to marry and have a child." ”

Sister Xu kept saying that I should find someone to marry and have a child, and said that in this way, she would be fine with everything, and what she said was true.

So be it!

But this road, I don't want to go so much, if I don't love someone, how can I live with her?

Isn't this harming others and yourself? Of course I have money, women who want to give me a baby, I want to find a baby, surrogacy or anything is easy.

Sister Xu also said, but I always feel that I can't do this, surrogacy, the child will have no mother in the future, Sister Xu will say that she should be her own, even if she is adopted, she will love her as much as her own, not to mention my child.

What Sister Xu said is that I am still young, and when I am old in the future, I have such a big business, I don't have my own children, and my thoughts will be different.

I also know that many people do, but I always think I won't.

Sister Xu always felt that I didn't have my own children in my life, and I was too selfish and hurt me.

Because she has Niu Niu, she has become a mother, and she knows that people are living children when they are old. She longs for love, but she does seem to be more mature than me, after all, she was already married and had children when she met me, and sometimes she always wanted me to find a young girl to marry and have children.

What exactly is love? The more you love, the more you think about each other.

In the end, it is the other person's life that is considered, and it is this person.

After a while, I didn't find anyone to marry and have children.

It was a painful time, and it felt like it was painful to do anything.

The main reason is because I have Sister Xu in my heart, and I can't forget her.

One day, Sister Chen's son got married, and I went to attend the wedding held in Xinyue Seven Stars.

Every time I go to Xinyue Qixing, a few girls at the front desk will smile very special when they see me.

Although I am not a hotel leader, some of the leaders were very enthusiastic, including the leaders of their group, who were very enthusiastic when they saw me.

I invite my friends to dinner there and let me write them down, but I never do that. In contrast, Sister Xu once really didn't understand, saying why I have always been like this with her, in fact, I have a personality problem. I don't like people to say that I eat soft rice.

Sister Chen was very happy when she saw me, took my hand and said, "Xiaofeng, oops, I miss you, I haven't seen you for a long time." I was embarrassed that she had divorced her husband, and I smiled and said, "I've been very busy since then." Sister Chen said: "Xiao Xu is a marriage witness for my son, she is better now and in good spirits." ”

I nodded.

But I didn't see her, and then Niuniu ran over and said excitedly, "Uncle, uncle!" I saw Niuniu and said happily: "Niuniu, came back from vacation?" ”

"Yes, uncle, I also asked my mother if you would come! My mom said she didn't know, and said I didn't like you. My mom really is! "Niuniu is very reserved of nature, the kind of girl who is tall again, very beautiful, fashionable and fresh.

"Your mom loves to joke." I looked at Niu Niu and sighed with infinite emotion, and then she wanted to sit with me.

"Uncle, when are you going to let me drink your wine!" After she said that, I was stunned for a moment, and then smiled, and Niuniu said angrily, "Are you married?" "I said not yet. She said, "If you marry my mother, I'll be a bridesmaid!" "What she said, I think I am afraid that there will be no fate in this life.

I was smiling again, when suddenly a voice next to me said, "Are you okay?" ”

I looked back and saw that it was Duo'er, she looked like she wanted to breastfeed, and I said, "It's good, you're here too?" ”

"Auntie, you also sit at this table, and we will sit with my uncle." After Niuniu said, Duo'er said: "You are a lady, you speak so loudly, you have to learn from me." ”

"If you know, you will take care of people." Niu Niu said in my ear: "My aunt pretends to be a lady, but she is actually naughty." ”

I smiled again.

They sat next to me, and I was stressed there.

"Why do you always look deep?" Saying that, Duo'er also tidied up my clothes, I looked back at her, she also looked at me, and said, "What's the matter, a few women in our family are good to you, and you are not happy." ”

I didn't say anything, turned around, and Sister Xu walked up to the stage.