Chapter 171: Those Thoughts
"Xiaofeng, in fact, I know, why did you help me find my biological parents, then you would love to watch this show." After Sister Xu said, I said: "Actually, I don't mean that I have much hatred for your adoptive mother, I don't actually need to deal with her, and I don't have some personal resentment, I just want if your biological parents keep thinking about you and looking for you, it's too pitiful......" After I said it, Sister Xu was in my arms, frowning and said: "Sometimes in life, fate is impossible to say, if I find it, I don't know how I should face them." ”
Yes, after all, I haven't seen it since I was a child, but from their point of view, it's so sad, maybe some things are destined to be tragedies from the beginning.
"Don't think about it, I'm not looking for it now, I just want you to be happy, baby, don't think about it." After I said this, she quietly looked at a place in my arms and said, "Actually, I want to meet them too, they brought me into this world, and I want to make up for them." ”
yes, sometimes I put myself in my shoes, what would happen to me if I wasn't born to my parents, I can relate to it. Because my parents are very good to me, I will be afraid, as for Sister Xu's mood, I can't fully know.
But she is so kind-hearted that there are some things to think of.
Her adoptive mother said that her mother passed away in childbirth, and when I thought of this, I couldn't help but burst into tears, I couldn't accept this fact, I always thought in my heart, her adoptive mother lied to me, and her biological mother didn't leave. If that's the case, she's so pitiful, she hasn't even seen her biological mother, it's the mother who gave birth to her after all.
I can't think about it, Sister Xu saw me crying, so she hurriedly wiped my tears and said: "Xiaofeng, don't cry, it's okay, there are many poor people in this world, I'm not pitiful, I'm actually very lucky, you know?" Xiaofeng, I'm still alive, I've met you, if I hadn't met you, I wouldn't dare to think about what would happen to my life, I would have no hope, obedient, don't cry! She took me in her arms and wiped my tears, she especially likes to sleep with me in her arms, and she also likes to hold me in her arms when she watches TV, sometimes she has to hold me in her arms, she says she is tall, she is a big Yanma, she is very comfortable, and she likes to let me lean on her chest, sticky, sometimes she teases me, holding her hand and rubbing me and saying, "Hey you." "At this time, I will suddenly feel very much, she will be so warm, sometimes funny, and then suddenly teasing me.
I was hugged by her, she touched my hair and said, "I'm fine, I tell you, after meeting you, I won't care about other things, no matter how much pressure and pain, I can bear it." ”
I think that if one day, I know about her mother, if it is as her adoptive mother said, I will not tell her, I will hide it from her for the rest of my life, probably because my parents really love me too much, and I will feel distressed when I think of her background.
She grew up from a little girl, little by little, and thought of her meeting in Xilin Gol, Aunt Sarina said, followed her horse with food, went to find them, just a little bit, the wind on the grassland blew on her, the endless grassland, the lonely little girl.
Later, when we went to take a bath, she wanted to wash me, and as she washed, she said, "Little black magpie." I was amused by her, and she frowned, laughed at me, and said, "You are sixteen or seventeen years old, and you are like that, are you also called?" I smiled from ear to ear, and I put my arms around her and whispered in her ear, "If I were a woman, I'm afraid I would be more beautiful than you." When she heard this, she hugged me from behind me and put her body against me, and I looked back at her and said, "Do you have it?" She put her arms around my breasts, rubbed them against me and said, "In the next life, I will be a man, and you will be a woman." ”
"Okay, I'll let you feel like being a man, tired and tired, I'll just lie there and enjoy it." After I said that, she frowned and said, "I'm not like that, I'm very hardworking." She couldn't help but smile as she spoke.
When I got to bed, I looked at her and said, "Did you miss me when you were in Hong Kong?" ”
"Well, I think you're going crazy, but fortunately, Sister Chen's son is married, I think she will definitely invite you, and I'll come back." She said obediently, and I kissed her and said, "I am a good girl, I think of me so much, I should have come back a long time ago, little fool, my big darling, it hurts so much!" ”
Sister Xu was melted by that love after hearing this, she was in my arms, and she was moved to cry, and said with emotion: "Xiaofeng, you really love me so much!" ”
"In fact, I have been thinking about society and reality later, and I have been impregnated by this world, but when I face you, I have to love you, love you, baby, I love you!" I said that these are all feelings, Sister Xu said how can I deal with women so well, as long as I still desire to love a woman, I almost can't stand such love words.
Sister Xu began to kiss me little by little, and she said while kissing: "I really miss you, I miss you so much, I feel like a dream." ”
I lay there looking at her, and I always couldn't love her body enough, like a well-proportioned cow. She knew how I felt in my heart, and she knew that I liked her body shape, and her facial features were very stylish, natural, and warm.
I hugged her and kissed her, and she frowned, looking at me with her hands on my chest.
She likes to wear sexy transparent underwear with an open back, a strap around her neck, and her fair body feels more in the background of her underwear.
We can let go this time, freely, that time, I offered to ask, come and come, she won't let go, and now it doesn't have to be like that at all, very thoroughly. I looked at her with wild eyes, and she looked at me with her eyes open, her arms around her neck.
We were in the soft, white and bouncy bed, and in the soft orange headlight of the bed, we lingered there.
After that, we all went limp, lay together, intertwined, and that night, I slept so soundly.
In the middle of the night, I woke up in a daze, she hadn't slept yet, she kissed me softly on the back, her body against me.
Many times it is not a man who says how dedicated he is, but when you meet a woman who truly loves you, you will be single-minded, the more you see, the deeper you are involved in the world, and the more you experience, the more you know how important it is to have a woman who truly loves you. Especially her mature love, not because of sensuality, because of self-needs, and love, many times when a woman doesn't know me, say love me, say how, I think if you know all kinds of me, if I am poor today, if you have been many years, if I can't provide you with emotional value, past the age of love, is it okay?