As I stood there, tears kept coming out of my eyes, and I thought of something, which was the fate of man.

Sometimes it doesn't mean that you are good at medicine and you can do anything.

I'm scared of fate, and sometimes I don't believe it.

So in my heart, I held my breath and prayed all the time.

When I was a child, I was always worried that my mother would be in poor health, and I was always afraid that she would leave us too soon.

The doctor came out and let me in, and when I went in, I looked at the heart rate monitor, and it was fine.

"Now I have to have surgery, Mr. Gu, the risk of successful surgery is quite high, we want your opinion." After he said that, I said, "Well, surgery, it's definitely not going to work without surgery." ”

Looking at my mother, I took her hand and said, "Mom, it's okay, it's okay, my son is here!" ”

After coming out, Sister Xu asked me how it was, and I said, "It's okay, I'm ready for surgery, don't worry, don't cry!" ”

As soon as I said it, Sister Xu suddenly covered her face with her hands, she was closer than some of her own daughters.

Later we waited.

Sister Xu pampered me next to me and said, "It's okay, good, Auntie is so good, it's going to be fine." ”

I didn't speak, I was so warmed by her, thinking that if my mother was gone, my tears still came out. Sister Xu wiped my tears, hugged my waist and said, "Don't cry, be good!" ”

The more she is like this, the more I can't help it, no matter how old my son is, he is still a child in front of his mother.

The operation was successful, the mother was transferred to the intensive care unit and we were all outside.

Next, Sister Xu never left, and kept guarding her mother with me in the hospital. That night, we were talking in the hospital yard, and I was smoking a cigarette, and she said, "Don't blame me, I'm nine years older than you after all, and I think about things farther than you do." ”

I was a little confused, in front of her, I sometimes felt that I was really small, in my heart, in fact, I admired her, and that kind of worship is the special feeling of a little man's love for a woman nine years older than himself, and it is not really worship. A feeling that is not very expressive.

She will make me feel very small, and I will feel loved and cared for by her, and I will become very well-behaved at this time. I was like a tiger a lot of the time, but I would be very good in front of her.

I nodded, and she said again: "Obediently, no matter what the career, don't be stressed, I'm not very rich?" That's yours too. I knew you, you were young, I knew everything, but I was greedy. I always feel that I am not doing right, and I want to make up for it, so I treat me as a sister, okay? It's good to have a sister who hurts, so I will be as filial to my uncle and aunt as my daughter. ”

She said this, I was afraid that if her spirit was bad again, I finally got better, I said, "Well, you're right, I listen to you." ”

"You find a girl of the same age to marry, and in the future, we will be like sisters and brothers, moving around a lot, you have children, recognize me as a godmother, it's good. Don't be too happy with your wife in the future, I'm so rich, many friends want their children to recognize me as a godmother, I didn't agree, your future children, I will, as painful as my own. She said it very seriously, regardless of whether she would regret it in private.

"Then are you still looking for someone in the future? If there's a suitable one, you can find one! "I didn't want to say that, and I thought it would be good if she could have a man like me who loved her.

Of course, if that were the case, I would have been in a lot of pain and hopelessness. I didn't want to accept this, but I was afraid that something would happen to her. It feels like something is unsolvable.

"Oh, I'm not looking for anyone anymore, although I don't have any physical problems, but I can't fall in love anymore, if I don't get in love, I will become mentally ill."

I think if I find someone to marry according to what you said, and you will be alone for the rest of your life, then how can I rest assured?

When my mother woke up, she was very happy to see Sister Xu there, and so did Sister Xu, who took care of my mother, which made me very moved. She is the kind of person who treats her as her biological mother, my mother asked her not to take care of her like this, saying that such a big female boss can't be like this, Sister Xu held my mother's hand and said: "Auntie, I'll see you then, Xiaofeng has more than me, I have him to help me today, no matter how big my boss is, even if I am the richest man in the world, I want to be like this." ”

I listened to her and watched her quietly, and I saw a very good daughter-in-law, and I dreamed of having such a wife.

Her compassion, her love, she makes me a lot of the time, even if I feel that she thinks, I don't agree, I get angry, I can't bully her.

My mother was moved to tears, she wiped her tears and said, "Auntie, don't cry, I told Xiaofeng that I will be like a sister in the future." ”

When my mother heard this, she said, "Xiaofeng, I'll call my sister in the future, do you hear?" In the future, you will take good care of your sister, just like your own sister, the big and small things in the family, if you need you, you will be busy. If someone bullies her, you protect her. ”

My mother said this, and I said, "Well, I know, Mom, she is my sister, I am happy, with such a rich sister, then I don't have to struggle in the future." I wanted my mother to be happy, Sister Xu smiled and said, "That's it, Auntie, I will take good care of him." ”

I was very touched to stand there, and I thought it would be okay, at least I could interact with her, and she was not stressed, but I didn't know if I could control it.

Sister Xu didn't go to Hong Kong, and she was just busy with the investment in Nancheng, so she came to see my mother when she had time.

One day she was having dinner with me at my place at noon, and she was going to introduce me to someone, and that day I felt that she really wanted to do this, and I thought she might be saying that.

When she did that, I thought she might not love me anymore and just treated me like a brother or something.

I was there with my head down, and she said, "How's it going?" ”

I felt a lot of tightness in my chest.

While smoking there, I turned my face to the side.

"Disobedient again, aren't you?" She sparkled her eyes and looked at me and smiled.

I think I'm just afraid that you will have a mental problem, so I just deliberately cooperated with you. You still want to be my sister, I want to find someone to marry, I want you to introduce me?

I always felt that she was a little silly between men and women, or that her generation thought differently than we did. Or maybe she's too kind, which makes her think about my good, and she's serious.

I lowered my head and smiled and said, "Then after getting married, I miss my sister, can it hurt?" ”

"That can't, you have to live a good life." She also said that she could be my lover before, but now it has changed again.

At that time, I may not have been very sober, and I still have mental problems, but now it is normal.

These days, she's by my side, in fact, I want to be like her, I'm going crazy.

"Otherwise, you follow me first, and when I find someone, we won't do this, okay? It's okay, it's just that we comfort each other, you don't have ideological pressure, I absolutely promise you, I will listen to you, and then it's still a sister and brother relationship, do you feel okay? "I thought so much that this would make people anxious and a little obscene.

She was a little embarrassed, her face was still red, she frowned, she looked very embarrassed, I coaxed her there, and she finally said, "Then you promise me that you will not be disobedient." ”

"Okay, okay!" I looked at her body, and I was going crazy, desperate.

Then she closed her eyes and leaned back in her chair, her chest heaving.

I walked over and stood behind her, and then put my ear to her and said softly, "Oh, good, don't be pressured by thoughts, it's okay." I'm obedient and listen to you for everything. Relax, don't think about anything, just enjoy me. I don't think much about it. It hurts you, I feel that you have been working too hard lately, so let you relax and be comfortable. ”

She bit her lip with her teeth, and felt it.

As I spoke, I put my hands in from her chest, and then caressed her gently, awesome, deeply graceful arcs, still so fair, plump, full, tight with a slight softness.